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Well, two of them anyways.\n\nIs it liberation or damnation? Do they care? SHOULD they care? Maybe that's for you, the reader, to decide.", "description_bbcode_parsed": "Here we have Xiulan/Collin in what has become their natural habitat. Well, two of them anyways.

Is it liberation or damnation? Do they care? SHOULD they care? Maybe that's for you, the reader, to decide.", "writing": "Collared Chapter 44: Free\nBy TerraMGP\n\n\tHui was a brat. An insufferable, annoying, unmitigated brat. That was one truth Xiulan had always held to. It wasn’t a matter of love or hate. Naturally she loved her little sister. She always would. But the girl was utterly insufferable. An obsessive, overly horny, pampered train wreck of a girl.\n\n\tBut sometimes she had some good ideas.\n\n\tThat thought rolled for a few seconds though the back of Xiulan’s mind. The young woman trembled and shivered with sweat. Her body withed and grooved at a tempo unlike the others on the dance floor. Easy enough, considering she was moving to her own music. ‘Full moon full life’. the Persona 3 soundtrack. It was quite the jam once she let herself go. The perfect little accompaniment to the pink pill she’d popped from her Pez dispenser about an hour ago.\n\n\tTrue, Hui preferred Persona 5. But fuck it. At least she was in the right ballpark.\n\n\tXi had been to a few of these now. The rave scene in Kalamazoo was not exactly what one would call ‘big’ as she understood it. Each of the trips had been to some big empty space full of presumably cheap and easily portable lighting. Some DJ in a bad mascot head jamming out behind an array of devices Xi couldn’t begin to decipher. This current one had what looked like some robot dragon head with LED eyes. It was cute. But then most people in the pile-up were cute.\n\n\tIt was a mash of sweat, fur, and hot breath. Just about everyone was manic and nobody wanted to stop. Some tall scalie woman was mooshed up between a pair of emo-looking guys who were each possibly about thirty. Some dog with a beard and one of those 90s hats was running around. Probably an old timer who’d been living this scene a long while. Xi got winks from girls and boys alike. Furs with bright pretty hair and tight clothing that made them look ‘free’. Freer than the red panda girl knew what to do with, if she was being honest.\n\n\tNot that she wasn’t trying. Stripy blue-and-pink arm warmers and knee socks, a pair of cutoff jean shorts and a tank top two sizes too big. That along with a cheap Hot Topic collar and a few bits of jewelry were all it took to have Xi feeling alive and oh so very cute. She slid between partners. A few moments grinding here. A quick and meaningless kiss there. She’d sniff at built muscle queens and nuzzle rebellious grad students. It was nothing but euphoria and heat with the occasional swig from the water bottle at her hip. Nobody seemed to notice how out of tempo she was with the other dancers. Or maybe they didn’t give a fuck. Why would they? The whole thing felt so fucking good after all. Everyone was free. Everything was ‘real’. No past, no future. Just now.\n\n\tThat ‘now’ eventually morphed into the feeling of a warm six pack pressing against Xi’s back. A brown haired ferret boy with blonde tips… or maybe the brown was the dye, wriggled his body against hers and huffed as his gyrations caused his bristly fur to poke though both his mesh top and the cheap fabric of Xi’s shirt. \n\n\tThe beat and tempo still didn’t match. But for a few moments Xiulan could swear she felt the boy’s heartbeat as he pushed up against her. She turned to look at his face. Femmy and faire despite how hard the muscles felt under that fur. Xi smirked and held up her little dispenser with one hand and gripped the boy’s pretty face with the other. He wasted little time in opening his mouth, and just like that she flicked back the Halloween teddy bear head to launch a little pink pill into the other boy’s mouth.\n\n\tOnce she was sure he’d swallowed, she kissed him roughly. Rough enough that it almost knocked the poor thing back into a few of the other dancers. He clearly wasn’t expecting it, and sure as hell wasn’t expecting her to nudge and drag him towards the bathrooms. Sweat and sex overwhelming the senses as she pushed the men’s room door open and al but shoved the ferret boy inside.\n\n\tMore kissing. More moaning. The boy slid his hands under her shirt. A mix of raw excitement and the internet-approved HRT was enough for Xi’s nipples to tingle. She pushed into his hands and moaned. Her own paw slipping the little dispenser into her barely there pocket and then gently cupping the femmy little muscle queen by his bulge. Leather shorts with nothing underneath them. It felt like this cute boy came here ready for action. She liked that.\n\n\tShe looked into the boy’s blue-green eyes and huffed loudly. Her body lurched up and down while that paw stayed in place. Rubbing and gripping. Feeling him grow painfully in his shorts. She moved her hand in tempo with the tunes in her earphones. Soon he was wiggling to that same tempo. He said some things. She couldn’t make it out. She also didn’t care. She wasn’t interested in what he had to say, who he was, what he wanted. Soon she was fumbling her trembling paws at those pants. Soon she was working him free, grinning up at him and licking her lips while she watched him tremble. It was too soon for the pill to take effect yet. Even she knew that. She’d probably be done before that. It was just a little show of force. A way to be in control even with what she was about to do.\n\n\tSoon, and she’d be damned if she knew how, the cock was free. Xi murred and sniffed up one side of the long slender musky shaft. Then licked down the other. She sucked on one of his over-full balls while looking up at the groaning thing. Watching him huff and pant and almost drool at her attention. She squeezed those balls with her tongue ad began to stroke. Began to slowly work pre out of his shaft. A blur of bucking and groaning and yipping while the pretty, femmy thing wriggled around and tried like hell to push his tip into her mouth.