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go,<br />Still gripping the love that only I know.<br />Wings torn and battered, beaten by fate,<br />But I&rsquo;m chained to this hope, never letting it break.<br />Come rage, come ruin, come sorrow and pain,<br />You can drown me in madness, but I&rsquo;ll rise again.<br /><br />[Verse 2]<br />Every raindrop&rsquo;s a memory soaked in regret,<br />But I&rsquo;m not ready to lose or learn to forget.<br />I&rsquo;m stitched to your spirit with gold-threaded scars,<br />Chasing your shadow beneath fallen stars.<br />Drenched in despair, with whispers of doubt,<br />The storm tries to tell me what love&rsquo;s all about.<br />But I stand in the chaos, a heart wild and free,<br />Shouting to the heavens, &ldquo;You won&rsquo;t conquer me!&rdquo;<br /><br />[Pre-Chorus]<br />I&rsquo;m a warrior unyielding, cracking at seams,<br />Haunted, unbroken, still fueled by dreams.<br />This storm can&rsquo;t shatter the flame I ignite,<br />Even madness can&rsquo;t win this hopeless fight.<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />I&rsquo;ll scream to the storm, let it tear me apart,<br />Let it flood every fracture, drown every scar.<br />I&rsquo;m out of my mind, but I won&rsquo;t let go,<br />Still gripping the love that only I know.<br />Wings torn and battered, beaten by fate,<br />But I&rsquo;m chained to this hope, never letting it break.<br />Come rage, come ruin, come sorrow and pain,<br />You can drown me in madness, but I&rsquo;ll rise again.<br /><br />[Bridge]<br />Oh, love&rsquo;s a fever that burns through my veins,<br />A wildfire raging despite all the rain.<br />I&rsquo;ll scrape the stars to keep our dream alive,<br />Bleed through the storm just to say I survived.<br />You can call me a fool, call me a slave,<br />But I&rsquo;d drown a thousand times for the love I crave.<br />Madness or martyr, I&rsquo;ll wear every scar,<br />Your light&rsquo;s still my guide, even shattered, even far.<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />I&rsquo;ll scream to the storm, let it tear me apart,<br 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