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This I made because it's common in my family to endure this kind of thing.. I seen it first hand what this kind of love can do.. it's more abuse then love if you do it wrong.. To think? The guy I met at the 4-H years ago could be on this site? I have a thing for archery, and the man had a neat compound bow, I only went because I heard my little sister goes there","writing":"I grew up with a molested mother.. at least she said? My grandpa may have done the wrong act.. But, I think my mother should forgive him.. for my sake.. the sake of one who SEEN what that kind of abuse can do to a child in a adult life.\n\nIt may feel like love, but if done out of fantasy; it becomes a tragity.\nMy view, my view.. the view of a person who wishes not to recreate the trauma.. I seen what it CAN do.. do to one who cannot keep the past the past.. she told me horror stories of her past.. She makes me feel so sacred.. that I might cause the turama again.. she looked through my stuff, she did.. she did.. she only caused a PTSD episode perhaps? calling my dad something he's not.. directing her hate of child lover's/sexuals like me she did..\n\nShe makes me feel like I am a monster, because what she screamed at my dad, she did.. She did not mean to hurt me, but she became sacred of me... even if she doesn't even realize she is.. she is afraid that I will become my grandpa.. I won't hurt a child, because I seen what that trauma has done to her, to him and to the one that is dead.. of course, my mother has told many lies, she has..\nMaking me question my life.. she did..\n\nThe movie made me believe that love exists.. seeing that little pup cry on the side of the steps.. making me wish to do harm on them.. it did.. I wouldn't hurt them.. but I would make them wish they didn't treat him like that, they did.. I am a fox? NO! I am more like a foxcoon then whatever the species he is.. I find love in him, he makes the musical in me go out and become a thing, not only that.. I met someone in my life who has a thing for a musical.. who would to thought that I'd met an old war ventern who has interest in the similar stuff as I? He gave me proof that not all like me art be monster's, not only that, my mom's hate only made that happen.. she is the reason why a man like that magically appeared one day..\n\nOf course, of course? The world maybe unfair, but at least I have a choice in my actions.. the actions, the actions.. I make my choices.. not only I found out what I am attracted to young, but only more, I seen that kind of love through the eyes of a foreign man's work.. to think? the fate was set in steal.. I maybe a [i]sick fuck[/i],.. the rhym's,.. the rhythm's.. they make me have a different view.. the phobia I had was due to my mom.. I didn't want to be what she hates.. what she hates TO THE CORE! Not only that, but another also hates people like me to the core.. she doesn't realize that her talking about the “Sick Fuck’s” makes me want to hide it some more.. not only that, her friend could see without hate the things I am into..\n\nI showed her a character I loved so much.. she could see what I am., she could tell because she has seen a lot more.. lot more then..\n\nMy dad understand's what I am, and loves me for who I am.. but he and I have something different.. we have drastic loves.. his is normal, mine is the one no one ever wishes to love like that.. one day, one day, if I don't get help soon, I just may commit the act..\n\nI need a person who can understand.. treat me with respect, but hey? To think? That I am what my father would protect me from?..\n\nThat is something I find interesting.. he loves me for who I am.. I was naturally picked to be this way.. even though it can hurt.. I can at least do the right choices.. do the choices that my grandpa should've done... Oh gah! Oh Gee!\nHow amazing those two must be.. I can do art.. but the art I done while young, someone tried to throw away.. I felt like a child during my young teens.. I felt more like 7 or 8.. not an 12 year old, soon to be 13.. I used the year to count my age.. but, that would always confuse me to a high degree.. what does my mother hate who I am? I didn't choose to love children.. it just happen to be what I find to love the most.. \n\nThe internet was SUCH a self discovery.. to think? If I was 12 now a-days, and not near 20, I would be at the consoler's office? The weird, autistic boy setting there, ashamed of what I am.. they not only seen the cubs.. but, they would see what my mother has seen.. my mother hates me for me.. \n\nI caused an episode of her trauma, each time she took a look through my stuff.. to think? That I was gay the whole time.. I didn't just like a nice rump, but I love to think of a cub doing the same thing.. to think of a child on the other side.. to think? I attracted adults who where also like me?.. I gave them hope that someone like me could show them love.. but, I know their pain.. the pain of not having that child, or teen to love.. I didn't know WHAT I was doing, all I did was seen a pink site.. a site I thought was for kids.. a nice site it is, but what it was, what made my mother cause more hate..