\n\n\tShe let it go in, for a moment anyways. Long enough for a nice spurt of pre. Only then did she pull herself up and shove her tongue into his mouth. The needy girl humping and grinding on his hip while she rolled her tongue in his muzzle. An act the boy was reluctant to accept at first. But after a few moments he returned the kiss greedily.\n\n\tJust like that she was hoisted up. The red panda girl felt her tail swish and sway when she raised it. Probably a result of whatever stimulants they threw into the molly. He was trying to get his cock towards wherever her cunt would have been. Instead she waggled a finger in front of him. With a skill that had been practiced far more than she should probably be willing to admit, Xi pulled a condom from her back pocket, tour though the wrapper with her teeth, and without looking was able to slip the thing over his cock in one slow and easy motion. Her clenched little ass went on to the tip of it. She half pushed, and half let herself be fucked. The shaft went in easy and soon the femmy young man had flipped her around so that she was the one pushed against the bathroom wall. He railed her roughly against the mirror. Sneakers in the air and arms gripping the wall under her. Xi’s whole body ached from the sudden forcefulness and it felt so fucking good she didn’t know what to do with herself. Fingers dug into the ancient tile and toes curled in her sneakers. Her pretty brown eyes rolled back as this femmy little fuck of a boy pushed his slender cock in and out. It wasn’t the best tempo, and he sure as hell wasn’t thick enough to smash the sissy button. Not like Justin, and sure as hell not like…\n\n\tNo. There was only now. The poor, eager thing was still making her feel good. Xi could feel him huff and pant and whine like some scared puppy even as his balls slapped against her ass. Her own caged clit dribbled into her shorts from where they’d been pulled down, or rather up in this case, enough for him to get access. If he knew now, or had ever known, that he was railing someone with a little caged dick he didn’t seem to care. A panting ferret in primal rut growling and groaning and pushing himself to the base into that well worked little hole.\n\n\tHe did go for a kiss a few times. Xi’s head rolled out of the way of each one. She wasn’t really interested in that anymore. She was getting what she wanted. Hot, sweaty, needy boy. Hammering her. Paying attention to her. Using her like the slut girl she was.\n\n\tHe must not have had much on his stomach, or maybe he was just a lightweight. Either way she was sure she noticed the drug kicking in with how frantic and desperate he became. The attempts he had made at showing his force were fading. His grip on her ankles lessened, his muzzle drooped, and he was desperate to look her in the eyes now. Still, Xi didn’t give a fuck. Instead just clenching down and mouthing fucked-up nothings to the boy who was by now trying hard to say something. Probably something meaningful.. All the while Xi was able to ride that stirring bliss running though her.\n\n\tEventually he came. She could tell a bit by the feeling of the Condom in her. But mostly by his heavy-clenched jaw and the drooling desperate grunts. He spurted himself dry inside of her before half collapsing. His arms slumped and allowed her legs to fall. So it was that Xi was able to get her bearings and awkwardly let the spent boy slip out of her.\n\n\tThe condom ended up stuck in her rather than on him. Probably too big. But it was fine. She reached back and again with a deftness that should have been shameful tied it off and pulled it free. Once done, she was quick to tuck it half way into the boys pants and give him a peck on the cheek.\n\n\t“Thanks.” Xi cooed ‘I needed that.”\n\n--------------------\n\n\t“Blue/black should be banned!” The black-furred rabbit boy slammed his hands down on the table and leaned over his impressive field of creatures all amped up with tokens.\n\n\tCollin took a few moments to look over his opponent. He drank in the impotent rage at the creature focused swarm deck now laying there limp and useless. Its owner fuming and blathering after a rather meat headed array of creature boosting did nothing to stop his playmakers getting countered and his life points being bled away.\n\n\t“You realize the whole reason people play these decks is for that exact reaction, right?” Collin winked and leaned the folding chair back precariously. His big fluffy tail frizzed and floofed happily the more he watched the tubby rabbit rage.\n\n\t“This is the exact problem. The whole point of the game is to get your cool creatures lined up and smash them against your foe like a battle. How the fuck is someone supposed to have any fun when someone like you comes along and manipulates everything. I didn’t even get one good swing in! It’s like that whole damn deck is just built to frustrate people.”\n\n\t“It is” Collin chirped\n\n\t“Oh fuck you” The rabbit boy scowled while he began to scoop up his scattered cards.\n\n\t“Ok!”\n\n\tThe response clearly wasn’t what the losing player had expected. He looked at Collin the way one might look at someone eating a tub of paste in a fine dining restaurant. The femmy red panda was just sitting there with elbows planted on the table and head cupped in paws. He looked at his felled opponent with an impish smile and a swishy bushy tail waving this way and that.\n\n\t“Ok, will you stop fucking with me already?”\n\n\t“I’m not.” Collin chided “Also I’m proposing you be the one doing the ‘fucking’, silly.” The last part was low and quiet. But it was loud enough for the bunny to hear. His blue-dyed headfur slumped in front of his eyes while his ears folded back. He looked at Collin in anger, then confusion, then horror… before finally arriving at a look the Red Panda knew too well.\n\n\tCuriosity. Shameful, horrifying, unwanted curiosity. That small sliver of something sparking a blush in the bunny boy’s cheeks. \n\n\t“I mean it’s not like I’m saying you have to” Collin shrugged “But you seem pretty pissed off. And angry sex can be kinda fun. You ever try it?”\n\n\tThe boy shook his head.\n\n\tCollin’s paw reached up. The almost girl-looking boy brushing a bit of that blue headfur out of the boy’s eyes and behind his ear. “You ever try ‘any’?” He cooed.\n\n\tThe boy again shook his head and this time bit his lip. He clearly wanted to be angry. He was ‘trying’ to be angry. It wasn’t working. Not in the least.