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(Turtles are AU and Leo is 23 and Raph is 22, Donnie and Mikey are 20)
Disclaimer: TMNT  isn’t mine and this is just a fan fiction writing. No money is being made on this story.

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Wasn’t Casey done with dealing with her and her family? Considering April and Casey did move out of the city to Boston a year ago and hasn’t even made much of a peep to her or her siblings since.\n \nThings as April put it, was getting out of hand, after the death of Master Splinter and everything spiraling out of control, the two human friends wanted a change in life, in turn Raph didn’t blame them, for the fact before the decision to leave was even made, Casey almost died when the Purple Dragons blew up the Antique shop…\n \nBut a part of her wish they didn’t leave though, it took her some time to get over not having a friend around to talk to, bashing some heads, get piss drunk, all that fun stuff…\n \nShe finally got over it after Donnie brought her to the side explaining how April and Casey felt, if the human’s continue being friends with them, all April and Casey were doing was keeping themselves in this circle of violence, with her and her siblings normal life being ninja’s and all, violence was a normal routine.\n \nThe thing with April was that she wanted to start a family, but having unspeakable dangers knocking on her front door all the time was too much for her to handle, so in the end Raph lost his only friend.\n \nFinally, what felt like eternity the phone died down, as the silence once again set in, easing up Raph sat back down, taking a big deep breath, for the past day Casey has called well over five times, if it was an emergency he would have contacted her siblings by now, yet not hearing anything from anyone, she just figured Casey wanted to catch up maybe?\n \nEither way it doesn’t matter, even being a girl and answering the phone with a female voice, Raph knew fully well it wouldn’t go so well talking to him, not just that Raph in truth was still hurt on the fact Casey just cut her out of his life beforehand, it was to hard for her to even think of talking to him, even if she was a guy again, that feeling would be the same.\n \nRegardless of the fact Casey was attempting to find a new life, couldn’t he just say hi to her now and then, would that really put him in that much danger?\n \nYet knowing April she must have put her foot down.\n \nSighing, confused, feeling all the emotions swelling within, Raph started to regret not answering the phone, she was just complaining on how Casey stop being friends, yet she was there avoiding his calls, when he finally started wanting to talk to her again.\n \nStaring at the phone, Raph flipped it open, going through her contact list, hovering over Casey’s number, should she dare?\n \nSeconds away from pressing the dial button, she stopped when a scream came from below, jumping to her feet, there she saw her catch of the night.\n \nTwo Purple Dragons right on cue, harassing some poor human girl, grinding her teeth, she was appalled by this sickening sight, did they have any dignity at all? How dare they treat a girl like she was some piece of meat for their amusement!\n \nPutting the shell cell away, Raph moved into action, hiding within the shadows making her way to one of the pieces of trash, taking her foot, she planted firmly against the man’s chest making him fly into the wall.\n \nAs the man dropped to the ground, the other thug let go of the young lady, allowing her to run away in fear.\n \nTaking out her Sai, Raph grinned, this was going to be fun, watching the Purple Dragon’s eyes widen on the mere sight of her, fuelled Raph’s anger within.\n \nAs she was going to take a step forward to proceed with her attack, suddenly something wrapped its arms around her holding her up as her legs kicked wildly into the air, unfortunately, being caught off guard, she dropped her Sai in her attempts to free herself by the scum bag that held her in his grip.\n \n“What the hell!” Raph screamed in surprise, struggling to get free, as the horror hit her, the Dragon she thought that took a dirt nap, was the one that was actually holding her!\n \nSure, her kick should have knocked the bastard out for a few hours, that said the worrisome question of all was, why can’t she get out of his hold?\n \nSure, he was human, just like every other Dragon she ever came in contact with, which none of them in the past proved to be stronger than her… unless… as fear fell heavy in her heart, Raph came to one conclusion that made her hyperventilate, she wasn’t as strong as she use to be…\n \nKicking hard Raph struggled more in vain, no matter what she couldn’t get the upper hand; this Dragon was holding onto her so tight she could barely move, or even breathe right.\n \nThen something unspeakable started to take place, something that not even in her wildest nightmares would ever come up with, Raph shuddered in complete horror and disbelief when her capturer spoke in a pleased horny voice, “Well well, what do we have here? A freak… and it’s a girl, mmmm,” the Dragon purred amused licking Raph’s cheek, “I wonder if fucking this thing is the same as fucking some bitch?’\n \nFrozen, Raph’s heart pounded out of control, did she just hear this disgusting human say that he.. that he was thinking of… of raping her!\n \nFeeling sick to her stomach, Raph was wrapped in complete fear she never felt before or thought ever existed, when once again the Dragon licked her neck, making his tongue slowly traveling up to her cheek, as her body trembled, consumed by the horror of this was actually happening to her, petrified Raph’s eyes grew wide, this wasn’t how things were meant to turn out!\n \nNever in her life did she have such a situation happen to her, she was completely lost, feeling weak and helpless, like never before, she wondered on what she can do? How does she handle this?\n \n“LET ME GOOO!!!” Raph screamed at the top of her lungs, feeling the tears form in her eyes, as the other man came up to her groping her boobs, Raph desperately wanted someone, anyone to help her.