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Ive been rude to them. and I feel sorry. like I know I did bad. but I cant expect them to forgive me.\n\nya thoughts. maybe you wanna leave a comment.","description_bbcode_parsed":"a picture of me. because I felt like it. it is the last evening of my vacation and I thought I'd do something fun. anyone else trying to save the last vacation night before work starts again? xDDD hahaha I do that. even thon everything at work is pretty chill. juts staying up late and such. real gangsta.
I also feel the need to share me irl. FOR SOME REASON its weird I know. no need to discuss that its weird since none of you asked for it. But I slid into some sort of not being happy with my body feeling lately. I mean I never felt very much comfy in my own skin, but lately It has become more extreme. I think it has to do with stress, as there are loads of things in my life hat are stressing me out rn. and for some reason I think I can take control by....stuff. eating stuff. you know I guess. it's awkward to talk about it. but I have to. I dont want more problems.
nonetheless I feel good tonight. flourishing. I love everybody.
Im asking myself why Im angry and aggressive so often, cuz fair enough, it happened more often lately as well. throwing stuff. then anxiety. Im trying to keep it all together. and what do I say. kinda works. cant tell. but atm I feel good. and IM trying to be a better person to others.
local furs right? Ive been rude to them. and I feel sorry. like I know I did bad. but I cant expect them to forgive me.
ya thoughts. maybe you wanna leave a comment.","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"","pools_count":0,"title":"because I felt like it","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"image/jpeg","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"1","type_name":"Picture/Pinup","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"0","views":"8"}