\n\n\t“Tell you what.” Collin’s voice cute, soft, and very much girly. “I’mma go to the bathroom. You can come join me if you decide to. Or not. Not like I really give a shit about winning whatever card they’re offering anyways. Might as well have some actual fun, right?” He didn’t look at the boy. Even if he wanted to see that reaction, he knew the payoff could be far better if he ignored him now. Instead Collin simply snatched up his own deck, stuffed it in his box, and made his way towards the restroom. Door unlocked, standing by the sink in case someone else came in.\n\n\tAs predicted, though, they didn’t. Instead it was the chubby bunny boy. His dipstick ears loped down and his cheeks were on fire. Someone more sadistic than Collin probably could have made a cute girl out of him. Or maybe that’s just how the twisted little gender fluid mess saw everyone now. Or at least everyone faceable.\n\n\tCollin was quick to move up and lock the door. Quicker still to push an unexpected kiss right on the boy’s lips. The poor bundle of bunny groaned as the skinny red panda pushed up against him. As his tongue slipped into that inexperienced muzzle. Collin’s paw moved down between the poor things legs. He could feel the incel energy radiating off of the bun. He felt that overly heavy gut, easily nearing 40 inches if not more, swelling and heaving against his own slender form with each breath.\n\n\tCollin was quick to pull the poor boy’s shirt up. The cute thing tried to protest, but that didn’t’ stop the wah. “Aww come on now. You have such a cute gut. Why hide it?” Soft kisses and slow licks trailed down the curved form. The polar opposite of Xi’s conquest the other night. Yet it was nice in its own way. The utter shame crossing the boy’s face as this other man. This femmy, barely male thing, slowly licked and lapped at what was likely his biggest point of pure shame and self loathing. Kissing along the soft downy white belly fur even as his paws worked to undo the button up fly the bun sported.\n\n\t“H-hey slow down. I don’t know if…” The poor bun’s words were silenced once his pants were pulled down. Over-worn tighty whities held a bulge that quickly felt the kiss of a wriggling red panda nose. Collin slowly, carefully licking along the fabric. Feeling it harden with each one. Feeling the poor boy shudder as those licks slipped and slid up his belly, along the fur, accentuating it. Making it as much a focus of attention as the heavy, musky bulge now exposed to the air.\n\n\t“Such a cute boy.” Collin giggled. “We can stop any time. Just say when.” His tongue twisted and caressed the filthy fabric. It was bitter and sour. It wasn’t anything Collin would have ‘wanted’ to put in his mouth. But that was a big part of what made it so hot. He humped his own caged little a bit while sucking and rolling his tongue over the swollen tip. The boy now panting and looking down into Collin’s eyes. Every time his shaft started to swell the undies a bit more, started to threaten to break free. Collin would start to lick along that belly again. Up and around its curve. Nuzzling and nosing and letting its weight fall on his face. Big brown eyes glazing over as he watched the poor boy’s confused elation from the strange attention. Until eventually the gut-worship was giving this poor loser virgin the same needy heat as the slow teasing of his poor dick.\n\n\tCollin’s hands weren’t still, though. Not in the least. While his mouth worshiped, his hands grabbed and rubbed at the poor boy’s chunky ass. He took a few moments to playfully suck on a finger while looking up at the slowly melting bunny boy. Noticing how confused and lost in arousal his semi-willing partner was. Before finally a digit pushed in. Collin beginning to slowly fuck into that tight virgin ass while huffing at the bunny’s belly fur and letting the cock throb just inches from that warm, wet wah mouth.\n\n\tOnce again the bunny boy tried like hell to protest. A lifetime of confusion and gay panic butting up against youthful sexual need and that raw tingling arousal only utter sexual confusion can bring. He tried to pull away from the mouth that was somehow arousing him while barely touching his cock. He tried to wriggle away from the finger that expertly worked his rump. Arousal twisting into his body shame shimmered clearly in big violet-blue eyes and soon his leg was thumping and twitching and hammering the floor like any good bunny’s would.\n\n\tCollin eventually pulled the undies down. Finally and mercifully letting the shaft free. He was shocked at how big it was. One of the bigger he’d encountered for sure. Eight inches and astonishingly thick. A true bitch breaker. He looked up innocently, gulped playfully, and slowly ran his tongue along the musky and mostly unwashed length’ Ohhh wow, this thing is huge!”\n\n\t“It’s not.” The boy tried to protest. But of course those conflicting emotions kept stirring. Soon he was grinding that heavy shaft up against Collin’s cheek. Soon he was looking the other boy, what was likely his first sex partner, right in the eyes. Soon he was pushing back on that finger. Then, without warning, he grabbed his dick in one hand and a handful of Collin’s headfur in the other. The pretty red panda boy offered some faux struggling. Clenching his muzzle and trying to look away. It lasted only a few seconds before his mouth was ‘forced’ open and he felt that impressively girthy nerd cock jamming deep into his maw. Ramming right against his throat with all the clumsy unpracticed need only a horny virgin can provide.\n\n\tIt wasn’t a long fuck. A lack of experience and stamina ensured that. It also wasn’t gentle by any means. That cock throbbing and pounding away while the bunny boy gripped Collin’s headfur. His ‘partner’ shifted expression between meek confusion, crushing shame and rapist arousal at least a half dozen times as he choked Collin out on that dick and worked the bitch breaker like the cudgel it was. \n\n\tFinally Collin felt his throat fill with a torrent of hot bunny jizz. The end result of what was probably one of those stupid manosphere ‘don’t ejaculate’ things all poured down the tight throatcunt of a cute boy in a game shop bathroom. Collin was quick to choke down the gloopy frothing mess into his stomach. All the while he ‘rewarded’ the cute dork boy by keeping eye contact, and letting him be the one to pull out of that warm welcoming hole.