\n \nDeep down, she started to wish she rethought of this, she should never left the lair in the first place, she shouldn’t have misjudged the Dragons, thinking nothing has actually changed, it has, she has, and she doesn’t even know what her weaknesses or strengths are anymore, to even dare to take on a fight. How could she have been so reckless?\n \nAs the Purple Dragon’s hand trailed down her plastron towards her crotch, to figure out where her sex was, Raph heard a hard thud from behind her, suddenly the Dragon that was holding her let her go, making Raph smacked into the ground hard, hitting her head on the impact.\n \nHead throbbing, the darkness swirled around her, feeling woozy, out of breath, unable to move, everything went black.\n \n------------------------------------------**********---------------------------------------------------\n \n[b] Leo POV[/b]\n \nStaring at the TV, Leo slumped into her chair, playing with the remote that was in her hand, channel surfing, for there was nothing interesting on.\n \nTwo days have passed since the accident and no results, though Donnie was doing her best, she couldn’t figure out how this happened to them, or even how it was possible.\n \nIt was one thing for mutating, changing species even, but gender? It was far fetched than anything they have ever experienced, if it actually didn’t happen to them, the mere idea would have been ludicrous.\n \nYet there they were, girls of all things, boobs and all, tugging at her gray turtleneck that has been irritating her soft green skin, Leo didn’t dare to take it off, she didn’t feel comfortable not wearing it, to think before clothing was never an issue, yet having breasts, regardless on the fact all they really were was big bumps with her plastron covering it, she felt naked for the first time in her life.\n \nEven Donnie tended to be wearing her lab coat not taking it off, having it button up enough to cover her own womanly parts, only Raph didn’t care, yet that was Raph, plain and simple.\n \nSighing glancing a look over towards the lab, Leo was weary, the real reason Donnie has been at a dead end was she couldn’t find anything to pinpoint the origin to their gender bender, everything like she said was cleaned up, even after that she did look, but came up short.\n \nAs for her records of items that might have been involved, processing them has been a very slow tedious task, to make sure things were accurate, she had to check her record then go through her whole lab updating those records to find what was amiss.\n \nLeo did offer to help, but Donnie told Leo she was fine, she was being stubborn, or was it she didn’t like Leo touching her things? Unsure Leo didn’t argue, Donnie’s lab was her place, the same as the meditation room that branches off the Dojo was hers.\n \nWhen it came to the blood work, Donnie was more baffled than anything, what she found was their male genes were actually rewritten to the opposite sex, to the point there is no evidence they were ever even male, like they were born like this.\n \nOf course it was more complex then that, but Leo kind of got lost in the half mumbling explanation and she swore by the time Donnie was done, Donnie had two heads…\n \nAll in all, in the end, how she has been feeling, she didn’t really care about turning back into a male at the moment, all Leo wanted to do was find a hole and die in it, other than the obvious stress she has been under, she has also have been feeling very ill ever since this happened to her, from hot flashes to puking everyday practically, she was worse for wear.\n \nWhat hasn’t been helping was Raph blowing a gasket every second, almost at the brink of killing Donnie, it was so bad, that Leo actually ordered Raph to go for a walk, anything then barking her anger at Donnie who has been trying to fix this.\n \nEven then oddly enough, Raph has been acting weird around her, there has been times she glared at Leo, like she was disgusted with her, yet no matter what Leo never could figure out why, or what she has done to get this kind of treatment from Raph.\n \nSure Raph has been stressed too, but even then the way Raph has been looking at her, it wasn’t the normal disapprove or rebellious attitude she would show in the past, it was something deeper, yet not so much personal in nature, her demeanor was more in the manner that Raph was protecting someone.\n \nOut of all that, there was something more than just her situation, Raph and Donnie, that was plaguing her, the one thing that has been weighing on her mind heavily of late, was the current problem with Mikey…\n \nBiting her lip, Leo let out a small, sad groan, slumping into her chair more, to the point she almost slipped out of the chair altogether, luckily she caught herself before hitting the ground.\n \nShe didn’t know what to do with Mikey, or how to proceed in talking to him, it was like a nightmare just crossing paths with him, every time she has, Mikey would become quiet, distant, his face would become impossible to read, even to her, she never before has seen Mikey like this, and in truth it scared her deeply.\n \nThen there was his arm, which was bandaged up, what Donnie told her, Mikey accidently broke his mirror and cut himself, which was the story, but was it the truth?\n \nSighing again, Leo’s eyes wandered around the room, looking for anything of interest, anything to stop her mind from thinking, it was giving her a headache, and her stomach wasn’t too pleased either yet again.\n \nThen out of nowhere she could hear his footsteps coming towards the living room, frozen in her chair, Leo felt like her body was paralyzed, she couldn’t even look up, her breathing became heavy, as she strained to take a breath, the air in the room thicken making matters worse for her.\n \nThe silence that hung there was unsettling, Leo could feel Mikey’s awkward stare, feeling his tension, managing to finally take a breath and control of her body once more, Leo got to her feet quickly, leaving before Mikey decided to do it instead.