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He only needed stiches on the wound on the back of his leg the rest were not all that deep.”\n\n“So he’s going to be okay?” Donnie smiled as he sat up. \n\n“Yeah,” Billy smiled. “He’s awake, but his mom and dad are in with him right now.”\n\nDonnie nodded his understanding, “Okay. We can wait.”\n\nShen stood, “Now that the worry is passed, I will leave the three of you alone.” She kissed all three of them on the head. “I am going to check on Karai and the baby.”\n\nDonnie waited for her to leave before looking up at Leo and Mikey, “You two got close then?”\n\nMikey nodded. \n\nLeo got up and sat next to Donnie, “I missed you.”\n\nDonnie snuggled against Leo, “I missed you too.” He looked over at Mikey, “But what happens now?”\n\nLeo kissed the top of Donnie’s head, “We’ll talk about that when we see Raph.”\n\n“Did you fall in love with Mikey?” Donnie stifled a sob. \n\nLeo held him tight, “Did you fall in love with Raph?”\n\nDonnie cried and buried his face in Leo’s neck, “Yes.”\n\n“We’ll figure it out,” Mikey joined them on the couch. “It’s okay Donnie.”\n\nDonnie wanted Leo back, but didn’t want to give Raph up either. Guilt over his feelings caused a pain in his chest. “I’m sorry,” he choked out. “I am so selfish.”\n\nMikey patted Donnie’s shell, “We’ve been through a lot.”\n\n“Our emotions are a wreck right now,” Leo soothed. “Once the shock wears off, we will be able to figure this out.”\n\n“Leo,” Donnie suddenly felt the need to confess. “That time I climbed in to bed with Raph, I knew what I was doing.” Leo didn’t say anything so Donnie continued, “I wasn’t entirely myself. It’s hard to explain what the drugs did to me. I wouldn’t have done it otherwise. I was fascinated by him and my drug idled mind wanted him.”\n\n“That’s okay,” Leo hugged him. “I already knew that. You’ve had conversations with yourself about it while you worked.”\n\n“I said it all out loud?” Donnie sobbed. “Why didn’t you say anything?”\n\nLeo shrugged, “I listened to what you were saying to yourself and all my questions were answered.”\n\n“What are we going to do?” Donnie mumbled. “Mother and father already let us get away with so much. I don’t think they will be okay if we opened our relationship up. But I don’t want to give up Leo or Raph.” Tears filled his eyes, “What would they think of me if they knew?”\n\n“Donnie,” Leo whispered. “I think you’re thinking out loud again.”\n\nDonnie jumped, “Did I say that out loud?”\n\n“Yes,” Mikey answered. \n\n“I can’t believe that I said that out loud,” Donnie moaned.\n\nLeo held Donnie as he cried, “It’s okay. I feel the same.”\n\nDonnie pulled away from Leo and looked up at him, “You don’t want to give up Mikey?”\n\nLeo nodded, “I have fallen in love with him. And I know he feels the same.” Leo tilted his head, “Did you know he had a crush on me when we were younger?”\n\nDonnie nodded, “Yeah. I went after you anyway,” he started to cry again, “because I couldn’t stand the thought of being alone.”\n\nLeo soothed him as they sat together on the couch. Eventually Donnie managed to cry himself to sleep and Leo woke him when Carla entered the room.\n\n“You three can go in and see him now. We moved him to your room.”\n\nMikey jumped off the couch and ran to their room. Donnie held on to Leo and had to convince himself to let Mikey go first. He was Mikey’s boyfriend after all. \n\nRaph was lying in bed covered in bandages. Mikey rushed to his side, “Hey.” He sat on the edge of the bed. “You well enough to cuddle?” \n\n“Yeah,” Raph held his arms open and Mikey snuggled up close to him. “I missed you, Mikey.” He then looked up at Donnie, “You okay?”