\n\n\t“Mmmm fuck. Not bad” Collin cooed “Not bad at all. Though you know, there is one thing I think you still need.”\n\n\t“W-what’s that?” the boy half muttered. The momentary flash of dominance was mostly gone now. Only a few smoldering embers mixed with adorably shy squirming and an inability to look this other man in the eye.\n\n\tIt didn’t matter to Collin, though He slowly turned the bunny around by his chubby thighs and gripped that ass with both hands, spreading his rump apart. “If you really want to put a bitch in her place, and I mean ‘really’ own her… or him…” he giggled, watching the way the lingering gay panic made the boy squirm. “You gotta make sure they finish with this.”\n\n\tAnd with that Collin shut his eyes and leaned in, running his tongue slowly along the poor boy’s mostly virgin pucker.\n\n--------------------\n\n\t“You did it again, didn’t you?” Justin’s tone was flat. Not angry. Not disappointed. Not even judgmental. Just… tired.\n\n\tCollin shrugged. He slipped a box into Justin’s lap and leaned back in his own seat with a smug smirk. “HG Jesta Cannon. Sorry for the wait.”\n\n\tThe otter looked down at the box a moment and sighed. He slipped the box into the back seat and the turned to his best friend. “you know they’re gonna kick you out if you keep this up. And seriously? On Friday Night Magic? It’s like you want to get caught.”\n\n\t“The meta this set sucks.” Collin snorted and pulled his warm fuzzy wool winter jacket around his shoulders. The second-hand Subaru’s heater was doing little to keep the car habitable. Not that it really mattered to the impish red panda.\n\n\tJustin pulled forwards, then stopped, then turned into the nearest empty space. He slammed the car into park and shifted his seat so he could get a clear look at Collin. “Ok, out with it. What’s all this about. Who are you trying to hurt? What are you trying to prove? Just… why?”\n\n\t“Hurt?” Collin’s grin grew “I didn’t think I hurt anyone. I mean I probably confused that poor boy a bit. But let’s be real it’s not like he wasn’t hard up to begin with. If anything I did him a favor. I mean sure if he’s some channer who listens to all those masculinity influencers he may end up with a crisis for a while. Buuuut…”\n\n\t“Oh cut the shit.” Justin snapped “I know you way too damn well. This isn’t just about sex. You have tons of people you could tap who aren’t going to freak out at you later or do something stupid and shitty to hurt you. And you don’t have to fuck around on holy ground either.”\n\n\t“What are you, a fucking highlander?” Collin scoffed\n\n\t“Where do you think the ‘Lockhart’ name comes from?” Justin quirked a brow and stifled a snicker.\n\n\tCollin, not missing a beat, leaned in and grinned wide. “Final Fantasy 7, obviously! Like, duh. We all know Tifa is your great great great grandma.”\n\n\tJustin rolled his eyes and tried like hell not to smirk at the comment. He let go of the wheel and slumped back into his seat, doing his best not to make more eye contact with his friend. “Ok, but let’s be real here for a second. What’s this ‘casual sex’ shit really about? What are you trying to prove?”\n\n\t“Who says I’m trying to prove anything?” Collin huffed\n\n\t“Well then why not ask someone you’re closer to?”\n\n\t“What, you?” The wah boy’s scoff was almost bitter. Held in check only by some small shred of capriciousness. “Putting aside for a second that you already got two girls to fuck, why would I? Especially when you’re so god damn tired you probably can’t even get it up half the time. Or do you mean Becky? Because I’m sure your lil cousin would love to know that you tried to push me into bed with her when she’s still trying to figure out what she wants. And yeah, turns out I’m not as oblivious as everyone thinks about that shit.” Justin opened his mouth to say something, but a single finger from Collin silenced him. Those soft brown eyes narrowed as he looked over at his lifelong best friend, and the smile faded.\n\n\t“If I wanted to fuck someone I know, they’d have been fucked. Or would have fucked me, rather. I don’t need hero boy to step in and point out what my options are when it comes to getting my bussy stuffed.”\n\n\t“Ok but why tho?” Justin snapped back. “I get that it’s your life but I’m trying to figure out why the fuck. As in, why the fuck with ‘any’ of this? What is the actual god damn motivation?”\n\n\tCollin’s eyes narrowed. The red panda had gone from jovial, to aloof, and now very, very bitter. “You don’t need to understand it, Justin. You’re not my Master. You’re not my keeper. You sure as fuck aren’t my big brother.” The smile began to return. Now cold and mirthless. “But you wanna know? Fine. It’s because I like it. It’s because I want some god damn sex. No emotions. Nothing deep or complex. I want sex. I get some sex. Done and dusted. I can figure the rest of that shit out later.”\n\n\t“And you don’t feel even the least bit ashamed?” Even Justin was shocked by the question coming from his mouth. The things he’d done. The things he’d said. The things he’d been though. That question didn’t even have the right to enter his mind.\n\n\t“Ohhhh fuck right off with that question, ‘Justine’.” Collin spat. “Look, All my god damn life I’ve been a walking fucking stereotype. The well behaved, studious, obedient little Asian firstborn son. I tried like hell to live up to that shit and what did it get me? What do I have to show for it? Nearly twenty fucking years wasted.” Collin slammed his boots under the blower and let hot air bathe his ankles. Somehow, in his head, that was supposed to emphasize a point. Though god only knew what one. “Now you’re getting on me for being a femmy little Asian slut? You? Considering the shit I know you’ve called my sister? The shit I’ve let you say to me? Listen here, Mister Flannery. If I’m forced to live a fucking stereotype, I’m at least going to live the one that makes me happy. You got that?”\n\nJustin didn’t say anything. He just gently nudged the car into reverse, pulled out, and began the long trip home.", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "Collared Chapter 44: Free
By TerraMGP