\n \nAs far as she was concerned, she was done with the TV anyways and she knew fully well the younger brother wanted to use it, why be mean and make things between them worse, it was best Leo left either way.\n \n-----------------------*******-------------------------\n \nHeading towards the lab, Leo didn’t look back to notice that Mikey eased up after she left the room, it was obvious he too was having a hard time figuring out what to say, Leo didn’t blame him, or was upset he didn’t want to have any contact with her either.\n \nPressing her palm against the metal door leading to Donnie’s lab, Leo wonder if she should have a talk with Donnie, not that she really wanted to admit she had sex with Mikey, but this underlined guilt and disgust with herself was killing her, she needed someone to talk to, but how would Donnie take it or act towards her after wards?\n \nAs Leo entered the lab the first thing she noticed was the papers scattered around the floor, every inch of the lab was plastered with paper, including books, that were stacked higher than her, placed anywhere there was space left.\n \nLike an obstacle course, Leo tried her best not to step on anything, starting to wish she made a visit to the genius earlier, or had someone tell her that Donnie was in this mode, Leo bit her lip, she was worried about what she will find when she finally finds Donnie.\n \nThis clutter was unmistakably was a clear sign Donnie was overburden and stressed, which could result in self destruction, last time this happened, they had to hook Donnie up to an iv, force feed her and keep watch on her too, so she didn’t dare try to work anymore, in turn that would have killed her in the end.\n \nTo Leo’s dismay as she came closer to the area the desk was to be, there sure enough, black around her eyes was Donnie, staring at some papers, her hands shook uncontrollably, which was another warning sign, this one was to indicate she has ingested too much caffeine and not enough clear liquids.\n \nSlowly looking up from her work, Donnie rubbed her exhausted eyes, making Leo let out a sigh crossing her arms disappointingly, “How many of me’s are you seeing Donnie?”\n \nBiting her lip, shifting uneasily under Leo’s piercing gaze, Donnie slowly replied with a half smile that barely form on her lips, “One…”\n \n“Nice try, how many?” Leo kept her ground growling, demanding Donnie to tell the truth.\n \n“You don’t have any twin sisters, I don’t know about,” Donnie said sarcastically, in defeat.\n \n“Nope, so three of me then, which I take it… Donnie, it’s bed time,” Leo went towards Donnie, shutting her laptop before Donnie could snatch it away, being too slow to stop Leo; Donnie glared at her in protest.\n \n“Leo I…,” Donnie started only to have Leo growl again under her breath, she wasn’t in the mood for excuses, regardless how much she wanted to be her old self, there was no way she was going to let Donnie continue this descent, she will have to continue in the morning when she was fully rested, or in a day or two depending on how bad her tired state truly is.\n \nStanding up quickly, Donnie tried to open her laptop only to lose her balance in the process, falling into Leo’s arms.\n \n“Donnie I’m not kidding, it's bed time, you can worry about our current situation after you get a good night's sleep.”\n \n“No…!” Donnie fought back.\n \nGrinding her teeth, irritated by Donnie’s stubbornness that only truly shines when she has over caffeinated and was borderline passing out, Leo picked up Donnie, noticing how awkward this was compared to before.\n \nImmediately Leo almost buckled under Donnie’s weight, realizing she wasn’t as strong as she use to be, or was it that Donnie put on some extra pounds she didn’t notice?\n \n“Leo put me down, you're going to hurt yourself!” Donnie protested angrily struggling to get free from her big sister’s grip.\n \n“Donnie stop it, I will get hurt if you keep that up, just relax I can still carry you. So what if I’m not as strong as Raph, that doesn’t mean I can’t do this…,” Leo stated as her frustration grew, for her body ached from Donnie bouncing around like some child in a tantrum.\n \n“Yeah, well… Raph isn’t the one that’s pregnant!” Donnie blurted out without thinking, then froze as she came aware of what she had just done.\n \nAs the word ‘pregnant’ hit Leo’s ears, her heart stop, her mind went blank, losing her footing by the shock, Leo slipped on some papers, losing her grip on Donnie as both came crashing to the floor hard.\n \nFeeling like the air in her lungs was gone, gasping for more which seemed to be none, like she was in some air tight room, Leo hyperventilated.\n \nQuickly Donnie went to her side, “Leo breathe!” seeing her sister experiencing a panicked attack, Donnie rub the back of her neck to help soothe her, “Leo listen to me, breathe! Inhale through your nostrils… that’s good, now exhale through your mouth. Good, good, now do it again, slowly, good…” Donnie instructed Leo watching her sister finally start to calm down.\n \nMinutes passed as they both sat there on the floor surrounded by mountains of paper and books, all the while Leo kept her eyes close focusing on her breathing to push away the panic that was trying to consume her.\n \n“I’m… I’m…” Leo staggered, trying to force the words out, the word that she never in her life thought she would even think of or say, “I’m p… pp… oh god… I’m pregnant!”\n \nFeeling her head swirling in this impossible scenario, Leo started to feel sick yet again, her stomach turned at the mere thought of her actually being pregnant, unable to hold it, Leo grabbed the garbage can puking within.\n \nAfter a moment, letting everything within her stomach, coat the inside of the trash can, she flashed a look towards Donnie who was rubbing her shoulder.\n \n“Donnie are you sure that I’m…”\n \n“Pregnant… yes… you are, how I don’t know; I assume it might be some kind of side effect of changing from male to female…”\n \nWithout warning, Leo grabbed Donnie’s lab coat, silencing the turtle under her glare, Leo had to know one thing before else, “Who knows?!”