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So for short, just know that I have no family or friends that could, IRL, help me out on any level.\n\n3rd, I already talked with the different social helps and assosiation that could possibly help in my situation, but they obviously put solo mom or couple with kids in priority. Not having a girl and a kid doesn't help my cause.\n\n4th, The only income I have since almost two years now, it's donations and commissions I do. I can't say much more whitout revealing private information unfortunately. I'm just stuck in that quite shitty situation, and to be honest, I'm not doing that great.\n\n(Note, I do have 2-3 persons that keep me alive since 2021, and whitout them I wouldn't be able to write those lines... But, they are doing already enough, I can't ask more from them... Even if I know that you are reading this lines :/)\n\n5th, I don't know if 1500$ would be enough to get my ass out of trouble, but for the few things I calculalte, it would cover any \"move fees\" (renting a car or hiring pro to move my stuff). I still don't know where I will land, I'm seeking a new place everyday, but so far, nothing fitting in my low tier life possibilities.\n\nSo... I don't know what else I can say, I'm trying the best I can to deal with low mood and stuff, trying to keep going through the few customers that I can find, trying to make extra content for this account... But to be honest, I feel quite like a looser that don't know/can't do anything more.\n\nSorry to sound defeatist, I tend to be a transparent person, I will not fake a smile or whatever, especially when things goes serious, right?\n\nWell... Thanks for reading.\n\nIf you can donate > https://ko-fi.com/shaperbull\n\nIf you can't donate, and that you have relatives that could be into this account content, share this journal and ko-fi link around? It's okay if you can't/won't though, I can't blame you.\n\nWell, until next time, take care?","description_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'><a href=\"https://ko-fi.com/shaperbull\" rel=\"nofollow\">https://ko-fi.com/shaperbull</a><br /><br />I don&#039;t know where to begin to explain this...<br /><br />1st, I don&#039;t mind giving more information if you are curious about some details?<br /><br />2nd, I don&#039;t see how I could explain my personal situation whitout revealing private details and, I would like to avoid that... So for short, just know that I have no family or friends that could, IRL, help me out on any level.<br /><br />3rd, I already talked with the different social helps and assosiation that could possibly help in my situation, but they obviously put solo mom or couple with kids in priority. Not having a girl and a kid doesn&#039;t help my cause.<br /><br />4th, The only income I have since almost two years now, it&#039;s donations and commissions I do. I can&#039;t say much more whitout revealing private information unfortunately. I&#039;m just stuck in that quite shitty situation, and to be honest, I&#039;m not doing that great.<br /><br />(Note, I do have 2-3 persons that keep me alive since 2021, and whitout them I wouldn&#039;t be able to write those lines... But, they are doing already enough, I can&#039;t ask more from them... Even if I know that you are reading this lines :/)<br /><br />5th, I don&#039;t know if 1500$ would be enough to get my ass out of trouble, but for the few things I calculalte, it would cover any &quot;move fees&quot; (renting a car or hiring pro to move my stuff). I still don&#039;t know where I will land, I&#039;m seeking a new place everyday, but so far, nothing fitting in my low tier life possibilities.<br /><br />So... I don&#039;t know what else I can say, I&#039;m trying the best I can to deal with low mood and stuff, trying to keep going through the few customers that I can find, trying to make extra content for this account... But to be honest, I feel quite like a looser that don&#039;t know/can&#039;t do anything more.<br /><br />Sorry to sound defeatist, I tend to be a transparent person, I will not fake a smile or whatever, especially when things goes serious, right?<br /><br />Well... Thanks for reading.<br /><br />If you can donate &gt; <a href=\"https://ko-fi.com/shaperbull\" rel=\"nofollow\">https://ko-fi.com/shaperbull</a><br /><br />If you can&#039;t donate, and that you have relatives that could be into this account content, share this journal and ko-fi link around? It&#039;s okay if you can&#039;t/won&#039;t though, I can&#039;t blame you.<br /><br />Well, until next time, take care?</span>","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'></span>","pools_count":0,"title":"Trouble incoming :/ ...","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"image/png","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"2","type_name":"Sketch","guest_block":"t","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"0","views":"51"}