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The world that is full of happiness and joy.\nI started to draw furries, trying to get into the furry fandom.\nI guess I wasn't invited. I've been a gatecrasher for a long time.\n\nI want to say that I'm so sorry to all korean furries.\nI am terribly sorry.\n\nHOWEVER\nIt seems most of foreign furries don't hate me.\nActually, some of them even like me.\nAs an artist, as a person who loves to draw, I don't want to stop drawing as long as there are people who love my drawing.\nLike I said, I DO feel sorry, but, I'm not going to stop drawing.\n\nIf you are one of the people who hate me,\nYou can always feel free to unwatch me or block me. I just want you to know that I feel so sorry to you. I know that I wasn't supposed to be born.\nbut if I give up the duty that was given to me on the day when I decided to be an artist, It can be even more serious crime.\n\nㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ\n\n몇몇 사람들이 제가 사라지길 바란다는걸 알고있습니다.\n악의를 품은 적은 없지만요.\n\n6년전, 수인을 처음 알게됬을 때 수인에 대한 첫인상은... 어딘가 친근하고 밝았었습니다.\n저는 수인들과 어울리고 싶었습니다. 수인계는 행복과 즐거움이 가득해보였거든요.\n수인계의 일원이 되고자 수인을 그리기 시작했었습니다.\n그런데 저는 그때부터 쭈욱 불청객이었나봅니다.\n\n수인분들께 정말, 진심으로 죄송하게 생각하고 있습니다.\n죄송합니다.\n\n그러나\n대부분의 외국 수인들은 저를 싫어하지 않습니다.\n사실 그 중 일부는 저를 좋은 사람이라 여겨주곤 합니다.\n그림을 그리는 사람으로서, 제 그림을 좋아해주는 사람이 있다면 저는 그림 그리는 것을 멈추고 싶지 않습니다.\n말씀 드렸듯이, 정말로 죄송하게 생각하고 있지만, 그림 그리는 것 만큼은 멈추지 않을 것 같습니다.\n\n만약 이 글을 보고있는 당신이 저를 싫어하는 사람 중 한분이라면\n저를 차단하거나 Unwatch 해주세요. 다시한번 죄송하고, 제가 태어나지도 말았어야 했다는 것, 정말 잘 알고 있습니다.\n하지만 제가 그림 그리는 것을 포기한다면 저는 또다른 죄를 짓는 것이나 다름 없다고 생각합니다.","description_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>I&#039;ve noticed some people don&#039;t want me to exist.<br />I&#039;ve never meant any harm though.<br /><br />About 6 years ago, when &#039;furry&#039; came to my life, &#039;Furry&#039; was like... something friendly and bright.<br />I used to wish I could be a part of furry world. The world that is full of happiness and joy.<br />I started to draw furries, trying to get into the furry fandom.<br />I guess I wasn&#039;t invited. I&#039;ve been a gatecrasher for a long time.<br /><br />I want to say that I&#039;m so sorry to all korean furries.<br />I am terribly sorry.<br /><br />HOWEVER<br />It seems most of foreign furries don&#039;t hate me.<br />Actually, some of them even like me.<br />As an artist, as a person who loves to draw, I don&#039;t want to stop drawing as long as there are people who love my drawing.<br />Like I said, I DO feel sorry, but, I&#039;m not going to stop drawing.<br /><br />If you are one of the people who hate me,<br />You can always feel free to unwatch me or block me. I just want you to know that I feel so sorry to you. I know that I wasn&#039;t supposed to be born.<br />but if I give up the duty that was given to me on the day when I decided to be an artist, It can be even more serious crime.<br /><br />ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ<br /><br />몇몇 사람들이 제가 사라지길 바란다는걸 알고있습니다.<br />악의를 품은 적은 없지만요.<br /><br />6년전, 수인을 처음 알게됬을 때 수인에 대한 첫인상은... 어딘가 친근하고 밝았었습니다.<br />저는 수인들과 어울리고 싶었습니다. 수인계는 행복과 즐거움이 가득해보였거든요.<br />수인계의 일원이 되고자 수인을 그리기 시작했었습니다.<br />그런데 저는 그때부터 쭈욱 불청객이었나봅니다.<br /><br />수인분들께 정말, 진심으로 죄송하게 생각하고 있습니다.<br />죄송합니다.<br /><br />그러나<br />대부분의 외국 수인들은 저를 싫어하지 않습니다.<br />사실 그 중 일부는 저를 좋은 사람이라 여겨주곤 합니다.<br />그림을 그리는 사람으로서, 제 그림을 좋아해주는 사람이 있다면 저는 그림 그리는 것을 멈추고 싶지 않습니다.<br />말씀 드렸듯이, 정말로 죄송하게 생각하고 있지만, 그림 그리는 것 만큼은 멈추지 않을 것 같습니다.<br /><br />만약 이 글을 보고있는 당신이 저를 싫어하는 사람 중 한분이라면<br />저를 차단하거나 Unwatch 해주세요. 다시한번 죄송하고, 제가 태어나지도 말았어야 했다는 것, 정말 잘 알고 있습니다.<br />하지만 제가 그림 그리는 것을 포기한다면 저는 또다른 죄를 짓는 것이나 다름 없다고 생각합니다.</span>","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'></span>","pools_count":0,"title":"I wasn't supposed to be born","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"image/png","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"1","type_name":"Picture/Pinup","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"1","views":"17","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}