\n\nDonnie nodded, “I guess.”\n\nRaph looked at the bed, “It’s not very big, but I think we can all fit. If you two would like to join us, that is.”\n\nThe four Turtles shifted and squeezed on the full size bed with Raph and Mikey in between Leo and Don, who’s hands connected over the two middle Turtles. “We used to all sleep together when we were little,” Mikey smiled. \n\n“I remember,” Leo nuzzled Mikey’s neck. “You always slept in between Don and me.”\n\n“So, are we gonna talk about this odd situation we’re in?” Raph asked getting straight to the point. \n\nLeo sighed and tightened his grip on Donnie’s hand, “I don’t know if our parents would approve if we opened our relationship.”\n\n“My family would be against it too,” Raph grumbled. “Loyalty in a relationship is very important. Never has a Jones cheated on their spouse.” He looked at Mikey, “Do they know about the two of you? Did you tell them about me and Don?”\n\nMikey shook his head, “I don’t think they know and we didn’t tell them anything.”\n\nDonnie pressed in close to Raph, “So we go back to the way we were, before the Triceratons?”\n\nRaph shifted so that he could look at Donnie, “Don’t you still love Leo?”\n\nDonnie nodded, “But, I don’t know if I can let you go.”\n\nRaph turned back to face Leo, “What about you and Mikey?”\n\nLeo closed his eyes, “It would be best to go back to the way things were and I love Donnie, but… it will be hard to give Mikey up.” He opened his eyes to look at Raph, “At the same time I fear the backlash if it got out.”\n\n“We will have to keep it quiet,” Raph sighed. He looked into Leo’s eyes, “Would you be okay with sharing?” \n\nLeo squeezed Donnie’s hand again and nuzzled Mikey’s cheek, “Yeah. I agree that we should keep it quiet and only if Mikey and Don are okay with it.”\n\nMikey nodded, “Yeah.”\n\nDonnie sighed in relief, “Absolutely.”\n\n“Okay,” Raph nodded. “Outwardly we need to keep it the way it was. Mikey sleeps in my bed and Donnie with Leo.”\n\n“Agreed,” Leo nodded. \n\n“Alright then,” Raph sighed. “It’s late and I’m on some serious pain pills that are making me sleepy. You and Donnie get to your own bed and let me sleep.”\n\nLeo sat up a little and kisses Mikey then pulled on Donnie’s hand, “Let’s get to bed.”\n\nDonnie nuzzled Raph and kissed him before getting up and getting in to bed with Leo. “This is going to feel strange, sleeping next to you again.”\n\n“Yeah,” Leo smiled. “But I’m over the moon that you’re back.” He bent down and kissed Donnie, who returned the kiss with gusto. \n\nRaph’s hands drifted down Mikey’s plastron, “Your shell growing back?”\n\nMikey shrugged, “A little.”\n\nSlipping his hand down Mikey’s pants, Raph felt the bottom of his plastron. “You’re still exposed.” He pulled his hand out and kissed Mikey, “When I’m no longer drugged, I’m going to ravage you.”\n\n“I look forward to it,” Mikey purred. \n\n“I’m so tired,” Raph yawned. “I’m glad I’m able to hold you in my arms again.”\n\n“Me too,” Mikey sighed and snuggled in closer. “I love you.”\n\n\n**\n\n\n“So does Donnie always dominate you?” Raph asked Leo. They were sitting outside drinking iced tea and basking in the midday sun. Leo chuckled as they watched Donnie and Mikey play with some of Raph’s younger cousins. \n\n“Most of the time,” Leo admitted. “I’m guessing you’re asking because he does you?”\n\n“Yeah,” Raph took another sip. “I didn’t peg him to be the type.”