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Fun fact, I technically wrote half this story twice. Ok not so much fun as 'I have sucked lately'. If THIS sucks, that's why.", "writing": "Collared Chapter 32: Longing\nBy TerraMGP\t\n\n\tThings had been so different for Hui the past few months. It was hard to be without Justin. Her parents said it was healthy Hell, Justin himself said it was healthy. But that didn’t change the reality of her situation.\n\n\tThe young woman had been frantic to fill her time. Homework, prep for her post-high school career. The usual extracurricular to help pad out her applications to schools. Then, naturally, there was her new ‘job’. Babysitting.\n\n\tTechnically it wasn’t a job since she wasn’t getting paid. If anything it fell more into the category of doing something nice for family. Or future family. Some days after school or on weekends Naqi would come by in her big orange Jeep Rubicon and whisk her off to the farm house. It had started a couple of months ago. When the bounce mouse had made the offer at first, Hui had accepted under the impression that this might be some kind of fun, twisted little kinky slave training. A way for her to better serve her Master and better dominate her pet.\n\n\tThat… didn’t happen. The reality was, Naqi was trying to get back into doing her art. Real art, not just painting minis for the ever shrinking pool of rich people into tabletop war games. Ryan was gone a good deal of the time and someone had to watch Tootie. Which was where Hui came in.\n\n\tIt was the same thing each time. Hui found herself sitting there in the middle of the living room floor, carefully herding the bitty baby bounce mouse away from anything dangerous like the coffee table. Old reruns of 80s cartoons and old Sesame street eps played in a semi insufferable loop on the TV. Mostly background noise while Tootie fiddled with whatever caught her interest at any given moment. Hui mostly used her tail to help ward off the little bundle of energy while sifting though a basket of duplos and stale cheerios, occasionally putting another block on the odd square shape she was making.\n\n\tEventually Naqi came out, as she always did. Overalls and white tee shirt covered in paint. As was about a third of her exposed fur. Never her hair, though. Which was impressive. She went into the kitchen long enough to get a pop and to have Alexa order door dash, then wandered her way back into the living room, leaning on the chair back and smirking. “You girls having fun?” She snickered while knocking back a heavy swig of Diet-Rite grape.\n\n\t“She’s always having fun.” Hui’s teasing tone was lost on Tootie who simply went about her business.\n\n\tNaqi nodded and beamed a big smile at her little daughter “She’s getting close to her first birthday. She’s probably got three more years before she ends up being a sullen lil bookworm like her parents. I really do want to thank you for the help though, Hui. I’m guessing Fajita’s from the Mexican place in town will be ok for dinner tonight?”\n\n\t“Ryan’s not going to be home soon, then?” Naqi was fairly good about buying her dinner. But usually it’d just be some fast food on the way home. That or an offer of cold pizza from the night before. Anything fancier was a clear indication she’d have to stay a bit later.\n\n\t“He’ll be back in before it’s dark.” The mouse maiden nodded “Things just take a little time sometimes, you know? Kinda like how my attempts to go impressionist all turn to shi- er… poopie. Sorry. ’Trying’ not to swear as much in front of the baby.”\n\n\t“So why ‘is’ Ryan gone so much” The question wasn’t pointed. Like so many things in her head it just slipped out. Plus it wasn’t like Hui minded one bit. She was busying herself grabbing up any Duplo block Tootie tossed aside and herding the back into the small girl’s grasp so that she could bite on them, chaw them and toss the away again.\n\n\t“Oh, He’s not.” Naqi could barely hide her giggle. “He just went out to winterproof the hives.”\n\n\t“The what now?” Hui blinked.\n\n\tThe older woman did her best to look casual, but the damnably smarmy smirk on her face made it all too clear how much fun the shock was to her. “Bees. He went to Grandpa Lockhart’s field and moved the bee hives out of there. We have enough property around here. That way it’s easier to take care of them. I’m actually getting stuff ready now to plant some raspberries for them in the spring.”\n\n\t“Y-yeah but, why bees?” Hui narrowed her eyes and scooted herself back against the base of the recliner. She did her best to use her big bushy tail as a cushion and help ensure Tootie didn’t fall over.\n\n\t“There are a couple of reasons.” Naqi made her way up to the recliner itself and leaned over the back, looking down at the girl. “For one thing he’s a Lockhart. So’s Justin. Even if It’s not his last name. Be ready to deal with this stuff yourself some day.”\n\n\tHui nodded. “Ok, and what’s the other reason?”\n\n\tNaqi stifled a giggle. “Keep the kids away from the shed. You know how it is when the whole family is over here. Tell an eight year old you have a big workspace full of sharp things and power tools they’ll try to get in there no matter what you do. We kinda figured that’d prevent that.”\n\n\t“Because of… bees?” Hui’s normally overactive mind trying to trace the line in her head.\n\n\t“No, not bees. ‘Beeeeeeeeeeeees!” The bounce mouse thrust her arms up into the air and began waggling her body like the inflatable tube man at some car dealership. Tootie looked up and squinted at her mother a moment loosing the loudest giggle she could.\n\n\t“Oh you like that cutie?” Naqi murred “BEEEEEES!” The mouse mother resumed her flailing. Every once in a while stopping just long enough for the girl to settle before performing the act once more. It was crazy enough that even Hui was finding it impossible to keep from giggling.\n\n\tAfter a few more moments of the absurd behavior Naqi hopped her lithe frame over the back of the couch and landed with a thud. The frame creaked, but as expected of furniture made by and for a family of bears did not break under her weight. “Look, it’s no different than when he and I were kids. You hear there are beehives somewhere you stay away. Meredith apparently used to tease Ryan about getting near them when they were little. He used to be super afraid of bees.”