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", "writing": "I have been working at Cashmere Gardens for some a couple of months now and I have to admit it's been the most interesting job I have ever had. When I first got the job as an agricultural assistant I figured it would involve various farm work, like watering the fields and cleaning up the place but it turns out no. Agricultural assistant basically means a caregiver, and janitor, for the animals. \n\nFirst day was easy enough, go learn my ways around the buildings and introduce myself to the flock of sheep. Straight away I was surprised because all of those girls had A rank wool, with one of them even having S rank. Let me tell you, a coat made from S class wool is just as durable as any other material and will sell for hundreds at the least. Finding out that this small farm with just a small flock of a dozen sheep had an average rating of A+ was, as far as I know, unheard of. The farmer swears it is a mixture of luck and treating the girls right which I never really believed until I went to see how they lived.\n\nThe Barn was a building complex with climate control, thick carpets, double layered walls and about as much luxury as you could fit into a small house. Each girl had there own full, human sized, single bed to sleep in and the living room had everything they could want. Not just the standard power generation machines for work but books, video games, their own kitchen! Being A class explains most of this but for such a small flock this was still above what other flocks would have gotten. \n\nThe head of the flock soon introduced herself, a black sheep named Meg. She was nice, older than most, and was the one keeping order before I got here. The way she shook my hand with her own, the words she used, there was a clear pride to how she carried herself and I understood it straight away. Most animals get confused easily or are quick to be distracted. For one to keep order over nearly a dozen others was impressive enough and I made sure to be honest about it. She liked that, and just like that I had managed to get on the good side of the flock. \n \nI spent most of the day cleaning up the building and inspecting it for any dangers or damages but between all that I did make sure to meet each of the sisters. There was caramel, named such for the tan colored wool, who was always lazing about playing video games all day. Riff and Raff the white twins that you could find playing games or hitting the generators for hours at a time. Oh, Lemon was an interesting one I will say as finding an animal who was able to cook full meals is just a rarity. Each of them did have their own quirks or charms I will say but it was Leggy that really caught my eye. \n\nThe name of her was apparently an inside joke based on something that happened when she was younger, I would go into it but its such a long story. The reason she caught my attention so much was because she needed so much of it to begin with. While it was true that the flock was special, with each girl having some unique thing about them, Leggy was special in a different way. A bit slower, a bit simpler. She still could not talk despite being nearly 9, eh which is about 17 in human years. I knew that I had a lot on my hands with her but I did not mind. Some animals are smarter than others and some animals are even dumber than others. That is fine. \n\nQuickly I found myself falling into a routine. Everyday I would wake up the group and push them to the showers before getting breakfast ready for everybody. Two hours of exercise via the power generators was the minimum and then after that it was up to them on how they spent the day. Some going off to play, others staying to exercise or play video games on the sofa. They each had different interests which was great to see. Leggy however was not doing as great. She found video games too challenging, sports was fun but she could not understand the rules. Every day she would just wander around like a, well, like a lost lamb. With the others not needing much of my attention, I decided to put it into Leggy. Burning off some energy on the generators was simple enough but there was no stimulation in it, it's not really a fun or interesting way to spend the day you know? I needed something more creative. \n\nNow I admit I have never been all that good with children so while Leggy was an animal she did not quite act like an adult. I needed to get into that mindset and the first thing I tried was colorful blocks, the same type that I used to have when I was a kid. You could not only build all kinds of fun things with them but then break it and start over. I will tell you that look on her face when I dumped a massive pile down on a blanket in the living room was worth the price. She was so curious, so full of light. I had to be very careful she did not start eating them but no she understood quick enough that you can stick them together to make stuff. I think it took her a few hours to work out how to make a cube, and then she started to make bigger cubes out of those smaller ones. It was really adorable to be honest. To think I was getting paid to play blocks with a retarded sheep girl… \n\nShe loved the blocks so much and the flock took notice too. Several of them even joined in to play with her, show her how to build more things, but her favorite construct would also be a gaudy cube made from random colors. With that success, I decided to buy her a puzzle cube, one of those things you rotate the sides of to make all the colors line up. It was not because I thought she could solve one though I just knew that being able to rotate a colorful cube whichever way she wanted would be all kinds of entertaining. One quick trip to the toy shop later and I was proven right. She still plays with that thing you know. Hell, I ended up getting her a plushy version so she could cuddle up to one at night. \n\nIt was about three weeks into thing that my duties started to get a little more serious. It all began when I noticed