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Ah, I'm drawing today because this started happening again today. Sometimes, tears come out of my face. Sometimes I know why, and other times I don't. And then I spend the rest of the day stuck in memory loops.

Today, I found my Graduation Pictures while I was packing up my stuffs in preparation for moving at some point. I could go across the class, "bully, bully, bully, bully, closed minded, bully bully, bully, bully... bully... don't know that person..... bully.....friend....... bully. And all day I've just been flashing to memories of graduation day. It was not a good day. I graduated in tears because my mom was dying. I graduated in tears, because of the remarks of the teacher who was a bully. I was in tears because I was graduating near failure because the last year of school was all about this presentation for "What you want to do for your future" and I didn't think I'd be able to have one.

Also, over the summer while I was trying to see where memories are missing, There came a time my mom broke her leg at home.... I was there... but I can't remember what happened. My brain only shouts out "Mom? Mom? Mom? Mom?" in a black void with purple streaks and memory cuts back in at the hospital standing in the hallway a nurse asking if i was okay. It was the last time she was home. back in Real life, I was on the porch outside tearing up and on the floor. I cried a lot, but i don't even know exactly why.

mental Health comic p2: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46860151/


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