\n\n\t“Wait, he was afraid of something?” the shift in position from the mouse matron caused Hui to shift herself and the baby around to better look at her. Not that Tootie seemed to mind. She simply smashed her hands down on the hard wood floor and tried to rock herself forwards.\n\n\t“Of course he was” Naqi snerked “He may be my Master, my God, the very reason I exist… but he’s still a normal person. He absolutely has his flaws. It’s why the whole little ‘test’ with Justin went so badly.”\n\n\tHui nodded slowly and cast her eyes down at the hard wood floor. “Did you… know it would go like that?” \n\n\t“It makes sense in hindsight.” Naqi sighed “But no, I didn’t. It just sounded like a cute bit of fun to be had. And I’d heard a bit about how cute Justin can be when dressed up like a girl. I figured maybe if I was lucky I could get to have a bit of fun with him like that.” She shifted a bit and gazed at Hui long and hard to watch her reaction, then snorted again.\n\n\t“Ryan’s Gramma Lockhart treated him differently. She always did. She also always said we’d end up together. But he was treated ‘special’ by her. He was spoiled a bit. He’s also always been kind of a blockhead and a fraidy cat. He never remembered homework and he didn’t start taking care of his hygiene until sophomore year when he started to take the goth thing seriously. Looking back, I think he was actually doing it to try and attract me.”\n\n\t“You weren’t interested?” Hui blinked. A small portion of her attention was still on Tootie, but more of it continued to draw in to Naqi as the older woman spoke.\n\n\t“I got good at 40K specifically so he’d ask me out. That and magic. I think I figured if I could beat his ass at all the games he liked then he’d think it was a turn on because I was a ‘real gamer girl’. Even though I was already playing games all the time. And a girl. That’s another good lesson for ya. Don’t try to do things just to impress your Sir. He’s probably already plenty impressed.”\n\n\tHui scoffed. The ship had sailed on that one. Sailed and sunk over a decade of her short life ago. But she had Justin, so it had all worked out. It still gave her pause, though. Hui’s mind drifted as she wondered just how many of her efforts to impress Justin had actually worked and how much of their relationship was just her being stupidly lucky. The wandering thoughts were a pleasant distraction. But that was still a distraction. One that only broke when she felt the small mouseling slipping away from her and pushing to explore around on the floor. Hui was quick to lurch forwards and grab at the girl, to ensure her ward stayed safely and securely close.\n\n\t“It’s ok to leave her.” Naqi chuckled “So long as you’re keeping an eye on her, that is. The stairs are blocked off so it’s not like she’s going to take a tumble.”\n\n\tSmall little whimpers crept up in Hui‘s throat. “Yeah but what if she rams her eye out on a table corner or something?” Every instinct was telling her to grab the girl and keep her confined into a nice little three meter by three meter invisible box. \n\n\t“Then I guess I’m dragging you to the dungeon” The elder mouse snickered with a tone that made it just a tiny bit hard to tell if she was joking or not. The mere notion that she might not be was enough to hit Hui with a crushing blush and cause her to fidget. Her eyes cast off to the side in some pathetic attempt to hide the excited shame from Naqi.\n\n\tTootie wasted no time with this distraction, hauling herself forwards once more and plowing her way over towards the massive blockade of plush animals used as the first line of defense against the baby reaching the TV stand and its array of game consoles. Hui shifted and began to get up, only to be stopped by one lazy leg from Naqi moving up between the red panda and her charge.\n\n\t“She’ll be fine.” Naqi’s snerked. The cub proceeding to flop herself aggressively on a massive stuffed sea turtle bouncing up and down on its shell. The mother mouse took advantage of the distraction and slipped from her place on the couch. She propped up on tiptoe before Hui, gripping the tip of the teen’s muzzle between thumb and forefinger knuckle. She wore a smile that reeked of confidence and control. The kind of expression Hui wished she could give Gretchen. The kind of thing that seemed custom made to chill someone’s soul in all the best ways.\n\n\t“I don’t mind playing with you now and then, cutie. I don’t even mind training you a bit if that’s what you want. So you never have to feel embarrassed about all those cute feelings. Ok?”\n\n\tHui nodded. A dumbfounded little whimper barely edging though her throat. Her amber eyes darted down towards the floor. It wasn’t the same kind of weakness Justin made her feel. If she was able to be more objective she’d probably be able to deconstruct all of these feelings in meticulous detail. And then there was Gretchen.\n\n\t“You should ask some other people first, though.” It was like telepathy. Or more like Hui’s brain was a very open book with only the most shallow thoughts scrawled out in big bold crayon for all to see. Hui offered the smallest of smiles, which faded almost as quickly.\n\n\t“I think I have to process all this.” She sighed “Besides, I don’t want to make it weird.”\n\n\tNaqi reached down and nabbed up her daughter, plopping the girl down into her lap as she beamed a smile at Hui “We’re nerds, kiddo. We’re supposed to be weird! Give it six years and this one will be swinging sticks around the playground and shouting bad Japanese. We’re nerds. This is our birthright. So if you ever want something, just ask. Life’s too short to be hung up, right?”\n\n--------------------\n\n\tThe dungeon was cold and unforgiving. Shattered cement and cold dank air. Hui huffed the scent of the other woman standing before her. Her body nude, save for her collar and a heavy fantasy creature styled dildo strapped to her, between her legs, hanging there lewdly like any oversized dick would.\n\n\tShe looked up at her. At Naqi. The woman had become so much to her in the past year. A big sister. A teacher. A mentor. More than anything, an object of twisted desire. The mere sight of her causing the poor girl to drip on the floor while she gazed up at the regal young MILF.