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I was an accident and they took that anger out on me , i had to wear long sleeve clothes on me to hide the bruises , and the pain from others .\n\nI saw the world as this black and white ,scary ,horrible and empty place .\n\nI was also Victimized a lot for being “Different” from the other kids growing up the other kids were happy safe energetic and full of energy . I was sad ,empty , sluggish, tired all the time.\n\nI am an only child , The rest of my Family does not know I exist , i am an Accident to my parents and an problem child . On my 5th Birthday i was struck with a pan on the head and had a big bruise on it , i was told to wear a big winter hat even though it was in the middle of summer.\n\nThe school i went to was a very bad one , people here were evil i was burned with a cigarette burned, drugged, and nearly arrested a few times i wanted to leave here but i was told to stay in this living hell. \n\nUntil that day when i hit back , i was arrested on battery and harassment even though the big fight was the other kids fault, he was older and more richer than i was and pinned the blame on me .\n\nI spent a month in prison , then was also charged with drug possession , and vandalism the sentence was extended to a year . When i got out i still saw the evilness in the world , my parents had disowned me , there i was wondering around the streets of Los angeles, homeless. \n\nI have never Experienced “Emotion” or to feel something I was never taught that . I was born and raised in the better part of La raised badly by evil parents and was told i don’t exist to my extended family.Here i am a felon living in the slums in this cruel empty world .\n\nI have a car that i fixed up and live out of, i am a smart person after all , I’m 22 , I’m not a bully I’m not a felon i hope someone reads this . I’m that raccoon with the black hair and green eyes and is kinda tall , and very skinny for my age and always wore that black hoodie year around with the holes and dirt on it. I was also the quiet and weird kid \n\n\n","writing_bbcode_parsed":"My Name is Kevin P. also known as Kevin Patterson for as long as i can Remember My life has been Nothing but a shit show.
I have Depression , PTSD and Anxiety.
My Family fails to recognise this and say “You are not normal” and “You are broken” my mother and father are abusive and manipulative to me . I was an accident and they took that anger out on me , i had to wear long sleeve clothes on me to hide the bruises , and the pain from others .
I saw the world as this black and white ,scary ,horrible and empty place .
I was also Victimized a lot for being “Different” from the other kids growing up the other kids were happy safe energetic and full of energy . I was sad ,empty , sluggish, tired all the time.
I am an only child , The rest of my Family does not know I exist , i am an Accident to my parents and an problem child . On my 5th Birthday i was struck with a pan on the head and had a big bruise on it , i was told to wear a big winter hat even though it was in the middle of summer.
The school i went to was a very bad one , people here were evil i was burned with a cigarette burned, drugged, and nearly arrested a few times i wanted to leave here but i was told to stay in this living hell.
Until that day when i hit back , i was arrested on battery and harassment even though the big fight was the other kids fault, he was older and more richer than i was and pinned the blame on me .
I spent a month in prison , then was also charged with drug possession , and vandalism the sentence was extended to a year . When i got out i still saw the evilness in the world , my parents had disowned me , there i was wondering around the streets of Los angeles, homeless.
I have never Experienced “Emotion” or to feel something I was never taught that . I was born and raised in the better part of La raised badly by evil parents and was told i don’t exist to my extended family.Here i am a felon living in the slums in this cruel empty world .
I have a car that i fixed up and live out of, i am a smart person after all , I’m 22 , I’m not a bully I’m not a felon i hope someone reads this . I’m that raccoon with the black hair and green eyes and is kinda tall , and very skinny for my age and always wore that black hoodie year around with the holes and dirt on it. I was also the quiet and weird kid
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