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A poem about manipulation, regret, innocence, and culpability.","writing":"It did not matter that he was a good person\nIt did not matter that he was kind, caring, and empathetic\nHis clumsy naivety, which I had once come to find charming, silly, and cute\nDid not seem so innocent anymore\n\nIt did not matter that he was a good person\n for he enabled bad people\nIt did not matter that he was kind, caring, and empathetic \n for he enabled those who were not\nHis clumsy naivety, which I had once come to find charming, silly, and cute\nHad blinded him to their true nature\n\nAnd he enabled them, even though he was nothing like them\nAnd in the end he may as well have been just like them\n for the outcome would have been just the same\nAnd once we’ve sifted through all those scattered ashes\nAnd once we’ve picked up all those broken pieces\n\nAs far as history is concerned\nThere will be no distinction","writing_bbcode_parsed":"It did not matter that he was a good person
It did not matter that he was kind, caring, and empathetic
His clumsy naivety, which I had once come to find charming, silly, and cute
Did not seem so innocent anymore
It did not matter that he was a good person
for he enabled bad people
It did not matter that he was kind, caring, and empathetic
for he enabled those who were not
His clumsy naivety, which I had once come to find charming, silly, and cute
Had blinded him to their true nature
And he enabled them, even though he was nothing like them
And in the end he may as well have been just like them
for the outcome would have been just the same
And once we’ve sifted through all those scattered ashes
And once we’ve picked up all those broken pieces
As far as history is concerned
There will be no distinction","pools_count":0,"title":"That Clumsy Naivety","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"text/plain","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"12","type_name":"Writing - Document","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"0","views":"4","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}