\n\n\tThe bounce-mouse scoffed and snorted. One of her slender, powerful legs raised up and her footpaw pushed down directly on Hui‘s face. The worn pads, covered in dirt, twisted painfully on the tip of her nose. It was even harder than normal for Hui to breathe, and she found herself struggling to stay upright while the woman somehow expertly repositioned her with that foot. The rough eroticism of something absolutely on Hui‘s ‘not interested‘ list being brutally forced into her face drawing an inadvertent sniff and shiver.\n\n\t“Do you think this a joke?” the older woman spat. She’d finally settled on a position where Hui’s under-paw face cold only look along that leg towards the dommie mouse’s exposed sex. “Does your Sir know what a weak little failure you really are? What a disappointment?”\n\n\t“N-noooo” The kneeling wah could feel her whole body tense up. Her hands were gripping around something. A toy. A thick, rough hunk of hard silicon. She was dimly aware of it between both paws. Thick, girthy, the base of it hammering on her pelvis each time she gave it a stroke. The toy was comically big on her, so much that pumping it made her feel like some dumb futa girl in a bad hentai.\n\n\tThat thought got her pumping a bit faster, now actually trying to sniff at the footpaw crushing her. \n\n\t“So what is it, little paw slut? Did you forget why we’re here?” The raven haired rodent cooed. A finger slipping down between her legs as she rant it slowly up her folds.\n\n\t“I-I’m not…” Before Hui could finish her face was pushed back. Her gaze now shifted from Naqi’s warm cunt up to her eyes.\n\n\t“You are what I say you are, got it?” Naqi huffed “And I ‘thought’ you were trying to be a real Mistress. Isn’t that what you said? Pathetic little Goonette?”\n\n\tThe word drew a crushing moan deep from Hui’s lungs. She just kept pumping her plastic cock. Her fingers tensed up over every little ridge and spine of the ‘dragon’ dick she sported. A mix of almost plated flares and firm bumps. She did her best to nod dumbly, but in her current position a sobby little whine of affirmation was the best she could muster.\n\n\t“Then what’s with the pumping?” Are you just gonna jerk yourself cross-eyed all night? Is that it you grody lil porn addict?” Naqi’s words caused a dumb little smile of contentment to spread over Hui’s face. She bit her lip and moaned. \n\n\t“Dumb little pump slut” Hui murmured.\n\n\tNaqi rolled her eyes while pushing the poor girls face this way and that with her foot. Soon the woman who had become like a big sister to Hui had the teen‘s muzzle hooked under the top of her bounce-mouse footpaw. It was a scene Hui had seen in fighting games before, but she was shocked anyone could actually do it. “So what, now you’re not someone’s Mistress?” \n\n\t“I.. I am” Hui moaned. That didn’t mean she stopped gooning her fake dick, or even slowed down.\n\n\t“You are, huh?” Naqi slammed her foot down blur-line fast on the tip of the strapon. Her hand replaced the toe from a moment ago. She gripped on to Hi’s face firmly and gazed down into her eyes. “You have a pet? A toy? Some gross, weak, pathetic little rape doll?”\n\n\tThe teen nodded dumbly. She didn’t dare take her hands off of her fake cock. Her big bushy tail stood out like a giant exclamation point from the phantom pain of the stomp and she leaned against the slender bar of muscle that was Naqi’s leg. “Y-yuh huh.” She whined\n\n\tThe scowl from the dominatrix darkened. She ground down on the toy while looming impossibly over her ‘student‘. “So what’s with that pumping? Are you trying to ‘fuck’ her? Are you trying to ‘make love’ to her?” Hui nodded and for her trouble got belted across her face. The gesture was enough for Hui to grab on to her ‘big sister’ by the leg and begin humping her hard silicon dick between the cold hard wood floor and the mouse paw.\n\n\t“W-want to fuck her. I… I want to fuck her.” Hui huffed while bucking her hips. \n\n\t“No you don’t.” The mouse corrected again “Don’t just fuck her. You own that ass, don’t you gooner girl?”\n\n\t“Yahh.” Hui nodded meekly\n\n\t“Then what do you do?” Naqi murred\n\n\t“R-rape?” Hui bucked a bit harder as she gave voice to the word.\n\n\t“Good girl.” Something. Maybe it was the humiliation, maybe it was the abuse, maybe it was just the tone of voice and the way Naqi said it. Whatever it was it sent shivers down Hui’s spine and phantom pleasure though that fake dick. All of the pleasure she imagined an actual dick would give. Coursing though her, motivating her to buck her hips in weak, meek little humps.\n\n\tAll the while her mentor was petting her hair and cooing. “Good girl.” Naqi growled “This isn’t love. It’s rape. Rape hurts. Make her hurt. Make her cry. Rape her ass. Harder. She’s not crying is she?”\n\n\tTry as she might, and she didn’t try all that hard, Hui was far too horny to keep her thoughts in now. Her hips moved all on their own now. Butting down against the floor harder and harder. Her body contorted at an uncomfortable angle. Her back felt like it would snap. She didn’t care. “C-cry for me. Scream for me. I’m not going to stop. Grody little cunt. This big flabby ass is all mine. I won‘t stop until you make my dick cum… a-and it can‘t cum!” Hui kept murmuring the words while humping harder and harder. \n\n\tThat was the hottest part. That was what she wanted more than anything. To somehow pin down her bulky little pet and just feel her struggle from the sting. To just live in that eternal horny edged frenzy of needing to use her dirty little onahole. Needing to get off with her, and never being able to do so. Her own suffering and need joined with Gretchen’s. God, she’d do anything to make her cry like that. Even more than getting to cum under Naqi’s foot. Just murmuring every hurtful, cruel thing she could think of while losing herself to the mindless torture of an endless edge.\n\n\tNaqi’s slender little foot hammered down on the tip of the toy. She twisted and rocked her foot in a way that would have probably been horribly painful if she had a real dick. Just like any good little subbie loser, Hui melted from that attention. She humped under the paw while it crushed her. Wriggling her ass and wrapping herself around that spindly chord of muscle wrapped in soft fur. She could almost feel the pain, the humiliation, the pleasure of cold cement and rough footpads grinding down on the phantom sensation of the fake phallus as if it were real.\n\n\tHer eyes crossed, her body collapsed, and she whined as a thick splort of goo shot out from the fake shaft, staining the floor.