\n \nPutting her arms up in surrender, Donnie gulped, she wasn’t use to Leo being this aggressive, Leo wasn’t known to show off her anger, only in odd situations, this one she had to admit could be classified as such a situation, “No one, I wasn’t even going to tell you until I knew how first… Your blood stated that you’re pregnant yet Raph and I are in the clear…”\n \nLetting go of Donnie, Leo’s head spin, comprehending the news, sitting back down cross legged, staring at the floor, Leo closed her eyes, as her bottom lip trembled, “Don’t worry Donnie… you and Raph will be fine…”\n \nRaising an eyebrow Donnie wasn’t sure how Leo could be so sure, “Because our results were negative at first doesn’t mean…”\n \nOpening her eyes again flashing a look at Donnie for thinking this was the only explanation, not noticing not only her own odd behavior, as well as Mikey’s, Leo lost what little hold she had on her overflowing guilt and anger, practically yelling at the top of her lungs at Donnie as if this was all her fault.\n \n“I FUCK MIKEY OK!! THAT’S WHY I’M FUCKEN PREGNANT!! I FUCK MY GOD DAMN LITTLE BROTHER!!!!!” Leo burst out not holding back, not even caring about the words she used; she wasn’t one to swear much, but this of all moments it didn’t matter, even though she knew she must sound just like Raph when she loses her lid.\n \nSeeing the look in Donnie’s eyes, that were a mix of feelings including fear, pure utter fear, the likes that Leo never had seen Donnie have towards her, her wall crumbled, breaking down, she cried her shame, she laid down closing her body into a fetal position, not even daring to look towards Donnie.\n \nSilence filled the room; Donnie didn’t know what to say, of all the possible conclusions of why Leo was pregnant, not once did she play with the idea of the possibility that Leo actually had mated with a male, let alone that male being Mikey.\n \n“Leo…” Donnie extended her hand out to touch her sister only to have Leo slap it away.\n \n“Leave me alone!” Leo whimpered making herself smaller.\n \n“Leo please don’t act like that…”\n \n“SHUT UP DONNIE! LEAVE ME ALONE!” Leo shrieked, she didn’t want Donnie near her, she didn’t want Donnie to witness this, see her in this condition.\n \nFeeling a set of arms wrapped around her, Leo screamed, trying to push Donnie away, she didn’t deserve this, she didn’t want to be comforted, she just wanted to die right there and then.\n \nGrowling, Leo flashed a look at Donnie for her consistent persistence to bring her some ease and comfort, only to turn pure white as her heart stopped, it wasn’t Donnie that was holding her, it was Mikey.\n \nThe orange clad turtle’s eyes were full of tears, letting Leo go she sat up, looking at him mortified, when did he show up, what did he hear?\n \nSitting on his knees Mikey lip trembled, then suddenly he once again wrapped his arm around Leo pulling her in tightly, not wanting this more than anything, Leo struggled trying to get Mikey to let her go.\n \n“NO!!! NO! NO!” Leo cried, feeling weaker by the second, giving up fighting altogether, balling her eyes out.\n \n“Mikey, I’m sorry, I’m sorry I’m so sorry,” Leo buried her beak into Mikey’s shoulder, all the while he said nothing, only rubbed the back of her neck, the same spot Donnie does to calm Leo down when she needs to.\n \n“I’m sorry to Leo… but… but, Leo please… don’t push me away!” Mikey sniffled.\n \n“Mikey this is entirely all my fault, please just leave me alone…” Leo sobbed she didn’t deserve Mikey’s forgiveness, she didn’t deserve his kindness.\n \n “NO!” Mikey growled, holding her tighter, “I’m not going to let you push me away!”\nPlease Leo never push me away… I need my big brother… I mean sister… damn it, I don’t know anymore, I’m so confused… But I do know I don’t care if you’re a girl, or the fact you’re pregnant even… what I do care, is that… I just need you!! “\n \nTrembling Leo whimpered into Mikey’s chest, “But Mikey what I did… I didn’t mean to do this to you… but I did… it’s all my fault, please forgive me…”\n \nPulling away just a bit to look into Leo’s eyes, which were red from crying, Mikey smiled sweetly, “I really don’t care about that anymore, that isn’t important. Leo listen, I never blamed you on what happened or will ever... Leo I hate not talking to you, we are family, we can’t do this… I can’t handle the thought of any of us growing apart, regardless of the reasons. I..,” Mikey looked down towards Leo stomach imagining the egg that was growing inside her, knowing it was his, his responsibility, not just Leo’s.\n \n“I want to take responsibility Leo for once, you’re not alone in this. So please let us not do this anymore, lets us not pull apart, not now, not after everything we have been through. Leo I want to protect you, please let me do this. It’s time for me to grow up, and you to finally rely on me; I promise I will be there for you every moment, if you let me.” Mikey gently pressed his head against Leo’s, who in turn nodded, wrapping her arms around him, letting her tears flow, her fear that was overwhelming her, suffocating her, suddenly lighten up, like Mikey was taking half of her burned, half of the responsibility, in turn she was proud of him more than she has ever been before.\n \n--------------------------------------****************---------------------------------\n[b]Raph POV[/b]\n \nHead aching like a son of a bitch, Raph sat up slowly feeling as if she was hit by a truck, she sluggishly looked around, in the mist of her confusion, she truly had not the faintest idea where she was.\n \nFlashing back to her memories, especially the last part before passing out, it took her by storm, wasn’t the two Dragon scums going to RAPE HER!\n \nFear building up, she panicked struggling to come to her senses, forcing her eye's sight to work, in the mist of the chaos a voice broke the veil.\n \n“Hey babe calm down, you’re safe now.”\n \nAs the male voice all too familiar came to her, Raph froze as her eyes traveled toward its direction, there sitting in a warn out lazy chair was a male human with black hair, wearing a red shirt with black jeans watching Raph, trying to figure her out…\n \n“Casey?!”","writing_bbcode_parsed":"Raph POV
 
