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inside,\nBut you drown it in fears you never confide.\nI’m the anchor in your storm, bruised and tired,\nHolding on to a hope that’s slowly expired.\nCan’t you see all the battles that I’ve won?\nOr are you too lost in shadows to see the sun?\n\n[Pre-Chorus]\nI’m the fool who fights when all seems lost,\nPaying for love no matter the cost.\nEvery promise weighs heavy in my chest,\nBut you leave me bleeding, never at rest.\n\n[Chorus]\nWhy do I fight for a love that won’t stay?\nYour doubts tear us down day after day.\nEvery time I reach out, you pull away,\nWhile I’m bleeding for the words you never say.\nShadow games that you play in your mind,\nI’m losing myself, trying to find\nThe part of you that cared, that believed,\nBut I’m left shattered, broken, deceived.\n\n[Bridge]\nTears mix with the rain as I scream to the stars,\nEvery heartbeat of mine is a battle scar.\nI’ve held on so long to this love in the dark,\nBut your silence is a blade that hits its mark.\nIf you could see yourself through my tired eyes,\nYou’d know why I won’t let go despite the lies.\nBut I’m losing the fight, sinking deep,\nLove’s a promise I made, now buried in sleep.\n\n[Chorus]\nWhy do I fight for a love that won’t stay?\nYour doubts tear us down day after day.\nEvery time I reach out, you pull away,\nWhile I’m bleeding for the words you never say.\nShadow games that you play in your mind,\nI’m losing myself, trying to find\nThe part of you that cared, that believed,\nBut I’m left shattered, broken, deceived.\n\n[Outro]\nSo I’ll shout to the storm, hoping you'll transform,\nLove that won’t heal, love that won’t conform.\nI’m the bat with a soul, worn and scarred,\nStill clinging to love that’s tearing me apart.[/center]","description_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'><div class='align_center'>[Verse 1]<br />I&rsquo;ve wrapped my wings around your broken dreams,<br />Tried to stitch your wounds through your silent screams.<br />Heart bruised, cracking at the seams,<br />Still I hold on, though nothing&rsquo;s as it seems.<br />You&rsquo;re a wildfire wrapped in shadows, hard to hold,<br />A storm that never listens, growing cold.<br />Every promise I made was carved in gold,<br />But you turn away, stories left untold.<br /><br />[Pre-Chorus]<br />I&rsquo;m the guardian of every fragile piece,<br />You&rsquo;re the runaway heart that won&rsquo;t find peace.<br />I&rsquo;d tear the sky apart to make it right,<br />But you keep running, fading into night.<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Why do I fight for a love that won&rsquo;t stay?<br />Your doubts tear us down day after day.<br />Every time I reach out, you pull away,<br />While I&rsquo;m bleeding for the words you never say.<br />Shadow games that you play in your mind,<br />I&rsquo;m losing myself, trying to find<br />The part of you that cared, that believed,<br />But I&rsquo;m left shattered, broken, deceived.<br /><br />[Verse 2]<br />You&rsquo;re a whisper I chase in the dead of night,<br />Love turned warzone, we&rsquo;re losing this fight.<br />I see the sweetness you keep locked inside,<br />But you drown it in fears you never confide.<br />I&rsquo;m the anchor in your storm, bruised and tired,<br />Holding on to a hope that&rsquo;s slowly expired.<br />Can&rsquo;t you see all the battles that I&rsquo;ve won?<br />Or are you too lost in shadows to see the sun?<br /><br />[Pre-Chorus]<br />I&rsquo;m the fool who fights when all seems lost,<br />Paying for love no matter the cost.<br />Every promise weighs heavy in my chest,<br />But you leave me bleeding, never at rest.<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Why do I fight for a love that won&rsquo;t stay?<br />Your doubts tear us down day after day.<br />Every time I reach out, you pull away,<br />While I&rsquo;m bleeding for the words you never say.<br />Shadow games that you play in your mind,<br />I&rsquo;m losing myself, trying to find<br />The part of you that cared, that believed,<br />But I&rsquo;m left shattered, broken, deceived.<br /><br />[Bridge]<br />Tears mix with the rain as I scream to the stars,<br />Every heartbeat of mine is a battle scar.<br />I&rsquo;ve held on so long to this love in the dark,<br />But your silence is a blade that hits its mark.<br />If you could see yourself through my tired eyes,<br />You&rsquo;d know why I won&rsquo;t let go despite the lies.<br />But I&rsquo;m losing the fight, sinking deep,<br />Love&rsquo;s a promise I made, now buried in sleep.<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Why do I fight for a love that won&rsquo;t stay?<br />Your doubts tear us down day after day.<br />Every time I reach out, you pull away,<br />While I&rsquo;m bleeding for the words you never say.<br />Shadow games that you play in your mind,<br />I&rsquo;m losing myself, trying to find<br />The part of you that cared, that believed,<br />But I&rsquo;m left shattered, broken, deceived.<br /><br />[Outro]<br />So I&rsquo;ll shout to the storm, hoping you&#039;ll transform,<br />Love that won&rsquo;t heal, love that won&rsquo;t conform.<br />I&rsquo;m the bat with a soul, worn and scarred,<br />Still clinging to love that&rsquo;s tearing me apart.</div></span>","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'></span>","pools_count":1,"title":"My Eternal Anguish - 1. 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