\n\n--------------------\n\n\tAnother rough day for Hui. Another day to babysit, with Naqi picking her up from the campus where once again Hui had humiliated herself in front of her favorite teacher. Another day where she was mentally and emotionally exhausted. Because all day her mind had been on her dream from the night before.\n\n\tWet dreams were one of those things Hui oddly didn’t have too often. Even during those times when her Master had restricted her from cumming, her dreams were usually more mundane things. Not showing up to the right class or being trapped at the mall with nobody picking her up while it was getting ready to close. Last nights sex dream was… worse. It was hot, to be sure. She’d loved it. But in the cold light of day it was hard to ignore those wonderfully twisted images seared into her brain.\n\n\tSomething about Naqi being the one abusing her in that dream made it feel worse. It shouldn’t. She wasn’t a prude after all So what if the woman felt like family. Hui had fucked her actual sibling. Several times. In both boy and girl mode! So then why was she chewing a proverbial hole though her lip as she sat on the couch in Ryan and Naqi’s living room? Why was it so hard to think of the right words to say. Words that wouldn’t make her sound like a pervert, or worse? Why were her emotions bouncing around in her head like change in the dryer? Those questions only got worse when she heard footpaws thudding towards her.\n\n\t“And she’s down.” Naqi’s tone held all the gravitas of a sports announcer from the days when sports were relevant. Or at the very least the caricatures Hui could recall from old cartoons. The mouse maiden hit the bottom of the stairs and rounded the corner with a well practiced wall hug. She slipped her way over to the living room and plopped her self on to the couch. “Sorry to keep you waiting like that. Ryan should be back soon and then I can take you home. Though I really wouldn’t’ have minded just letting her pass out in the car while taking you back.\n\n\t“No, that’s ok. I mean she might have woken up when you tried to put her back in the house. That’s not fair to Tootie.” Not entirely a lie, though hardly the full truth. It was enough to make her feel guilty, though. Enough to make her slump down and fiddle her hands together while she looked down at the floor. Her whole body went a bit limp, and Hui traced the lines in the wooden flooring as some pathetic attempt to avoid looking up at Naqi.\n\n\tA warm body soon pushed against the sullen red panda. Naqi pushed past all of Hui’s defenses and before either of them knew it had put an arm around the girl and hugging her in tight. “Look, I know I probably freaked you out last time. I mean my offer for some play now and then ‘is’ open. It’s always open But I wasn’t looking to freak you out or make you feel bad.”\n\n\t“It’s not that!” Hui yelped “I… ok, it’s kind of that. Not that you made me feel bad. Y-you are really pretty. And I could absolutely stand to learn a few things…”\n\n\t“We all can” Naqi nodded\n\n\t“I don’t want to make things weird, though! A-and I would. I know I would. It’s not like it is with Xi” \n\n\t“Who?” Naqi blinked\n\n\tHui blushed a bit “Collin. Xiulan is girl mode for them.”\n\n\t“Oh right! Right. I knew that” The older woman’s smile warmed a bit “Listen, I know it might seem a bit awkward. And I know it might not be for a rational reason. If it’s making you this anxious then you can just take it as a joke, brush it off and move on. The last thing I wanna do is make my new lil cousin feel uncomfortable around here.”\n\n\tA loud squee rang out into the living room. Hui’s heart stopped a moment. First from fear of waking up Tootie, then from the look now plastered on Naqi’s face “Sorry. I didn’t mean to… sorry” she sighed “Part of me is really scared of it all and I don’t know why. I also really think that I should talk to Master before I consider committing to anything. That said” She sucked a deep breath though her teeth in the hopes that it would calm her nerves. Which it did. Slightly. Not nearly enough. “I’m not a good enough slave. Or a good enough Mistress. Master and Gretchen are living in the same house up there in Kzoo and I can’t even go up to see them myself. I make a bunch of stupid tasks for Gretchen and get scared of throwing out the kind of insults I crave from Master. I’m scared of pushing her too far, and I’m scared of being too clingy with him.”\n\n\tFingers danced into the tight bundle of headfur resting between Hui‘s two braids “Shh, it’s ok.” the bounce-mouse cooed “Just relax”\n\n\t“I can’t!” The younger woman yelped She shot up and away from the hand looking right into Naqi’s blue-brown eyes. “I can’t relax. Ever. And it’s worse knowing how bad I suck and how much Master and Gretchen count on me. I’m not a good slave, I’m just a porn addict who’s good at getting to try the fucked up shit she likes. I’m not a good Mistress because I’m terrified of trying the stuff I really like. Because then I’m going to scare off Gretchen. A-and I’m starting to get worried that all the stuff I do…” She sighed and slumped “I don’t know I’ve never worried about it before. I just did the stuff I really wanted to do. B-but now my parents are mad because I don’t want to get a law degree or medical degree or anything like that. A-and I’m just blowing my chance to impress my favorite author when taking an actual, literal class with her. A-and I’m part of a polycule now. Suddenly everything’s going so fast and…”\n\n\tArms wrapped around her. Naqi’s body heaved a bit. Every shred of positively radiated out from the kangaroo mouse woman and into her younger friend, her one-day relative. “It’s ok. It’s ok. I’m here.” The hug went on for who knew how long. Any time Hui tried to move it just got harder. But never rough or aggressive. It was as if Naqi was holding Hui together. Her hug the bonds keeping the poor girl from collapsing into pieces. “How about this. For now, talk to your Master. Talk to your pet, too. Ryan and I can talk about fucking the babysitter later. We’ve got plenty of time, after all.”\n\n\tHui nodded dumbly. She blushed. She laughed. What else could she do? Or say? It was such a bizarre idea. But it was also the first time in weeks she’d felt like she had a life raft.\n", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "Collared Chapter 32: Longing
By TerraMGP\t

