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I'm sorry","writing":"This joke of a planet \nI am sick of living in this post-FiM / Bronycon world, I'm sick of the karens / anti-vaxxers fucking up the progress of life becoming good again for those who somehow still enjoy it, I'm sick of religious people, those bigoted, arrogant, terroristic bastards, those delusional man / womanchildren who get to keep their pathetic churches, temples and monuments when all of the money spent on them could have gone to keeping BronyCon and many other actually meaningful conventions alive. Those scum don't deserve places of happiness and sanctitude while we are being denied it in this joke of a new era. You might say \"but the smaller brony conventions are still going\", what are they really without our main flagship in Baltimore, Maryland? I've seen vlogs of the smaller conventions and all I see are people still in masks, along with the much smaller convention spaces, it just serves as yet another reminder that things will never be what they used to be and that the world is a joke now. Even without covid-19, this planet still wouldn't be worth a shit for me.\n\nMy indefinite blocking point\nAside from the fact that I draw slow as shit compared to other artists... this will probably make a lot of you laugh, did you know that there are a lot of things involving animal characters that I really want to get into or even am already into but struggle to do so? I know, for a furry like me that sounds absolutely fucking ridiculous doesn't it? but it stems from the fact that I most likely will be reminded of what I am not and what I will never be. I will never be a majestic or cute animal who brings joy to others or saves the day, I will always be stuck as a hideous human forced to live on this disgrace of a planet. It's the reason why I often can't fully get into things that I genuinely enjoy such as Balto, Paw Patrol, Littlest Pet Shop, Alpha and Omega, furrytuber content, animated Disney films with animal characters, just to name a few. I even struggle to revisit MLP FiM sometimes because of this feeling. It even cripples my ability to write as well, so that Paw Patrol fanfiction I'm trying to write surrounding my Snowstorm husky oc likely won't even happen or get finished by the time I die.\n\nMy potential final pleasure\nAlthough I will be ending my life a few years from now, there is one more thing that could possibly bring me one last era of happiness in this piece of shit world, losing my virginity in the furry community. Problem with that is, sexually active biological females between 18-30 are unfortunetely almost non-existent in the furry community. Now I have absolutely nothing against other genders, I want to stress that, but my sexual preference is just simply mostly females. That's not the only issue... pregnancy, it's scary, it's awful, there's nothing good about it, it's not meant to happen to anyone. At all. So before I can even think of setting off on any yiff adventures, I will first need to get non reversibly fixed since condoms are too unreliable for protection against such an abhorrent thing... which could take for fucking ever in this indefinite climate, thanks a lot world, and there's also the issue of me having to obtain a fursuit beforehand to actually look attractive and fit in. If it hasn't become obvious enough by now, the only thing I really care about now outside of the Brony fandom is sex, I know that's shallow, but hey that's just how things have become.\n\nThe last plan\n2029, the 10th anniversary of the end, a very fitting time, given 2019 at this point is clearly the year I should have died, back when everything was still happy. On the undisclosed day, when it's time, I will travel back to the place that brought me the most happiness, have my last meal there, then shoot myself in the head not long after. Preparation won't be easy though given that gun laws in Canada are very strict... once again, thanks a lot world, but I do have until 2029 after all, so hopefully that should be plenty of time for me to get a hold of a firearm and also hopefully lose my virginity in the furry community as a bonus. I don't really want to live past 30 anyway since I will then be too old to fuck, for me personally, doing such things past that age is too creepy and unethical. I do not want to die old, ugly, miserable and delusional, I want to die young and happy as I can be. I genuinely cannot wait, I cannot wait to die, I've slowly been starting to realize that death is such a beautiful thing... the end... the end of being on this piece of shit planet... eternal peace... no more life... joy~ ^^\n\nI'm sorry that it all had to come to this and that I've let you all down in these last couple of months, even a part of me wishes that it didn't have to be this way, but well... life is meaningless.\n","writing_bbcode_parsed":"This joke of a planet
I am sick of living in this post-FiM / Bronycon world, I'm sick of the karens / anti-vaxxers fucking up the progress of life becoming good again for those who somehow still enjoy it, I'm sick of religious people, those bigoted, arrogant, terroristic bastards, those delusional man / womanchildren who get to keep their pathetic churches, temples and monuments when all of the money spent on them could have gone to keeping BronyCon and many other actually meaningful conventions alive. Those scum don't deserve places of happiness and sanctitude while we are being denied it in this joke of a new era. You might say "but the smaller brony conventions are still going", what are they really without our main flagship in Baltimore, Maryland? I've seen vlogs of the smaller conventions and all I see are people still in masks, along with the much smaller convention spaces, it just serves as yet another reminder that things will never be what they used to be and that the world is a joke now. Even without covid-19, this planet still wouldn't be worth a shit for me.
