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  "description": "Ages:\nSonic: 23\nShadow: 22\nBlack Doom: 50\nLexi: 53\nJules: 45\nAleena: 43\nScourge: 24\n\nAnd yes, this chapter has alot of flashbacks in them!\nBy the way, about the breastfeeding part, Shadow doesn't have breasts. It's just that hermaphrodites and cuntboys and all that are just as natural as male and females in that world. So cuntboys have a natural way of feeding their newborn, that does not mean that Shadow has breasts and suddenly turned into a girl.\n\nPlease place a comment down below and share me your thoughts about the current chapter or the story as a whole. I was really appreciate it. ^^\nI hope you will enjoy reading the story as much as I enjoy writing it. ^^\n\n[b]EDIT:[/b] Finally spell-checked",
  "description_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>Ages:<br />Sonic: 23<br />Shadow: 22<br />Black Doom: 50<br />Lexi: 53<br />Jules: 45<br />Aleena: 43<br />Scourge: 24<br /><br />And yes, this chapter has alot of flashbacks in them!<br />By the way, about the breastfeeding part, Shadow doesn&#039;t have breasts. It&#039;s just that hermaphrodites and cuntboys and all that are just as natural as male and females in that world. So cuntboys have a natural way of feeding their newborn, that does not mean that Shadow has breasts and suddenly turned into a girl.<br /><br />Please place a comment down below and share me your thoughts about the current chapter or the story as a whole. I was really appreciate it. ^^<br />I hope you will enjoy reading the story as much as I enjoy writing it. ^^<br /><br /><strong>EDIT:</strong> Finally spell-checked</span>",
  "writing": "[center][b][u]A Way Out: Chapter 4[/u][/b][/center]\n\n[b][u]Flashback (Shadow's POV)[/u][/b]\n\nI had been doing it for two weeks now. Doing Scourge's bidding and having sex with complete strangers just so he wouldn't send that video to my parents.\nI hated it. It was taking a toll on me. I felt filthy and used. No matter how many times I washed myself, I still felt dirty. I hated feeling that way. I hated what Scourge was doing to me, but I was too much of a coward to stand up to him.\nBecause I was affraid of my parents watching that video.\nBecause I was affraid of them thinking differently about me because of it.\nI was sitting in my father's office, counting the last seconds away as I my work here in the company would be over in a few more minutes. My heart always started beating in fear whenever the end of the day neared, because that meant that I needed to go to the bordello.\nI shifted uncomfortably in my seat as my father watched me. Lately I always left work without telling my parents, so they would think that I had some extra work to do. But they were starting to notice that I was acting strange.\n\"Shadow, you're going to have to tell me or your mother what's wrong someday. You used to be just fine in your first month, but lately you have been accomplishing less and less and we need to know why.\" My father said.\nHe was sitting opposite to me, watching me and waiting for me to start talking. But I couldn't tell him or mother. Of course, he didn't know that.\nMy father sighed as I was staying quiet. He looked at the clock and noticed that day was here was nearing it's end.\n\"Shadow, go home. Your mother and I still have some work to take care of.\" He said. I didn't let him tell me that twice as I stood up from the chair and left his office.\nI went to my own office and tried to take my time to gather my stuff as slowly as I possibly could, but it didn't take long before I walked out of the building. And soon enough I was standing in front of the 'Desires Of Mobius'. I wasn't inside yet, but I already felt disgusted.\nI took a deep breath and swallowed what little was left of my pride before entering. I tried to avoid looking anyone in the eye as I made it to the backroom and dressed into something a bit more provocative.\nWith all prostitutes working here, there wasn't all that much I could choose from. So I chose for the outfit that covered the most of my body, which was a skimpy school uniform. I had to wear a uniform when I went to high school, but it wasn't anywhere near this kind of clothing.\nWith that behind me, I left the backroom and went to the bar, planning on staying unnoticable in the background for as long as I could. But of course, it didn't take long before someone had noticed me. I hadn't even been sitting for a moment when I already felt arms wrapping themselves around my waist.\n\"You're new here, aren't you? How about a little bit of fun?\" Someone whispered the question into my ear as he pressed his chest against mine.\n\"I.. I'm... Sure.\" I could try to argue back and keep this guy off of me, but than Scourge would send my parents that video, something that I could not allow.\nThe man took my arm as he pulled me to the hallway and into one of the unoccupied private rooms. As soon as the door was closed behind us, his hands began to roam my body. One hand was groping my chest while the other ran over my thigh and up my skirt to stroke in a more private area.\n\"Oh God, I've been wanting to do this ever since I had seen you for the first time.\" The man said as he kissed my neck and feverishly tried to get me out of my clothes. He was already hard and his bulge was already pushing against my butt.\nI blushed out of shame as my ears flattened against my skull.\nI knew this man.\nHe was a grey wolf, one of my father's employees.\nOnce he had pulled the shirt, skirt any other clothing article except for the stockings, off of my body and pushed me down on the bed. His body quickly came to lie on mine and used his weight to keep me pinned and unable to get away.\n\"No... No... I have second thoughts, I don't want this!\" I stated as I tried to push him off of me when he forced my legs apart and grinded his crotch against my lower lips.\nThe wolf didn't listen to me, he just kept rubbing and pressing his body against mine. He then unzipped his pants and revealed his erection. He was desperate to have sex with me and didn't waste time pushing his erection into me.\n\"No! Stop! Pull out!\" I said as I felt him push his manhood fully inside me.\nBut knowing that it was already too late, I kept quiet and let him have his way with me.\nThe man moved to sit on his knees and  lifted my hips as he feverishly pulled out and pushed back in again. His thrusting was rough and desperate. He had been itching for this for weeks now.\n\"Oh God. Ever since I had first seen you at work, I've been wanting to do this. But under your father's watchful eyes, I never got the chance to take you, ravish you. But now I can violate you to my heart's content.\" The man moaned and groaned as he thrusted in and out of me.\nMy hand held tightly onto the covers while my other arm was covering my eyes as I didn't want to see what was happening.\n\"I knew you were a whore. I knew it from the very first moment I saw you in your office.\" He stated through his gasps. He was incredibly horny, I could already feel his knot pushing up against my lower lips, trying to get inside.\n\"Look at me. I want you to watch as I abuse your cunt. You better hope I won't use you too much, otherwise people will complain about how loose you've already become.\" He growled in ecstacy as he kep slamming his hips wildly against mine and tore my arm away from my face to make me watch.\n\"Shut up.\" I moaned in pain as I was forced to watch his manhood stretch me again and again.\nThe pain wasn't the only thing I had felt coursing through my system. My body was betraying me and actually started to feel pleasure from this man's treatment.\n'What is this?! What is this feeling?!' I mentally yelled at myself as the pleasure and pain were quickly building up.\n\"You're feeling it too, aren't you? I can see that you're climax is coming. And it's coming fast, isn't it? You filthy slut.\" The man said as he kept thrusting harder and deeper into me.\nI was blushing madly in shame as I felt his throbbing manhood rubbing against my inner walls. He was right, though. He was making my climax come very quickly. With every single time his tip pushed up against my cervix, my orgasm came closer and closer.\nIt didn't take long before I was already on edge.\n\"Ah! Ah! Please! Stop! This isn't pleasurable!\" I yelled out loud, even though it wasn't meant for my father's employee. I was only trying to convince myself.\nHe only had to thrust once or twice before I already felt myself coming. My body tensed up and my entrance tightening around the member.\nThe wolf smirked, this was what he had been waiting for. He wasted no more time and pushed his knot inside, stretching me as wide as I could ever be as he came inside me. My eyes rolled back as my body tensed and shook with the feeling of his semen filling my womb to the brim.\n\"No... No...\" I whined as tears started to cascade down from my eyes when my orgasm began to fade away and I was able to think clearly again.\nI looked back at our joined lower bodies and saw that his thick knot had been forced completely inside of me, thin lines of blood running down my fur from my own vagina.\n\"Pull out. Please, pull out.\" I requested and moved my hips to get him out of me, but it only served to hurt me even more. So I just stayed still and allowed his thick cum to continue pouring inside of me.\nIt wasn't until it was all stuck in my womb that his knot went down and allowed him to pull out of me. He finally let go of me and I let my body lie limp on the matrass.\nThe wolf sat back and smirked, satisfied with his work.\n\"So? How did it feel to take a real man's cock? A whole lot different than your father's, right?\" He chuckled.\n\"Don't insult... my father.\" I muttered when I got a bit of courage to talk back to this rapist. It didn't matter if he paid for me or not, he had just verbally admitted that he had been longing to rape me.\n\"Still loyal to him? Don't worry, I have all night to change your mind.\" He said as he made me roll over on my stomach before lying down on top of me and wrapping his hand around his erection to push the tip threateningly against my abused womanhood.\nI pushed my face into my pillow and hoped that I would pass out before he could take advantage of me for the rest of the night.\n\nThe next morning, I was sitting at the table in the diningroom, trying to eat my breakfast. Well, I wasn't exactly eating, I was actually just stirring my spoon around in my bowl until my parents decided to show up.\n\"Good morning, Honey, slept well?\" My mother greeted me with a smile as she pecked with her lips on top of my head before walking to her seat. If she hadn't done that, than I wouldn't have noticed her arrival or that of my father's.\n\"I think the answer to that question is quite obvious.\" My father said as he noticed the dark bags underneath my eyes from the lack of sleep and sat down on his chair.