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\n\t\t\t\t\t| " | \n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tJournal Entry #37 Gosh has it really been almost two years since the pandemic started? I remember when it all began, not knowing what much of it meant at the time, but getting to stay home from school and do my favorite things like playing video games and eating to my heart's content has definitely been nice! I may have uhh.... possibly done quite a bit of the latter though apparently because none of my clothes seem to fit right anymore @////@....b-but the heavier and softer I've gotten, the more right it all feels?? The way my paws sink deep into my warm squishy belly when I rub and knead at it, even my chest is all soft now... aaaa I don't know why but I think I just love being chubby, a-and rubbing it all just feels so nice...! >//w//< It's so embarrassing though at the same time... @///@ I haven't talked to any of my friends about it. Is it normal to want to get fatter?? Everyone always talks about wanting to lose weight, meanwhile I just wanna keep getting bigger...softer...f-fatter....nghhh... I hope there's nothing wrong with me ;w; I got teased a bit in class and called names like "pudgebutt" and stuff over the last few weeks when my shirt started getting really tight on me, but it's almost like my brain registers the teasing as compliments cause it just makes me blush and reminds me how soft and heavy I've gotten and gets me all excited! >w< Today was a little embarrassing though, but almost in a weirdly good way? I've been struggling to get my shorts buttoned for a while (I definitely need to ask mom for a bigger pair), but today while watching myself in the mirror struggle to button them, feeling my paws press against my tummy, I felt... my thingy get all hard... >////> It's happened before, usually when I uhh...think about boys or big soft, cute tummies, I dunno why...but ever since I started putting on weight, it happens more often, and now it was in the way of me trying to button my pants... @//w//@;; It usually goes away after a while but I still don't know why it does that... b-but it did feel kinda nice and exciting when I noticed that my belly presses down on it when it gets all stiff like that. I'm pretty sure my tummy didn't hang that low a few weeks ago... >///w///< ANYWAY, that's a lot to write for one day, I'm gonna go get some sleep and dream about boy tummies or something...! >w<\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t | \n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t
got this lovely gift art from my pal \r\n\t\t\t\t\t
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