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You and I just don't work as a couple'' I said.\n\n``We're not actually a couple. Stop it with this romantic stuff, that's not us'' Rodya said.\n\n``That's the problem. I am a romantic and I can't change that'' I said.\n\n``Then go find someone else. We can just do our thing on the side'', Rodya said.\n\n``That's what I'm going to do once I move to the capital, except I'm not having sex with you anymore'', I said.\n\n``But why do you need to move away to do this?'' Rodya asked\n\n``I just feel we need to put some distance between us. I'll still come visit on holidays. I just think we need our own places'', I said.\n\n``But I love having you here'', Rodya said.\n\n``I know, but...'' I started to say.\n\n``No, I get it. I'm just making you miserable'', Rodya said.\n\n``I'm just frustrated is all. I wanted things to work out, but you and I are just so fundamentally different. I don't want to take away your freedom, but it breaks my heart to realize that I'll never be your one and only. I know we can never legally be a couple, but I don't care what the law says. I just wanted you'' I said.\n\n``Malakai, just because I enjoy having sex with other guys doesn't mean I don't love you. I don't want traditional things like marriage or kids or couples stuff. I don't believe in sticking with one partner with the rest of your life. Look how well that turned out for mom and dad. I love you Malakai with all of my heart. I just don't want you to go'' Rodya said.\n\n``Rodya, I...look, a monogamous person and a non-monogamous person just doesn't work together. Neither of us will ever be happy in the long run. If you really love me like I know you do, then you'll set me free'' I said.\n\nRodya stood silent for a few minutes before finally saying, ``you're right. I'll let you go even though I don't want to.''\n\n``Thank you'' I said.\n\nA few days later I packed up some clothes and a couple other things and left the house. 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Loving and Lusting for My Brother


Chapter 8


Malakai's POV

I sit down on a bench at the station, waiting for the train to take me away from here.  Why am I sitting here?  Well, I guess I should go back a bit.  The past year has been rough.  I never thought anything could tear us apart.  I never thought anything could poison our relationship, but something did.  Something that had always been there.  Something that I just couldn't put up with anymore.  I'm a monogamous fox, through and through.  I hated the idea of sharing Rodya with other guys, but it was the only way to keep him.  I accepted this arrangement at first, but over time I just grew more and more resentful.  I found myself getting angrier and angrier with him over every little thing.  I had even begun losing interest in having sex with him.  I tried everything I could possibly think of to make him forget those other guys, to only want me.  I catered to his every sexual desire.  I had always thought all those hookups in the past were just because he felt he couldn't have me, but now he could.  So what gives?  I grew more and more frustrated with him and stopped offering sex altogether.  Of course he was disappointed, but I quite simply didn't desire him anymore.  It shocked me at first when I realized that.  That I no longer wanted to be in a relationship with my brother.  I still loved him, but I finally realized that there was no saving this relationship.  Of course, Rodya never considered it one in the first place.  I began applying to jobs in other cities, cities that were far enough to put some distance between us, yet still easily accessible by train.  I ended up getting a job in the tech support department in the emperor's palace.  I still remember how Rodya reacted.

``But why?'' Rodya said.

``I need space Rodya.  You and I just don't work as a couple'' I said.

``We're not actually a couple.  Stop it with this romantic stuff, that's not us'' Rodya said.

``That's the problem.  I am a romantic and I can't change that'' I said.

``Then go find someone else.  We can just do our thing on the side'', Rodya said.

``That's what I'm going to do once I move to the capital, except I'm not having sex with you anymore'', I said.

``But why do you need to move away to do this?'' Rodya asked

``I just feel we need to put some distance between us.  I'll still come visit on holidays.  I just think we need our own places'', I said.

``But I love having you here'', Rodya said.

``I know, but...'' I started to say.

``No, I get it.  I'm just making you miserable'', Rodya said.

``I'm just frustrated is all.  I wanted things to work out, but you and I are just so fundamentally different.  I don't want to take away your freedom, but it breaks my heart to realize that I'll never be your one and only.  I know we can never legally be a couple, but I don't care what the law says.  I just wanted you'' I said.

``Malakai, just because I enjoy having sex with other guys doesn't mean I don't love you.  I don't want traditional things like marriage or kids or couples stuff.  I don't believe in sticking with one partner with the rest of your life.  Look how well that turned out for mom and dad.  I love you Malakai with all of my heart.  I just don't want you to go'' Rodya said.

``Rodya, I...look, a monogamous person and a non-monogamous person just doesn't work together.  Neither of us will ever be happy in the long run.  If you really love me like I know you do, then you'll set me free'' I said.

Rodya stood silent for a few minutes before finally saying, ``you're right.  I'll let you go even though I don't want to.''

``Thank you'' I said.

A few days later I packed up some clothes and a couple other things and left the house.  Before I got on the bus to the train station, Rodya walked up to me at the bus stop and asked, ``Can I have one last kiss?''

I looked around and once I saw that the coast was clear I said, ``Sure, Rodya.''

We hugged each other tight and kissed each other on the muzzle.  

``Goodbye Malakai, good luck out there in the big city,'' Rodya said.

``Thanks Rodya, I wish you luck too'', I said.

I then boarded the bus and twenty minutes later here I sit.  Waiting for the train to arrive and the next chapter of my life to begin.

Rodya's POV

It's been a few months since he left.  Letting Malakai go wasn't easy, but I knew it was for the best.  Our ``relationship'' just couldn't survive.  This wasn't how I thought things would turn out when I fantasized about being with my brother.  I have fun with my fuck buddies, but it's not the same as being with him.  At least he and I got to taste the forbidden fruit.  To finally know what it is like to have sex with each other.  And I wish we could do it again.  I asked the night before he left for one last fuck, one last night of forbidden passion before he moved away.  But he simply said, ``No thanks'' and went back to packing up.

He's left a lot of his things here, mainly his extensive collection of old computers.  I look at them sometimes.  I don't use them, I just like to look at them.  I keep the basement the same way he had it.  Every so often I go down there and look around and think back to the good times we shared, even if its painful to remember some days.  Sometimes I just lay down on his bed and cry.  I miss him so much.  Denver tries his best to comfort me, but the pain never truly goes away.  I will never stop loving and lusting for my brother.

The


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