\n\"It's fine. Last night I just stayed up a bit too late.\" I said before they could ask, completely leaving behind the part that I was raped all night by one of their employees. One who apparently had been waiting for the chance to do so for weeks already.\n\"Take better care of yourself, Shadow. You know that sleep is important.\" Father said before starting on his own breakfast.\n\"I will, father.\" I said and took my own first bite of the day.\n\nEver since I was forced to start my second job, I felt like the R.Corp and my home were the only places where I could feel safe because I had people around me who cared for me. But after what happened yesterday, I didn't feel so safe anymore.\nSo I decided to think that the only way to feel safe there now, was to stick around my parents for as long as I could. Even when the meeting was over, I still stayed in the room together with my parents as they finished a few things up, trying to come up with the most silliest of things to try and stay near them.\n\"You know, mother, it's nice weather outside.\" I said.\n\"Yes, very nice, Honey.\" My mother said as she gathered her stuff so she could go to her office.\n\"It's warm too.\"\n\"Yes, that is true.\"\n\"Maybe we can go somewhere this weekend. we have some time off, don't we?\"\n\"Sounds like a good idea.\"\n\"Maybe we can-\"\n\"Shadow, I hate to interrupt, but we should focus on our work and talk about vacation later after work. So why don't you go ahead to your office. I need to lock this room when I leave.\" My father said as he took his briefcase off of the table.\n\"You're right, father. I'll see you at lunchbreak.\" I said as I took my papers and pen and held them against my chest as I left the briefingroom and made my way to the office.\nI used the elevator to get a few floors higher and walked to my office, only to see that my office was already open. The door was standing open on a small crack. I looked around, but didn't see all that many other people in this current corridor.\nCarefully I pushed the door open and looked inside, but it was empty for as far as I could see. I slowly made my way inside, fear had made its way into my mind, but it wasn't until I turned around to close the door, that my suspicions were confirmed.\n\"I had been wondering when you would finally come, whore.\" The wolf from yesterday said with a smirk as he pushed the door closed and approached me, making me back away from him.\n\"Get out...\" I told him as I walked backwards and hit the glass of the window behind me.\n\"Why should I? Especially now that I have the chance to fuck you for free. Or perhaps you're too sore from last night?\" He said as he stood over me, trying to intimidate me. And after all that I've been through these past two weeks and with my selfworth dwindling by the second, it wasn't such a challenge to intimidate me.\n\"J-Just get out! Get out of my sight!\" I demanded and tried to push this man off of me.\n\"Listen here, bitch, you're a prostitute! It's your job to pleasure your customers and that's exactly what you're going to do.\" The wolf said, pushing me against the enforced glass and pressed his body against mine to keep me from getting away.\n\"No, I'm not! Get off of me!\" I yelled and tried to push him off of me. And while my fear gave me some strength, it wasn't enough to get this brute off of me.\nHe took my chin with a harsh grip, and pressed his lips against mine, forcing his tongue into my mouth and forcing me to make out with him. I managed to land a punch on his cheek and break out of the physical contact.\nBut it was only enough to faze him for just a couple of moments before he became enraged and wrapped one hand around my throat while the other went down to my crotch and tried to push two of his fingers inside, even though two layers of fabric were in the way.\n\"Stay quiet and I might make this bearable for you.\" He said as he cut off my air supply. I couldn't answer, the only thing close to a sound that came from my lips was a gasp for air.\nHis hand moved up from my throat and grasped my jaw to move my head out of the way as he began to kiss the side of my throat.\n\"You can't do this! Not here!\" I yelled as he continued to force himself onto me. And when he tried to push his fingers inside and tried to rubbing me, I decided that enough was enough.\n\"Security!\" I yelled at the top of my lungs as I wanted nothing more than a guard to come and take this bastard off of me, but someone different came, took the man's collar and pulled him away from me before delivering a punch right on his nose, making the wolf tumble down to the ground.\n\"Father?\" I muttered as I watched my father stand before me, shielding me from a man who was just a few moments away from raping me again. He got back up and received another punch in the face before being pinned up against the wall.\n\"You sick bastard! How dare you do this to my son!\" My father growled in rage as he kept him pinned against the wall, his arm up to the man's throat to keep him from getting away. He might be reaching his fifties, but he was still strong as hell. Or perhaps it was the rage of the very thought that somebody tried to defile his son that fed his strength.\nSecurity came barging in next and took it over from my father, who straightened his suit out and mentally tried to calm his anger while my mother came running inside and capture me in a protective embrace, she must've been the one to alert security of what was going on.\n\"How dare I? I was only taking advantage of him for the filthy whore that he is.\" The wolf said with a smirk.\n\"Take that filth to the police before I lose my temper again.\" My father growled, his fist tightening when he heard the insult.\n\"Are you okay?\" My mother asked, cupping my cheeks into her hands. I nodded and she hugged me again.\nWorry started to fill me. Weither I liked to admit it or not, my parents were close to discovering my dark secret. Just how much longer was I going to be able to keep this hidden from them?\n\n[b][u]Flashback Ends (Sonic's POV)[/u][/b]\n\nShadow woke up from a restless sleep, drenched in cold sweat. He had been reliving another memory again and was glad to have finally woken up.\nAfter some sleep, Shadow had regained some strength and used it to sit up. But it was then that he noticed something. Where was his son?\n\"Silver? Silver?!\" Shadow called for the child, even though the child himself was unable to speak. His mother was starting to panic as he couldn't see his son anywhere, not even in the crib that stood next to the bed.\n\"Oh no... No, this can't be happening!\" Shadow stated as he pushed himself up from the bed and ran towards to the door but found himself stuck to an infusion. He didn't think twice before taking it and ripping it out of his arm before running out of the room and almost running head first into me.\n\"Shadow!\" I called his name louder than I should have as he had startled me.\n\"Silver! Oh, he's not gone.\" Shadow said with a breath of relief as he saw Silver restlessly squirming and crying.\n\"Of course not. He woke me up in the middle of the night with his crying and I got worried so I went to find a doctor. They gave me the wise advice to wake you up so you could breastfeed him. A nurse is coming to help you along the way.\" I said and walked back inside with him.\n\"I see.\" He said as walked back to the bed and lied down, his panic having faded away completely, leaving him tired again.\nThe nurse came quickly, just like I said she would and gently took Silver from my arms and handed him to his mother. I contemplated Shadow behaviour from just a few seconds earlier as I watched the nurse instruct him about the right technique to feed the baby and giving him some tips to make the experience healthier for him.\nShadow looked pretty scared when I ran into him. Did he think that I had taken off with the kid? Just shows how little trust he still has in me.\nOnce Silver was properly fed, the nurse hooked Shadow back up to the infusion and left, leaving the two of us alone. Silver was once more sleeping peacefully in the crib. Shadow watched him with a slight smile. This had been the first time he had ever fed a child before.\n\"This is the first time, isn't it? That you fed one of them?\" I dared to ask, despites how sensitive of a topic this was too him. Shadow nodded in reply before speaking.\n\"It felt exactly the same way I had always imagined it to feel.\" He said, gaze practically permanently glued to our infant.\nIt felt good to know that he felt at least a bit better now, but there was also something else I wanted to talk about.\n\"Did you have a nightmare?\" I asked when I noticed that his fur was drenched in drying sweat. Shadow nodded.\n\"I was dreaming about my second week working in Scourge's club. One of my father's employees came to the club and... raped me, I guessed.\" Shadow muttered the last part, not sure if he was really raped or not. It wasn't consensual, but since it was his job to pleasure other people, he didn't know if it was right to call that rape.\n\"Did you like it?\" I asked.\n\"No.\"\n\"Than it was rape.\" I answered his question for him.\nShadow nodded, thankfull for clearing that up for him.\n\"He had used me all throughout the night and when I went to my office the next day, he was there waiting for me as he wanted more. I called for help and my father came running to my rescue.\" Shadow finished and laughed a little. The laugh was forced, but it did show that Shadow appreciated his father helping him like that.\nBut something still wasn't clear to me.\n\"But what happened afterwards, though? I mean, you've been doing this for three years now and yet your parents are nowhere to be found.\" I said.\nMy words had touched him as it seemed like the reality of his parents being no part of his life anymore hit him like a ton of bricks once again.\nHe looked down at his hand and began to fumble with the blanket.\n\"Well, I need tell you someday, don't I?\" He said after a while as he decided to tell me the story behind his loneliness.\n\n[b][u]Flashback (Shadow's POV)[/u][/b]\n\nI had gotten scared after that man had tried to rape me in my own office. Mother and father could well understand that I would need a few days off to come to terms with this. But when they noticed that I was still acting the same as before, they seemed to be alarmed by my behaviour.\n\"How are you doing, Shadow? Are you feeling better?\" My father asked as during dinner after swallowing a bite.\nMother took a pause form her meal aswell as she wanted to ear what I was going to say.\n\"I'm fine.\" I said and took another bite.\nI was lying, of course. And no matter how much it hurt to be lying to my own parents, I couldn't stop myself. I was scared to death to tell my own mother and father the truth. How do you tell a couple that their 19-years-old son was a prostitute and had sex with multiple strangers on a daily basis for the past two weeks behind their backs?