\tHui was a brat. An insufferable, annoying, unmitigated brat. That was one truth Xiulan had always held to. It wasn’t a matter of love or hate. Naturally she loved her little sister. She always would. But the girl was utterly insufferable. An obsessive, overly horny, pampered train wreck of a girl.

\tBut sometimes she had some good ideas.

\tThat thought rolled for a few seconds though the back of Xiulan’s mind. The young woman trembled and shivered with sweat. Her body withed and grooved at a tempo unlike the others on the dance floor. Easy enough, considering she was moving to her own music. ‘Full moon full life’. the Persona 3 soundtrack. It was quite the jam once she let herself go. The perfect little accompaniment to the pink pill she’d popped from her Pez dispenser about an hour ago.

\tTrue, Hui preferred Persona 5. But fuck it. At least she was in the right ballpark.

\tXi had been to a few of these now. The rave scene in Kalamazoo was not exactly what one would call ‘big’ as she understood it. Each of the trips had been to some big empty space full of presumably cheap and easily portable lighting. Some DJ in a bad mascot head jamming out behind an array of devices Xi couldn’t begin to decipher. This current one had what looked like some robot dragon head with LED eyes. It was cute. But then most people in the pile-up were cute.

\tIt was a mash of sweat, fur, and hot breath. Just about everyone was manic and nobody wanted to stop. Some tall scalie woman was mooshed up between a pair of emo-looking guys who were each possibly about thirty. Some dog with a beard and one of those 90s hats was running around. Probably an old timer who’d been living this scene a long while. Xi got winks from girls and boys alike. Furs with bright pretty hair and tight clothing that made them look ‘free’. Freer than the red panda girl knew what to do with, if she was being honest.

\tNot that she wasn’t trying. Stripy blue-and-pink arm warmers and knee socks, a pair of cutoff jean shorts and a tank top two sizes too big. That along with a cheap Hot Topic collar and a few bits of jewelry were all it took to have Xi feeling alive and oh so very cute. She slid between partners. A few moments grinding here. A quick and meaningless kiss there. She’d sniff at built muscle queens and nuzzle rebellious grad students. It was nothing but euphoria and heat with the occasional swig from the water bottle at her hip. Nobody seemed to notice how out of tempo she was with the other dancers. Or maybe they didn’t give a fuck. Why would they? The whole thing felt so fucking good after all. Everyone was free. Everything was ‘real’. No past, no future. Just now.

\tThat ‘now’ eventually morphed into the feeling of a warm six pack pressing against Xi’s back. A brown haired ferret boy with blonde tips… or maybe the brown was the dye, wriggled his body against hers and huffed as his gyrations caused his bristly fur to poke though both his mesh top and the cheap fabric of Xi’s shirt.

\tThe beat and tempo still didn’t match. But for a few moments Xiulan could swear she felt the boy’s heartbeat as he pushed up against her. She turned to look at his face. Femmy and faire despite how hard the muscles felt under that fur. Xi smirked and held up her little dispenser with one hand and gripped the boy’s pretty face with the other. He wasted little time in opening his mouth, and just like that she flicked back the Halloween teddy bear head to launch a little pink pill into the other boy’s mouth.

\tOnce she was sure he’d swallowed, she kissed him roughly. Rough enough that it almost knocked the poor thing back into a few of the other dancers. He clearly wasn’t expecting it, and sure as hell wasn’t expecting her to nudge and drag him towards the bathrooms. Sweat and sex overwhelming the senses as she pushed the men’s room door open and al but shoved the ferret boy inside.

\tMore kissing. More moaning. The boy slid his hands under her shirt. A mix of raw excitement and the internet-approved HRT was enough for Xi’s nipples to tingle. She pushed into his hands and moaned. Her own paw slipping the little dispenser into her barely there pocket and then gently cupping the femmy little muscle queen by his bulge. Leather shorts with nothing underneath them. It felt like this cute boy came here ready for action. She liked that.

\tShe looked into the boy’s blue-green eyes and huffed loudly. Her body lurched up and down while that paw stayed in place. Rubbing and gripping. Feeling him grow painfully in his shorts. She moved her hand in tempo with the tunes in her earphones. Soon he was wiggling to that same tempo. He said some things. She couldn’t make it out. She also didn’t care. She wasn’t interested in what he had to say, who he was, what he wanted. Soon she was fumbling her trembling paws at those pants. Soon she was working him free, grinning up at him and licking her lips while she watched him tremble. It was too soon for the pill to take effect yet. Even she knew that. She’d probably be done before that. It was just a little show of force. A way to be in control even with what she was about to do.

\tSoon, and she’d be damned if she knew how, the cock was free. Xi murred and sniffed up one side of the long slender musky shaft. Then licked down the other. She sucked on one of his over-full balls while looking up at the groaning thing. Watching him huff and pant and almost drool at her attention. She squeezed those balls with her tongue ad began to stroke. Began to slowly work pre out of his shaft. A blur of bucking and groaning and yipping while the pretty, femmy thing wriggled around and tried like hell to push his tip into her mouth.