Crouched down, feeling the cool breeze flowing through her red bandana, Raph’s eyes were peeled, watching the alleyway below, waiting for any activity.
 
A bit annoyed and frustrated on her female form, the only thing that was preventing her smashing her fist into Donnie’s face to make her sister reverse this nightmare, was this fresh air and the promise of the oncoming violence that the Purple Dragon’s never fail to deliver, all of this was helping to ease her mind.
 
Yet silence was the theme of the night so far, every spot that was prone for activity was deader then a grave yard, hell it came to the point she was considering that would be the night’s highlight, with a couple cans of beer, if all fails.
 
Sighing, she sat down, crossing her legs, placing her head into the palm of her hand, of all the nights this had to be the one that was so boring…
 
Then braking the silence that surrounded her, a ring suddenly commenced from her belt, practically making her jump out of her shell, with her hands shaking from her fright, Raph took out her shell cell, gulping on the number that flashed on its screen.
 
‘Casey Jones’ biting her lip, she took a breath, closing the phone trying her best to ignore it, she could answer it, yet she didn’t dare, normally she would be more than happy to talk to her best friend, yet in this circumstance she could not.
 
Besides, why was Casey calling her so much all the sudden? Wasn’t Casey done with dealing with her and her family? Considering April and Casey did move out of the city to Boston a year ago and hasn’t even made much of a peep to her or her siblings since.
 
Things as April put it, was getting out of hand, after the death of Master Splinter and everything spiraling out of control, the two human friends wanted a change in life, in turn Raph didn’t blame them, for the fact before the decision to leave was even made, Casey almost died when the Purple Dragons blew up the Antique shop…
 
But a part of her wish they didn’t leave though, it took her some time to get over not having a friend around to talk to, bashing some heads, get piss drunk, all that fun stuff…
 
She finally got over it after Donnie brought her to the side explaining how April and Casey felt, if the human’s continue being friends with them, all April and Casey were doing was keeping themselves in this circle of violence, with her and her siblings normal life being ninja’s and all, violence was a normal routine.
 
The thing with April was that she wanted to start a family, but having unspeakable dangers knocking on her front door all the time was too much for her to handle, so in the end Raph lost his only friend.
 
Finally, what felt like eternity the phone died down, as the silence once again set in, easing up Raph sat back down, taking a big deep breath, for the past day Casey has called well over five times, if it was an emergency he would have contacted her siblings by now, yet not hearing anything from anyone, she just figured Casey wanted to catch up maybe?
 
Either way it doesn’t matter, even being a girl and answering the phone with a female voice, Raph knew fully well it wouldn’t go so well talking to him, not just that Raph in truth was still hurt on the fact Casey just cut her out of his life beforehand, it was to hard for her to even think of talking to him, even if she was a guy again, that feeling would be the same.
 
Regardless of the fact Casey was attempting to find a new life, couldn’t he just say hi to her now and then, would that really put him in that much danger?
 
Yet knowing April she must have put her foot down.
 
Sighing, confused, feeling all the emotions swelling within, Raph started to regret not answering the phone, she was just complaining on how Casey stop being friends, yet she was there avoiding his calls, when he finally started wanting to talk to her again.
 
Staring at the phone, Raph flipped it open, going through her contact list, hovering over Casey’s number, should she dare?
 
Seconds away from pressing the dial button, she stopped when a scream came from below, jumping to her feet, there she saw her catch of the night.
 
Two Purple Dragons right on cue, harassing some poor human girl, grinding her teeth, she was appalled by this sickening sight, did they have any dignity at all? How dare they treat a girl like she was some piece of meat for their amusement!
 
Putting the shell cell away, Raph moved into action, hiding within the shadows making her way to one of the pieces of trash, taking her foot, she planted firmly against the man’s chest making him fly into the wall.
 
As the man dropped to the ground, the other thug let go of the young lady, allowing her to run away in fear.
 
Taking out her Sai, Raph grinned, this was going to be fun, watching the Purple Dragon’s eyes widen on the mere sight of her, fuelled Raph’s anger within.
 
As she was going to take a step forward to proceed with her attack, suddenly something wrapped its arms around her holding her up as her legs kicked wildly into the air, unfortunately, being caught off guard, she dropped her Sai in her attempts to free herself by the scum bag that held her in his grip.
 
“What the hell!” Raph screamed in surprise, struggling to get free, as the horror hit her, the Dragon she thought that took a dirt nap, was the one that was actually holding her!
 
Sure, her kick should have knocked the bastard out for a few hours, that said the worrisome question of all was, why can’t she get out of his hold?
 
Sure, he was human, just like every other Dragon she ever came in contact with, which none of them in the past proved to be stronger than her… unless… as fear fell heavy in her heart, Raph came to one conclusion that made her hyperventilate, she wasn’t as strong as she use to be…
 
Kicking hard Raph struggled more in vain, no matter what she couldn’t get the upper hand; this Dragon was holding onto her so tight she could barely move, or even breathe right.
 
Then something unspeakable started to take place, something that not even in her wildest nightmares would ever come up with, Raph shuddered in complete horror and disbelief when her capturer spoke in a pleased horny voice, “Well well, what do we have here? A freak… and it’s a girl, mmmm,” the Dragon purred amused licking Raph’s cheek, “I wonder if fucking this thing is the same as fucking some bitch?’
 
Frozen, Raph’s heart pounded out of control, did she just hear this disgusting human say that he.. that he was thinking of… of raping her!
 
Feeling sick to her stomach, Raph was wrapped in complete fear she never felt before or thought ever existed, when once again the Dragon licked her neck, making his tongue slowly traveling up to her cheek, as her body trembled, consumed by the horror of this was actually happening to her, petrified Raph’s eyes grew wide, this wasn’t how things were meant to turn out!
 
