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This was a practice. Hopefully it wasn’t too choppy or weird to read. I’ll work on my writing skills later. Enjoy ┗(･ω･;)┛
[title is by ieuan.]",
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God, did she want to tear him apart for the divorce. \n\nWhen the sudden news of having to stay at Alfred’s house for a week was brought up, Shia went into a full rage mood and scolded her mother for such a ‘crazy’ act. Never has she ever wanted to ever stay at that guys house. That’s what she told her mother. \n\n-\n\n[i]“Now, Shia. He is your father. You shouldn’t be so aggressive towards him.”\n\n“He was the one who killed your SON, my BROTHER. Why would you let me stay with a murder?! He was the one who broke your HEART TOO!” Shia screamed at her mother.\n\n“Shia! It was never his fault for killing Shai!! It also wasn’t his fault for our marriage! He wasn’t fit to be a father figure AND he couldn’t take the pressure!”\n\n“So, he gave up!?” Shia replied.\n\n“No! He just needed some time to himself and think about everything that’s going on!” Yuki yelled back. 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Y’know, because I really care about her.”\n\n“Ohh, okay.”\n\n“Yeah, i chose her when they got a divorce,” she flickered a piece of hair out of her face and budged Jessy to give her some chocolate chip ice cream, “Didn’t want to stay with that low life loser, but here I am.”\n\nJessy snorted, but quickly understood, “Yeaah, but you can always come to my place during your time at your dad's place. I don’t mind and I don’t think my parents mind either.” Jessy gave her a spoonful of ice cream.\n\n“Thanks, Jes,” Shia responded to the ice cream and the offer, quickly giving a quick peck on her cheek, to which Jessy responded with a flushed face.\n\n“No problem, honey,” She devoured her spoonful of ice cream, “Wuv wou”\n\nShia smiled lovingly at that, “Heh, love you too.”\n\n-\n\nIt was starting to become windy once Shia made her way back to Alfred’s house. \n\nShe groaned in annoyance when Jessy’s parents didn’t allow her to spend the night. Saying that Jessy had to be somewhere tomorrow morning. It’s not like she was mad at them or anything, well, it half was, but she was more mad at the fact she had to go back to Alfred’s house and sleep. She could go to Peter’s house, but she didn’t want to walk all the way over there and have his parents, too, decline her. She didn’t want to chance it and kept on walking.\n\nOnce she was in front of the house and taking two steps up, she halted and gripped the wooden chipped rails that lead up to the house. Was she really going to go in and be greeted by her father? Or perhaps be met with an annoying sobbing mess? God she should have taken the route to spend the night at Peter’s. \n\nShe still had a chance, so when she turned on her heel until the door clicked and squeaked opened. \n\nShe froze and turned her head toward Alfred. \n\n“S..shia? 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As much as he tries, he’d always be in her face and try to talk to her. Annoy her. Even when he never had the intentions in the first place. It was just his existence. The only thing that would make her happy is if he was dead. But she wouldn’t say that to him, not when she knew her mother still very much cared about him.\n\nShe felt Alfred's hands slowly make their way to the front of her body. She froze. \n\n“Stop.” She forced out. A hint of panic and misery in her voice when she said that. She cursed at herself for that.\n\n“This, This is what I wanted to.. do,“ Alfred pressed himself behind her back. Now cupping her small breast with shaky hands and heavy breathing down her neck.\n\nShe could feel something hard pressed against — oh god. Shia felt numbed when he planted kisses on her back neck and felt his teeth gaze on it. Panic set in. She tried to do something in that situation. Like throw a punch or kick him in the shrine, but she felt stuck. She couldn’t move. The panicking became worse.\n\n“Stop, stop,” Shia repeated. Still trying to sound bold and threatening. She didn’t care if she was trying to keep in her harsh feelings in anymore, “I’ll fucking kill you.”\n\n“No, no- I only do this b…because.. because..” \n\n“Because what?” \n\n“Because.. I love you.”\n\n“No you don’t.”\n\n“Y-yes I..I do.. you’re m..my whole life.” The sentence sounded so innocent and sweet, but the situation they were in wasn’t such a pleasant comment. It only made Shias stomach twist into a knot.