\n\"Honey, you know you can tell us anything, right? Has this man tried to do this before?\" Mother asked, wanting to know if that wolf from before had tried to rape me before or already had succeeded in it a couple of times and that was the reason why I was acting so strange lately.\nI contemplated her question. Father and mother clearly didn't believe the ex-employees words of me being a whore, but it did make them think that he had been using me like that and that concerned them greatly.\nFor a moment I actually thought about telling them the whole story. About reuniting with Rouge, confronting Scourge, getting raped and recorded, being blakmailed and forced to prostitute myself. But than fear clouded my mind and heart again and I quickly decided against the better option of telling my parents and bear with my horrible secret a while longer.\n\"I'm going to sleep, I'm tired. Good night, mother and father.\" I said and left the diningroom.\nMy parents both lost their appetite instantly. It was clear to them their child was troubled and yet they were unable to do a thing if that child was refusing to tell them anything.\n\n\"What?\" I asked in fear and disgust as I stood in Scourge's office in the 'Desires Of Mobius'. When I came to... work... today, he immediatly called me to his office, saying that he had a 'great' idea to make use of me.\nBut it was the most horrible thing I could ever imagine.\n\"Don't look so surprised. Look at those hips of yours! They're just beggin' to be impregnated!\" Scourge stated with a smirk.\nI looked away in embarrassment and wrapped my arms around his waist, feeling uncomfortable after that statement.\nMy first heat was coming up and his insane plan was to get me to stay with one guy and let him impregnate me. That way Scourge could blackmail him into paying him money whenever he wanted some extra cash.\n\"I... I don't care! I can't let you do that!\" I argued back to him. I didn't want the child from some stranger, I wanted a child from my future lover. A child needs both of its parents in its life, it needs both rolemodels, not just one.\nScourge sighed as he did not immediatly get what he wanted.\n\"I guess I'll just hafta send that video af-\"\n\"No, please don't!\" I yelled before he even had the chance to get to his computer.\nScourge smirked, knowing that he had won.\n\"The guy is waitin' for ya outside of the club. You're goin' home with him and you're gonna stay with 'im for at least a month. And when ya come back and you're not pregnant or pregnant of a different guy, I swear, there'll be hell to pay. Now get outta here!\" Scourge yelled and I did what I was told.\nThere was no backing out of it now.\nAnd as soon as I left the club, there was indeed someone waiting for me.\nSomeone who had taken me from my home for a whole month.\nI was overjoyed to be home with my parents again when I was finally released.\nBut how was I ever going to explain that I had gotten pregnant?\n\nMy parents were furious when I had come home after dissapearing for four whole weeks. They were asking me what had happened, why I wasn't answering any of their calls, why I never let them know where I had been.\nThey asked me so many question and I could answer none of them.\nI was barely even listening. My mind was to preoccupied with worrying over the child that could be growing inside of me now.\nWhat was I going to do with it?\nWere mother and father going to accept both of us?\nWere they going to abandon us?\nI had many questions myself and no one to answer them.\n\"Go to your room!\" My father had gotten in a bad mood since I was being unresponsive and got frustrated by it.\nI couldn't blame him. I had been gone for one whole month and instead of providing them the answers they deserves, I was giving them the silent treatment as I could not come up with a plausible lie.\nSo I did as I was told and silently made my way to my room, not wanting to enrage them any more.\n\nThe next morning, my parents were still mad at me, although, they had calmed down considerably since yesterday night. Both weren't all that keen on starting a conversation. And when breakfast over, father and I made our way to the company. Mother needed to stay behind as she wasn't feeling well. It had quickly become winter, so it was only natural that she would get sick.\nI hadn't been feeling all that good lately either. And although, I knew where it came from, I wanted to believe that it was just a sickness, like mother had.\nThe first thing on the agenda for today was a meeting, but that had to be moved to tonight and so I resumed my work in my office. But it was difficult to stay focussed when my mind kept wandering to my belly and the possibility that I could be pregnant right now.\nScourge was so cruel.\nHe took my first time and had someone else pay him to take my first heat and pregnancy aswell.\nThat bastard.\nI still needed to make sure though. So as soon as lunchbreak arrived, I made my way to the nearest pharmacy and bought a pregnancy test.\nThe shopowner had winked at me and wished me good luck, thinking that conceiving this child had been a consensual process between two young lovers.\nShe couldn't have been more wrong.\nWhen I got back to the company, I immediatly made my way to the bathroom and read the instructions of the test. I probably should've waited until I had gotten home or to the club before performing this test, but I just couldn't wait any longer, I had to know the truth.\nPositive had never been so negative before in my entire life.\nI spend the rest of the day insulting myself for being an idiotic coward and brooding over the current situation and what I could possibly do. But my mind was so clouded by fear and sadness that I couldn't think straight and come up with a solution for my problem.\nBefore I know it, the meeting had already arrived, the last item to be fullfilled for today. I was ready to just go home, drop down on my bed, fall asleep and never wake up again, but I still had a shift to do at the bordello.\nThe meeting wasn't at all interesting to me. I barely participated in it, something that was completely different to the first month I worked here in my parents' company. It was noticable that I was out of it, but nobody paid me all that much attention. Unlike my father, who couldn't help but let his eyes wander back to me every few seconds. He felt insulted by that as I just kept staring at of the window.\nAnd when the meeting was over and everyone had left, my father decided to bring it up.\n\"What was that all about?\" He asked, holding tightly on the handle of his briefcase.\nIt took a second or two before I realised that he was talking to me.\n\"I'm sorry, I'm just tired.\" I said, which was the truth for once.\nI gathered my stuff and stood up, but suddenly got dizzy as result of the morning sickness. All of my stuff fell from my hands and landed onto the table and onto the floor.\nNoticing that I wasn't feeling too good, my father decided to leave it at that and bring my behaviour up some other time, but when he helped me get my stuff back together and got his hands on a small white stick, he quickly changed his mind.\nHis eyes narrowed when he saw the plus sign on it.\nI was so tired, I hadn't even noticed he held the pregnancy test in his hand until he decided to speak.\n\"Weeks ago the technician had noticed that you surfed to a porn site in your office. After that you just dissapear after work to godknows where and you act strange around us. Then one of my ex-employees tried to take advantage of you, claiming that you're a... whore... There is money hidden in your room, you dissapear for a whole month and now you're pregnant...\" I could feel the tension in the grow along with the intensity of his voice.\nFather was furious. Absolutely furious.\n\"You're a prostitute, aren't you?\" He finally said with a bitter tone, his fists clenching and shaking in rage.\nMy heart came to a stop. My worst fear has come true. My father discovered my secret.\n\"Shadow Robotnik?\" Father was trying to hold himself back. He was trying all he could to hold himself back. But he was on the very verge of exploding.\nMy ears flattened and I slowly turned around to face him. My papers and documents were pressed against my chest, as if they could serve for protection. My father had never been the person to resort to violence easily, but when he got as furious as this, there was no way in telling what he would do next.\nI slowly nodded, hoping that being truthfull could serve has a way to calm him a little, but confirming his thoughts was the last straw.\nAll of my items fell to the floor. I barely even saw his hand coming down on me and slapping me across my cheek. The sound was somehow deafening to me. And no pain I had felt so far could compare to someone dear to me hurting me.\nI stared at my father in shock, not knowing what to do or what to say.\n\"How dare you?! Didn't your mother and I learn you anything?! Have we not learned you to respect yourself?! Didn't we learn you to do better?! How dare you go out at night and prostitute yourself to complete strangers! What's wrong with you?! Are you not realising what this can do to you? To your family?! And to top it all of without any sort of birth control or protection?! Are you absolutely mad?!\" He yelled at me at the top of his lungs and threw the pregnancy test at my face.\n\"Are you staying quiet?! You don't think that your mother and I deserve an explanation?! You spoiled ungrateful brat!! I'm ashamed to even call you my son! Get out of my sight! I don't want to look at you!\" He continued to rage on me and I ran out of the briefingroom as fast as I possibly could.\nI couldn't see it anymore, but my father held a hand against his forehead in regret, knowing that he let his temper get the better of him.\n\nDevastation. That was all I could feel.\nI wandered the streets. I should be going to the club, but I couldn't bring myself to take a bus there. Instead I just wandered around the streets, trying to ignore the cold and the snow as I had forgotten to bring my coat along with me.\nI didn't know what to do.\nMy father had just found out that I was a prostitute and that I was pregnant of a stranger and he disowned me for it.\nThe stinging on my cheek was nothing compared to the pain my heart felt. It was hurting so badly, I felt like I could fall down to the ground any moment now.\nI didn't know what to do. I wanted some sort of direction, some sort of instruction telling me what to do.\nI was completely lost.\nI shivered. It was so cold. I knew that this wasn't healthy, especially not for the baby, but where could I go? Could I still try to go home?\nThere was a phonebooth up ahead.\nThat's it.\nI could still call my mother to ask her to come home.\nI ran over to the phonebooth. I quickly inserted a part of what little money I had in my pocket to contact my mother and dailed her number.