A brother's tale	
 by siegfried

prelude
     Hi my names siegfried i'm a 19 year old black german shepherd. I live with my loving mom and little brother wolfgang who I could never be angry at, even though that was not always true. you see my mom like me is a black german shepherd, and my brother is a hybrid dragon-shepherd (half dragon half dog). I know some of you are wondering why i'm not part dragon too well thats because we have different dads; my dad died in a car accident when I was six, and his was one that never wanted the commitment of one kid let alone two. But now i'm getting ahead of myself let me start the story at the beginning, the last time I saw my dad.

	“ come on pup rise and shine todays the big day, can't sleep it away” I heard bringing me from the shadows of my dream. I opened my eyes and smiled to see my dad opening the blinds to let light into my room.

 I smiled happy to be seeing him in the morning and also excited for the football game dad was taking me too later today. I moved to get up and felt that all familiar wetness on my bed, I wet the bed again god I hated this why couldn't I get up like normal cubs and go to the bathroom at night.

 I looked at dad sad and disappointed at my inability to keep my bed dry at night. “wet again pup” he asked understanding my saddened look. “I just don't get it I didn't drink anything before bed, and I went to the bathroom too, why do I keep wetting the bed” I whimpered on the verge of tears. 

dad saw and walked over and sat on the edge of the bed that wasn't wet “hey now pup it’s not your fault you can't help it, did I tell you that I used to wet my bed when I was a small pup like you” dad told me flicking my pointy ears, I loved it when he did that.

 “but you don't wet the bed now how did you stop wetting” I asked thinking there was some trick to it. 

my dad just looked at me and scratched the back of his head “well I never really stopped it, I guess you could say I just found a way to keep my bed dry till I grew out of it” he said cryptically. 

“well what was it dad” I said really wanting to know . “well pup my dad suggested I wear diapers so I didn't have to wake up to a wet bed every morning, but don't worry no one is forcing you into them the choice is yours if you want to wear them no one is forcing you to” dad said calming any doubts I had of being forced to wear them. 

I thought about it for a couple of seconds, I mean on one hand I could wear diapers and feel like a baby but at least keep my bed dry; and on the other I could wake in a wet bed and still feel like a baby for wetting. so I came to my decision “It's ok dad I think I want to wear diapers, it won't stop me from wetting but at least it will keep my bed dry” I said. 

“well thats mature of you son I'm glad to hear I can get you a pack after the game, and don't worry you’ll grow out of it before you know it” he smiled and flicked my ears again.

 “ok pup go hop into the shower i’ll take your sheets to wash, get dressed and then meet me and your mom in the kitchen for breakfast” dad told me. 

“ok” I said getting up and stripping my wet clothes right in front of my dad not caring that he saw me nude. After I was undressed I turned to go to the bathroom, but before I could get too far away dad swiped at my tail earning a yip from me and a laugh from him, I stuck my tongue out at him and hurried to the bathroom to wash.

 I turned the shower on and got the water to the perfect temperature. I hopped in and enjoyed the warm turret of water on my fur. I enjoyed the water for awhile but stopped remembering that I still had to meet with mom and dad for breakfast. I grabbed the shampoo and started washing the pee out of my fur. I rinsed off my fur and turned the water off. I grabbed my towel and started drying off my fur. Mostly dry I looked in the mirror at my coat the new shampoo mom suggested worked great, my fur had a healthy shine and felt softer too. 

I ran out to my room still not caring about my nudity. I walked to my dresser and pulled out a pair of my favorite paw patrol underwear the ones with chase's' face on the front; though if you looked closely you could see the yellow tint from accidents I had in them. I slipped them on and put on a blue shirt,jeans, and my socks. I put on my shoes and ran downstairs to meet mom and dad in the kitchen.

 "morning siegfried you excited for your big day at the football game " mom said putting a plate down for me and dad. " morning mom and yeah I was so excited I almost couldn't sleep" I exclaimed. I started digging into my plate, getting a good amount on my face in the process.