Leggy’s normally pleasant perfume was getting a little sour and after a quick check with the sisters it turns out they sometimes forget to clean her. It‘s not their fault, getting animals to clean themselves daily is hard enough without them having to help others on top. I did not want to have to give a 17 year old a sponge bath, let alone an animal at that, but at this point I was starting to care about the poor thing so I accepted. Turns out it was less a sponge bath and more like assisted showering and it taught me she is able to follow instructions if you do one at a time and they are very simple. Even so I still had to get my arms wet a few times with her. The one peace of mind through that entire embarrassing ordeal was that Leggy never had the slightest bit of embarrassment or shame to her. Really helped me feel a bit more casual about it. \n\nWith my caretaking now involving the daily showering of Leggy I feel we did get a little closer to each other, not hard to imagine why. But it was small things as well. Being able to sit down and watch a movie with the whole flock, playing blocks or little playground games with Leggy, getting to know the others more. I never knew that animal care could be so rewarding. But anyway, this whole recording is a suggestion from a friend to try and put my thoughts in order about tomorrow so let’s get on with it. I don’t know when or how it all started, but me and Leggy eventually began to do a sort of movie night together. Now I think of it, I think it was partly a way for me to get her to try new foods in a fun, private, environment so I could improve her limited diet. How we ended up with pickles and ice cream I will never know. Ah man the stains on that sofa… Eh where was I? Oh right, yeah the movie night. I really got to know a lot about her and maybe a bit too much. \n\nWe just got on really well together and I started to understand how she communicated her thoughts despite not talking, the small things you know like how she moves her hands and eyes. Last month we got to the point of having walks at night. Leggy found it amusing for some reason to be out at night, or maybe exciting. It was near her bedtime so maybe it was just the childlike excitement of doing something that is normally not allowed. Whatever the reason was for her happiness I found myself liking it as well. To sit under the grass with my arm around her just watching the moon, a heavy blanket thrown over us to keep her warm. I suppose I never had anything half as personal as that kind of interaction before. \n\nSo, this leads us to about two weeks ago. It was late, we were watching cartoons on the sofa with a pizza covered in vinegar as we normally do but something was different. The way she kept glancing to me for once struck me as odd, she never likes to look anyone in the eye you see as it tends to upset her. It made me aware of the fact she normally leans on me or I will put my arm around her. Made me aware that we have been really cuddly with each other for a long time without me realizing it. It does make sense though. Here are two facts just in case anyone reads this and thinks I like cuddling dirty animals. Firstly a sheep’s body temperature is much higher than a humans so even the coldest parts of them is cozy to be near. Secondly, they sweat this hot oil like stuff that is great for hair and skin. That means that they have skin like hot silk and a natural perfume to them that can not be described. No human can beat how awesome a sheep feels to touch. Damn that sounds wrong out of context. \n\nSo there we were, all cuddly under the blankets, I am wearing some thin t-shirt and shorts due to the heat described above and Leggy is wearing her normal outfit. Which I should mention at this point is a sweater that hangs off her shoulders made from her own wool, that thing is softer than you can imagine and most likely worth like 400 bucks. And a pair of black, silk, panties. She has boots for going outdoors but this is the only thing that she will comfortably wear. God I did not even think how risque that outfit is. Ehm yeah. Ok if it seems I am stalling that is because I kind of am. Look, she took my hand and put on her chest. Not on her sweater, I mean straight onto her heated, smooth as silk, underage breasts. I was shocked. I was confused. But I knew that panicking would only hurt her so I tried to work out what she was trying to say. I realized that she might be dumb, but she is not blind. She had feelings for me and I think she could see I had feelings for her as well. We kissed. It was the worst kiss you could imagine, but it was still the best one I have had. \n\nI tried to keep my space from her for a while ever since then, to think things over a bit more you know. Dating an animal is not illegal or anything, they don’t even have laws about the age of the animal you can date. So that is all fine, I suppose. But it is just the idea of it all you know. She is not the older, wise, Meg, the fun video game nerd, Cashmere or even the cooking servant, Lemon. It is Leggy, the same girl who can not bathe herself or tie her boots. And yet, I love her. I wanted to be honest but I need to keep the job so I went for the middle ground and asked the flock about this and for some reason they approve of us as well. Tomorrow I have a date with her. A real one. An actual date with a retarded sheep, the most beautiful, sweet and gentle girl that I have ever met. God where is my life going. One last note, thank the friend who suggested a diary. It is surprisingly helpful to stop me losing my mind over this. \n", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "I have been working at Cashmere Gardens for some a couple of months now and I have to admit it's been the most interesting job I have ever had. When I first got the job as an agricultural assistant I figured it would involve various farm work, like watering the fields and cleaning up the place but it turns out no. Agricultural assistant basically means a caregiver, and janitor, for the animals.

