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it tore me at the seams.<br />You cried wolf, played every twisted game,<br />Left me hollow, drowning in your blame.<br />I still care for you, despite the hurt,<br />I can&rsquo;t ignore the weight of this cursed dirt.<br />I&rsquo;ve given all, but I need something real,<br />Can&rsquo;t keep losing myself in this endless ordeal.<br /><br />[Pre-Chorus]<br />I&rsquo;m tired of being the crutch for your heavy mask,<br />Tired of hoping, asking you to change, but you never ask.<br />Caring shouldn&rsquo;t feel like chains that choke me dry,<br />I&rsquo;m begging you to see it, before I say goodbye.<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />I&rsquo;m breaking free, but I&rsquo;m still holding on,<br />Tired of waiting for you to admit what&rsquo;s gone wrong.<br />You twisted devotion into a game of abuse,<br />But I&rsquo;m cutting loose, though I don&rsquo;t want to choose.<br />I feel for you deeply, but affection should heal,<br />Not tear me apart, leave me lost and unsealed.<br />I&rsquo;ll fight for us, but I can&rsquo;t fight your fear,<br />I need you to change, or I&rsquo;ll disappear.<br /><br />[Verse 2]<br />You wore sweet smiles while hiding knives,<br />Used my loyalty to fuel your drives.<br />I still believe that we could find our way,<br />But I can&rsquo;t keep waiting for change that won&rsquo;t stay.<br />Your needs on top, always pushing me down,<br />I&rsquo;ve given all, but I&rsquo;m starting to drown.<br />I&rsquo;ll give you my heart, but not at this cost,<br />I&rsquo;m standing at the edge, don&rsquo;t want to be lost.<br /><br />[Pre-Chorus]<br />I&rsquo;m tired of dancing around your demands,<br />A marionette pulled by your cruel hands.<br />Affection isn&rsquo;t sacrifice without a return,<br />I need you to change, to finally learn.<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />I&rsquo;m breaking free, but I&rsquo;m still holding on,<br />Tired of waiting for you to admit what&rsquo;s gone wrong.<br />You twisted devotion into a game of abuse,<br />But I&rsquo;m cutting loose, though I don&rsquo;t want to choose.<br />I feel for you deeply, but affection should heal,<br />Not tear me apart, leave me lost and unsealed.<br />I&rsquo;ll fight for us, but I can&rsquo;t fight your fear,<br />I need you to change, or I&rsquo;ll disappear.<br /><br />[Bridge]<br />I&rsquo;ll mend my wings, still care for you from afar,<br />But I can&rsquo;t keep walking this road that&rsquo;s scarred.<br />You&rsquo;re still my heart, I&rsquo;m desperate for more,<br />For a love that heals, not one that&rsquo;s torn.<br />I&rsquo;ll scream to the stars, hoping you&rsquo;ll see,<br />That I&rsquo;m not giving up, but you need to set me free.<br />This chapter&rsquo;s not over, but it&rsquo;s time for a change,<br />I&rsquo;m done with the pain, but my feelings remain.<br /><br />[Outro]<br />I&rsquo;ll find my peace, but still long for your touch,<br />You were my everything, I still care too much.<br />But I&rsquo;ve fought for connection that only destroys,<br 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