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After Practice[/b]\n\nLying face down in the grass\nlooking up\nbetween the goal posts\nsquinting into the sun lowering behind the tree-line\nthrough his brown bowl-cut\ngrown out over his eyes,\nhe feels his hands snug in their flexible gloves,\nthe smell of most soil, cut grass,\n& pressed against the earth\nin his thin nylon shorts,\na warmth spreads through him;\nhis heart beats fast \nfrom the diving & panting & jumping to hug the ball close,\nthat rough embrace.\nHe tastes the sweat dripping from cheeks and forehead,\nmixed with his own saliva, \nwatching the boys around him laughing and talking,\ntheir sweat mixed with the wild sent of sycamore after a rain\n& he looks down \nas an earthworm disappears into the mud,\n& relaxes,\nsupported by his shin-guards,\nlegs up behind him, \nresting on his elbows, \nstarting to grow hard:\na root \nstruck down into the earth. \n\n\n~\n\nSlipping out of his nylon shorts\nwresting his arms free of the grass-stained yellow jersey,\nhe steps beneath the steaming water\nwatching cakes of mud\ndissolve and swirl down the drain\nglancing cautiously from side to side\namidst the occasional giggling & comparisons\nhe looks down\nat his own thin-thicket of hairs sprouting\n& as the hot water begins to run old,\nlike rain\nhe feels a sudden pulsing\na new part of himself come alive\nand thinks of the varied colored bands of earthworms, \ntheir elastic texture\nas his own small cock\ncurls forth with a certain defiance,\nhe blushes,\nlooking at the boy beside him,\nboth of them stretching outward,\nas if from the soil\nin which they were born.\n\n[b]2. Volvo Wagon[/b]\n\nIn the backseat\nlegs sticky on the leather seats\nin that protective shell of glass and steel\nhis mother winds tight curves\naround lakes\ninto the country\nas the three boys in the back-seat slide against each other \none way, \nthen the other,\nlaughing at a song on the radio,\nthe border-collie panting behind them. \nAlex holds the ball between his legs\nfor camouflage\nblushing,\nlooking out the window\nas the boy beside him,\nthis blond kid\nwho’s always talking,\ngrabs the ball away\n&\nAlex might as well be naked now-\nthe boy must know\nwhat he’s hiding\nbut as the car drops him off and speeds away\nall he sees\nis the tall blond boy\nwaving from the end of the drive\nleaving Alex to feel\nas always\na spectator ,\nsomeplace in the distance.\n\n~Simo, 2014, to be continued...","writing_bbcode_parsed":"Alex.
1. After Practice
Lying face down in the grass
looking up
between the goal posts
squinting into the sun lowering behind the tree-line
through his brown bowl-cut
grown out over his eyes,
he feels his hands snug in their flexible gloves,
the smell of most soil, cut grass,
& pressed against the earth
in his thin nylon shorts,
a warmth spreads through him;
his heart beats fast
from the diving & panting & jumping to hug the ball close,
that rough embrace.
He tastes the sweat dripping from cheeks and forehead,
mixed with his own saliva,
watching the boys around him laughing and talking,
their sweat mixed with the wild sent of sycamore after a rain
& he looks down
as an earthworm disappears into the mud,
& relaxes,
supported by his shin-guards,
legs up behind him,
resting on his elbows,
starting to grow hard:
a root
struck down into the earth.
~
Slipping out of his nylon shorts
wresting his arms free of the grass-stained yellow jersey,
he steps beneath the steaming water
watching cakes of mud
dissolve and swirl down the drain
glancing cautiously from side to side
amidst the occasional giggling & comparisons
he looks down
at his own thin-thicket of hairs sprouting
& as the hot water begins to run old,
like rain
he feels a sudden pulsing
a new part of himself come alive
and thinks of the varied colored bands of earthworms,
their elastic texture
as his own small cock
curls forth with a certain defiance,
he blushes,
looking at the boy beside him,
both of them stretching outward,
as if from the soil
in which they were born.
2. Volvo Wagon
In the backseat
legs sticky on the leather seats
in that protective shell of glass and steel
his mother winds tight curves
around lakes
into the country
as the three boys in the back-seat slide against each other
one way,
then the other,
laughing at a song on the radio,
the border-collie panting behind them.
Alex holds the ball between his legs
for camouflage
blushing,
looking out the window
as the boy beside him,
this blond kid
who’s always talking,
grabs the ball away
&
Alex might as well be naked now-
the boy must know
what he’s hiding
but as the car drops him off and speeds away
all he sees
is the tall blond boy
waving from the end of the drive
leaving Alex to feel
as always
a spectator ,
someplace in the distance.
~Simo, 2014, to be continued...","pools_count":0,"title":"Earthworms (Poem about a young soccer goalie)","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"application/msword","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"1","rating_name":"Mature","ratings":[{"content_tag_id":"2","name":"Nudity","description":"Nonsexual nudity exposing breasts or genitals (must not show arousal)","rating_id":"1"}],"submission_type_id":"12","type_name":"Writing - Document","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"0","views":"31","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}