\n\nLeo laughed again, “He’s passive, but he’s also a control freak. He believes that if he’s in control then he’ll be more likely to… finish.”\n\n“Hmm,” Raph stood. “I gonna see if I can change that.”\n\nLeo laughed, “Good luck.”\n\n“Mikey, Don let’s go swimming,” Raph started out for the river then turned to Leo. “Coming?”\n\nLeo got up, “I’m not gonna miss this.”\n\n“Miss what?” Donnie asked as they walked through the forest. \n\n“You’ll see,” Leo smiled. \n\nRaph stripped before he got to the water and jumped in. Mikey left his clothes in a pile on the ground next to his and followed in after him. Leo and Donnie collected the discarded clothes and folded them before removing their own and putting them neatly away. \n\nDonnie walked into the water followed by Leo. “I think Raph’s in the mood for your attention,” Leo teased Donnie. \n\n“Really?” Donnie smiled. \n\nLeo kissed him, “Why don’t you go to him.”\n\nDonnie hesitated, “You guys have had a week to really think about it. Are you sure you want to do this?”\n\n“I’m sure,” Leo nodded. “I’ve actually been… missing my alone time with Mikey.”\n\nDonnie’s smile widened and he dove into the water. Leo swam toward Mikey and lured him away from Raph. “Hey,” Leo purred. “It’s time to switch.”\n\n“Oh?” Mikey smiled. “I was wondering when it would happen.”\n\n“But I have to watch Raph fail first,” Leo grinned. \n\nThe smile faded from Mikey, “Fail at what?”\n\n“You’ll see,” Leo swam closer to Raph and Donnie. \n\n“I don’t think I want to watch Raph with Donnie,” Mikey pouted. \n\n“We won’t be,” Leo reassured him. \n\nRaph played with Donnie’s tail under the water and Don grabbed his hand, “What are you doing?”\n\n“Come on Donnie,” he kissed Don’s neck. “The whole time we were slaves I let you do me. I just want my turn.”\n\n“Your turn?” he kicked back away from Raph. “No. It doesn’t work that way for me very well.”\n\nRaph smiled, “That’s because you were with Leo.”\n\n“Hey,” Leo splashed Raph. “I’m a great lover.”\n\n“One chance,” Raph pleaded. “If I can’t get you off, we’ll never do it that way again.”\n\nDonnie thought about it, “Okay.”\n\n“What?” Leo blurted and Raph laughed. \n\n“It’s only fair,” Donnie shrugged then started to head for the shore. \n\nRaph did the back stroke away from Leo and smiled, “And you thought I’d fail.”\n\nLeo glared at him, “You haven’t succeeded yet.”\n\nRaph followed Donnie to shore and they found a secluded spot in the trees. Raph laid down next to Donnie and started to finger his tail. “If I’m not in control, my mind tends to wonder,” Donnie stated. \n\n“Then I’ll have to work hard to keep you focused,” Raph husked. “Haven’t you wondered what it would feel like to have me inside you?”\n\n“A little,” Donnie admitted. “But I was only able to achieve orgasm when my mind was fogged from the drugs.”\n\n“Maybe I can change that,” Raph purred. \n\n“I doubt it,” Donnie replied flatly. \n\nRaph sighed then got to work prepping Don. He kissed his neck, “You feel so tight, Donnie. I hope you’re ready, I can’t hold back much longer.” He pulled himself up on top of Donnie and they locked eyes, “You’re beautiful.”\n\nDonnie blushed, “You think so?”\n\n“Oh yeah,” Raph breathed and pushed up inside. “And you feel so good.” Raph churred keeping his eyes locked with Donnie’s. “Oh God, Donnie,” Raph grunted. He would do a few slow long strokes then some short thrusts. “Hmm, so good.”