\nSobbing and sniffing was to be heard from the other end of the line.\nMy mother had been crying.\n\"Who is this?\" She asked as she had not recognised the number.\n\"Mother? It's me, Shadow. Can I-\"\n\"Is it true?\" She immediatly asked, interupting me as I was about to request if I could return home.\n\"Shadow, is it true?\" She repeated as I had not been able to answer. She had the same tone as her husband, only with a hint of sadness.\nI didn't know what to do. Should I tell her? Should I lie and tell her that father is crazy? No, I couldn't get myself to ever do that.\n\"Yes.\" My voice was soft and scared. But still loud enough to be heard by my mother. Damnit, my eyes were tearing up again. I was so afraid. I was on the verge of losing my parents when I needed them the most.\nIt was quiet.\n\"Mother? Are you still there?\" I asked as I was starting to think that she had hung up.\nAnother silent pause.\n\"How could you do this to yourself? To us? Don't you have any shame? How could throw all that hard work away? how could you lower yourself like that?\" I was asked.\n\"Shadow, please answer me!\" Mother demanded her questions to be answered.\n\"I...I.. I can't.\" I answered.\nEven though my parents were furious at me for prostituting myself, I still couldn't bring myself to tell them that I was raped and blackmailed.\nFor some reason I just couldn't.\n\"Don't come home.\"\nShe hung up the phone.\n\"Mother... Mother! Mom.... No! Please, mother! You can't leave me! Not now!\" I yelled into the phone even though the line had already ended.\nMy hand let go of the phone as I fell to the concreet ground and cried. I used to be confident and strong. But after Scourge raping me, blackmailing me, making me get raped by multiple strangers daily for the past six weeks in the form of prostitution, forced to get pregnant for the first time and my own parents disowning me and abandoning me, I was broken, a wreck.\nI had nothing left anymore.\nNow I had no other choice but to work for Scourge if I wanted to survive. And no matter how much I wanted nothing more to just give up, with an innocant child now growing inside of me, I had no other choice.\n\n[b][u]Flashback Ends (Sonic's POV)[/u][/b]\n\n\"My parents aren't bad people, though. They learned me alot of wisdom and spend alot of precious time raising me in what they felt was the best possible way.\" Shadow had an absent look in his eyes as he told another part of his story. But even when he finished, the look didn't dissapear. As if he was still stuck inside the memory.\n\"Shadow?\" I called his name and he looked up to me. He forced a smile on his muzzle as tears were gathering in the corners of his eyes again.\n\"Can you hold me?\" The request was simple, but it still showed how much he needed a hug.\nHe had been broken three years ago, but had not been fixed. He fell into an endlessly deep hole with no bottom and until now he hadn't been able to hold onto the wall to climb back out.\nI pushed myself up from the chair and sat down on the side of the bed. Shadow let his head rest on my chest as I wrapped my arms around him and stroked his quills. He let his tears fall, but he didn't sob.\nThe sadness the memory brought along was tearing him apart on the inside once again, but now that he had a child to take care off, he couldn't allow it to get to him. So he let himself go for just a moment, so he could be stronger when our child needed him to be.\n\n\"I'm not coming home with you?\" Shadow asked in confusion as he held Silver against his chest. The child just had been fed and was being lulled back to sleep.\n\"No, I thought I told you that before. It was the reason why we went to check out mom's bakery remember? I don't want Scourge to try and get you back now that you've given birth. Apparently he doesn't keep all that much information about his customers, so he shouldn't know where I live, but I don't want to take any chances. That's why you'll stay with mom and dad for a while.\" I explained and chuckled lightly as I watched Silver yawn and try to hide himself in his mother's chest.\n\"Oh, that's right, you did say that. Sorry, I forgot.\" He said as he softly stroked over Silver's soft quills, putting some of the stray quills back in place.\n\"It's fine, you have alot on your mind.\" I said, understanding that he would forget one or two things with all that he was being confronted by lately.\n\"You do too, though.\" He reasoned with me, telling me that both of us had alot to think about lately. Which was true. Especially with Silver's birth.\n\"That's true. But hey, we'll get through it.\" I said and Shadow nodded as an answer. Now that he had finally realised that he wasn't going to prostitute himself anymore and was allowed to take care of his son, he believed that anything was still possible.\n\"So I guess this means that we should start on the guestroom, huh?\" Jules, my dad, said as he leant against the wall.\n\"Of course, Jules, Shadow and Silver are supposed to stay somewhere, aren't they?\" My mom stated.\n\"I guess.\" Dad said. He was acting a little indifferent, but I knew that he was happy inside. He did become a grandfather just a day ago, after all.\n\"But going home will have to wait for a couple of days. Silver and I will be stuck here for a while, or at least until Carthoff allows us to go.\" Shadow said as he leant back against this pillow, Silver was still sound asleep against his chest.\n\"Which will probably be a while.\" I sighed. A normal person probably wanted nothing more than to enjoy their freedom while it still lasted, but I just wanted Shadow and Silver to be safe and sound at home.\nIn the hospital practically anyone could just enter as they please and visit whoever they wanted. Scourge could just come walsing right through this door and force Shadow into giving up his kid again and coming back to the 'Desires Of Mobius' with him. Right now, Shadow doesn't have the strength to resist anything.\n\"How so? I'm sure it'll only be a few days.\" Shadow responded.\n\"Have you looked at yourself lately, Shad? It wasn't so obvious with your belly, but without it, one can easily notice how skinny you are. It's definitely not the worst case, but you will definitely need to take better care of yourself from now on.\" I explained.\n\"Especially now that you have Silver depending on you.\" My mom backed me up. She thought that Shadow was a bit on the thin side aswell. Which was surprising with him having been pregnant practically three times in a row.\n\"I will.\" Shadow said. He seemed surprised. As if he had just now realised that his health was a bit of a risk here.\n\"Well, now that that's settled, how about we talk about something else for a change.\" My dad said as he pushed himself up straight from the wall.\n\"Like what?\" I asked, curious to know what he was planning on bringing up.\n\"Back in the bakery, you and mommy over there were talking about Doom having planned something for our bussiness. What was it?\" He asked.\n\"Father has heard alot about the quality of the food you and Aleena make from an employee and received a loaf of bread for us to try out. It was delicious so he wanted to give you an offer. The bakery would gain more popularity and profits, while my parents' company would make more profits. It was supposed to be a victory for us all.\" Shadow explained, it was obvious that he had practically grown up along with the company.\n\"Than why didn't he go for it?\" Dad asked. Mom seemed curious aswell. A deal with such a big company, could only mean good news for them and the bakery.\n\"Because father thought it was too much of a risk. Alot of money would've been needed to be spend. If it were to go downhill, that could make us lose alot of our earnings.\" Shadow finished his explanation.\nDad huffed and leant back against the wall. He was displeased with the fact that Black Doom had just passed their opportunity up just because it was too much of a risk. Of course, you couldn't blame Doom for being careful with the deals he wanted to make, but that didn't mean that we weren't dissapointed.\nIt stayed silent for a while, until my dad had made a decision and shared it with the rest of us.\n\"It's decided then.\" Dad suddenly said out of nowhere.\n\"Decided? What was decided?\" Mom asked, she was just as clueless as I was.\n\"I don't think father will still want to make that deal. It's been a couple of years already.\" Shadow said, knowing what my dad was planning on doing. It wasn't until Shadow had decided to speak that mom and I knew what dad had been talking about.\n\"You're going to visit Doom? Is that really such a wise idea, Jules?\" Mom asked. She felt a bit uncomfortable for anyone of us to go to the Robotnik Corporation because she felt a bit guilty for not telling Shadow's parents where he was, despites them abandoning him and making sure that their son knew they wanted nothing to do with him anymore.\nShadow could tell me all he wanted to try and make up for what his parents had done, but a mother and father who just left their child to its fate, weren't people worthy to be called 'parents' in my eyes.\nOf course, the child himself didn't want to see it that way. Because he believed that he had been in the wrong.\n\"Aleena, if what Shadow said is true, than this can only mean a good deal for us. So it's worth a try, right? Don't worry, I'll be back soon enough.\" Dad reassured mom before leaving the room.\nMom and I watched him go, but Shadow was instead keeping himself busy with Silver.\n\nA couple of hours later, mom had decided to hitch a ride with Sonia since dad wasn't back yet. Silver was sleeping soundlessly in his crib and Shadow had taken his example and snuggled underneath the covers before falling asleep.\nI wouldn't be missed for a while, so I had decided to go to the cafeteria to get me something to eat because I was starving. But when I entered, food suddenly became less important when I noticed my dad sitting there at a table.\nHe looked troubled.",