Never in her life did she have such a situation happen to her, she was completely lost, feeling weak and helpless, like never before, she wondered on what she can do? How does she handle this?
 
“LET ME GOOO!!!” Raph screamed at the top of her lungs, feeling the tears form in her eyes, as the other man came up to her groping her boobs, Raph desperately wanted someone, anyone to help her.
 
Deep down, she started to wish she rethought of this, she should never left the lair in the first place, she shouldn’t have misjudged the Dragons, thinking nothing has actually changed, it has, she has, and she doesn’t even know what her weaknesses or strengths are anymore, to even dare to take on a fight. How could she have been so reckless?
 
As the Purple Dragon’s hand trailed down her plastron towards her crotch, to figure out where her sex was, Raph heard a hard thud from behind her, suddenly the Dragon that was holding her let her go, making Raph smacked into the ground hard, hitting her head on the impact.
 
Head throbbing, the darkness swirled around her, feeling woozy, out of breath, unable to move, everything went black.
 
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Leo POV
 
Staring at the TV, Leo slumped into her chair, playing with the remote that was in her hand, channel surfing, for there was nothing interesting on.
 
Two days have passed since the accident and no results, though Donnie was doing her best, she couldn’t figure out how this happened to them, or even how it was possible.
 
It was one thing for mutating, changing species even, but gender? It was far fetched than anything they have ever experienced, if it actually didn’t happen to them, the mere idea would have been ludicrous.
 
Yet there they were, girls of all things, boobs and all, tugging at her gray turtleneck that has been irritating her soft green skin, Leo didn’t dare to take it off, she didn’t feel comfortable not wearing it, to think before clothing was never an issue, yet having breasts, regardless on the fact all they really were was big bumps with her plastron covering it, she felt naked for the first time in her life.
 
Even Donnie tended to be wearing her lab coat not taking it off, having it button up enough to cover her own womanly parts, only Raph didn’t care, yet that was Raph, plain and simple.
 
Sighing glancing a look over towards the lab, Leo was weary, the real reason Donnie has been at a dead end was she couldn’t find anything to pinpoint the origin to their gender bender, everything like she said was cleaned up, even after that she did look, but came up short.
 
As for her records of items that might have been involved, processing them has been a very slow tedious task, to make sure things were accurate, she had to check her record then go through her whole lab updating those records to find what was amiss.
 
Leo did offer to help, but Donnie told Leo she was fine, she was being stubborn, or was it she didn’t like Leo touching her things? Unsure Leo didn’t argue, Donnie’s lab was her place, the same as the meditation room that branches off the Dojo was hers.
 
When it came to the blood work, Donnie was more baffled than anything, what she found was their male genes were actually rewritten to the opposite sex, to the point there is no evidence they were ever even male, like they were born like this.
 
Of course it was more complex then that, but Leo kind of got lost in the half mumbling explanation and she swore by the time Donnie was done, Donnie had two heads…
 
All in all, in the end, how she has been feeling, she didn’t really care about turning back into a male at the moment, all Leo wanted to do was find a hole and die in it, other than the obvious stress she has been under, she has also have been feeling very ill ever since this happened to her, from hot flashes to puking everyday practically, she was worse for wear.
 
What hasn’t been helping was Raph blowing a gasket every second, almost at the brink of killing Donnie, it was so bad, that Leo actually ordered Raph to go for a walk, anything then barking her anger at Donnie who has been trying to fix this.
 
Even then oddly enough, Raph has been acting weird around her, there has been times she glared at Leo, like she was disgusted with her, yet no matter what Leo never could figure out why, or what she has done to get this kind of treatment from Raph.
 
Sure Raph has been stressed too, but even then the way Raph has been looking at her, it wasn’t the normal disapprove or rebellious attitude she would show in the past, it was something deeper, yet not so much personal in nature, her demeanor was more in the manner that Raph was protecting someone.
 
Out of all that, there was something more than just her situation, Raph and Donnie, that was plaguing her, the one thing that has been weighing on her mind heavily of late, was the current problem with Mikey…
 
Biting her lip, Leo let out a small, sad groan, slumping into her chair more, to the point she almost slipped out of the chair altogether, luckily she caught herself before hitting the ground.
 
She didn’t know what to do with Mikey, or how to proceed in talking to him, it was like a nightmare just crossing paths with him, every time she has, Mikey would become quiet, distant, his face would become impossible to read, even to her, she never before has seen Mikey like this, and in truth it scared her deeply.
 
Then there was his arm, which was bandaged up, what Donnie told her, Mikey accidently broke his mirror and cut himself, which was the story, but was it the truth?
 
Sighing again, Leo’s eyes wandered around the room, looking for anything of interest, anything to stop her mind from thinking, it was giving her a headache, and her stomach wasn’t too pleased either yet again.
 
Then out of nowhere she could hear his footsteps coming towards the living room, frozen in her chair, Leo felt like her body was paralyzed, she couldn’t even look up, her breathing became heavy, as she strained to take a breath, the air in the room thicken making matters worse for her.
 
The silence that hung there was unsettling, Leo could feel Mikey’s awkward stare, feeling his tension, managing to finally take a breath and control of her body once more, Leo got to her feet quickly, leaving before Mikey decided to do it instead.
 
As far as she was concerned, she was done with the TV anyways and she knew fully well the younger brother wanted to use it, why be mean and make things between them worse, it was best Leo left either way.
 