First day was easy enough, go learn my ways around the buildings and introduce myself to the flock of sheep. Straight away I was surprised because all of those girls had A rank wool, with one of them even having S rank. Let me tell you, a coat made from S class wool is just as durable as any other material and will sell for hundreds at the least. Finding out that this small farm with just a small flock of a dozen sheep had an average rating of A+ was, as far as I know, unheard of. The farmer swears it is a mixture of luck and treating the girls right which I never really believed until I went to see how they lived.

The Barn was a building complex with climate control, thick carpets, double layered walls and about as much luxury as you could fit into a small house. Each girl had there own full, human sized, single bed to sleep in and the living room had everything they could want. Not just the standard power generation machines for work but books, video games, their own kitchen! Being A class explains most of this but for such a small flock this was still above what other flocks would have gotten.

The head of the flock soon introduced herself, a black sheep named Meg. She was nice, older than most, and was the one keeping order before I got here. The way she shook my hand with her own, the words she used, there was a clear pride to how she carried herself and I understood it straight away. Most animals get confused easily or are quick to be distracted. For one to keep order over nearly a dozen others was impressive enough and I made sure to be honest about it. She liked that, and just like that I had managed to get on the good side of the flock.
 
I spent most of the day cleaning up the building and inspecting it for any dangers or damages but between all that I did make sure to meet each of the sisters. There was caramel, named such for the tan colored wool, who was always lazing about playing video games all day. Riff and Raff the white twins that you could find playing games or hitting the generators for hours at a time. Oh, Lemon was an interesting one I will say as finding an animal who was able to cook full meals is just a rarity. Each of them did have their own quirks or charms I will say but it was Leggy that really caught my eye.

The name of her was apparently an inside joke based on something that happened when she was younger, I would go into it but its such a long story. The reason she caught my attention so much was because she needed so much of it to begin with. While it was true that the flock was special, with each girl having some unique thing about them, Leggy was special in a different way. A bit slower, a bit simpler. She still could not talk despite being nearly 9, eh which is about 17 in human years. I knew that I had a lot on my hands with her but I did not mind. Some animals are smarter than others and some animals are even dumber than others. That is fine.

Quickly I found myself falling into a routine. Everyday I would wake up the group and push them to the showers before getting breakfast ready for everybody. Two hours of exercise via the power generators was the minimum and then after that it was up to them on how they spent the day. Some going off to play, others staying to exercise or play video games on the sofa. They each had different interests which was great to see. Leggy however was not doing as great. She found video games too challenging, sports was fun but she could not understand the rules. Every day she would just wander around like a, well, like a lost lamb. With the others not needing much of my attention, I decided to put it into Leggy. Burning off some energy on the generators was simple enough but there was no stimulation in it, it's not really a fun or interesting way to spend the day you know? I needed something more creative.

Now I admit I have never been all that good with children so while Leggy was an animal she did not quite act like an adult. I needed to get into that mindset and the first thing I tried was colorful blocks, the same type that I used to have when I was a kid. You could not only build all kinds of fun things with them but then break it and start over. I will tell you that look on her face when I dumped a massive pile down on a blanket in the living room was worth the price. She was so curious, so full of light. I had to be very careful she did not start eating them but no she understood quick enough that you can stick them together to make stuff. I think it took her a few hours to work out how to make a cube, and then she started to make bigger cubes out of those smaller ones. It was really adorable to be honest. To think I was getting paid to play blocks with a retarded sheep girl…

She loved the blocks so much and the flock took notice too. Several of them even joined in to play with her, show her how to build more things, but her favorite construct would also be a gaudy cube made from random colors. With that success, I decided to buy her a puzzle cube, one of those things you rotate the sides of to make all the colors line up. It was not because I thought she could solve one though I just knew that being able to rotate a colorful cube whichever way she wanted would be all kinds of entertaining. One quick trip to the toy shop later and I was proven right. She still plays with that thing you know. Hell, I ended up getting her a plushy version so she could cuddle up to one at night.