  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'><div class='align_center'><strong><span class='underline'>A Way Out: Chapter 4</span></strong></div><br /><br /><strong><span class='underline'>Flashback (Shadow&#039;s POV)</span></strong><br /><br />I had been doing it for two weeks now. Doing Scourge&#039;s bidding and having sex with complete strangers just so he wouldn&#039;t send that video to my parents.<br />I hated it. It was taking a toll on me. I felt filthy and used. No matter how many times I washed myself, I still felt dirty. I hated feeling that way. I hated what Scourge was doing to me, but I was too much of a coward to stand up to him.<br />Because I was affraid of my parents watching that video.<br />Because I was affraid of them thinking differently about me because of it.<br />I was sitting in my father&#039;s office, counting the last seconds away as I my work here in the company would be over in a few more minutes. My heart always started beating in fear whenever the end of the day neared, because that meant that I needed to go to the bordello.<br />I shifted uncomfortably in my seat as my father watched me. Lately I always left work without telling my parents, so they would think that I had some extra work to do. But they were starting to notice that I was acting strange.<br />&quot;Shadow, you&#039;re going to have to tell me or your mother what&#039;s wrong someday. You used to be just fine in your first month, but lately you have been accomplishing less and less and we need to know why.&quot; My father said.<br />He was sitting opposite to me, watching me and waiting for me to start talking. But I couldn&#039;t tell him or mother. Of course, he didn&#039;t know that.<br />My father sighed as I was staying quiet. He looked at the clock and noticed that day was here was nearing it&#039;s end.<br />&quot;Shadow, go home. Your mother and I still have some work to take care of.&quot; He said. I didn&#039;t let him tell me that twice as I stood up from the chair and left his office.<br />I went to my own office and tried to take my time to gather my stuff as slowly as I possibly could, but it didn&#039;t take long before I walked out of the building. And soon enough I was standing in front of the &#039;Desires Of Mobius&#039;. I wasn&#039;t inside yet, but I already felt disgusted.<br />I took a deep breath and swallowed what little was left of my pride before entering. I tried to avoid looking anyone in the eye as I made it to the backroom and dressed into something a bit more provocative.<br />With all prostitutes working here, there wasn&#039;t all that much I could choose from. So I chose for the outfit that covered the most of my body, which was a skimpy school uniform. I had to wear a uniform when I went to high school, but it wasn&#039;t anywhere near this kind of clothing.<br />With that behind me, I left the backroom and went to the bar, planning on staying unnoticable in the background for as long as I could. But of course, it didn&#039;t take long before someone had noticed me. I hadn&#039;t even been sitting for a moment when I already felt arms wrapping themselves around my waist.<br />&quot;You&#039;re new here, aren&#039;t you? How about a little bit of fun?&quot; Someone whispered the question into my ear as he pressed his chest against mine.<br />&quot;I.. I&#039;m... Sure.&quot; I could try to argue back and keep this guy off of me, but than Scourge would send my parents that video, something that I could not allow.<br />The man took my arm as he pulled me to the hallway and into one of the unoccupied private rooms. As soon as the door was closed behind us, his hands began to roam my body. One hand was groping my chest while the other ran over my thigh and up my skirt to stroke in a more private area.<br />&quot;Oh God, I&#039;ve been wanting to do this ever since I had seen you for the first time.&quot; The man said as he kissed my neck and feverishly tried to get me out of my clothes. He was already hard and his bulge was already pushing against my butt.<br />I blushed out of shame as my ears flattened against my skull.<br />I knew this man.<br />He was a grey wolf, one of my father&#039;s employees.<br />Once he had pulled the shirt, skirt any other clothing article except for the stockings, off of my body and pushed me down on the bed. His body quickly came to lie on mine and used his weight to keep me pinned and unable to get away.<br />&quot;No... No... I have second thoughts, I don&#039;t want this!&quot; I stated as I tried to push him off of me when he forced my legs apart and grinded his crotch against my lower lips.<br />The wolf didn&#039;t listen to me, he just kept rubbing and pressing his body against mine. He then unzipped his pants and revealed his erection. He was desperate to have sex with me and didn&#039;t waste time pushing his erection into me.<br />&quot;No! Stop! Pull out!&quot; I said as I felt him push his manhood fully inside me.<br />But knowing that it was already too late, I kept quiet and let him have his way with me.<br />The man moved to sit on his knees and&nbsp;&nbsp;lifted my hips as he feverishly pulled out and pushed back in again. His thrusting was rough and desperate. He had been itching for this for weeks now.<br />&quot;Oh God. Ever since I had first seen you at work, I&#039;ve been wanting to do this. But under your father&#039;s watchful eyes, I never got the chance to take you, ravish you. But now I can violate you to my heart&#039;s content.&quot; The man moaned and groaned as he thrusted in and out of me.<br />My hand held tightly onto the covers while my other arm was covering my eyes as I didn&#039;t want to see what was happening.<br />&quot;I knew you were a whore. I knew it from the very first moment I saw you in your office.&quot; He stated through his gasps. He was incredibly horny, I could already feel his knot pushing up against my lower lips, trying to get inside.<br />&quot;Look at me. I want you to watch as I abuse your cunt. You better hope I won&#039;t use you too much, otherwise people will complain about how loose you&#039;ve already become.&quot; He growled in ecstacy as he kep slamming his hips wildly against mine and tore my arm away from my face to make me watch.<br />&quot;Shut up.&quot; I moaned in pain as I was forced to watch his manhood stretch me again and again.<br />The pain wasn&#039;t the only thing I had felt coursing through my system. My body was betraying me and actually started to feel pleasure from this man&#039;s treatment.<br />&#039;What is this?! What is this feeling?!&#039; I mentally yelled at myself as the pleasure and pain were quickly building up.<br />&quot;You&#039;re feeling it too, aren&#039;t you? I can see that you&#039;re climax is coming. And it&#039;s coming fast, isn&#039;t it? You filthy slut.&quot; The man said as he kept thrusting harder and deeper into me.<br />I was blushing madly in shame as I felt his throbbing manhood rubbing against my inner walls. He was right, though. He was making my climax come very quickly. With every single time his tip pushed up against my cervix, my orgasm came closer and closer.<br />It didn&#039;t take long before I was already on edge.<br />&quot;Ah! Ah! Please! Stop! This isn&#039;t pleasurable!&quot; I yelled out loud, even though it wasn&#039;t meant for my father&#039;s employee. I was only trying to convince myself.<br />He only had to thrust once or twice before I already felt myself coming. My body tensed up and my entrance tightening around the member.<br />The wolf smirked, this was what he had been waiting for. He wasted no more time and pushed his knot inside, stretching me as wide as I could ever be as he came inside me. My eyes rolled back as my body tensed and shook with the feeling of his semen filling my womb to the brim.<br />&quot;No... No...&quot; I whined as tears started to cascade down from my eyes when my orgasm began to fade away and I was able to think clearly again.<br />I looked back at our joined lower bodies and saw that his thick knot had been forced completely inside of me, thin lines of blood running down my fur from my own vagina.<br />&quot;Pull out. Please, pull out.&quot; I requested and moved my hips to get him out of me, but it only served to hurt me even more. So I just stayed still and allowed his thick cum to continue pouring inside of me.<br />It wasn&#039;t until it was all stuck in my womb that his knot went down and allowed him to pull out of me. He finally let go of me and I let my body lie limp on the matrass.<br />The wolf sat back and smirked, satisfied with his work.<br />&quot;So? How did it feel to take a real man&#039;s cock? A whole lot different than your father&#039;s, right?&quot; He chuckled.<br />&quot;Don&#039;t insult... my father.&quot; I muttered when I got a bit of courage to talk back to this rapist. It didn&#039;t matter if he paid for me or not, he had just verbally admitted that he had been longing to rape me.<br />&quot;Still loyal to him? Don&#039;t worry, I have all night to change your mind.&quot; He said as he made me roll over on my stomach before lying down on top of me and wrapping his hand around his erection to push the tip threateningly against my abused womanhood.<br />I pushed my face into my pillow and hoped that I would pass out before he could take advantage of me for the rest of the night.<br /><br />The next morning, I was sitting at the table in the diningroom, trying to eat my breakfast. Well, I wasn&#039;t exactly eating, I was actually just stirring my spoon around in my bowl until my parents decided to show up.<br />&quot;Good morning, Honey, slept well?&quot; My mother greeted me with a smile as she pecked with her lips on top of my head before walking to her seat. If she hadn&#039;t done that, than I wouldn&#039;t have noticed her arrival or that of my father&#039;s.<br />&quot;I think the answer to that question is quite obvious.&quot; My father said as he noticed the dark bags underneath my eyes from the lack of sleep and sat down on his chair.<br />&quot;It&#039;s fine. Last night I just stayed up a bit too late.&quot; I said before they could ask, completely leaving behind the part that I was raped all night by one of their employees. One who apparently had been waiting for the chance to do so for weeks already.<br />&quot;Take better care of yourself, Shadow. You know that sleep is important.&quot; Father said before starting on his own breakfast.<br />&quot;I will, father.&quot; I said and took my own first bite of the day.<br /><br />Ever since I was forced to start my second job, I felt like the R.Corp and my home were the only places where I could feel safe because I had people around me who cared for me. But after what happened yesterday, I didn&#039;t feel so safe anymore.<br />So I decided to think that the only way to feel safe there now, was to stick around my parents for as long as I could. Even when the meeting was over, I still stayed in the room together with my parents as they finished a few things up, trying to come up with the most silliest of things to try and stay near them.<br />&quot;You know, mother, it&#039;s nice weather outside.&quot; I said.<br />&quot;Yes, very nice, Honey.&quot; My mother said as she gathered her stuff so she could go to her office.<br />&quot;It&#039;s warm too.&quot;<br />&quot;Yes, that is true.&quot;<br />&quot;Maybe we can go somewhere this weekend. we have some time off, don&#039;t we?&quot;<br />&quot;Sounds like a good idea.&quot;<br />&quot;Maybe we can-&quot;<br />&quot;Shadow, I hate to interrupt, but we should focus on our work and talk about vacation later after work. So why don&#039;t you go ahead to your office. I need to lock this room when I leave.&quot; My father said as he took his briefcase off of the table.