\tShe let it go in, for a moment anyways. Long enough for a nice spurt of pre. Only then did she pull herself up and shove her tongue into his mouth. The needy girl humping and grinding on his hip while she rolled her tongue in his muzzle. An act the boy was reluctant to accept at first. But after a few moments he returned the kiss greedily.

\tJust like that she was hoisted up. The red panda girl felt her tail swish and sway when she raised it. Probably a result of whatever stimulants they threw into the molly. He was trying to get his cock towards wherever her cunt would have been. Instead she waggled a finger in front of him. With a skill that had been practiced far more than she should probably be willing to admit, Xi pulled a condom from her back pocket, tour though the wrapper with her teeth, and without looking was able to slip the thing over his cock in one slow and easy motion. Her clenched little ass went on to the tip of it. She half pushed, and half let herself be fucked. The shaft went in easy and soon the femmy young man had flipped her around so that she was the one pushed against the bathroom wall. He railed her roughly against the mirror. Sneakers in the air and arms gripping the wall under her. Xi’s whole body ached from the sudden forcefulness and it felt so fucking good she didn’t know what to do with herself. Fingers dug into the ancient tile and toes curled in her sneakers. Her pretty brown eyes rolled back as this femmy little fuck of a boy pushed his slender cock in and out. It wasn’t the best tempo, and he sure as hell wasn’t thick enough to smash the sissy button. Not like Justin, and sure as hell not like…

\tNo. There was only now. The poor, eager thing was still making her feel good. Xi could feel him huff and pant and whine like some scared puppy even as his balls slapped against her ass. Her own caged clit dribbled into her shorts from where they’d been pulled down, or rather up in this case, enough for him to get access. If he knew now, or had ever known, that he was railing someone with a little caged dick he didn’t seem to care. A panting ferret in primal rut growling and groaning and pushing himself to the base into that well worked little hole.

\tHe did go for a kiss a few times. Xi’s head rolled out of the way of each one. She wasn’t really interested in that anymore. She was getting what she wanted. Hot, sweaty, needy boy. Hammering her. Paying attention to her. Using her like the slut girl she was.

\tHe must not have had much on his stomach, or maybe he was just a lightweight. Either way she was sure she noticed the drug kicking in with how frantic and desperate he became. The attempts he had made at showing his force were fading. His grip on her ankles lessened, his muzzle drooped, and he was desperate to look her in the eyes now. Still, Xi didn’t give a fuck. Instead just clenching down and mouthing fucked-up nothings to the boy who was by now trying hard to say something. Probably something meaningful.. All the while Xi was able to ride that stirring bliss running though her.

\tEventually he came. She could tell a bit by the feeling of the Condom in her. But mostly by his heavy-clenched jaw and the drooling desperate grunts. He spurted himself dry inside of her before half collapsing. His arms slumped and allowed her legs to fall. So it was that Xi was able to get her bearings and awkwardly let the spent boy slip out of her.

\tThe condom ended up stuck in her rather than on him. Probably too big. But it was fine. She reached back and again with a deftness that should have been shameful tied it off and pulled it free. Once done, she was quick to tuck it half way into the boys pants and give him a peck on the cheek.

\t“Thanks.” Xi cooed ‘I needed that.”

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\t“Blue/black should be banned!” The black-furred rabbit boy slammed his hands down on the table and leaned over his impressive field of creatures all amped up with tokens.

\tCollin took a few moments to look over his opponent. He drank in the impotent rage at the creature focused swarm deck now laying there limp and useless. Its owner fuming and blathering after a rather meat headed array of creature boosting did nothing to stop his playmakers getting countered and his life points being bled away.

\t“You realize the whole reason people play these decks is for that exact reaction, right?” Collin winked and leaned the folding chair back precariously. His big fluffy tail frizzed and floofed happily the more he watched the tubby rabbit rage.

\t“This is the exact problem. The whole point of the game is to get your cool creatures lined up and smash them against your foe like a battle. How the fuck is someone supposed to have any fun when someone like you comes along and manipulates everything. I didn’t even get one good swing in! It’s like that whole damn deck is just built to frustrate people.”

\t“It is” Collin chirped

\t“Oh fuck you” The rabbit boy scowled while he began to scoop up his scattered cards.

\t“Ok!”

\tThe response clearly wasn’t what the losing player had expected. He looked at Collin the way one might look at someone eating a tub of paste in a fine dining restaurant. The femmy red panda was just sitting there with elbows planted on the table and head cupped in paws. He looked at his felled opponent with an impish smile and a swishy bushy tail waving this way and that.

\t“Ok, will you stop fucking with me already?”

\t“I’m not.” Collin chided “Also I’m proposing you be the one doing the ‘fucking’, silly.” The last part was low and quiet. But it was loud enough for the bunny to hear. His blue-dyed headfur slumped in front of his eyes while his ears folded back. He looked at Collin in anger, then confusion, then horror… before finally arriving at a look the Red Panda knew too well.

\tCuriosity. Shameful, horrifying, unwanted curiosity. That small sliver of something sparking a blush in the bunny boy’s cheeks.

\t“I mean it’s not like I’m saying you have to” Collin shrugged “But you seem pretty pissed off. And angry sex can be kinda fun. You ever try it?”

\tThe boy shook his head.

\tCollin’s paw reached up. The almost girl-looking boy brushing a bit of that blue headfur out of the boy’s eyes and behind his ear. “You ever try ‘any’?” He cooed.

\tThe boy again shook his head and this time bit his lip. He clearly wanted to be angry. He was ‘trying’ to be angry. It wasn’t working. Not in the least.