\n\nDonnie churred and Raph attacked his neck briefly before coming back up to look in his eyes again. \n\n“I love that sound,” Raph smiled. “Let’s see if I can draw more out of you.” He didn’t let Donnie break eye contact and continued to talk to him, grunting out sweet words. Donnie’s eyes glazed over and Raph could feel his erection emerge. “Oh that’s nice,” Raph breathed, grabbing hold and pumping in time with his thrusts. “One of the nicest I’ve ever seen.”\n\nDonnie’s lips parted and he churred. “Really?” he breathed. “I’ve always thought it looked strange.” His head titled back as another churr escaped him. \n\nRaph panted. “You have no idea the effects that has on me. I want to be the only one to hear that sound.”\n\nDonnie churred again and again, gasping for breath between them. His hands came up and held Raph’s arms and Raph made sure that they were flexed. \n\n“Oh, Donnie,” Raph panted, “you feel so amazing. I love you.”\n\nDonnie churred long and loud as he clenched around Raph. His penis pulsating in Raph hand and his fingers dug into Raph’s arms. “Raph,” he managed to gasp out between churrs. \n\nRaph continued to thrust past the tightness and milked Donnie for all he had. He was soon churring out his own release pushing in as he exploded. Panting, he fell to the ground next to Donnie, “Next time, we’re watching porn.”\n\nDonnie laughed, “That was nice.”\n\n“I was starting to run out of things to say,” Raph admitted. “You take a while.”\n\n“Not when I’m the dominate one,” Donnie curled up on Raph’s chest. “Though, we can still watch porn next time.” He ran his fingers along the scars in Raph’s plastron, “So, Leo was expecting you to fail.”\n\nRaph smiled, “Proved him wrong.”\n\nDonnie sighed, “It was nice, but I don’t think it will work a second time. Not unless you can get new material.” He sat up a little to look down at Raph, “Did you mean it?”\n\nRaph caressed Don’s cheek, “Do you mean any particular part or the whole thing in general?”\n\nDonnie blushed, “Do you love me and think I’m beautiful?”\n\n“Yeah,” Raph smiled. “And it also felt really good to be inside you.” He noticed that Donnie had a distant look in his eyes, “You still here?”\n\nDonnie didn’t respond. \n\n“Donnie,” Raph raised his voice a little.\n\nDonnie blinked, “Sorry. I heard you. I was just thinking.” He sat up, “I thought I responded to you, but I guess I didn’t.”\n\nRaph sighed, “You’re something else. You know that?”\n\n“I’m sorry,” Donnie said sorrowfully. “I know I’m difficult.”\n\n“It’s okay,” Raph caressed his arm. “Come snuggle for a while, then we’ll get back to swimming.”\n\nDonnie laid down on Raph chest. Raph dozed while Donnie occasionally mumbled under his breath about one of the many things he was thinking about. \n\n\n**\n\n\nLeo swam with Mikey to the shore and they found a spot in the forest. He kept looking over his shoulder too where Raph and Donnie had gone. “Wanna join them?” Mikey grumbled. \n\n“What?” Leo looked down at him and saw the scowl on his face. Feeling guilty, Leo brought the angered Mikey in for a gentle kiss. “Sorry.” He nuzzled and kissed Mikey’s neck, “I’m not being fair to you.”\n\nMikey stayed stiff in his anger, “Does it really matter that much to you whether or not Donnie will like Raph… in his butt?”\n\nLeo sighed, “I guess it will make me feel a little inadequate if he can manage something I really couldn’t. I needed Donnie to be drugged in order to please him.”\n\n“I like it when you’re with me,” Mikey replied. “I think it feels good.” He looked away, “But, I’m less of a challenge.”\n\nLeo pulled Mikey close, “I love you, Mikey. And I really like being with you too.”\n\n“Can I be in you this time then?” Mikey blushed. “We haven’t done it that way yet.”