<br />&quot;You&#039;re right, father. I&#039;ll see you at lunchbreak.&quot; I said as I took my papers and pen and held them against my chest as I left the briefingroom and made my way to the office.<br />I used the elevator to get a few floors higher and walked to my office, only to see that my office was already open. The door was standing open on a small crack. I looked around, but didn&#039;t see all that many other people in this current corridor.<br />Carefully I pushed the door open and looked inside, but it was empty for as far as I could see. I slowly made my way inside, fear had made its way into my mind, but it wasn&#039;t until I turned around to close the door, that my suspicions were confirmed.<br />&quot;I had been wondering when you would finally come, whore.&quot; The wolf from yesterday said with a smirk as he pushed the door closed and approached me, making me back away from him.<br />&quot;Get out...&quot; I told him as I walked backwards and hit the glass of the window behind me.<br />&quot;Why should I? Especially now that I have the chance to fuck you for free. Or perhaps you&#039;re too sore from last night?&quot; He said as he stood over me, trying to intimidate me. And after all that I&#039;ve been through these past two weeks and with my selfworth dwindling by the second, it wasn&#039;t such a challenge to intimidate me.<br />&quot;J-Just get out! Get out of my sight!&quot; I demanded and tried to push this man off of me.<br />&quot;Listen here, bitch, you&#039;re a prostitute! It&#039;s your job to pleasure your customers and that&#039;s exactly what you&#039;re going to do.&quot; The wolf said, pushing me against the enforced glass and pressed his body against mine to keep me from getting away.<br />&quot;No, I&#039;m not! Get off of me!&quot; I yelled and tried to push him off of me. And while my fear gave me some strength, it wasn&#039;t enough to get this brute off of me.<br />He took my chin with a harsh grip, and pressed his lips against mine, forcing his tongue into my mouth and forcing me to make out with him. I managed to land a punch on his cheek and break out of the physical contact.<br />But it was only enough to faze him for just a couple of moments before he became enraged and wrapped one hand around my throat while the other went down to my crotch and tried to push two of his fingers inside, even though two layers of fabric were in the way.<br />&quot;Stay quiet and I might make this bearable for you.&quot; He said as he cut off my air supply. I couldn&#039;t answer, the only thing close to a sound that came from my lips was a gasp for air.<br />His hand moved up from my throat and grasped my jaw to move my head out of the way as he began to kiss the side of my throat.<br />&quot;You can&#039;t do this! Not here!&quot; I yelled as he continued to force himself onto me. And when he tried to push his fingers inside and tried to rubbing me, I decided that enough was enough.<br />&quot;Security!&quot; I yelled at the top of my lungs as I wanted nothing more than a guard to come and take this bastard off of me, but someone different came, took the man&#039;s collar and pulled him away from me before delivering a punch right on his nose, making the wolf tumble down to the ground.<br />&quot;Father?&quot; I muttered as I watched my father stand before me, shielding me from a man who was just a few moments away from raping me again. He got back up and received another punch in the face before being pinned up against the wall.<br />&quot;You sick bastard! How dare you do this to my son!&quot; My father growled in rage as he kept him pinned against the wall, his arm up to the man&#039;s throat to keep him from getting away. He might be reaching his fifties, but he was still strong as hell. Or perhaps it was the rage of the very thought that somebody tried to defile his son that fed his strength.<br />Security came barging in next and took it over from my father, who straightened his suit out and mentally tried to calm his anger while my mother came running inside and capture me in a protective embrace, she must&#039;ve been the one to alert security of what was going on.<br />&quot;How dare I? I was only taking advantage of him for the filthy whore that he is.&quot; The wolf said with a smirk.<br />&quot;Take that filth to the police before I lose my temper again.&quot; My father growled, his fist tightening when he heard the insult.<br />&quot;Are you okay?&quot; My mother asked, cupping my cheeks into her hands. I nodded and she hugged me again.<br />Worry started to fill me. Weither I liked to admit it or not, my parents were close to discovering my dark secret. Just how much longer was I going to be able to keep this hidden from them?<br /><br /><strong><span class='underline'>Flashback Ends (Sonic&#039;s POV)</span></strong><br /><br />Shadow woke up from a restless sleep, drenched in cold sweat. He had been reliving another memory again and was glad to have finally woken up.<br />After some sleep, Shadow had regained some strength and used it to sit up. But it was then that he noticed something. Where was his son?<br />&quot;Silver? Silver?!&quot; Shadow called for the child, even though the child himself was unable to speak. His mother was starting to panic as he couldn&#039;t see his son anywhere, not even in the crib that stood next to the bed.<br />&quot;Oh no... No, this can&#039;t be happening!&quot; Shadow stated as he pushed himself up from the bed and ran towards to the door but found himself stuck to an infusion. He didn&#039;t think twice before taking it and ripping it out of his arm before running out of the room and almost running head first into me.<br />&quot;Shadow!&quot; I called his name louder than I should have as he had startled me.<br />&quot;Silver! Oh, he&#039;s not gone.&quot; Shadow said with a breath of relief as he saw Silver restlessly squirming and crying.<br />&quot;Of course not. He woke me up in the middle of the night with his crying and I got worried so I went to find a doctor. They gave me the wise advice to wake you up so you could breastfeed him. A nurse is coming to help you along the way.&quot; I said and walked back inside with him.<br />&quot;I see.&quot; He said as walked back to the bed and lied down, his panic having faded away completely, leaving him tired again.<br />The nurse came quickly, just like I said she would and gently took Silver from my arms and handed him to his mother. I contemplated Shadow behaviour from just a few seconds earlier as I watched the nurse instruct him about the right technique to feed the baby and giving him some tips to make the experience healthier for him.<br />Shadow looked pretty scared when I ran into him. Did he think that I had taken off with the kid? Just shows how little trust he still has in me.<br />Once Silver was properly fed, the nurse hooked Shadow back up to the infusion and left, leaving the two of us alone. Silver was once more sleeping peacefully in the crib. Shadow watched him with a slight smile. This had been the first time he had ever fed a child before.<br />&quot;This is the first time, isn&#039;t it? That you fed one of them?&quot; I dared to ask, despites how sensitive of a topic this was too him. Shadow nodded in reply before speaking.<br />&quot;It felt exactly the same way I had always imagined it to feel.&quot; He said, gaze practically permanently glued to our infant.<br />It felt good to know that he felt at least a bit better now, but there was also something else I wanted to talk about.<br />&quot;Did you have a nightmare?&quot; I asked when I noticed that his fur was drenched in drying sweat. Shadow nodded.<br />&quot;I was dreaming about my second week working in Scourge&#039;s club. One of my father&#039;s employees came to the club and... raped me, I guessed.&quot; Shadow muttered the last part, not sure if he was really raped or not. It wasn&#039;t consensual, but since it was his job to pleasure other people, he didn&#039;t know if it was right to call that rape.<br />&quot;Did you like it?&quot; I asked.<br />&quot;No.&quot;<br />&quot;Than it was rape.&quot; I answered his question for him.<br />Shadow nodded, thankfull for clearing that up for him.<br />&quot;He had used me all throughout the night and when I went to my office the next day, he was there waiting for me as he wanted more. I called for help and my father came running to my rescue.&quot; Shadow finished and laughed a little. The laugh was forced, but it did show that Shadow appreciated his father helping him like that.<br />But something still wasn&#039;t clear to me.<br />&quot;But what happened afterwards, though? I mean, you&#039;ve been doing this for three years now and yet your parents are nowhere to be found.&quot; I said.<br />My words had touched him as it seemed like the reality of his parents being no part of his life anymore hit him like a ton of bricks once again.<br />He looked down at his hand and began to fumble with the blanket.<br />&quot;Well, I need tell you someday, don&#039;t I?&quot; He said after a while as he decided to tell me the story behind his loneliness.<br /><br /><strong><span class='underline'>Flashback (Shadow&#039;s POV)</span></strong><br /><br />I had gotten scared after that man had tried to rape me in my own office. Mother and father could well understand that I would need a few days off to come to terms with this. But when they noticed that I was still acting the same as before, they seemed to be alarmed by my behaviour.<br />&quot;How are you doing, Shadow? Are you feeling better?&quot; My father asked as during dinner after swallowing a bite.<br />Mother took a pause form her meal aswell as she wanted to ear what I was going to say.<br />&quot;I&#039;m fine.&quot; I said and took another bite.<br />I was lying, of course. And no matter how much it hurt to be lying to my own parents, I couldn&#039;t stop myself. I was scared to death to tell my own mother and father the truth. How do you tell a couple that their 19-years-old son was a prostitute and had sex with multiple strangers on a daily basis for the past two weeks behind their backs?<br />&quot;Honey, you know you can tell us anything, right? Has this man tried to do this before?&quot; Mother asked, wanting to know if that wolf from before had tried to rape me before or already had succeeded in it a couple of times and that was the reason why I was acting so strange lately.<br />I contemplated her question. Father and mother clearly didn&#039;t believe the ex-employees words of me being a whore, but it did make them think that he had been using me like that and that concerned them greatly.<br />For a moment I actually thought about telling them the whole story. About reuniting with Rouge, confronting Scourge, getting raped and recorded, being blakmailed and forced to prostitute myself. But than fear clouded my mind and heart again and I quickly decided against the better option of telling my parents and bear with my horrible secret a while longer.