\tThings had been so different for Hui the past few months. It was hard to be without Justin. Her parents said it was healthy Hell, Justin himself said it was healthy. But that didn’t change the reality of her situation.

\tThe young woman had been frantic to fill her time. Homework, prep for her post-high school career. The usual extracurricular to help pad out her applications to schools. Then, naturally, there was her new ‘job’. Babysitting.

\tTechnically it wasn’t a job since she wasn’t getting paid. If anything it fell more into the category of doing something nice for family. Or future family. Some days after school or on weekends Naqi would come by in her big orange Jeep Rubicon and whisk her off to the farm house. It had started a couple of months ago. When the bounce mouse had made the offer at first, Hui had accepted under the impression that this might be some kind of fun, twisted little kinky slave training. A way for her to better serve her Master and better dominate her pet.

\tThat… didn’t happen. The reality was, Naqi was trying to get back into doing her art. Real art, not just painting minis for the ever shrinking pool of rich people into tabletop war games. Ryan was gone a good deal of the time and someone had to watch Tootie. Which was where Hui came in.

\tIt was the same thing each time. Hui found herself sitting there in the middle of the living room floor, carefully herding the bitty baby bounce mouse away from anything dangerous like the coffee table. Old reruns of 80s cartoons and old Sesame street eps played in a semi insufferable loop on the TV. Mostly background noise while Tootie fiddled with whatever caught her interest at any given moment. Hui mostly used her tail to help ward off the little bundle of energy while sifting though a basket of duplos and stale cheerios, occasionally putting another block on the odd square shape she was making.

\tEventually Naqi came out, as she always did. Overalls and white tee shirt covered in paint. As was about a third of her exposed fur. Never her hair, though. Which was impressive. She went into the kitchen long enough to get a pop and to have Alexa order door dash, then wandered her way back into the living room, leaning on the chair back and smirking. “You girls having fun?” She snickered while knocking back a heavy swig of Diet-Rite grape.

\t“She’s always having fun.” Hui’s teasing tone was lost on Tootie who simply went about her business.

\tNaqi nodded and beamed a big smile at her little daughter “She’s getting close to her first birthday. She’s probably got three more years before she ends up being a sullen lil bookworm like her parents. I really do want  to thank you for the help though, Hui. I’m guessing Fajita’s from the Mexican place in town will be ok for dinner tonight?”

\t“Ryan’s not going to be home soon, then?” Naqi was fairly good about buying her dinner. But usually it’d just be some fast food on the way home. That or an offer of cold pizza from the night before. Anything fancier was a clear indication she’d have to stay a bit later.

\t“He’ll be back in before it’s dark.” The mouse maiden nodded “Things just take a little time sometimes, you know? Kinda like how my attempts to go impressionist all turn to shi- er… poopie. Sorry. ’Trying’ not to swear as much in front of the baby.”

\t“So why ‘is’ Ryan gone so much” The question wasn’t pointed. Like so many things in her head it just slipped out. Plus it wasn’t like Hui minded one bit. She was busying herself grabbing up any Duplo block Tootie tossed aside and herding the back into the small girl’s grasp so that she could bite on them, chaw them and toss the away again.

\t“Oh, He’s not.” Naqi could barely hide her giggle. “He just went out to winterproof the hives.”

\t“The what now?” Hui blinked.

\tThe older woman did her best to look casual, but the damnably smarmy smirk on her face made it all too clear how much fun the shock was to her. “Bees. He went to Grandpa Lockhart’s field and moved the bee hives out of there. We have enough property around here. That way it’s easier to take care of them. I’m actually getting stuff ready now to plant some raspberries for them in the spring.”

\t“Y-yeah but, why bees?” Hui narrowed her eyes and scooted herself back against the base of the recliner. She did her best to use her big bushy tail as a cushion and help ensure Tootie didn’t fall over.

\t“There are a couple of reasons.” Naqi made her way up to the recliner itself and leaned over the back, looking down at the girl. “For one thing he’s a Lockhart. So’s Justin. Even if It’s not his last name. Be ready to deal with this stuff yourself some day.”

\tHui nodded. “Ok, and what’s the other reason?”

\tNaqi stifled a giggle. “Keep the kids away from the shed. You know how it is when the whole family is over here. Tell an eight year old you have a big workspace full of sharp things and power tools they’ll try to get in there no matter what you do. We kinda figured that’d prevent that.”

\t“Because of… bees?” Hui’s normally overactive mind trying to trace the line in her head.

\t“No, not bees. ‘Beeeeeeeeeeeees!” The bounce mouse thrust her arms up into the air and began waggling her body like the inflatable tube man at some car dealership. Tootie looked up and squinted at her mother a moment loosing the loudest giggle she could.

\t“Oh you like that cutie?” Naqi murred “BEEEEEES!” The mouse mother resumed her flailing. Every once in a while stopping just long enough for the girl to settle before performing the act once more. It was crazy enough that even Hui was finding it impossible to keep from giggling.

\tAfter a few more moments of the absurd behavior Naqi hopped her lithe frame over the back of the couch and landed with a thud. The frame creaked, but as expected of furniture made by and for a family of bears did not break under her weight. “Look, it’s no different than when he and I were kids. You hear there are beehives somewhere you stay away. Meredith apparently used to tease Ryan about getting near them when they were little. He used to be super afraid of bees.”