\n\n“Sure,” Leo smiled. “As Donnie said, it’s only fair.” Leo got down on his knees, “Let me get you ready for me.” He licked Mikey’s tip eliciting a gentle churr from the smaller Turtle. With one hand between his own legs, prepping his opening, Leo’s other hand was working Mikey to a full erection while his mouth coated it with a mixture of pre-cum and saliva. \n\nWhen Leo was satisfied with his work, he laid on the ground and spread his legs, “Come on Mikey.”\n\nMikey churred at the sight and got down on top of Leo. His hands trembled as he lined himself up with Leo’s entrance. Even after all his time with Raph and his experience with Mozar, Mikey was still very shy when it came to matters of sex and Leo found that to be oddly arousing. \n\nPushing in, Mikey churred, “Mm, Leo.”\n\nLeo lifted his hips to take more of Mikey in, “You don’t have to be too gentle with me Mikey.”\n\n“Okay,” Mikey pushed in deeper. “But to be honest, I’m going slow more for me than you.” Leo laughed causing Mikey to gasp, “Don’t do that!”\n\nLeo wrapped his legs behind Mikey and pulled him in further, “You are so cute, Mikey.” He pulled his hips back and forth, sliding himself along Mikey’s erection. Mikey froze and let Leo do all the work as his breathing quickened. \n\n“I’m… s… suppo~osed t…o~~ ah… be… t…the one…,” Mikey churred. \n\n“It’s okay, Mikey,” Leo moaned. “Let me do the work. You just enjoy.”\n\nMikey nodded and closed his eyes in ecstasy. \n\nLeo quickened the pace and Mikey bit his bottom lip. 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Leo pushed through the sudden tightening, churring out his own release. “Oh, Mikey,” Leo grunted. “I love you.” Breathing heavy, Leo touched his forehead to Mikey’s. \n\n“I love you too,” Mikey hummed then he looked up into Leo’s eyes. “Do you really think we can keep this from mother and father?”\n\n“We can keep this from them,” Leo nodded. \n\n“Father will figure it out,” Mikey whispered. “He knew about you and Don before. And I think mother suspects.”\n\nLeo sifted a little but stayed on Mikey, “Do you want us to stop?”\n\n“No,” Mikey shook his head. “I like being with you and I don’t want to give up Raph. But, I know we’re going to be discovered.”\n\nThey both jumped when Raph flopped down on the ground next to them, “Mikey’s right.”\n\nLeo swatted him, “Don’t do that.”\n\nDonnie laid down next to them on the other side, “What if mother suspects? Master Nagi won’t be able to talk her into accepting this.”\n\n“I don’t know,” Leo shook his head. \n\n“Donnie was mumbling something about turtles not being monogamous while we were snuggling after sex,” Raph reached up and pinched Leo’s tail. “Wanna really open this up?”\n\nLeo looked up at Raph in shock, “You serious?”\n\nRaph laughed a little forcefully, “No.” He removed his hand and sat up and the smile faded. “I have a feeling this will blow up in our faces. I’m so confused over everything.”\n\nLeo got up off of Mikey and sat back on his feet, “Yeah, I’m afraid too. But I don’t know if that’s enough to make me want to stop.”\n\nRaph blushed, “Donnie also mumbled something about him… ah… being interested in Mikey.”\n\n“Oh. I said that out loud?” Donnie flopped down. “What is wrong with me?”\n\n“You spent a great deal of time alone,” Raph pointed out. “That, and you’re a super genius. 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He knelt down next to Donatello and placed a hand on his cheek, “It looked a lot worse than it was. He only needed stiches on the wound on the back of his leg the rest were not all that deep.”

