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Was watching a movie last week that I brought to see with my aunts, in the meantime yielded to doodling these cool doodles after a good meal of Indian.
I may have been possessing an inferiority complex. That is all in the past, I think.
I may be covering my tracks before a real-life peer discovers me. I may have screwed up from time to time that I often hesitated to go outside with family more than I used to. From time to time, however, I thought about taking a request, but only as a matter of having my existence in concealment; I also aim to have at least someone besides me and can understand me ( though i worry i may cause cognitive dissonance, but I can't beat change in general, no one can, I wish I was psychic X-3 ). At the same time, I aim to rightfully earn myself a title and therefore I can regain some self-esteem through artwork, because I nevertheless believe that it's my way of hard labor over anything else (oh except school, because it's very important).
Just one person almost five years ago approach me, and I welcomed them. If it were not for them, I would have ended up a victim of my own avarice (as I would define my temptation to gain exposure), and I would have been one of whom to take full advantage. I wish there was one more such fellow.
In the process of our relationship, I had almost screwed it up several times. I surrounded myself in blind guilt, because they had done so much for me I had to comply; instead of letting me do gifts for them (I kept struggling to argue that there is a big difference between gift and request), I end up doing gifts/tributes for someone else. I'm actually paying it forward. The encounter led me to where I am to this point. I may be at hard work on my artwork personally for atonement, or to compensate for my temptations to which I had submitted for five years. I may not have defined my clear goal as what I plan to achieve. But all I can think about is opening up a gallery of my own at a museum, meanwhile I stay focused on one commission at a time... that is if I witness with my own eyes that I actually have devoted my time and commitment to my such definite road before I declare my certainty that I am an artist of a talent, or essentially be in agreement. Although I admit that subconsciously I may be my own disciplinarian. I also have much time to escape from my own shell of isolation.
To clarify, I may be actually like starting over, but also to grasp great judgment of routes and detours along the way. Hopefully also I can listen.
My favorite doodle would be Judy hopping with a police hat. Ain't she adorable?
To establish, now matter how good I seem, I'm still practicing.","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"","pools_count":0,"title":"Zootopia doodlez; journal","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"image/jpeg","pagecount":"2","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"1","type_name":"Picture/Pinup","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"0","views":"20","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}