 "keep eating like that and we might have to get you a bibb " dad chuckled looking at my face. "what" I said not noticing all the food on my face. "Johnny it's not funny and sweetie you need to be a little bit more neat when eating" mom said with a more serious tone. She started wiping my face earning a whine from me. 

" come on pup let me walk you to the buss stop go get your bag and meet me at the door" dad told me. 

I ran from the table to my room to get my bag. I picked it up and came back down to see mom and dad in front of the door kissing. " eww you guys are nasty" I gagged at them. " oh don't worry I saved some for you too" mom spoke eerily coming closer to me, before I could run she picked me up and kissed me all over my face making me laugh and scream no. " mom I'm gonna miss the the buss please" I pleaded trying to get out of her grip. " ok but just remember I love you and have a good day school too" she told me and put me down but not before giving me one more kiss on the forehead, I made a face like I didn't like it but I knew I really did love her kisses, but I didn't want her to know. 

" come on pup if we don't leave now you're gonna miss the bus" dad informed.

 We walked down the street to my bus stop where I saw my best friend jasper and his dad. I waved to him, when we got closer he ran up and hugged me almost knocking me over with his body, being a red panda he was small but still had some weight to him. 

" morning jasper and Mr Rhodes. " morning siegfried, John" Mr Rhodes greeted us. " your so lucky siegfried you get to go to the football game tonight, I can't go because mom and dad are going on a date" jasper whined at the end. " don't worry Jr I said I would take you to the next game so don't worry" Mr Rhodes said. 

Just as he finished our bus pulled up me and jasper said bye to our dads and got on the bus. me and jasper sat next to each other and talked a little but the ride was mostly quiet. 

we made it to school soon enough and the day just seemed to drag on for me still too excited about the football game tonight with dad. Even at recess my favorite time of the day all I could think about was the game and how much fun it was going to be. I kind of just dreamt my way through the rest of the day. Coming out of the trance when the last bell rung telling everyone it was time to go. 

The bus ride back was a little louder with all the kids talking and yelling about their day but I couldn't even remember mine to even talk about it. The bus soon pulled up to me and jaspers' stop, meeting with our dads  we said bye to each other and walked to our house. 

" so pup how was your day"dad asked. " It was fun we studied stuff and talked about things" I mislead hoping he wouldn't call my bluff. 
“ what kind of things” dad asked me raising an eyebrow. “ umm...ok dad you got me I was too excited to pay attention today, all I could think about was the game i'm sorry dad” I told the truth and apologised. 

“ you know I hate it when you lie, you're not real good at it” he chastised me. “ I know but I was just so excited, I didn't want to make you mad” I said fearing punishment. “ oh pup i'm not mad at you for being excited I just don't want you to lie to me thats all” dad consoled hugging me. 

“ come on pup we got a game to catch” dad said rubbing my head. we walked up the street back to our house. “ mom i'm home” I yelled coming through the door. “ great where’s your father” mom yelled back down from upstairs. “ i'm right here honey I just wanted to let you know we would be leaving soon” dad said as he started walking up the stairs but turned to me halfway up.

 “ go put your bag in your room, and try to use the bathroom we’re going to leave after I talk to your mom” dad told me. “ ok” I said as I hurried up the stairs besides him. I got to my room and dropped my bag off and walked to the bathroom. I pulled my pants and underwear down and sat on the toilet and tried to go to the bathroom but nothing happend so I got up pulled up my pants, washed my hands and left. 

" Did you go that fast" dad asked not believing I did my business that fast. " yeah dad I went and washed my hands" I lied yet again to my dad not wanting to have to go back to the bathroom.

 " ok pup lets go I told mom not to wait up for us, since we would be out late. " yay" I screamed running past dad out the door to his car. Beep Beep " you can hop in pup, and put your seatbelt on". " ok dad" I barked as dad walked towards the car. " all strapped up pup" dad smiled getting in the car. " yeah dad let's go I don't want to miss the game" I whined. " don't worry pup we still have about an hour and a half of road time before we get there no stopping" dad stressed that last part. 