My indefinite blocking point
Aside from the fact that I draw slow as shit compared to other artists... this will probably make a lot of you laugh, did you know that there are a lot of things involving animal characters that I really want to get into or even am already into but struggle to do so? I know, for a furry like me that sounds absolutely fucking ridiculous doesn't it? but it stems from the fact that I most likely will be reminded of what I am not and what I will never be. I will never be a majestic or cute animal who brings joy to others or saves the day, I will always be stuck as a hideous human forced to live on this disgrace of a planet. It's the reason why I often can't fully get into things that I genuinely enjoy such as Balto, Paw Patrol, Littlest Pet Shop, Alpha and Omega, furrytuber content, animated Disney films with animal characters, just to name a few. I even struggle to revisit MLP FiM sometimes because of this feeling. It even cripples my ability to write as well, so that Paw Patrol fanfiction I'm trying to write surrounding my Snowstorm husky oc likely won't even happen or get finished by the time I die.
My potential final pleasure
Although I will be ending my life a few years from now, there is one more thing that could possibly bring me one last era of happiness in this piece of shit world, losing my virginity in the furry community. Problem with that is, sexually active biological females between 18-30 are unfortunetely almost non-existent in the furry community. Now I have absolutely nothing against other genders, I want to stress that, but my sexual preference is just simply mostly females. That's not the only issue... pregnancy, it's scary, it's awful, there's nothing good about it, it's not meant to happen to anyone. At all. So before I can even think of setting off on any yiff adventures, I will first need to get non reversibly fixed since condoms are too unreliable for protection against such an abhorrent thing... which could take for fucking ever in this indefinite climate, thanks a lot world, and there's also the issue of me having to obtain a fursuit beforehand to actually look attractive and fit in. If it hasn't become obvious enough by now, the only thing I really care about now outside of the Brony fandom is sex, I know that's shallow, but hey that's just how things have become.
The last plan
2029, the 10th anniversary of the end, a very fitting time, given 2019 at this point is clearly the year I should have died, back when everything was still happy. On the undisclosed day, when it's time, I will travel back to the place that brought me the most happiness, have my last meal there, then shoot myself in the head not long after. Preparation won't be easy though given that gun laws in Canada are very strict... once again, thanks a lot world, but I do have until 2029 after all, so hopefully that should be plenty of time for me to get a hold of a firearm and also hopefully lose my virginity in the furry community as a bonus. I don't really want to live past 30 anyway since I will then be too old to fuck, for me personally, doing such things past that age is too creepy and unethical. I do not want to die old, ugly, miserable and delusional, I want to die young and happy as I can be. I genuinely cannot wait, I cannot wait to die, I've slowly been starting to realize that death is such a beautiful thing... the end... the end of being on this piece of shit planet... eternal peace... no more life... joy~ ^^
I'm sorry that it all had to come to this and that I've let you all down in these last couple of months, even a part of me wishes that it didn't have to be this way, but well... life is meaningless.
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