\n\nThis was for kids? This was for kids? I thought that porn like that WAS for kids.. but only to see that it was for those who love kids, and love to BE kids.. I know the pain of one's who wished that they can love kids.. the cubs are at least be there to provide the love for kids.. until I see the day a kid could love an adult like me.. in a way that a wife and husband loves each other.. I cannot find a true love like that.. only in a realm of fiction I can find love like that.. and it hurts that I CAN date, only to see what I could date cannot see love like I can..\n\nI seen a cub who is cute, he is one, he is two? One day he will be three! I didn't go to the birthday party.. because I knew children WILL be there.. I didn't want to go.. I didn't want to go.. I am ill.. I am sick.. I still need help.. all I have is the strength of will.. I can't keep children around me.. it will only temp me.. tempt my virgin need.. my virgin need.. I heard many children.. as I was stuck in this HELL! I meed help! I need help!! Why didn't I get thought sex? WELL! Because I know mother would show me hate.. of course.. of course.. NEVER insert yourself into the story, they said? Will! A story like this is hard to tell, unless you have the will.. the will to keep it to yourself.. why myself? Well, myself is all I ever known..\n\nWhy is me! Why is this? Why is I that is to tell! \n\nI just hope for help.. my mind is strange.. my mind is off.. my mind is something that needs help.. an autist mind like mine, can only be helped to keep this not a secret.. I just hope that they could change the way they talk.. I know! I know she is only there to protect her kids! But FUCK! BUT please!! I had no choice in this matter.. if I was a danger, the one's in charge will take me, and lock me up.. I seen so much on those crime shows.. I seen what molestation can do.. not just from that, but from family I grown to know.. to think? I got confused to be my bother? Not only that, but I shown what my love can do.. my love can make the sweets that I wish to make, not just the sweets that can make you high.. a child cannot take that high.. the stoned.. the stoned, the stoned mind showed me what I love, like I am experancing it the first time..\n\nOnly to think, only to thought that I was a gay guy.. and to think, I was just a gay guy.. but, a gay guy would also have to be like a child like mind.. Why! Oh why! must a holiday like this, what is coming to be bring pain to you and I?..\nTo think, I hated on those who are like you and I?\n\nI am a furry, not JUST a furry.. but one that actually fits the stereotype.. to think? To think..","writing_bbcode_parsed":"I grew up with a molested mother.. at least she said? My grandpa may have done the wrong act.. But, I think my mother should forgive him.. for my sake.. the sake of one who SEEN what that kind of abuse can do to a child in a adult life.
It may feel like love, but if done out of fantasy; it becomes a tragity.
My view, my view.. the view of a person who wishes not to recreate the trauma.. I seen what it CAN do.. do to one who cannot keep the past the past.. she told me horror stories of her past.. She makes me feel so sacred.. that I might cause the turama again.. she looked through my stuff, she did.. she did.. she only caused a PTSD episode perhaps? calling my dad something he's not.. directing her hate of child lover's/sexuals like me she did..
She makes me feel like I am a monster, because what she screamed at my dad, she did.. She did not mean to hurt me, but she became sacred of me... even if she doesn't even realize she is.. she is afraid that I will become my grandpa.. I won't hurt a child, because I seen what that trauma has done to her, to him and to the one that is dead.. of course, my mother has told many lies, she has..
Making me question my life.. she did..
The movie made me believe that love exists.. seeing that little pup cry on the side of the steps.. making me wish to do harm on them.. it did.. I wouldn't hurt them.. but I would make them wish they didn't treat him like that, they did.. I am a fox? NO! I am more like a foxcoon then whatever the species he is.. I find love in him, he makes the musical in me go out and become a thing, not only that.. I met someone in my life who has a thing for a musical.. who would to thought that I'd met an old war ventern who has interest in the similar stuff as I? He gave me proof that not all like me art be monster's, not only that, my mom's hate only made that happen.. she is the reason why a man like that magically appeared one day..