We pulled off and soon got on a main road, and I started feeling the need to pee, which was evident in the way I was squirming in my seat. Dad noticed but did not say anything until I was clenching my legs together, that's when dad looked back in his rear view mirror at me. " do you need to go to the bathroom sieg" dad asked knowing the answer to his question and using the nickname for me when he was serious. 

I looked at him and folded my ears down and head, and shook my head yes. " but weren't 
you suppose to go at the house before we left" dad asked. " Yeah but nothing happened when I tried, and I didn't want you to make me go back and try again, and I didn't want to make you mad I lied ".

 dad sighed and looked back at the road. " pup it's okay I'm not mad, but i'm disappointed that you lied again". Dad's words hurt me worse than a spanking ever could. " I'm sorry dad, I won't do it again I swear" I cried. " it's ok pup but remember actions speak louder than words there's a rest stop coming up, you can go there". "ok" I said now sniffling. The car was quiet for the next few minutes, and then it hit us. 

BANG, CRACK, SMASH. The next few minutes I passed in and out of. Siegfried.....siegfried.....siegfried..... Siegfried!!! " urrg ow my head hurts daddy, did I fall" I said half dazed. " sieg are you ok" dad coughed out to me. It took a few seconds for me to get my bearings I felt wet, and realised I peed on myself so I started crying. 

" Siegfried are you ok are you hurt!" dad cried to me. " nu..no but I peed I couldn't make it to the bathroom" I cried more thinking I made dad angrier. " That's it you're just wet" dad voice sounded relieved for that I peed myself. " Yu..You're not mad I'm wet" I tried to calm myself. " Sieg I'm just happy your safe and not hurt". 

" can you get your seatbelt off pup" dad sounded Hoarse. I fumbled with my seatbelt a little till I got it off. " I got it off dad what now" I asked unsure of what to do. Before dad could say anything we heard and saw red and blue lights getting closer. 

" dad what should..." I was stopped by a knock on my window which made me jump a little and if I had anything left in my bladder I probably would have peed too. 

" are you hurt" a feline man looked at me. And I shook my head no. He looked at my dad and frowned. He pulled at my door and it opened with a creak. 

He held his hand out to me, but I looked at him hesitant not sure if I could trust him or not. " don't worry I don't bite I just wanna get you out the car it's dangerous". Realizing it was ok I took his hand and with his help got out the car. 

The police and ambulance were here to when I got out. " what about my dad" I asked scared he was going to be left. " the officers will help him but we need to get you checked by a paramedic to make sure you're ok" the cat spoke holding my hand tighter. 

" no I want my dad I don't want to leave him!" I cried, and pulled away. I got my hand free and ran back over to the car. Part of me wishes I didn't and just went with the car to the ambulance. 

I looked at my dad his chest was bloody and so was his mouth. " pup you got out, you're alright right you shouldn't... see me like this" dad started to fade at the end. " no dad I want you to come with me I don't wanna go without you" I started crying. " now now pup you gotta be a big boy for me, I might not get out of here... so your mom gonna be mad; but your ok so I guess I win there and someone's gotta take care of her can you do that pup". " no dad not without you I don't want you to go please" I screamed and felt hands on me pulling me away I could hear dad saying he loved me, and I blacked out from either stress or the trauma of seeing my dad like that. 

I woke up in my bed and felt relieved that all must have been a dream a real bad nightmare that's all. " Dad... dad" I called out expecting him to show up any minute. I saw my door move and felt very happy, but was let down a little when I saw mom instead. " where's dad I want to see him" I asked. But mom just looked at me and started crying. Then it sunk in that wasn't a dream dad really wasn't coming back it was just me and mom. I couldn't say anything I just cried even when mom came and hugged me all I could do was cry.