\n\nAlfred abruptly shoved his hand into Shia’s pants and brushed his fingertips outside of Shia’s panties. Shia made a sound that was close to a groan and a cry. She now desperately was trying to claw her way out of his grip, but it only grew tighter and tighter after a few attempts. He was strong for an old man.\n\nA lump grew in her throat that was way too hard to swallow and it made her oxygen level deceased. She was now trying to gasp for air.\n\n“What- what the f-fuck are you doing!?” She finally said something, though, it was a stutter when she felt him push her panties out of the way. Feeling him rubbed against her sensitive area, “I’m your fucking- daughter, what the fuck are y..you doing?!”\n\n“D..Don’t think think that way- just t..think I’m your girlfriend—“\n\n“Jessy isn’t fucking related to me, you sick fuck!” Shia squirmed in his grip, but only felt as if she was creating friction for Alfred’s crotch. Still, she kept trying to shove him out of the way.\n\nAlfred suddenly started slowly thrust his hips up in her ass. \n\nShia could feel her heart sink down to her feet. And she froze again (much to her dismay). She couldn’t believe this was happening to her. She finally could fight him without having to get told off by Yuki. She could use this as an excuse to beat his ass. But.. why was she just standing there? Letting him press up against her back and thrusting up into her. \n\nIt definitely made her angry that she would just let him do this to her. And on top of that, Alfred was trying to force an orgasm from her. \n\n“S..Shia, please.. understand that..that I do this,” Alfred huffed out when he slightly pushed his upper half of his body on her back so she’d slightly bend over, “that.. I love you..”\n\n[i]Please, just shut the fuck up.[/i] \n\n“I want this.. this t..to last, I love you..” \n\n[i]Oh my god, just fucking stop.[/i]\n\n“P..Please tell me you-you want it to last tooo….” He drew that last part out as if was enjoying this affair. Seemingly trying to get Shia to say something, anything. A moan, a whimper. A threat. Just anything at that moment. \n\nShia didn’t make any noises, she just couldn’t care less of what was happening to her and she just stopped working all together. Like a dead corpse that was numbed and limp to any touches that came her way. \n\n“Please please respond to me. Call me a fucking freak, call me anything you can spit out. I just want you to say anything, you’re so soft and precious and small. I love you, I only do this because I love you, more than Yuki. More than anyone in the whole world.” Alfred blurted out, enough for Shia to hear and understand.\n\nThose words circulated in Shia’s mind. She couldn’t help but feel like.. That she was the reason he was so tired in the mornings. That she was the one who made him feel attracted to her. Shia felt an ache reach across her entire throat when she thought about if it was her fault for their failed marriage. \n\nTears prickled at the corner of her eyes and they stinged badly. If it was her that got in the way of their marriage, then she just hurt her mother. The person she cared about the most. Something sharp stabbed through her heart. Guilt flared across her entire body and she wanted to vomit.\n\nNot only did she realize she’d hurt her mother, but her girlfriend too. Jessy..\n\nShe could end this right now and try to stop herself from hurting her mother and girlfriend, but she felt limp against his touches. Like a goddamn statue. She prayed that this was over, prayed to any god up there that would even listen to her. She just needed to wake up and know this was all just a bad dream. \n\nA sudden flicker in her panties sent a shock wave through her entire body. She jolted upward and bit down on her bottom lip like her life depended it on. She wasn’t going to make a sound, not wanting to indicate she wanted to do this again. Whatever sick thoughts Alfred had swirling around in his head, she knew he’d turn her undesirable noises into some sort of approval. He said so himself. Fucking disgusting bastard.\n\nShe continued to not say anything. Biting on anything in her mouth when Alfred kept rolling his fingertips against her. \n\nTo be honest, it felt good. His fingers felt much more bigger than what Jessy had to offer. Still, it doesn’t help with the situation she was in. \n\nShe could pretend it was Jessy though. She could go deep in her thoughts and pretend it was her girlfriend. Pretend that everything was okay and normal. Pretend it wasn’t the man who helped her mother bring her into this cruel, selfish world. Because everyone she ever met was cruel and selfish. Especially her own ex-father.