“So he’s going to be okay?” Donnie smiled as he sat up.

“Yeah,” Billy smiled. “He’s awake, but his mom and dad are in with him right now.”

Donnie nodded his understanding, “Okay. We can wait.”

Shen stood, “Now that the worry is passed, I will leave the three of you alone.” She kissed all three of them on the head. “I am going to check on Karai and the baby.”

Donnie waited for her to leave before looking up at Leo and Mikey, “You two got close then?”

Mikey nodded.

Leo got up and sat next to Donnie, “I missed you.”

Donnie snuggled against Leo, “I missed you too.” He looked over at Mikey, “But what happens now?”

Leo kissed the top of Donnie’s head, “We’ll talk about that when we see Raph.”

“Did you fall in love with Mikey?” Donnie stifled a sob.

Leo held him tight, “Did you fall in love with Raph?”

Donnie cried and buried his face in Leo’s neck, “Yes.”

“We’ll figure it out,” Mikey joined them on the couch. “It’s okay Donnie.”

Donnie wanted Leo back, but didn’t want to give Raph up either. Guilt over his feelings caused a pain in his chest. “I’m sorry,” he choked out. “I am so selfish.”

Mikey patted Donnie’s shell, “We’ve been through a lot.”

“Our emotions are a wreck right now,” Leo soothed. “Once the shock wears off, we will be able to figure this out.”

“Leo,” Donnie suddenly felt the need to confess. “That time I climbed in to bed with Raph, I knew what I was doing.” Leo didn’t say anything so Donnie continued, “I wasn’t entirely myself. It’s hard to explain what the drugs did to me. I wouldn’t have done it otherwise. I was fascinated by him and my drug idled mind wanted him.”

“That’s okay,” Leo hugged him. “I already knew that. You’ve had conversations with yourself about it while you worked.”

“I said it all out loud?” Donnie sobbed. “Why didn’t you say anything?”

Leo shrugged, “I listened to what you were saying to yourself and all my questions were answered.”

“What are we going to do?” Donnie mumbled. “Mother and father already let us get away with so much. I don’t think they will be okay if we opened our relationship up. But I don’t want to give up Leo or Raph.” Tears filled his eyes, “What would they think of me if they knew?”

“Donnie,” Leo whispered. “I think you’re thinking out loud again.”

Donnie jumped, “Did I say that out loud?”

“Yes,” Mikey answered.

“I can’t believe that I said that out loud,” Donnie moaned.

Leo held Donnie as he cried, “It’s okay. I feel the same.”

Donnie pulled away from Leo and looked up at him, “You don’t want to give up Mikey?”

Leo nodded, “I have fallen in love with him. And I know he feels the same.” Leo tilted his head, “Did you know he had a crush on me when we were younger?”

Donnie nodded, “Yeah. I went after you anyway,” he started to cry again, “because I couldn’t stand the thought of being alone.”

Leo soothed him as they sat together on the couch. Eventually Donnie managed to cry himself to sleep and Leo woke him when Carla entered the room.

“You three can go in and see him now. We moved him to your room.”

Mikey jumped off the couch and ran to their room. Donnie held on to Leo and had to convince himself to let Mikey go first. He was Mikey’s boyfriend after all.

Raph was lying in bed covered in bandages. Mikey rushed to his side, “Hey.” He sat on the edge of the bed. “You well enough to cuddle?”

“Yeah,” Raph held his arms open and Mikey snuggled up close to him. “I missed you, Mikey.” He then looked up at Donnie, “You okay?”

Donnie nodded, “I guess.”

Raph looked at the bed, “It’s not very big, but I think we can all fit. If you two would like to join us, that is.”

The four Turtles shifted and squeezed on the full size bed with Raph and Mikey in between Leo and Don, who’s hands connected over the two middle Turtles. “We used to all sleep together when we were little,” Mikey smiled.

“I remember,” Leo nuzzled Mikey’s neck. “You always slept in between Don and me.”

“So, are we gonna talk about this odd situation we’re in?” Raph asked getting straight to the point.

Leo sighed and tightened his grip on Donnie’s hand, “I don’t know if our parents would approve if we opened our relationship.”

“My family would be against it too,” Raph grumbled. “Loyalty in a relationship is very important. Never has a Jones cheated on their spouse.” He looked at Mikey, “Do they know about the two of you? Did you tell them about me and Don?”

Mikey shook his head, “I don’t think they know and we didn’t tell them anything.”

Donnie pressed in close to Raph, “So we go back to the way we were, before the Triceratons?”

Raph shifted so that he could look at Donnie, “Don’t you still love Leo?”

Donnie nodded, “But, I don’t know if I can let you go.”

Raph turned back to face Leo, “What about you and Mikey?”