\t“Wait, he was afraid of something?” the shift in position from the mouse matron caused Hui to shift herself and the baby around to better look at her. Not that Tootie seemed to mind. She simply smashed her hands down on the hard wood floor and tried to rock herself forwards.

\t“Of course he was” Naqi snerked “He may be my Master, my God, the very reason I exist… but he’s still a normal person. He absolutely has his flaws. It’s why the whole little ‘test’ with Justin went so badly.”

\tHui nodded slowly and cast her eyes down at the hard wood floor. “Did you… know it would go like that?”

\t“It makes sense in hindsight.” Naqi sighed “But no, I didn’t. It just sounded like a cute bit of fun to be had. And I’d heard a bit about how cute Justin can be when dressed up like a girl. I figured maybe if I was lucky I could get to have a bit of fun with him like that.” She shifted a bit and gazed at Hui long and hard to watch her reaction, then snorted again.

\t“Ryan’s Gramma Lockhart treated him differently. She always did. She also always said we’d end up together. But he was treated ‘special’ by her. He was spoiled a bit. He’s also always been kind of a blockhead and a fraidy cat. He never remembered homework and he didn’t start taking care of his hygiene until sophomore year when he started to take the goth thing seriously. Looking back, I think he was actually doing it to try and attract me.”

\t“You weren’t interested?” Hui blinked. A small portion of her attention was still on Tootie, but more of it continued to draw in to Naqi as the older woman spoke.

\t“I got good at 40K specifically so he’d ask me out. That and magic. I think I figured if I could beat his ass at all the games he liked then he’d think it was a turn on because I was a ‘real gamer girl’. Even though I was already playing games all the time. And a girl. That’s another good lesson for ya. Don’t try to do things just to impress your Sir. He’s probably already plenty impressed.”

\tHui scoffed. The ship had sailed on that one. Sailed and sunk over a decade of her short life ago. But she had Justin, so it had all worked out. It still gave her pause, though. Hui’s mind drifted as she wondered just how many of her efforts to impress Justin had actually worked and how much of their relationship was just her being stupidly lucky. The wandering thoughts were a pleasant distraction. But that was still a distraction. One that only broke when she felt the small mouseling slipping away from her and pushing to explore around on the floor. Hui was quick to lurch forwards and grab at the girl, to ensure her ward stayed safely and securely close.

\t“It’s ok to leave her.” Naqi chuckled “So long as you’re keeping an eye on her, that is. The stairs are blocked off so it’s not like she’s going to take a tumble.”

\tSmall little whimpers crept up in Hui‘s throat. “Yeah but what if she rams her eye out on a table corner or something?” Every instinct was telling her to grab the girl and keep her confined into a nice little three meter by three meter invisible box.

\t“Then I guess I’m dragging you to the dungeon” The elder mouse snickered with a tone that made it just a tiny bit hard to tell if she was joking or not. The mere notion that she might not be was enough to hit Hui with a crushing blush and cause her to fidget. Her eyes cast off to the side in some pathetic attempt to hide the excited shame from Naqi.

\tTootie wasted no time with this distraction, hauling herself forwards once more and plowing her way over towards the massive blockade of plush animals used as the first line of defense against the baby reaching the TV stand and its array of game consoles. Hui shifted and began to get up, only to be stopped by one lazy leg from Naqi moving up between the red panda and her charge.

\t“She’ll be fine.” Naqi’s snerked. The cub proceeding to flop herself aggressively on a massive stuffed sea turtle bouncing up and down on its shell. The mother mouse took advantage of the distraction and slipped from her place on the couch. She propped up on tiptoe before Hui, gripping the tip of the teen’s muzzle between thumb and forefinger knuckle. She wore a smile that reeked of confidence and control. The kind of expression Hui wished she could give Gretchen. The kind of thing that seemed custom made to chill someone’s soul in all the best ways.

\t“I don’t mind playing with you now and then, cutie. I don’t even mind training you a bit if that’s what you want. So you never have to feel embarrassed about all those cute feelings. Ok?”

\tHui nodded. A dumbfounded little whimper barely edging though her throat. Her amber eyes darted down towards the floor. It wasn’t the same kind of weakness Justin made her feel. If she was able to be more objective she’d probably be able to deconstruct all of these feelings in meticulous detail. And then there was Gretchen.

\t“You should ask some other people first, though.” It was like telepathy. Or more like Hui’s brain was a very open book with only the most shallow thoughts scrawled out in big bold crayon for all to see. Hui offered the smallest of smiles, which faded almost as quickly.

\t“I think I have to process all this.” She sighed “Besides, I don’t want to make it weird.”

\tNaqi reached down and nabbed up her daughter, plopping the girl down into her lap as she beamed a smile at Hui “We’re nerds, kiddo. We’re supposed to be weird! Give it six years and this one will be swinging sticks around the playground and shouting bad Japanese. We’re nerds. This is our birthright. So if you ever want something, just ask. Life’s too short to be hung up, right?”

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\tThe dungeon was cold and unforgiving. Shattered cement and cold dank air. Hui huffed the scent of the other woman standing before her. Her body nude, save for her collar and a heavy fantasy creature styled dildo strapped to her, between her legs, hanging there lewdly like any oversized dick would.

\tShe looked up at her. At Naqi. The woman had become so much to her in the past year. A big sister. A teacher. A mentor. More than anything, an object of twisted desire. The mere sight of her causing the poor girl to drip on the floor while she gazed up at the regal young MILF.

\tThe bounce-mouse scoffed and snorted. One of her slender, powerful legs raised up and her footpaw pushed down directly on Hui‘s face. The worn pads, covered in dirt, twisted painfully on the tip of her nose. It was even harder than normal for Hui to breathe, and she found herself struggling to stay upright while the woman somehow expertly repositioned her with that foot. The rough eroticism of something absolutely on Hui‘s ‘not interested‘ list being brutally forced into her face drawing an inadvertent sniff and shiver.