\n\nAlfred suddenly groaned in her ear and nibbled at her neck. Instantly knew that he was close. She hoped he wouldn’t bite into her shoulders like the disgusting freak that he is. She wanted to say something about it, but knowing the fact that he’d want that just made her want to vomit more.\n\nHis hand began to speed up the way his hips sped up behind her. He began to tighten his grip around her body and breast. \n\nShe told herself that she wouldn’t make any noises, that she’d bite down on her own tongue if it was getting too much, even if it cut a deep slash that bled and had the unpleasant taste of iron. But the friction and the way his bulge brushed up against her vagina along with his fingers going in and out of her just really sent her over the edge. \n\nA sob erupted from her throat when she came.\n\nLooking down, she saw Alfred’s fingers covered in her juices. A second wave of guilt and shame flooded her entire body. \n\nBut the worst part of it all was the fact Alfred’s cum had seeped through his pants and onto her bottom back, and now part of her jacket was soaked a little bit. Even though she could wash it off in the washing machine he still had, she couldn't help but want to burn it into ashes. The jacket was ruined and she felt as if she couldn’t get it back..\n\nAs much as she wanted to tear Alfred apart and bang his head against the wall — she pulled up her panties along with her blue jeans, and tried to walk away as far away as possible from Alfred.\n\n“Shia, wait,” She stopped in her tracks.\n\n“Look.. I, p…please don’t tell a..anyone about this..” She could hear heavy footprints coming to her from behind, “This.. this’ll be o..our little secret … um … our little hang-out th..thing, ya’know?” Alfred wrapped his arms around her small frame and dug his face in her shoulders. Breathing in her scent.\n\nShe couldn’t face Alfred or talk to him. The ‘tough guy’ persona she had on warid off of her and she now felt small and helpless when he hovered over her. Hugging her gently behind. The bittersweet gestured really just made her sink deeper and deeper to the ground. \n\n[i]No.[/i] She would love to say, but would he be heart broken? Tell the truth out of rage and betrayal? She doesn’t want this again, of course, but what if he threatens to actually spill the news to Jessy? What they had going? What would Jessy say? And her mother? She couldn’t even fathom the thought process and just accept this is what she and her father would do whenever she’d see him. She can’t chance it. Who knows what they’d all say. \n\n“Fine, whatever,” She replied and clenched her fists.\n\n“R… really? I’m… glad.” Alfred placed a wet kiss on the right side of her neck. Damped and unwanted.\n\nThis was her chance to finally get the hell out of there. Once Alfred let her go, she started walking. Once he was out of sight, she bolted down the hallways and slammed and locked the door behind her. Barging it with her might until she could calm down. \n\nWhen she calmed, she immediately took off her clothes and put them in the basket she packed for laundry. Trying to change into a new set of clothes, she winced when her left side of her neck stung. She placed her hand over it and felt her soul leave her body. The outline of it felt as if it were a bite mark. \n\nQuickly going to the mirror in her room, she saw that it was. She panicked slightly but quickly found a rag and started to clean it. And hell she’ll go out to the bathroom and find bandages or rinse the rag down. She’ll just have to wait until morning to do so when Alfred is at work. She couldn’t help but think, when the fuck did he bite me?\n\nCompletely changed and halfly satisfied with the cleaned wound, she dropped dead on her bed and huddled the blankets over her. The room temperature was oddly cold enough for that. \n\nThe unwanted thought of Alfred barging in and wanting something more haunts her until she falls right to sleep. \n\nShe just hoped that the sun would rise from the mountains quickly, so all the bad things could go away",
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She always told herself; ‘it was his fault for his little brother's death and it was his fault for the divorce.’ Shia never liked her father, but it wasn't always like this.
