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Everyone took it the opposite way it was meant to be, which was interesting to see. That's why I drew the second doodle.
I decided not to tell anyone what was up and let them relate in their own way but also hint that no one understood. Plus, I like Jim Starling, and drawing him comforting Iris on a lazy Sunday helped keep the bad thoughts moored.
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Iris is calling Death in hopes of him ending her life early. He won't allow it, however.
She doesn't want someone she hates dead. Death isn't being sarcastic or snubbing her. He's intended to be solemn and concerned, while Iris is having a quiet mental breakdown. She's trying to function but barely hanging on.
The second drawing is more meta. Again, it refers to no one understanding the first drawing.
Some time has passed and Iris is in the acceptance stage of grief, mixed with a dash of aloofness. Jim has been there to comfort and support her. She has vented to him about how she dislikes others not understanding and is afraid that they'll think she's an immature edgelord since the common consensus is that she's putting out a hit on someone. Knowing how embarrassed she felt but not wanting to push it, he asks if she's going to reveal the true meaning. Iris sees no point since everyone that left a comment seemed to relate to it, albeit incorrectly. She decided to just let them have that slab of relatability.
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I drew it because, at the time, some scumbag tried to dox me because I politely asked him to stop flooding my art group on DeviantArt with literally HUNDREDS of submissions a day. The staff did nothing about it, and the prick was STILL getting trades and praise while openly posting harassing statuses and journals about me and the groups' founder.
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It all fucked with my brain quite badly. How the fuck does someone try to ruin your life over you being kind and amicable in this day and age? I went through a lot of that shit all throughout my teens and early 20s. People online were like that back then, but shit has changed, and I wasn't prepared to deal with it again. It's as if I was 16 again, scared, alone, and outnumbered- bullied and being called a pussy that deserves to die for having issues with people online.
It's over and done with now, but yeah, that's the meaning behind these two pieces.",
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