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For me, the past few weeks have been an absolute nightmare artistically, as I try and figure out what I truly want out of my art. Indecision and angst are my companions throughout my own struggle. Today happened to be a very bad day, nearly ending up with my breaking down in the middle of a picture. Thankfully ginsanada is a whiz at making me feel better, even if Im still lost in my own artistic anguish at the end of the day.
In case people are wondering, it is indeed an attempt at a self portrait. Whenever I get down like this I usually like to draw myself to get a better understanding of how I really feel. My way of doing vent art, I guess.
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