Remembering faintly, when she was little, she always thought he was a hero in her eyes. How well they got along while driving back from her school, and even helping each other bake goodies. Those were her favorite memories of him. But they were nothing but good ol memories. Now, it was messy and painfully misunderstood. Misunderstood as in; Alfred doesn’t understand Shia’s mood swings or privacy of wanting to be left the fuck alone. Then the death, then the divorce. God, did she want to tear him apart for the divorce.
When the sudden news of having to stay at Alfred’s house for a week was brought up, Shia went into a full rage mood and scolded her mother for such a ‘crazy’ act. Never has she ever wanted to ever stay at that guys house. That’s what she told her mother.
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“Now, Shia. He is your father. You shouldn’t be so aggressive towards him.”
“He was the one who killed your SON, my BROTHER. Why would you let me stay with a murder?! He was the one who broke your HEART TOO!” Shia screamed at her mother.
“Shia! It was never his fault for killing Shai!! It also wasn’t his fault for our marriage! He wasn’t fit to be a father figure AND he couldn’t take the pressure!”
“So, he gave up!?” Shia replied.
“No! He just needed some time to himself and think about everything that’s going on!” Yuki yelled back. She sighed a deep sigh and gently put her right hand onto Shia’s left shoulder, “Look, Alfred just.. doesn’t… really understand himself that much. He’s still trying to firgure himself out.”
Shia couldn’t argue with her mother anymore and stormed off to her room. Too angry to even reply or take notice of her mothers yelling for her to come back to her.
Once she was in her room, she slammed the door and ran her fingers through her hair and felt the urge to punch through the wall or push off anything that was standing up on her dresser, drawer, or the book self she had. She wanted to yell and pull out her hair. Instead, she aggressively pulled out her suitcase she had stuffed under her bed and started to pack her shit for the stay. Knowing full well she doesn’t have any choice to get herself out of the situation she was in. She could run away for a while, but she cared about her mother for her to not stress over where she went. Yuki was the only person she cared about in this damn family. She didn’t want to lose her mother either.
Eventually, she was done packing whatever the fuck, and found a coping method for her anger; punching her fluffed up pillow multiple times and pretending it was Alfred’s face.
-
Once Shia was dropped off at the house she and her mother previously stayed at with Alfred, she mumbled slanders against Alfred when she walked up to the front door and knocked harshly. Trying to give off the vibe that she was not pleased with staying here with Alfred.
Alfred came opening the door and greeted Shia with a warm smile. She scoffed at it.
Unpacking her stuff in her old room and settling in, she walked right out and never warned Alfred of it. She didn’t care that Alfred would get worried or stressed over it. She hoped the old man would smoke enough weed to die a fatal death. Like a heart attack or something.
But, she could only hope.
-
Shia drank some juice and water Jessy gave to her.
While she was out stealing some drinks and candies from a store (I know, very vanilla) she came across Jessy and decided to spend her free time with her.
They spent the afternoon watching cheesy horror movies, cuddling, and even baking goodies together with their favorite music playing in the background. It was soothing to Shia after a stressful day.
“So, what’s gotten you so worked up?” Jessy grabbed a spoon full of ice cream she got herself from her fridge making a clump! noise.
“Ugh, I have to stay with Alfred for a week because my mom wanted me to ‘get to know him better’,” Shia huffed out, “even though I hate him to the core. I would have done anything to get myself out of that situation.”
“Geez, so, you can’t just run away from it all just like you used to?”
“Nah I don’t want to stress my mother out. Y’know, because I really care about her.”
“Ohh, okay.”