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Heading towards the lab, Leo didn’t look back to notice that Mikey eased up after she left the room, it was obvious he too was having a hard time figuring out what to say, Leo didn’t blame him, or was upset he didn’t want to have any contact with her either.
 
Pressing her palm against the metal door leading to Donnie’s lab, Leo wonder if she should have a talk with Donnie, not that she really wanted to admit she had sex with Mikey, but this underlined guilt and disgust with herself was killing her, she needed someone to talk to, but how would Donnie take it or act towards her after wards?
 
As Leo entered the lab the first thing she noticed was the papers scattered around the floor, every inch of the lab was plastered with paper, including books, that were stacked higher than her, placed anywhere there was space left.
 
Like an obstacle course, Leo tried her best not to step on anything, starting to wish she made a visit to the genius earlier, or had someone tell her that Donnie was in this mode, Leo bit her lip, she was worried about what she will find when she finally finds Donnie.
 
This clutter was unmistakably was a clear sign Donnie was overburden and stressed, which could result in self destruction, last time this happened, they had to hook Donnie up to an iv, force feed her and keep watch on her too, so she didn’t dare try to work anymore, in turn that would have killed her in the end.
 
To Leo’s dismay as she came closer to the area the desk was to be, there sure enough, black around her eyes was Donnie, staring at some papers, her hands shook uncontrollably, which was another warning sign, this one was to indicate she has ingested too much caffeine and not enough clear liquids.
 
Slowly looking up from her work, Donnie rubbed her exhausted eyes, making Leo let out a sigh crossing her arms disappointingly, “How many of me’s are you seeing Donnie?”
 
Biting her lip, shifting uneasily under Leo’s piercing gaze, Donnie slowly replied with a half smile that barely form on her lips, “One…”
 
“Nice try, how many?” Leo kept her ground growling, demanding Donnie to tell the truth.
 
“You don’t have any twin sisters, I don’t know about,” Donnie said sarcastically, in defeat.
 
“Nope, so three of me then, which I take it… Donnie, it’s bed time,” Leo went towards Donnie, shutting her laptop before Donnie could snatch it away, being too slow to stop Leo; Donnie glared at her in protest.
 
“Leo I…,” Donnie started only to have Leo growl again under her breath, she wasn’t in the mood for excuses, regardless how much she wanted to be her old self, there was no way she was going to let Donnie continue this descent, she will have to continue in the morning when she was fully rested, or in a day or two depending on how bad her tired state truly is.
 
Standing up quickly, Donnie tried to open her laptop only to lose her balance in the process, falling into Leo’s arms.
 
“Donnie I’m not kidding, it's bed time, you can worry about our current situation after you get a good night's sleep.”
 
“No…!” Donnie fought back.
 
Grinding her teeth, irritated by Donnie’s stubbornness that only truly shines when she has over caffeinated and was borderline passing out, Leo picked up Donnie, noticing how awkward this was compared to before.
 
Immediately Leo almost buckled under Donnie’s weight, realizing she wasn’t as strong as she use to be, or was it that Donnie put on some extra pounds she didn’t notice?
 
“Leo put me down, you're going to hurt yourself!” Donnie protested angrily struggling to get free from her big sister’s grip.
 
“Donnie stop it, I will get hurt if you keep that up, just relax I can still carry you. So what if I’m not as strong as Raph, that doesn’t mean I can’t do this…,” Leo stated as her frustration grew, for her body ached from Donnie bouncing around like some child in a tantrum.
 
“Yeah, well… Raph isn’t the one that’s pregnant!” Donnie blurted out without thinking, then froze as she came aware of what she had just done.
 
As the word ‘pregnant’ hit Leo’s ears, her heart stop, her mind went blank, losing her footing by the shock, Leo slipped on some papers, losing her grip on Donnie as both came crashing to the floor hard.
 
Feeling like the air in her lungs was gone, gasping for more which seemed to be none, like she was in some air tight room, Leo hyperventilated.
 
Quickly Donnie went to her side, “Leo breathe!” seeing her sister experiencing a panicked attack, Donnie rub the back of her neck to help soothe her, “Leo listen to me, breathe! Inhale through your nostrils… that’s good, now exhale through your mouth. Good, good, now do it again, slowly, good…” Donnie instructed Leo watching her sister finally start to calm down.
 
Minutes passed as they both sat there on the floor surrounded by mountains of paper and books, all the while Leo kept her eyes close focusing on her breathing to push away the panic that was trying to consume her.
 
“I’m… I’m…” Leo staggered, trying to force the words out, the word that she never in her life thought she would even think of or say, “I’m p… pp… oh god… I’m pregnant!”
 
Feeling her head swirling in this impossible scenario, Leo started to feel sick yet again, her stomach turned at the mere thought of her actually being pregnant, unable to hold it, Leo grabbed the garbage can puking within.
 
After a moment, letting everything within her stomach, coat the inside of the trash can, she flashed a look towards Donnie who was rubbing her shoulder.
 
“Donnie are you sure that I’m…”
 
“Pregnant… yes… you are, how I don’t know; I assume it might be some kind of side effect of changing from male to female…”
 
Without warning, Leo grabbed Donnie’s lab coat, silencing the turtle under her glare, Leo had to know one thing before else, “Who knows?!”
 