<br />&quot;I&#039;m going to sleep, I&#039;m tired. Good night, mother and father.&quot; I said and left the diningroom.<br />My parents both lost their appetite instantly. It was clear to them their child was troubled and yet they were unable to do a thing if that child was refusing to tell them anything.<br /><br />&quot;What?&quot; I asked in fear and disgust as I stood in Scourge&#039;s office in the &#039;Desires Of Mobius&#039;. When I came to... work... today, he immediatly called me to his office, saying that he had a &#039;great&#039; idea to make use of me.<br />But it was the most horrible thing I could ever imagine.<br />&quot;Don&#039;t look so surprised. Look at those hips of yours! They&#039;re just beggin&#039; to be impregnated!&quot; Scourge stated with a smirk.<br />I looked away in embarrassment and wrapped my arms around his waist, feeling uncomfortable after that statement.<br />My first heat was coming up and his insane plan was to get me to stay with one guy and let him impregnate me. That way Scourge could blackmail him into paying him money whenever he wanted some extra cash.<br />&quot;I... I don&#039;t care! I can&#039;t let you do that!&quot; I argued back to him. I didn&#039;t want the child from some stranger, I wanted a child from my future lover. A child needs both of its parents in its life, it needs both rolemodels, not just one.<br />Scourge sighed as he did not immediatly get what he wanted.<br />&quot;I guess I&#039;ll just hafta send that video af-&quot;<br />&quot;No, please don&#039;t!&quot; I yelled before he even had the chance to get to his computer.<br />Scourge smirked, knowing that he had won.<br />&quot;The guy is waitin&#039; for ya outside of the club. You&#039;re goin&#039; home with him and you&#039;re gonna stay with &#039;im for at least a month. And when ya come back and you&#039;re not pregnant or pregnant of a different guy, I swear, there&#039;ll be hell to pay. Now get outta here!&quot; Scourge yelled and I did what I was told.<br />There was no backing out of it now.<br />And as soon as I left the club, there was indeed someone waiting for me.<br />Someone who had taken me from my home for a whole month.<br />I was overjoyed to be home with my parents again when I was finally released.<br />But how was I ever going to explain that I had gotten pregnant?<br /><br />My parents were furious when I had come home after dissapearing for four whole weeks. They were asking me what had happened, why I wasn&#039;t answering any of their calls, why I never let them know where I had been.<br />They asked me so many question and I could answer none of them.<br />I was barely even listening. My mind was to preoccupied with worrying over the child that could be growing inside of me now.<br />What was I going to do with it?<br />Were mother and father going to accept both of us?<br />Were they going to abandon us?<br />I had many questions myself and no one to answer them.<br />&quot;Go to your room!&quot; My father had gotten in a bad mood since I was being unresponsive and got frustrated by it.<br />I couldn&#039;t blame him. I had been gone for one whole month and instead of providing them the answers they deserves, I was giving them the silent treatment as I could not come up with a plausible lie.<br />So I did as I was told and silently made my way to my room, not wanting to enrage them any more.<br /><br />The next morning, my parents were still mad at me, although, they had calmed down considerably since yesterday night. Both weren&#039;t all that keen on starting a conversation. And when breakfast over, father and I made our way to the company. Mother needed to stay behind as she wasn&#039;t feeling well. It had quickly become winter, so it was only natural that she would get sick.<br />I hadn&#039;t been feeling all that good lately either. And although, I knew where it came from, I wanted to believe that it was just a sickness, like mother had.<br />The first thing on the agenda for today was a meeting, but that had to be moved to tonight and so I resumed my work in my office. But it was difficult to stay focussed when my mind kept wandering to my belly and the possibility that I could be pregnant right now.<br />Scourge was so cruel.<br />He took my first time and had someone else pay him to take my first heat and pregnancy aswell.<br />That bastard.<br />I still needed to make sure though. So as soon as lunchbreak arrived, I made my way to the nearest pharmacy and bought a pregnancy test.<br />The shopowner had winked at me and wished me good luck, thinking that conceiving this child had been a consensual process between two young lovers.<br />She couldn&#039;t have been more wrong.<br />When I got back to the company, I immediatly made my way to the bathroom and read the instructions of the test. I probably should&#039;ve waited until I had gotten home or to the club before performing this test, but I just couldn&#039;t wait any longer, I had to know the truth.<br />Positive had never been so negative before in my entire life.<br />I spend the rest of the day insulting myself for being an idiotic coward and brooding over the current situation and what I could possibly do. But my mind was so clouded by fear and sadness that I couldn&#039;t think straight and come up with a solution for my problem.<br />Before I know it, the meeting had already arrived, the last item to be fullfilled for today. I was ready to just go home, drop down on my bed, fall asleep and never wake up again, but I still had a shift to do at the bordello.<br />The meeting wasn&#039;t at all interesting to me. I barely participated in it, something that was completely different to the first month I worked here in my parents&#039; company. It was noticable that I was out of it, but nobody paid me all that much attention. Unlike my father, who couldn&#039;t help but let his eyes wander back to me every few seconds. He felt insulted by that as I just kept staring at of the window.<br />And when the meeting was over and everyone had left, my father decided to bring it up.<br />&quot;What was that all about?&quot; He asked, holding tightly on the handle of his briefcase.<br />It took a second or two before I realised that he was talking to me.<br />&quot;I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;m just tired.&quot; I said, which was the truth for once.<br />I gathered my stuff and stood up, but suddenly got dizzy as result of the morning sickness. All of my stuff fell from my hands and landed onto the table and onto the floor.<br />Noticing that I wasn&#039;t feeling too good, my father decided to leave it at that and bring my behaviour up some other time, but when he helped me get my stuff back together and got his hands on a small white stick, he quickly changed his mind.<br />His eyes narrowed when he saw the plus sign on it.<br />I was so tired, I hadn&#039;t even noticed he held the pregnancy test in his hand until he decided to speak.<br />&quot;Weeks ago the technician had noticed that you surfed to a porn site in your office. After that you just dissapear after work to godknows where and you act strange around us. Then one of my ex-employees tried to take advantage of you, claiming that you&#039;re a... whore... There is money hidden in your room, you dissapear for a whole month and now you&#039;re pregnant...&quot; I could feel the tension in the grow along with the intensity of his voice.<br />Father was furious. Absolutely furious.<br />&quot;You&#039;re a prostitute, aren&#039;t you?&quot; He finally said with a bitter tone, his fists clenching and shaking in rage.<br />My heart came to a stop. My worst fear has come true. My father discovered my secret.<br />&quot;Shadow Robotnik?&quot; Father was trying to hold himself back. He was trying all he could to hold himself back. But he was on the very verge of exploding.<br />My ears flattened and I slowly turned around to face him. My papers and documents were pressed against my chest, as if they could serve for protection. My father had never been the person to resort to violence easily, but when he got as furious as this, there was no way in telling what he would do next.<br />I slowly nodded, hoping that being truthfull could serve has a way to calm him a little, but confirming his thoughts was the last straw.<br />All of my items fell to the floor. I barely even saw his hand coming down on me and slapping me across my cheek. The sound was somehow deafening to me. And no pain I had felt so far could compare to someone dear to me hurting me.<br />I stared at my father in shock, not knowing what to do or what to say.<br />&quot;How dare you?! Didn&#039;t your mother and I learn you anything?! Have we not learned you to respect yourself?! Didn&#039;t we learn you to do better?! How dare you go out at night and prostitute yourself to complete strangers! What&#039;s wrong with you?! Are you not realising what this can do to you? To your family?! And to top it all of without any sort of birth control or protection?! Are you absolutely mad?!&quot; He yelled at me at the top of his lungs and threw the pregnancy test at my face.<br />&quot;Are you staying quiet?! You don&#039;t think that your mother and I deserve an explanation?! You spoiled ungrateful brat!! I&#039;m ashamed to even call you my son! Get out of my sight! I don&#039;t want to look at you!&quot; He continued to rage on me and I ran out of the briefingroom as fast as I possibly could.<br />I couldn&#039;t see it anymore, but my father held a hand against his forehead in regret, knowing that he let his temper get the better of him.<br /><br />Devastation. That was all I could feel.<br />I wandered the streets. I should be going to the club, but I couldn&#039;t bring myself to take a bus there. Instead I just wandered around the streets, trying to ignore the cold and the snow as I had forgotten to bring my coat along with me.<br />I didn&#039;t know what to do.<br />My father had just found out that I was a prostitute and that I was pregnant of a stranger and he disowned me for it.<br />The stinging on my cheek was nothing compared to the pain my heart felt. It was hurting so badly, I felt like I could fall down to the ground any moment now.<br />I didn&#039;t know what to do. I wanted some sort of direction, some sort of instruction telling me what to do.<br />I was completely lost.<br />I shivered. It was so cold. I knew that this wasn&#039;t healthy, especially not for the baby, but where could I go? Could I still try to go home?<br />There was a phonebooth up ahead.<br />That&#039;s it.<br />I could still call my mother to ask her to come home.<br />I ran over to the phonebooth. I quickly inserted a part of what little money I had in my pocket to contact my mother and dailed her number.<br />Sobbing and sniffing was to be heard from the other end of the line.