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I love making comics. I used to not think I would but it eventually grew on me. I love making them when the process isn't a soul sucking time vampire that consumes any time left of my schedule that could be given to family, or friends, or loved ones. It's never been easy for me. In fact, I've always struggled even if I do enjoy it.\n\nBut there is a pattern in my work, and maybe you've caught on by now. I'm passionate about what I do and I love to share ideas. Most of the things I have thought out in my head for months, even years. So when I begin making them they either come out packing like A Bat Followed me home, or they are not given the proper patience such as Life can Succubus. This however does not mean they are forgotten and thusly buried beneath piles of work to poorly be hidden.\n\nSo what is with The Hoard then in particular? Why am I often so quiet about it? Well the page I'm sharing with you is the big example. Have you seen the original pages? It's not just the visuals that suck or the page layout. It's the writing, the lost opportunity that grew as I became far more buried in the story. I've been asked if I hate The hoard.\n\nAre you freaking kidding? I love The Hoard! If anything, I want to remake it, and improve it far greater than I ever could have imagined at the start. However there is just one thing I haven't mentioned yet. Maybe you've seen it for yourself.\n\nI'm passionate about what I create, but that's not a self fueling system. I'm constantly battling myself, racking my brain, thinking on the fly, and denying myself any form of relaxation. I second guess myself, I cringe at dialogue and worry if I'm even doing anything right. Eventually I grow burnt out and part of that process is due to how responsive the community is to what I work with...which is limited.\n\nNow I'm not putting anyone down here. Those of you who even give me your time to acknowledge I even made a page, gives me some energy back. More like a little flame that keeps me going. I could not be more grateful to you for that, I mean that. Still, part of the limited reception is what eventually slows me down, makes me wonder if I should even continue and thus my passion slowly bleeds out.\n\nIn the end that doesn't mean I forget and wipe away what I've established. All of these stories that I create are near my heart and that's never going to change. Titles like A Bat Followed me Home, Life can Succubus, and The Hoard, aren't something I'm ignoring on a daily basis. I love making a story and eventually they all will return because how could they not?\n\nI just hope for some of you, you can see a little more clearly into what I go through when I'm making all of this. ", "description_bbcode_parsed": "For those of you whom have followed me during the length in which I began my first comic series " The Hoard " let's have a sit and chat for a moment here.

For those of you who do not know anything about the Hoard- GETTHEFREAKOUTOFHERESWEARTOGODTHISHASNOTHINGTODOWITHYOU

Now for some time I've received a particular set of questions in various forms whether it's been in commentary, private messages, instant messaging, or on rare occasions archaic screeching, if I had abandoned The Hoard, forgotten about it or simply cancelled it all together.

Now there is a thing I need you to understand about myself. I love making comics. I used to not think I would but it eventually grew on me. I love making them when the process isn't a soul sucking time vampire that consumes any time left of my schedule that could be given to family, or friends, or loved ones. It's never been easy for me. In fact, I've always struggled even if I do enjoy it.

But there is a pattern in my work, and maybe you've caught on by now. I'm passionate about what I do and I love to share ideas. Most of the things I have thought out in my head for months, even years. So when I begin making them they either come out packing like A Bat Followed me home, or they are not given the proper patience such as Life can Succubus. This however does not mean they are forgotten and thusly buried beneath piles of work to poorly be hidden.

So what is with The Hoard then in particular? Why am I often so quiet about it? Well the page I'm sharing with you is the big example. Have you seen the original pages? It's not just the visuals that suck or the page layout. It's the writing, the lost opportunity that grew as I became far more buried in the story. I've been asked if I hate The hoard.

Are you freaking kidding? I love The Hoard! If anything, I want to remake it, and improve it far greater than I ever could have imagined at the start. However there is just one thing I haven't mentioned yet. Maybe you've seen it for yourself.

I'm passionate about what I create, but that's not a self fueling system. I'm constantly battling myself, racking my brain, thinking on the fly, and denying myself any form of relaxation. I second guess myself, I cringe at dialogue and worry if I'm even doing anything right. Eventually I grow burnt out and part of that process is due to how responsive the community is to what I work with...which is limited.

Now I'm not putting anyone down here. Those of you who even give me your time to acknowledge I even made a page, gives me some energy back. More like a little flame that keeps me going. I could not be more grateful to you for that, I mean that. Still, part of the limited reception is what eventually slows me down, makes me wonder if I should even continue and thus my passion slowly bleeds out.

In the end that doesn't mean I forget and wipe away what I've established. All of these stories that I create are near my heart and that's never going to change. Titles like A Bat Followed me Home, Life can Succubus, and The Hoard, aren't something I'm ignoring on a daily basis. I love making a story and eventually they all will return because how could they not?

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