\t“Do you think this a joke?” the older woman spat. She’d finally settled on a position where Hui’s under-paw face cold only look along that leg towards the dommie mouse’s exposed sex. “Does your Sir know what a weak little failure you really are? What a disappointment?”

\t“N-noooo” The kneeling wah could feel her whole body tense up. Her hands were gripping around something. A toy. A thick, rough hunk of hard silicon. She was dimly aware of it between both paws. Thick, girthy, the base of it hammering on her pelvis each time she gave it a stroke. The toy was comically big on her, so much that pumping it made her feel like some dumb futa girl in a bad hentai.

\tThat thought got her pumping a bit faster, now actually trying to sniff at the footpaw crushing her.

\t“So what is it, little paw slut? Did you forget why we’re here?” The raven haired rodent cooed. A finger slipping down between her legs as she rant it slowly up her folds.

\t“I-I’m not…” Before Hui could finish her face was pushed back. Her gaze now shifted from Naqi’s warm cunt up to her eyes.

\t“You are what I say you are, got it?” Naqi huffed “And I ‘thought’ you were trying to be a real Mistress. Isn’t that what you said? Pathetic little Goonette?”

\tThe word drew a crushing moan deep from Hui’s lungs. She just kept pumping her plastic cock. Her fingers tensed up over every little ridge and spine of the ‘dragon’ dick she sported. A mix of almost plated flares and firm bumps. She did her best to nod dumbly, but in her current position a sobby little whine of affirmation was the best she could muster.

\t“Then what’s with the pumping?” Are you just gonna jerk yourself cross-eyed all night? Is that it you grody lil porn addict?” Naqi’s words caused a dumb little smile of contentment to spread over Hui’s face. She bit her lip and moaned.

\t“Dumb little pump slut” Hui murmured.

\tNaqi rolled her eyes while pushing the poor girls face this way and that with her foot. Soon the woman who had become like a big sister to Hui had the teen‘s muzzle hooked under the top of her bounce-mouse footpaw. It was a scene Hui had seen in fighting games before, but she was shocked anyone could actually do it. “So what, now you’re not someone’s Mistress?”

\t“I.. I am” Hui moaned. That didn’t mean she stopped gooning her fake dick, or even slowed down.

\t“You are, huh?” Naqi slammed her foot down blur-line fast on the tip of the strapon. Her hand replaced the toe from a moment ago. She gripped on to Hi’s face firmly and gazed down into her eyes. “You have a pet? A toy? Some gross, weak, pathetic little rape doll?”

\tThe teen nodded dumbly. She didn’t dare take her hands off of her fake cock. Her big bushy tail stood out like a giant exclamation point from the phantom pain of the stomp and she leaned against the slender bar of muscle that was Naqi’s leg. “Y-yuh huh.” She whined

\tThe scowl from the dominatrix darkened. She ground down on the toy while looming impossibly over her ‘student‘. “So what’s with that pumping? Are you trying to ‘fuck’ her? Are you trying to ‘make love’ to her?” Hui nodded and for her trouble got belted across her face. The gesture was enough for Hui to grab on to her ‘big sister’ by the leg and begin humping her hard silicon dick between the cold hard wood floor and the mouse paw.

\t“W-want to fuck her. I… I want to fuck her.” Hui huffed while bucking her hips.

\t“No you don’t.” The mouse corrected again “Don’t just fuck her. You own that ass, don’t you gooner girl?”

\t“Yahh.” Hui nodded meekly

\t“Then what do you do?” Naqi murred

\t“R-rape?” Hui bucked a bit harder as she gave voice to the word.

\t“Good girl.” Something. Maybe it was the humiliation, maybe it was the abuse, maybe it was just the tone of voice and the way Naqi said it. Whatever it was it sent shivers down Hui’s spine and phantom pleasure though that fake dick. All of the pleasure she imagined an actual dick would give. Coursing though her, motivating her to buck her hips in weak, meek little humps.

\tAll the while her mentor was petting her hair and cooing. “Good girl.” Naqi growled “This isn’t love. It’s rape. Rape hurts. Make her hurt. Make her cry. Rape her ass. Harder. She’s not crying is she?”

\tTry as she might, and she didn’t try all that hard, Hui was far too horny to keep her thoughts in now. Her hips moved all on their own now. Butting down against the floor harder and harder. Her body contorted at an uncomfortable angle. Her back felt like it would snap. She didn’t care. “C-cry for me. Scream for me. I’m not going to stop. Grody little cunt. This big flabby ass is all mine. I won‘t stop until you make my dick cum… a-and it can‘t cum!” Hui kept murmuring the words while humping harder and harder.

\tThat was the hottest part. That was what she wanted more than anything. To somehow pin down her bulky little pet and just feel her struggle from the sting. To just live in that eternal horny edged frenzy of needing to use her dirty little onahole. Needing to get off with her, and never being able to do so. Her own suffering and need joined with Gretchen’s. God, she’d do anything to make her cry like that. Even more than getting to cum under Naqi’s foot. Just murmuring every hurtful, cruel thing she could think of while losing herself to the mindless torture of an endless edge.

\tNaqi’s slender little foot hammered down on the tip of the toy. She twisted and rocked her foot in a way that would have probably been horribly painful if she had a real dick. Just like any good little subbie loser, Hui melted from that attention. She humped under the paw while it crushed her. Wriggling her ass and wrapping herself around that spindly chord of muscle wrapped in soft fur. She could almost feel the pain, the humiliation, the pleasure of cold cement and rough footpads grinding down on the phantom sensation of the fake phallus as if it were real.