<br />My mother had been crying.<br />&quot;Who is this?&quot; She asked as she had not recognised the number.<br />&quot;Mother? It&#039;s me, Shadow. Can I-&quot;<br />&quot;Is it true?&quot; She immediatly asked, interupting me as I was about to request if I could return home.<br />&quot;Shadow, is it true?&quot; She repeated as I had not been able to answer. She had the same tone as her husband, only with a hint of sadness.<br />I didn&#039;t know what to do. Should I tell her? Should I lie and tell her that father is crazy? No, I couldn&#039;t get myself to ever do that.<br />&quot;Yes.&quot; My voice was soft and scared. But still loud enough to be heard by my mother. Damnit, my eyes were tearing up again. I was so afraid. I was on the verge of losing my parents when I needed them the most.<br />It was quiet.<br />&quot;Mother? Are you still there?&quot; I asked as I was starting to think that she had hung up.<br />Another silent pause.<br />&quot;How could you do this to yourself? To us? Don&#039;t you have any shame? How could throw all that hard work away? how could you lower yourself like that?&quot; I was asked.<br />&quot;Shadow, please answer me!&quot; Mother demanded her questions to be answered.<br />&quot;I...I.. I can&#039;t.&quot; I answered.<br />Even though my parents were furious at me for prostituting myself, I still couldn&#039;t bring myself to tell them that I was raped and blackmailed.<br />For some reason I just couldn&#039;t.<br />&quot;Don&#039;t come home.&quot;<br />She hung up the phone.<br />&quot;Mother... Mother! Mom.... No! Please, mother! You can&#039;t leave me! Not now!&quot; I yelled into the phone even though the line had already ended.<br />My hand let go of the phone as I fell to the concreet ground and cried. I used to be confident and strong. But after Scourge raping me, blackmailing me, making me get raped by multiple strangers daily for the past six weeks in the form of prostitution, forced to get pregnant for the first time and my own parents disowning me and abandoning me, I was broken, a wreck.<br />I had nothing left anymore.<br />Now I had no other choice but to work for Scourge if I wanted to survive. And no matter how much I wanted nothing more to just give up, with an innocant child now growing inside of me, I had no other choice.<br /><br /><strong><span class='underline'>Flashback Ends (Sonic&#039;s POV)</span></strong><br /><br />&quot;My parents aren&#039;t bad people, though. They learned me alot of wisdom and spend alot of precious time raising me in what they felt was the best possible way.&quot; Shadow had an absent look in his eyes as he told another part of his story. But even when he finished, the look didn&#039;t dissapear. As if he was still stuck inside the memory.<br />&quot;Shadow?&quot; I called his name and he looked up to me. He forced a smile on his muzzle as tears were gathering in the corners of his eyes again.<br />&quot;Can you hold me?&quot; The request was simple, but it still showed how much he needed a hug.<br />He had been broken three years ago, but had not been fixed. He fell into an endlessly deep hole with no bottom and until now he hadn&#039;t been able to hold onto the wall to climb back out.<br />I pushed myself up from the chair and sat down on the side of the bed. Shadow let his head rest on my chest as I wrapped my arms around him and stroked his quills. He let his tears fall, but he didn&#039;t sob.<br />The sadness the memory brought along was tearing him apart on the inside once again, but now that he had a child to take care off, he couldn&#039;t allow it to get to him. So he let himself go for just a moment, so he could be stronger when our child needed him to be.<br /><br />&quot;I&#039;m not coming home with you?&quot; Shadow asked in confusion as he held Silver against his chest. The child just had been fed and was being lulled back to sleep.<br />&quot;No, I thought I told you that before. It was the reason why we went to check out mom&#039;s bakery remember? I don&#039;t want Scourge to try and get you back now that you&#039;ve given birth. Apparently he doesn&#039;t keep all that much information about his customers, so he shouldn&#039;t know where I live, but I don&#039;t want to take any chances. That&#039;s why you&#039;ll stay with mom and dad for a while.&quot; I explained and chuckled lightly as I watched Silver yawn and try to hide himself in his mother&#039;s chest.<br />&quot;Oh, that&#039;s right, you did say that. Sorry, I forgot.&quot; He said as he softly stroked over Silver&#039;s soft quills, putting some of the stray quills back in place.<br />&quot;It&#039;s fine, you have alot on your mind.&quot; I said, understanding that he would forget one or two things with all that he was being confronted by lately.<br />&quot;You do too, though.&quot; He reasoned with me, telling me that both of us had alot to think about lately. Which was true. Especially with Silver&#039;s birth.<br />&quot;That&#039;s true. But hey, we&#039;ll get through it.&quot; I said and Shadow nodded as an answer. Now that he had finally realised that he wasn&#039;t going to prostitute himself anymore and was allowed to take care of his son, he believed that anything was still possible.<br />&quot;So I guess this means that we should start on the guestroom, huh?&quot; Jules, my dad, said as he leant against the wall.<br />&quot;Of course, Jules, Shadow and Silver are supposed to stay somewhere, aren&#039;t they?&quot; My mom stated.<br />&quot;I guess.&quot; Dad said. He was acting a little indifferent, but I knew that he was happy inside. He did become a grandfather just a day ago, after all.<br />&quot;But going home will have to wait for a couple of days. Silver and I will be stuck here for a while, or at least until Carthoff allows us to go.&quot; Shadow said as he leant back against this pillow, Silver was still sound asleep against his chest.<br />&quot;Which will probably be a while.&quot; I sighed. A normal person probably wanted nothing more than to enjoy their freedom while it still lasted, but I just wanted Shadow and Silver to be safe and sound at home.<br />In the hospital practically anyone could just enter as they please and visit whoever they wanted. Scourge could just come walsing right through this door and force Shadow into giving up his kid again and coming back to the &#039;Desires Of Mobius&#039; with him. Right now, Shadow doesn&#039;t have the strength to resist anything.<br />&quot;How so? I&#039;m sure it&#039;ll only be a few days.&quot; Shadow responded.<br />&quot;Have you looked at yourself lately, Shad? It wasn&#039;t so obvious with your belly, but without it, one can easily notice how skinny you are. It&#039;s definitely not the worst case, but you will definitely need to take better care of yourself from now on.&quot; I explained.<br />&quot;Especially now that you have Silver depending on you.&quot; My mom backed me up. She thought that Shadow was a bit on the thin side aswell. Which was surprising with him having been pregnant practically three times in a row.<br />&quot;I will.&quot; Shadow said. He seemed surprised. As if he had just now realised that his health was a bit of a risk here.<br />&quot;Well, now that that&#039;s settled, how about we talk about something else for a change.&quot; My dad said as he pushed himself up straight from the wall.<br />&quot;Like what?&quot; I asked, curious to know what he was planning on bringing up.<br />&quot;Back in the bakery, you and mommy over there were talking about Doom having planned something for our bussiness. What was it?&quot; He asked.<br />&quot;Father has heard alot about the quality of the food you and Aleena make from an employee and received a loaf of bread for us to try out. It was delicious so he wanted to give you an offer. The bakery would gain more popularity and profits, while my parents&#039; company would make more profits. It was supposed to be a victory for us all.&quot; Shadow explained, it was obvious that he had practically grown up along with the company.<br />&quot;Than why didn&#039;t he go for it?&quot; Dad asked. Mom seemed curious aswell. A deal with such a big company, could only mean good news for them and the bakery.<br />&quot;Because father thought it was too much of a risk. Alot of money would&#039;ve been needed to be spend. If it were to go downhill, that could make us lose alot of our earnings.&quot; Shadow finished his explanation.<br />Dad huffed and leant back against the wall. He was displeased with the fact that Black Doom had just passed their opportunity up just because it was too much of a risk. Of course, you couldn&#039;t blame Doom for being careful with the deals he wanted to make, but that didn&#039;t mean that we weren&#039;t dissapointed.<br />It stayed silent for a while, until my dad had made a decision and shared it with the rest of us.<br />&quot;It&#039;s decided then.&quot; Dad suddenly said out of nowhere.<br />&quot;Decided? What was decided?&quot; Mom asked, she was just as clueless as I was.<br />&quot;I don&#039;t think father will still want to make that deal. It&#039;s been a couple of years already.&quot; Shadow said, knowing what my dad was planning on doing. It wasn&#039;t until Shadow had decided to speak that mom and I knew what dad had been talking about.<br />&quot;You&#039;re going to visit Doom? Is that really such a wise idea, Jules?&quot; Mom asked. She felt a bit uncomfortable for anyone of us to go to the Robotnik Corporation because she felt a bit guilty for not telling Shadow&#039;s parents where he was, despites them abandoning him and making sure that their son knew they wanted nothing to do with him anymore.<br />Shadow could tell me all he wanted to try and make up for what his parents had done, but a mother and father who just left their child to its fate, weren&#039;t people worthy to be called &#039;parents&#039; in my eyes.<br />Of course, the child himself didn&#039;t want to see it that way. Because he believed that he had been in the wrong.<br />&quot;Aleena, if what Shadow said is true, than this can only mean a good deal for us. So it&#039;s worth a try, right? Don&#039;t worry, I&#039;ll be back soon enough.&quot; Dad reassured mom before leaving the room.<br />Mom and I watched him go, but Shadow was instead keeping himself busy with Silver.<br /><br />A couple of hours later, mom had decided to hitch a ride with Sonia since dad wasn&#039;t back yet. Silver was sleeping soundlessly in his crib and Shadow had taken his example and snuggled underneath the covers before falling asleep.<br />I wouldn&#039;t be missed for a while, so I had decided to go to the cafeteria to get me something to eat because I was starving. But when I entered, food suddenly became less important when I noticed my dad sitting there at a table.<br />He looked troubled.</span>",
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