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My only focus now is to not fail, because that is the only way I know to stay alive.", "description_bbcode_parsed": "Trigger warning: Discussions about mental illness.

Just a little vent art I made. I don't usually enjoying being all "boo-hoo" with my art, but this has been bothering me for a while.

Being diagnosed with ADHD after being a problematic student, life is hard. The explosiveness of a bomb and the attention span of a goldfish make focus nearly impossible. Never expect me to concentrate or calm down, because that will not be easy. Classes can become difficult, and simple tasks can be a headache.

The worst part is, the thing about ADHD is that your condition is not serious enough to gain sympathy, but you are not normal enough to actually have a chance at a normal life.

You do get over it after a while, and I have already found my ways around it (splitting my timetables, playing the right music etc.). But it honestly makes me sad to know that I am always at a significant disadvantage to others.

Say what you want in the comments, I'm f###ing over it at this point. My only focus now is to not fail, because that is the only way I know to stay alive.", "writing": "", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "", "pools_count": 1, "title": "Vent Art (ADHD)", "deleted": "f", "public": "t", "mimetype": "image/png", "pagecount": "1", "rating_id": "0", "rating_name": "General", "ratings": [], "submission_type_id": "1", "type_name": "Picture/Pinup", "guest_block": "f", "friends_only": "f", "comments_count": "5", "views": "21" }