\t“Tell you what.” Collin’s voice cute, soft, and very much girly. “I’mma go to the bathroom. You can come join me if you decide to. Or not. Not like I really give a shit about winning whatever card they’re offering anyways. Might as well have some actual fun, right?” He didn’t look at the boy. Even if he wanted to see that reaction, he knew the payoff could be far better if he ignored him now. Instead Collin simply snatched up his own deck, stuffed it in his box, and made his way towards the restroom. Door unlocked, standing by the sink in case someone else came in.

\tAs predicted, though, they didn’t. Instead it was the chubby bunny boy. His dipstick ears loped down and his cheeks were on fire. Someone more sadistic than Collin probably could have made a cute girl out of him. Or maybe that’s just how the twisted little gender fluid mess saw everyone now. Or at least everyone faceable.

\tCollin was quick to move up and lock the door. Quicker still to push an unexpected kiss right on the boy’s lips. The poor bundle of bunny groaned as the skinny red panda pushed up against him. As his tongue slipped into that inexperienced muzzle. Collin’s paw moved down between the poor things legs. He could feel the incel energy radiating off of the bun. He felt that overly heavy gut, easily nearing 40 inches if not more, swelling and heaving against his own slender form with each breath.

\tCollin was quick to pull the poor boy’s shirt up. The cute thing tried to protest, but that didn’t’ stop the wah. “Aww come on now. You have such a cute gut. Why hide it?” Soft kisses and slow licks trailed down the curved form. The polar opposite of Xi’s conquest the other night. Yet it was nice in its own way. The utter shame crossing the boy’s face as this other man. This femmy, barely male thing, slowly licked and lapped at what was likely his biggest point of pure shame and self loathing. Kissing along the soft downy white belly fur even as his paws worked to undo the button up fly the bun sported.

\t“H-hey slow down. I don’t know if…” The poor bun’s words were silenced once his pants were pulled down. Over-worn tighty whities held a bulge that quickly felt the kiss of a wriggling red panda nose. Collin slowly, carefully licking along the fabric. Feeling it harden with each one. Feeling the poor boy shudder as those licks slipped and slid up his belly, along the fur, accentuating it. Making it as much a focus of attention as the heavy, musky bulge now exposed to the air.

\t“Such a cute boy.” Collin giggled. “We can stop any time. Just say when.” His tongue twisted and caressed the filthy fabric. It was bitter and sour. It wasn’t anything Collin would have ‘wanted’ to put in his mouth. But that was a big part of what made it so hot. He humped his own caged little a bit while sucking and rolling his tongue over the swollen tip. The boy now panting and looking down into Collin’s eyes. Every time his shaft started to swell the undies a bit more, started to threaten to break free. Collin would start to lick along that belly again. Up and around its curve. Nuzzling and nosing and letting its weight fall on his face. Big brown eyes glazing over as he watched the poor boy’s confused elation from the strange attention. Until eventually the gut-worship was giving this poor loser virgin the same needy heat as the slow teasing of his poor dick.

\tCollin’s hands weren’t still, though. Not in the least. While his mouth worshiped, his hands grabbed and rubbed at the poor boy’s chunky ass. He took a few moments to playfully suck on a finger while looking up at the slowly melting bunny boy. Noticing how confused and lost in arousal his semi-willing partner was. Before finally a digit pushed in. Collin beginning to slowly fuck into that tight virgin ass while huffing at the bunny’s belly fur and letting the cock throb just inches from that warm, wet wah mouth.

\tOnce again the bunny boy tried like hell to protest. A lifetime of confusion and gay panic butting up against youthful sexual need and that raw tingling arousal only utter sexual confusion can bring. He tried to pull away from the mouth that was somehow arousing him while barely touching his cock. He tried to wriggle away from the finger that expertly worked his rump. Arousal twisting into his body shame shimmered clearly in big violet-blue eyes and soon his leg was thumping and twitching and hammering the floor like any good bunny’s would.

\tCollin eventually pulled the undies down. Finally and mercifully letting the shaft free. He was shocked at how big it was. One of the bigger he’d encountered for sure. Eight inches and astonishingly thick. A true bitch breaker. He looked up innocently, gulped playfully, and slowly ran his tongue along the musky and mostly unwashed length’ Ohhh wow, this thing is huge!”

\t“It’s not.” The boy tried to protest. But of course those conflicting emotions kept stirring. Soon he was grinding that heavy shaft up against Collin’s cheek. Soon he was looking the other boy, what was likely his first sex partner, right in the eyes. Soon he was pushing back on that finger. Then, without warning, he grabbed his dick in one hand and a handful of Collin’s headfur in the other. The pretty red panda boy offered some faux struggling. Clenching his muzzle and trying to look away. It lasted only a few seconds before his mouth was ‘forced’ open and he felt that impressively girthy nerd cock jamming deep into his maw. Ramming right against his throat with all the clumsy unpracticed need only a horny virgin can provide.

\tIt wasn’t a long fuck. A lack of experience and stamina ensured that. It also wasn’t gentle by any means. That cock throbbing and pounding away while the bunny boy gripped Collin’s headfur. His ‘partner’ shifted expression between meek confusion, crushing shame and rapist arousal at least a half dozen times as he choked Collin out on that dick and worked the bitch breaker like the cudgel it was.

\tFinally Collin felt his throat fill with a torrent of hot bunny jizz. The end result of what was probably one of those stupid manosphere ‘don’t ejaculate’ things all poured down the tight throatcunt of a cute boy in a game shop bathroom. Collin was quick to choke down the gloopy frothing mess into his stomach. All the while he ‘rewarded’ the cute dork boy by keeping eye contact, and letting him be the one to pull out of that warm welcoming hole.

