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If I ever get over the current issues I'm facing, I will begin seriously pursuing art once more. That's IF I do though. I feel like a husk of a man and see no purpose in life anymore. The past two years of my life has just been a downward spiral full of people who contributed to it or didn't care enough to properly help and then get pissed at me for being even a LIIIITTLE upset over it. The very last person to stab me in the back two months ago was the person who I thought I could trust the most. Who I thought would always make a point to understand my side of things, without ANY BIAS WHAT SO EVER. I was wrong.\n\nIf I do decide to pursue art seriously at some point, it won't be here. some of those very same people who fucked me up are the ones who got me to join this site in the first place. Inkbunny's just a giant bad memory in of itself.\n\nI also wanna apologize to my followers, for never really uploading here much. A lot of it had to do with everything I were going through since mid 2019 which began to increasingly slow my art output over time, which didn't mix well with the little confidence I actually have in my art and rarely producing something that I found to be of actual quality.\nPlus I know a good bulk of my followers followed for the Gumball stuff I made in 2019. (I mean it really shows, considering the few things I've uploaded throughout 2020 did poorly) Unfortunately, after the show officially ended, my interest in it had decreased monumentally by 2020. and at this point the entire show itself has been sullied in my mind, being unable to disassociate it with those who wronged me, since it was an interest we were all united by. \n\nSo with that said, I'm officially out. Please be wise with who you choose to let get close to you. It'll spare you some mental health. Have yourselves a damn good one. ","description_bbcode_parsed":"This is goodbye again, for real this time. If I ever get over the current issues I'm facing, I will begin seriously pursuing art once more. That's IF I do though. I feel like a husk of a man and see no purpose in life anymore. The past two years of my life has just been a downward spiral full of people who contributed to it or didn't care enough to properly help and then get pissed at me for being even a LIIIITTLE upset over it. The very last person to stab me in the back two months ago was the person who I thought I could trust the most. Who I thought would always make a point to understand my side of things, without ANY BIAS WHAT SO EVER. I was wrong.
If I do decide to pursue art seriously at some point, it won't be here. some of those very same people who fucked me up are the ones who got me to join this site in the first place. Inkbunny's just a giant bad memory in of itself.
I also wanna apologize to my followers, for never really uploading here much. A lot of it had to do with everything I were going through since mid 2019 which began to increasingly slow my art output over time, which didn't mix well with the little confidence I actually have in my art and rarely producing something that I found to be of actual quality.
Plus I know a good bulk of my followers followed for the Gumball stuff I made in 2019. (I mean it really shows, considering the few things I've uploaded throughout 2020 did poorly) Unfortunately, after the show officially ended, my interest in it had decreased monumentally by 2020. and at this point the entire show itself has been sullied in my mind, being unable to disassociate it with those who wronged me, since it was an interest we were all united by.
So with that said, I'm officially out. Please be wise with who you choose to let get close to you. It'll spare you some mental health. Have yourselves a damn good one. ","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"","pools_count":0,"title":"Current State of Affairs","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"image/png","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"1","type_name":"Picture/Pinup","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"2","views":"53"}