Putting her arms up in surrender, Donnie gulped, she wasn’t use to Leo being this aggressive, Leo wasn’t known to show off her anger, only in odd situations, this one she had to admit could be classified as such a situation, “No one, I wasn’t even going to tell you until I knew how first… Your blood stated that you’re pregnant yet Raph and I are in the clear…”
 
Letting go of Donnie, Leo’s head spin, comprehending the news, sitting back down cross legged, staring at the floor, Leo closed her eyes, as her bottom lip trembled, “Don’t worry Donnie… you and Raph will be fine…”
 
Raising an eyebrow Donnie wasn’t sure how Leo could be so sure, “Because our results were negative at first doesn’t mean…”
 
Opening her eyes again flashing a look at Donnie for thinking this was the only explanation, not noticing not only her own odd behavior, as well as Mikey’s, Leo lost what little hold she had on her overflowing guilt and anger, practically yelling at the top of her lungs at Donnie as if this was all her fault.
 
“I FUCK MIKEY OK!! THAT’S WHY I’M FUCKEN PREGNANT!! I FUCK MY GOD DAMN LITTLE BROTHER!!!!!” Leo burst out not holding back, not even caring about the words she used; she wasn’t one to swear much, but this of all moments it didn’t matter, even though she knew she must sound just like Raph when she loses her lid.
 
Seeing the look in Donnie’s eyes, that were a mix of feelings including fear, pure utter fear, the likes that Leo never had seen Donnie have towards her, her wall crumbled, breaking down, she cried her shame, she laid down closing her body into a fetal position, not even daring to look towards Donnie.
 
Silence filled the room; Donnie didn’t know what to say, of all the possible conclusions of why Leo was pregnant, not once did she play with the idea of the possibility that Leo actually had mated with a male, let alone that male being Mikey.
 
“Leo…” Donnie extended her hand out to touch her sister only to have Leo slap it away.
 
“Leave me alone!” Leo whimpered making herself smaller.
 
“Leo please don’t act like that…”
 
“SHUT UP DONNIE! LEAVE ME ALONE!” Leo shrieked, she didn’t want Donnie near her, she didn’t want Donnie to witness this, see her in this condition.
 
Feeling a set of arms wrapped around her, Leo screamed, trying to push Donnie away, she didn’t deserve this, she didn’t want to be comforted, she just wanted to die right there and then.
 
Growling, Leo flashed a look at Donnie for her consistent persistence to bring her some ease and comfort, only to turn pure white as her heart stopped, it wasn’t Donnie that was holding her, it was Mikey.
 
The orange clad turtle’s eyes were full of tears, letting Leo go she sat up, looking at him mortified, when did he show up, what did he hear?
 
Sitting on his knees Mikey lip trembled, then suddenly he once again wrapped his arm around Leo pulling her in tightly, not wanting this more than anything, Leo struggled trying to get Mikey to let her go.
 
“NO!!! NO! NO!” Leo cried, feeling weaker by the second, giving up fighting altogether, balling her eyes out.
 
“Mikey, I’m sorry, I’m sorry I’m so sorry,” Leo buried her beak into Mikey’s shoulder, all the while he said nothing, only rubbed the back of her neck, the same spot Donnie does to calm Leo down when she needs to.
 
“I’m sorry to Leo… but… but, Leo please… don’t push me away!” Mikey sniffled.
 
“Mikey this is entirely all my fault, please just leave me alone…” Leo sobbed she didn’t deserve Mikey’s forgiveness, she didn’t deserve his kindness.
 
 “NO!” Mikey growled, holding her tighter, “I’m not going to let you push me away!”
Please Leo never push me away… I need my big brother… I mean sister… damn it, I don’t know anymore, I’m so confused… But I do know I don’t care if you’re a girl, or the fact you’re pregnant even… what I do care, is that… I just need you!! “
 
Trembling Leo whimpered into Mikey’s chest, “But Mikey what I did… I didn’t mean to do this to you… but I did… it’s all my fault, please forgive me…”
 
Pulling away just a bit to look into Leo’s eyes, which were red from crying, Mikey smiled sweetly, “I really don’t care about that anymore, that isn’t important. Leo listen, I never blamed you on what happened or will ever... Leo I hate not talking to you, we are family, we can’t do this… I can’t handle the thought of any of us growing apart, regardless of the reasons. I..,” Mikey looked down towards Leo stomach imagining the egg that was growing inside her, knowing it was his, his responsibility, not just Leo’s.
 
“I want to take responsibility Leo for once, you’re not alone in this. So please let us not do this anymore, lets us not pull apart, not now, not after everything we have been through. Leo I want to protect you, please let me do this. It’s time for me to grow up, and you to finally rely on me; I promise I will be there for you every moment, if you let me.” Mikey gently pressed his head against Leo’s, who in turn nodded, wrapping her arms around him, letting her tears flow, her fear that was overwhelming her, suffocating her, suddenly lighten up, like Mikey was taking half of her burned, half of the responsibility, in turn she was proud of him more than she has ever been before.
 
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Raph POV
 
Head aching like a son of a bitch, Raph sat up slowly feeling as if she was hit by a truck, she sluggishly looked around, in the mist of her confusion, she truly had not the faintest idea where she was.
 
Flashing back to her memories, especially the last part before passing out, it took her by storm, wasn’t the two Dragon scums going to RAPE HER!
 
Fear building up, she panicked struggling to come to her senses, forcing her eye's sight to work, in the mist of the chaos a voice broke the veil.
 
“Hey babe calm down, you’re safe now.”
 
As the male voice all too familiar came to her, Raph froze as her eyes traveled toward its direction, there sitting in a warn out lazy chair was a male human with black hair, wearing a red shirt with black jeans watching Raph, trying to figure her out…
 
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