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satisfied.<br />I stitched together every fractured piece,<br />But you unravel, never find your peace.<br />I tried so hard to be your saving grace,<br />But all you saw was the darkness in my face.<br /><br />[Pre-Chorus]<br />I&rsquo;d pull stars down to light up your way,<br />But you choose the dark and push me away.<br />Every battle I fought for us fades,<br />&#039;Cause you drown us in doubts you&rsquo;ve made.<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Why do you throw it all away, my little runaway?<br />Every time I try to save you, you turn and break me too.<br />All my gold-hearted words fall astray,<br />While you&rsquo;re burning bridges to escape, come what may.<br />I&rsquo;m a warrior of love fighting ghosts in your head,<br />But you won&rsquo;t hear my anthem until the end.<br /><br />[Verse 2]<br />I wear my bruises proud from every storm,<br />A tarnished hero keeping you warm.<br />But you light matches in gasoline dreams,<br />Run when it ignites, tearing at the seams.<br />You dance on daggers, smile through the fall,<br />Hide your fears but build up these walls.<br />I still see the sweetness behind your eyes,<br />But you blindfold yourself with goodbye after goodbye.<br /><br />[Pre-Chorus]<br />You think I&rsquo;ll give up, walk out that door,<br />But I&rsquo;m still standing, aching for more.<br />Can&rsquo;t you feel how hard I hold on tight,<br />While you sabotage our love, every night?<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Why do you throw it all away, my little runaway?<br />Every time I try to save you, you turn and break me too.<br />All my gold-hearted words fall astray,<br />While you&rsquo;re burning bridges to escape, come what may.<br />I&rsquo;m a warrior of love fighting ghosts in your head,<br />But you won&rsquo;t hear my anthem until the end.<br /><br />[Bridge]<br />We&rsquo;re a tragedy with a beautiful scene,<br />Two broken hearts lost in what could have been.<br />I&rsquo;m the wings, you&rsquo;re the wound, bleeding dreams,<br />Tied by fate, torn at the seams.<br />I keep hoping for a saving line,<br />But you cut deep every time.<br />Maybe love&rsquo;s not enough when the damage runs wild,<br />Maybe my fight means nothing to the lost child.<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Why do you throw it all away, my little runaway?<br />Every time I try to save you, you turn and break me too.<br />All my gold-hearted words fall astray,<br />While you&rsquo;re burning bridges to escape, come what may.<br />I&rsquo;m a warrior of love fighting ghosts in your head,<br />But you won&rsquo;t hear my anthem until the end.<br /><br />[Outro]<br />So I&rsquo;m holding on while you&rsquo;re letting go,<br />Love twisted into something we don&rsquo;t know.<br />If you ever turn and see what you&rsquo;ve done,<br />Will I be here or be the one gone?<br />My heart still aches, I&rsquo;m a shield full of cracks,<br />But love doesn&rsquo;t heal when you keep turning your back.</div></span>","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"<span 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