“Yeah, i chose her when they got a divorce,” she flickered a piece of hair out of her face and budged Jessy to give her some chocolate chip ice cream, “Didn’t want to stay with that low life loser, but here I am.”
Jessy snorted, but quickly understood, “Yeaah, but you can always come to my place during your time at your dad's place. I don’t mind and I don’t think my parents mind either.” Jessy gave her a spoonful of ice cream.
“Thanks, Jes,” Shia responded to the ice cream and the offer, quickly giving a quick peck on her cheek, to which Jessy responded with a flushed face.
“No problem, honey,” She devoured her spoonful of ice cream, “Wuv wou”
Shia smiled lovingly at that, “Heh, love you too.”
-
It was starting to become windy once Shia made her way back to Alfred’s house.
She groaned in annoyance when Jessy’s parents didn’t allow her to spend the night. Saying that Jessy had to be somewhere tomorrow morning. It’s not like she was mad at them or anything, well, it half was, but she was more mad at the fact she had to go back to Alfred’s house and sleep. She could go to Peter’s house, but she didn’t want to walk all the way over there and have his parents, too, decline her. She didn’t want to chance it and kept on walking.
Once she was in front of the house and taking two steps up, she halted and gripped the wooden chipped rails that lead up to the house. Was she really going to go in and be greeted by her father? Or perhaps be met with an annoying sobbing mess? God she should have taken the route to spend the night at Peter’s.
She still had a chance, so when she turned on her heel until the door clicked and squeaked opened.
She froze and turned her head toward Alfred.
“S..shia? Where… have you’ve b..been..?” Alfred walked up to Shia and placed his palms on her cheeks.
“I’m fine, I’m fine, get your hands off me.” Pushing them away and growling at the almost escape plan.
“Oh..oh, I was so worried…”
“Yeah, heh, sure you were.” Shia half-laughed as she pushed Alfred out of the way into the house.
“No, no I’m not joke!” Alfred walked the same pace Shia was walking, behind her, “I was worried.. I thought..thought that something bad happened to you…”
“Okay, fine! You were worried. Now let me go up to my room so I can ignore you.” She bit back when she went to the kitchen to grab something to eat.
Alfred suddenly grabbed at her shoulders, which was enough for Shai to react suddenly, though she sucked it up and played it cool. She wasn’t even half way there to grab something.
“What.” She barked out.
“I uh— um,” Alfred licked his lips as he fiddled with his daughter's shoulders. Trying to come up with the right words to speak so she’d understand.
“What the fuck do you want.” Shia repeated only adding foul language to let Alfred hurry the fuck up so he’d leave her alone. Also trying to sound threatening.
The way he held her shoulders didn’t seem right. Like it was saying for something serious that was about to happen or something that was even threatening. It made her feel queasy. Alfred began to massage her shoulders.
She tried to shake him off her but his grip grew tight. Shia would be lying if she didn’t say a bit of panic flickered inside of her. What was she so afraid of though? She could beat his ass in 5 or less minutes if he’d try anything out of the ordinary. And it wasn’t like he’d do anything so extreme to make her feel more uncomfortable or miserable. He’d always tell her he’d try and make it up to her, try and understand her. But everything was already laid out in front of him. As much as he tries, he’d always be in her face and try to talk to her. Annoy her. Even when he never had the intentions in the first place. It was just his existence. The only thing that would make her happy is if he was dead. But she wouldn’t say that to him, not when she knew her mother still very much cared about him.
She felt Alfred's hands slowly make their way to the front of her body. She froze.
“Stop.” She forced out. A hint of panic and misery in her voice when she said that. She cursed at herself for that.
“This, This is what I wanted to.. do,“ Alfred pressed himself behind her back. Now cupping her small breast with shaky hands and heavy breathing down her neck.
She could feel something hard pressed against — oh god. Shia felt numbed when he planted kisses on her back neck and felt his teeth gaze on it. Panic set in. She tried to do something in that situation. Like throw a punch or kick him in the shrine, but she felt stuck. She couldn’t move. The panicking became worse.