\tHer eyes crossed, her body collapsed, and she whined as a thick splort of goo shot out from the fake shaft, staining the floor.

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\tAnother rough day for Hui. Another day to babysit, with Naqi picking her up from the campus where once again Hui had humiliated herself in front of her favorite teacher. Another day where she was mentally and emotionally exhausted. Because all day her mind had been on her dream from the night before.

\tWet dreams were one of those things Hui oddly didn’t have too often. Even during those times when her Master had restricted her from cumming, her dreams were usually more mundane things. Not showing up to the right class or being trapped at the mall with nobody picking her up while it was getting ready to close. Last nights sex dream was… worse. It was hot, to be sure. She’d loved it. But in the cold light of day it was hard to ignore those wonderfully twisted images seared into her brain.

\tSomething about Naqi being the one abusing her in that dream made it feel worse. It shouldn’t. She wasn’t a prude after all So what if the woman felt like family. Hui had fucked her actual sibling. Several times. In both boy and girl mode! So then why was she chewing a proverbial hole though her lip as she sat on the couch in Ryan and Naqi’s living room? Why was it so hard to think of the right words to say. Words that wouldn’t make her sound like a pervert, or worse? Why were her emotions bouncing around in her head like change in the dryer? Those questions only got worse when she heard footpaws thudding towards her.

\t“And she’s down.” Naqi’s tone held all the gravitas of a sports announcer from the days when sports were relevant. Or at the very least the caricatures Hui could recall from old cartoons. The mouse maiden hit the bottom of the stairs and rounded the corner with a well practiced wall hug. She slipped her way over to the living room and plopped her self on to the couch. “Sorry to keep you waiting like that. Ryan should be back soon and then I can take you home. Though I really wouldn’t’ have minded just letting her pass out in the car while taking you back.

\t“No, that’s ok. I mean she might have woken up when you tried to put her back in the house. That’s not fair to Tootie.” Not entirely a lie, though hardly the full truth. It was enough to make her feel guilty, though. Enough to make her slump down and fiddle her hands together while she looked down at the floor. Her whole body went a bit limp, and Hui traced the lines in the wooden flooring as some pathetic attempt to avoid looking up at Naqi.

\tA warm body soon pushed against the sullen red panda. Naqi pushed past all of Hui’s defenses and before either of them knew it had put an arm around the girl and hugging her in tight. “Look, I know I probably freaked you out last time. I mean my offer for some play now and then ‘is’ open. It’s always open But I wasn’t looking to freak you out or make you feel bad.”

\t“It’s not that!” Hui yelped “I… ok, it’s kind of that. Not that you made me feel bad. Y-you are really pretty. And I could absolutely stand to learn a few things…”

\t“We all can” Naqi nodded

\t“I don’t want to make things weird, though! A-and I would. I know I would. It’s not like it is with Xi”

\t“Who?” Naqi blinked

\tHui blushed a bit “Collin. Xiulan is girl mode for them.”

\t“Oh right! Right. I knew that” The older woman’s smile warmed a bit “Listen, I know it might seem a bit awkward. And I know it might not be for a rational reason. If it’s making you this anxious then you can just take it as a joke, brush it off and move on. The last thing I wanna do is make my new lil cousin feel uncomfortable around here.”

\tA loud squee rang out into the living room. Hui’s heart stopped a moment. First from fear of waking up Tootie, then from the look now plastered on Naqi’s face “Sorry. I didn’t mean to… sorry” she sighed “Part of me is really scared of it all and I don’t know why. I also really think that I should talk to Master before I consider committing to anything. That said” She sucked a deep breath though her teeth in the hopes that it would calm her nerves. Which it did. Slightly. Not nearly enough. “I’m not a good enough slave. Or a good enough Mistress. Master and Gretchen are living in the same house up there in Kzoo and I can’t even go up to see them myself. I make a bunch of stupid tasks for Gretchen and get scared of throwing out the kind of insults I crave from Master. I’m scared of pushing her too far, and I’m scared of being too clingy with him.”

\tFingers danced into the tight bundle of headfur resting between Hui‘s two braids “Shh, it’s ok.” the bounce-mouse cooed “Just relax”

\t“I can’t!” The younger woman yelped She shot up and away from the hand looking right into Naqi’s blue-brown eyes. “I can’t relax. Ever. And it’s worse knowing how bad I suck and how much Master and Gretchen count on me. I’m not a good slave, I’m just a porn addict who’s good at getting to try the fucked up shit she likes. I’m not a good Mistress because I’m terrified of trying the stuff I really like. Because then I’m going to scare off Gretchen. A-and I’m starting to get worried that all the stuff I do…” She sighed and slumped “I don’t know I’ve never worried about it before. I just did the stuff I really wanted to do. B-but now my parents are mad because I don’t want to get a law degree or medical degree or anything like that. A-and I’m just blowing my chance to impress my favorite author when taking an actual, literal class with her. A-and I’m part of a polycule now. Suddenly everything’s going so fast and…”

\tArms wrapped around her. Naqi’s body heaved a bit. Every shred of positively radiated out from the kangaroo mouse woman and into her younger friend, her one-day relative. “It’s ok. It’s ok. I’m here.” The hug went on for who knew how long. Any time Hui tried to move it just got harder. But never rough or aggressive. It was as if Naqi was holding Hui together. Her hug the bonds keeping the poor girl from collapsing into pieces. “How about this. For now, talk to your Master. Talk to your pet, too. Ryan and I can talk about fucking the babysitter later. We’ve got plenty of time, after all.”

\tHui nodded dumbly. She blushed. She laughed. What else could she do? Or say? It was such a bizarre idea. But it was also the first time in weeks she’d felt like she had a life raft.
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