It was about three weeks into thing that my duties started to get a little more serious. It all began when I noticed Leggy’s normally pleasant perfume was getting a little sour and after a quick check with the sisters it turns out they sometimes forget to clean her. It‘s not their fault, getting animals to clean themselves daily is hard enough without them having to help others on top. I did not want to have to give a 17 year old a sponge bath, let alone an animal at that, but at this point I was starting to care about the poor thing so I accepted. Turns out it was less a sponge bath and more like assisted showering and it taught me she is able to follow instructions if you do one at a time and they are very simple. Even so I still had to get my arms wet a few times with her. The one peace of mind through that entire embarrassing ordeal was that Leggy never had the slightest bit of embarrassment or shame to her. Really helped me feel a bit more casual about it.

With my caretaking now involving the daily showering of Leggy I feel we did get a little closer to each other, not hard to imagine why. But it was small things as well. Being able to sit down and watch a movie with the whole flock, playing blocks or little playground games with Leggy, getting to know the others more. I never knew that animal care could be so rewarding. But anyway, this whole recording is a suggestion from a friend to try and put my thoughts in order about tomorrow so let’s get on with it. I don’t know when or how it all started, but me and Leggy eventually began to do a sort of movie night together. Now I think of it, I think it was partly a way for me to get her to try new foods in a fun, private, environment so I could improve her limited diet. How we ended up with pickles and ice cream I will never know. Ah man the stains on that sofa… Eh where was I? Oh right, yeah the movie night. I really got to know a lot about her and maybe a bit too much.

We just got on really well together and I started to understand how she communicated her thoughts despite not talking, the small things you know like how she moves her hands and eyes. Last month we got to the point of having walks at night. Leggy found it amusing for some reason to be out at night, or maybe exciting. It was near her bedtime so maybe it was just the childlike excitement of doing something that is normally not allowed. Whatever the reason was for her happiness I found myself liking it as well. To sit under the grass with my arm around her just watching the moon, a heavy blanket thrown over us to keep her warm. I suppose I never had anything half as personal as that kind of interaction before.

So, this leads us to about two weeks ago. It was late, we were watching cartoons on the sofa with a pizza covered in vinegar as we normally do but something was different. The way she kept glancing to me for once struck me as odd, she never likes to look anyone in the eye you see as it tends to upset her. It made me aware of the fact she normally leans on me or I will put my arm around her. Made me aware that we have been really cuddly with each other for a long time without me realizing it. It does make sense though. Here are two facts just in case anyone reads this and thinks I like cuddling dirty animals. Firstly a sheep’s body temperature is much higher than a humans so even the coldest parts of them is cozy to be near. Secondly, they sweat this hot oil like stuff that is great for hair and skin. That means that they have skin like hot silk and a natural perfume to them that can not be described. No human can beat how awesome a sheep feels to touch. Damn that sounds wrong out of context.

So there we were, all cuddly under the blankets, I am wearing some thin t-shirt and shorts due to the heat described above and Leggy is wearing her normal outfit. Which I should mention at this point is a sweater that hangs off her shoulders made from her own wool, that thing is softer than you can imagine and most likely worth like 400 bucks. And a pair of black, silk, panties. She has boots for going outdoors but this is the only thing that she will comfortably wear. God I did not even think how risque that outfit is. Ehm yeah. Ok if it seems I am stalling that is because I kind of am. Look, she took my hand and put on her chest. Not on her sweater, I mean straight onto her heated, smooth as silk, underage breasts. I was shocked. I was confused. But I knew that panicking would only hurt her so I tried to work out what she was trying to say. I realized that she might be dumb, but she is not blind. She had feelings for me and I think she could see I had feelings for her as well. We kissed. It was the worst kiss you could imagine, but it was still the best one I have had.

I tried to keep my space from her for a while ever since then, to think things over a bit more you know. Dating an animal is not illegal or anything, they don’t even have laws about the age of the animal you can date. So that is all fine, I suppose. But it is just the idea of it all you know. She is not the older, wise, Meg, the fun video game nerd, Cashmere or even the cooking servant, Lemon. It is Leggy, the same girl who can not bathe herself or tie her boots. And yet, I love her. I wanted to be honest but I need to keep the job so I went for the middle ground and asked the flock about this and for some reason they approve of us as well. Tomorrow I have a date with her. A real one. An actual date with a retarded sheep, the most beautiful, sweet and gentle girl that I have ever met. God where is my life going. One last note, thank the friend who suggested a diary. It is surprisingly helpful to stop me losing my mind over this.
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