“Stop, stop,” Shia repeated. Still trying to sound bold and threatening. She didn’t care if she was trying to keep in her harsh feelings in anymore, “I’ll fucking kill you.”
“No, no- I only do this b…because.. because..”
“Because what?”
“Because.. I love you.”
“No you don’t.”
“Y-yes I..I do.. you’re m..my whole life.” The sentence sounded so innocent and sweet, but the situation they were in wasn’t such a pleasant comment. It only made Shias stomach twist into a knot.
Alfred abruptly shoved his hand into Shia’s pants and brushed his fingertips outside of Shia’s panties. Shia made a sound that was close to a groan and a cry. She now desperately was trying to claw her way out of his grip, but it only grew tighter and tighter after a few attempts. He was strong for an old man.
A lump grew in her throat that was way too hard to swallow and it made her oxygen level deceased. She was now trying to gasp for air.
“What- what the f-fuck are you doing!?” She finally said something, though, it was a stutter when she felt him push her panties out of the way. Feeling him rubbed against her sensitive area, “I’m your fucking- daughter, what the fuck are y..you doing?!”
“D..Don’t think think that way- just t..think I’m your girlfriend—“
“Jessy isn’t fucking related to me, you sick fuck!” Shia squirmed in his grip, but only felt as if she was creating friction for Alfred’s crotch. Still, she kept trying to shove him out of the way.
Alfred suddenly started slowly thrust his hips up in her ass.
Shia could feel her heart sink down to her feet. And she froze again (much to her dismay). She couldn’t believe this was happening to her. She finally could fight him without having to get told off by Yuki. She could use this as an excuse to beat his ass. But.. why was she just standing there? Letting him press up against her back and thrusting up into her.
It definitely made her angry that she would just let him do this to her. And on top of that, Alfred was trying to force an orgasm from her.
“S..Shia, please.. understand that..that I do this,” Alfred huffed out when he slightly pushed his upper half of his body on her back so she’d slightly bend over, “that.. I love you..”
Please, just shut the fuck up.
“I want this.. this t..to last, I love you..”
Oh my god, just fucking stop.
“P..Please tell me you-you want it to last tooo….” He drew that last part out as if was enjoying this affair. Seemingly trying to get Shia to say something, anything. A moan, a whimper. A threat. Just anything at that moment.
Shia didn’t make any noises, she just couldn’t care less of what was happening to her and she just stopped working all together. Like a dead corpse that was numbed and limp to any touches that came her way.
“Please please respond to me. Call me a fucking freak, call me anything you can spit out. I just want you to say anything, you’re so soft and precious and small. I love you, I only do this because I love you, more than Yuki. More than anyone in the whole world.” Alfred blurted out, enough for Shia to hear and understand.
Those words circulated in Shia’s mind. She couldn’t help but feel like.. That she was the reason he was so tired in the mornings. That she was the one who made him feel attracted to her. Shia felt an ache reach across her entire throat when she thought about if it was her fault for their failed marriage.
Tears prickled at the corner of her eyes and they stinged badly. If it was her that got in the way of their marriage, then she just hurt her mother. The person she cared about the most. Something sharp stabbed through her heart. Guilt flared across her entire body and she wanted to vomit.
Not only did she realize she’d hurt her mother, but her girlfriend too. Jessy..
She could end this right now and try to stop herself from hurting her mother and girlfriend, but she felt limp against his touches. Like a goddamn statue. She prayed that this was over, prayed to any god up there that would even listen to her. She just needed to wake up and know this was all just a bad dream.
A sudden flicker in her panties sent a shock wave through her entire body. She jolted upward and bit down on her bottom lip like her life depended it on. She wasn’t going to make a sound, not wanting to indicate she wanted to do this again. Whatever sick thoughts Alfred had swirling around in his head, she knew he’d turn her undesirable noises into some sort of approval. He said so himself. Fucking disgusting bastard.