Of course, of course? The world maybe unfair, but at least I have a choice in my actions.. the actions, the actions.. I make my choices.. not only I found out what I am attracted to young, but only more, I seen that kind of love through the eyes of a foreign man's work.. to think? the fate was set in steal.. I maybe a sick fuck,.. the rhym's,.. the rhythm's.. they make me have a different view.. the phobia I had was due to my mom.. I didn't want to be what she hates.. what she hates TO THE CORE! Not only that, but another also hates people like me to the core.. she doesn't realize that her talking about the “Sick Fuck’s” makes me want to hide it some more.. not only that, her friend could see without hate the things I am into..
I showed her a character I loved so much.. she could see what I am., she could tell because she has seen a lot more.. lot more then..
My dad understand's what I am, and loves me for who I am.. but he and I have something different.. we have drastic loves.. his is normal, mine is the one no one ever wishes to love like that.. one day, one day, if I don't get help soon, I just may commit the act..
I need a person who can understand.. treat me with respect, but hey? To think? That I am what my father would protect me from?..
That is something I find interesting.. he loves me for who I am.. I was naturally picked to be this way.. even though it can hurt.. I can at least do the right choices.. do the choices that my grandpa should've done... Oh gah! Oh Gee!
How amazing those two must be.. I can do art.. but the art I done while young, someone tried to throw away.. I felt like a child during my young teens.. I felt more like 7 or 8.. not an 12 year old, soon to be 13.. I used the year to count my age.. but, that would always confuse me to a high degree.. what does my mother hate who I am? I didn't choose to love children.. it just happen to be what I find to love the most..
The internet was SUCH a self discovery.. to think? If I was 12 now a-days, and not near 20, I would be at the consoler's office? The weird, autistic boy setting there, ashamed of what I am.. they not only seen the cubs.. but, they would see what my mother has seen.. my mother hates me for me..
I caused an episode of her trauma, each time she took a look through my stuff.. to think? That I was gay the whole time.. I didn't just like a nice rump, but I love to think of a cub doing the same thing.. to think of a child on the other side.. to think? I attracted adults who where also like me?.. I gave them hope that someone like me could show them love.. but, I know their pain.. the pain of not having that child, or teen to love.. I didn't know WHAT I was doing, all I did was seen a pink site.. a site I thought was for kids.. a nice site it is, but what it was, what made my mother cause more hate..
This was for kids? This was for kids? I thought that porn like that WAS for kids.. but only to see that it was for those who love kids, and love to BE kids.. I know the pain of one's who wished that they can love kids.. the cubs are at least be there to provide the love for kids.. until I see the day a kid could love an adult like me.. in a way that a wife and husband loves each other.. I cannot find a true love like that.. only in a realm of fiction I can find love like that.. and it hurts that I CAN date, only to see what I could date cannot see love like I can..
I seen a cub who is cute, he is one, he is two? One day he will be three! I didn't go to the birthday party.. because I knew children WILL be there.. I didn't want to go.. I didn't want to go.. I am ill.. I am sick.. I still need help.. all I have is the strength of will.. I can't keep children around me.. it will only temp me.. tempt my virgin need.. my virgin need.. I heard many children.. as I was stuck in this HELL! I meed help! I need help!! Why didn't I get thought sex? WELL! Because I know mother would show me hate.. of course.. of course.. NEVER insert yourself into the story, they said? Will! A story like this is hard to tell, unless you have the will.. the will to keep it to yourself.. why myself? Well, myself is all I ever known..
Why is me! Why is this? Why is I that is to tell!
I just hope for help.. my mind is strange.. my mind is off.. my mind is something that needs help.. an autist mind like mine, can only be helped to keep this not a secret.. I just hope that they could change the way they talk.. I know! I know she is only there to protect her kids! But FUCK! BUT please!! I had no choice in this matter.. if I was a danger, the one's in charge will take me, and lock me up.. I seen so much on those crime shows.. I seen what molestation can do.. not just from that, but from family I grown to know.. to think? I got confused to be my bother? Not only that, but I shown what my love can do.. my love can make the sweets that I wish to make, not just the sweets that can make you high.. a child cannot take that high.. the stoned.. the stoned, the stoned mind showed me what I love, like I am experancing it the first time..
Only to think, only to thought that I was a gay guy.. and to think, I was just a gay guy.. but, a gay guy would also have to be like a child like mind.. Why! Oh why! must a holiday like this, what is coming to be bring pain to you and I?..
To think, I hated on those who are like you and I?
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