\t“Mmmm fuck. Not bad” Collin cooed “Not bad at all. Though you know, there is one thing I think you still need.”

\t“W-what’s that?” the boy half muttered. The momentary flash of dominance was mostly gone now. Only a few smoldering embers mixed with adorably shy squirming and an inability to look this other man in the eye.

\tIt didn’t matter to Collin, though He slowly turned the bunny around by his chubby thighs and gripped that ass with both hands, spreading his rump apart. “If you really want to put a bitch in her place, and I mean ‘really’ own her… or him…” he giggled, watching the way the lingering gay panic made the boy squirm. “You gotta make sure they finish with this.”

\tAnd with that Collin shut his eyes and leaned in, running his tongue slowly along the poor boy’s mostly virgin pucker.

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\t“You did it again, didn’t you?” Justin’s tone was flat. Not angry. Not disappointed. Not even judgmental. Just… tired.

\tCollin shrugged. He slipped a box into Justin’s lap and leaned back in his own seat with a smug smirk. “HG Jesta Cannon. Sorry for the wait.”

\tThe otter looked down at the box a moment and sighed. He slipped the box into the back seat and the turned to his best friend. “you know they’re gonna kick you out if you keep this up. And seriously? On Friday Night Magic? It’s like you want to get caught.”

\t“The meta this set sucks.” Collin snorted and pulled his warm fuzzy wool winter jacket around his shoulders. The second-hand Subaru’s heater was doing little to keep the car habitable. Not that it really mattered to the impish red panda.

\tJustin pulled forwards, then stopped, then turned into the nearest empty space. He slammed the car into park and shifted his seat so he could get a clear look at Collin. “Ok, out with it. What’s all this about. Who are you trying to hurt? What are you trying to prove? Just… why?”

\t“Hurt?” Collin’s grin grew “I didn’t think I hurt anyone. I mean I probably confused that poor boy a bit. But let’s be real it’s not like he wasn’t hard up to begin with. If anything I did him a favor. I mean sure if he’s some channer who listens to all those masculinity influencers he may end up with a crisis for a while. Buuuut…”

\t“Oh cut the shit.” Justin snapped “I know you way too damn well. This isn’t just about sex. You have tons of people you could tap who aren’t going to freak out at you later or do something stupid and shitty to hurt you. And you don’t have to fuck around on holy ground either.”

\t“What are you, a fucking highlander?” Collin scoffed

\t“Where do you think the ‘Lockhart’ name comes from?” Justin quirked a brow and stifled a snicker.

\tCollin, not missing a beat, leaned in and grinned wide. “Final Fantasy 7, obviously! Like, duh. We all know Tifa is your great great great grandma.”

\tJustin rolled his eyes and tried like hell not to smirk at the comment. He let go of the wheel and slumped back into his seat, doing his best not to make more eye contact with his friend. “Ok, but let’s be real here for a second. What’s this ‘casual sex’ shit really about? What are you trying to prove?”

\t“Who says I’m trying to prove anything?” Collin huffed

\t“Well then why not ask someone you’re closer to?”

\t“What, you?” The wah boy’s scoff was almost bitter. Held in check only by some small shred of capriciousness. “Putting aside for a second that you already got two girls to fuck, why would I? Especially when you’re so god damn tired you probably can’t even get it up half the time. Or do you mean Becky? Because I’m sure your lil cousin would love to know that you tried to push me into bed with her when she’s still trying to figure out what she wants. And yeah, turns out I’m not as oblivious as everyone thinks about that shit.” Justin opened his mouth to say something, but a single finger from Collin silenced him. Those soft brown eyes narrowed as he looked over at his lifelong best friend, and the smile faded.

\t“If I wanted to fuck someone I know, they’d have been fucked. Or would have fucked me, rather. I don’t need hero boy to step in and point out what my options are when it comes to getting my bussy stuffed.”

\t“Ok but why tho?” Justin snapped back. “I get that it’s your life but I’m trying to figure out why the fuck. As in, why the fuck with ‘any’ of this? What is the actual god damn motivation?”

\tCollin’s eyes narrowed. The red panda had gone from jovial, to aloof, and now very, very bitter. “You don’t need to understand it, Justin. You’re not my Master. You’re not my keeper. You sure as fuck aren’t my big brother.” The smile began to return. Now cold and mirthless. “But you wanna know? Fine. It’s because I like it. It’s because I want some god damn sex. No emotions. Nothing deep or complex. I want sex. I get some sex. Done and dusted. I can figure the rest of that shit out later.”

\t“And you don’t feel even the least bit ashamed?” Even Justin was shocked by the question coming from his mouth. The things he’d done. The things he’d said. The things he’d been though. That question didn’t even have the right to enter his mind.

\t“Ohhhh fuck right off with that question, ‘Justine’.” Collin spat. “Look, All my god damn life I’ve been a walking fucking stereotype. The well behaved, studious, obedient little Asian firstborn son. I tried like hell to live up to that shit and what did it get me? What do I have to show for it? Nearly twenty fucking years wasted.” Collin slammed his boots under the blower and let hot air bathe his ankles. Somehow, in his head, that was supposed to emphasize a point. Though god only knew what one. “Now you’re getting on me for being a femmy little Asian slut? You? Considering the shit I know you’ve called my sister? The shit I’ve let you say to me? Listen here, Mister Flannery. If I’m forced to live a fucking stereotype, I’m at least going to live the one that makes me happy. You got that?”

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