She continued to not say anything. Biting on anything in her mouth when Alfred kept rolling his fingertips against her.
To be honest, it felt good. His fingers felt much more bigger than what Jessy had to offer. Still, it doesn’t help with the situation she was in.
She could pretend it was Jessy though. She could go deep in her thoughts and pretend it was her girlfriend. Pretend that everything was okay and normal. Pretend it wasn’t the man who helped her mother bring her into this cruel, selfish world. Because everyone she ever met was cruel and selfish. Especially her own ex-father.
Alfred suddenly groaned in her ear and nibbled at her neck. Instantly knew that he was close. She hoped he wouldn’t bite into her shoulders like the disgusting freak that he is. She wanted to say something about it, but knowing the fact that he’d want that just made her want to vomit more.
His hand began to speed up the way his hips sped up behind her. He began to tighten his grip around her body and breast.
She told herself that she wouldn’t make any noises, that she’d bite down on her own tongue if it was getting too much, even if it cut a deep slash that bled and had the unpleasant taste of iron. But the friction and the way his bulge brushed up against her vagina along with his fingers going in and out of her just really sent her over the edge.
A sob erupted from her throat when she came.
Looking down, she saw Alfred’s fingers covered in her juices. A second wave of guilt and shame flooded her entire body.
But the worst part of it all was the fact Alfred’s cum had seeped through his pants and onto her bottom back, and now part of her jacket was soaked a little bit. Even though she could wash it off in the washing machine he still had, she couldn't help but want to burn it into ashes. The jacket was ruined and she felt as if she couldn’t get it back..
As much as she wanted to tear Alfred apart and bang his head against the wall — she pulled up her panties along with her blue jeans, and tried to walk away as far away as possible from Alfred.
“Shia, wait,” She stopped in her tracks.
“Look.. I, p…please don’t tell a..anyone about this..” She could hear heavy footprints coming to her from behind, “This.. this’ll be o..our little secret … um … our little hang-out th..thing, ya’know?” Alfred wrapped his arms around her small frame and dug his face in her shoulders. Breathing in her scent.
She couldn’t face Alfred or talk to him. The ‘tough guy’ persona she had on warid off of her and she now felt small and helpless when he hovered over her. Hugging her gently behind. The bittersweet gestured really just made her sink deeper and deeper to the ground.
No. She would love to say, but would he be heart broken? Tell the truth out of rage and betrayal? She doesn’t want this again, of course, but what if he threatens to actually spill the news to Jessy? What they had going? What would Jessy say? And her mother? She couldn’t even fathom the thought process and just accept this is what she and her father would do whenever she’d see him. She can’t chance it. Who knows what they’d all say.
“Fine, whatever,” She replied and clenched her fists.
“R… really? I’m… glad.” Alfred placed a wet kiss on the right side of her neck. Damped and unwanted.
This was her chance to finally get the hell out of there. Once Alfred let her go, she started walking. Once he was out of sight, she bolted down the hallways and slammed and locked the door behind her. Barging it with her might until she could calm down.
When she calmed, she immediately took off her clothes and put them in the basket she packed for laundry. Trying to change into a new set of clothes, she winced when her left side of her neck stung. She placed her hand over it and felt her soul leave her body. The outline of it felt as if it were a bite mark.
Quickly going to the mirror in her room, she saw that it was. She panicked slightly but quickly found a rag and started to clean it. And hell she’ll go out to the bathroom and find bandages or rinse the rag down. She’ll just have to wait until morning to do so when Alfred is at work. She couldn’t help but think, when the fuck did he bite me?
Completely changed and halfly satisfied with the cleaned wound, she dropped dead on her bed and huddled the blankets over her. The room temperature was oddly cold enough for that.
The unwanted thought of Alfred barging in and wanting something more haunts her until she falls right to sleep.
She just hoped that the sun would rise from the mountains quickly, so all the bad things could go away",
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