Leo closed his eyes, “It would be best to go back to the way things were and I love Donnie, but… it will be hard to give Mikey up.” He opened his eyes to look at Raph, “At the same time I fear the backlash if it got out.”

“We will have to keep it quiet,” Raph sighed. He looked into Leo’s eyes, “Would you be okay with sharing?”

Leo squeezed Donnie’s hand again and nuzzled Mikey’s cheek, “Yeah. I agree that we should keep it quiet and only if Mikey and Don are okay with it.”

Mikey nodded, “Yeah.”

Donnie sighed in relief, “Absolutely.”

“Okay,” Raph nodded. “Outwardly we need to keep it the way it was. Mikey sleeps in my bed and Donnie with Leo.”

“Agreed,” Leo nodded.

“Alright then,” Raph sighed. “It’s late and I’m on some serious pain pills that are making me sleepy. You and Donnie get to your own bed and let me sleep.”

Leo sat up a little and kisses Mikey then pulled on Donnie’s hand, “Let’s get to bed.”

Donnie nuzzled Raph and kissed him before getting up and getting in to bed with Leo. “This is going to feel strange, sleeping next to you again.”

“Yeah,” Leo smiled. “But I’m over the moon that you’re back.” He bent down and kissed Donnie, who returned the kiss with gusto.

Raph’s hands drifted down Mikey’s plastron, “Your shell growing back?”

Mikey shrugged, “A little.”

Slipping his hand down Mikey’s pants, Raph felt the bottom of his plastron. “You’re still exposed.” He pulled his hand out and kissed Mikey, “When I’m no longer drugged, I’m going to ravage you.”

“I look forward to it,” Mikey purred.

“I’m so tired,” Raph yawned. “I’m glad I’m able to hold you in my arms again.”

“Me too,” Mikey sighed and snuggled in closer. “I love you.”


**


“So does Donnie always dominate you?” Raph asked Leo. They were sitting outside drinking iced tea and basking in the midday sun. Leo chuckled as they watched Donnie and Mikey play with some of Raph’s younger cousins.

“Most of the time,” Leo admitted. “I’m guessing you’re asking because he does you?”

“Yeah,” Raph took another sip. “I didn’t peg him to be the type.”

Leo laughed again, “He’s passive, but he’s also a control freak. He believes that if he’s in control then he’ll be more likely to… finish.”

“Hmm,” Raph stood. “I gonna see if I can change that.”

Leo laughed, “Good luck.”

“Mikey, Don let’s go swimming,” Raph started out for the river then turned to Leo. “Coming?”

Leo got up, “I’m not gonna miss this.”

“Miss what?” Donnie asked as they walked through the forest.

“You’ll see,” Leo smiled.

Raph stripped before he got to the water and jumped in. Mikey left his clothes in a pile on the ground next to his and followed in after him. Leo and Donnie collected the discarded clothes and folded them before removing their own and putting them neatly away.

Donnie walked into the water followed by Leo. “I think Raph’s in the mood for your attention,” Leo teased Donnie.

“Really?” Donnie smiled.

Leo kissed him, “Why don’t you go to him.”

Donnie hesitated, “You guys have had a week to really think about it. Are you sure you want to do this?”

“I’m sure,” Leo nodded. “I’ve actually been… missing my alone time with Mikey.”

Donnie’s smile widened and he dove into the water. Leo swam toward Mikey and lured him away from Raph.  “Hey,” Leo purred. “It’s time to switch.”

“Oh?” Mikey smiled. “I was wondering when it would happen.”

“But I have to watch Raph fail first,” Leo grinned.

The smile faded from Mikey, “Fail at what?”

“You’ll see,” Leo swam closer to Raph and Donnie.

“I don’t think I want to watch Raph with Donnie,” Mikey pouted.

“We won’t be,” Leo reassured him.

Raph played with Donnie’s tail under the water and Don grabbed his hand, “What are you doing?”

“Come on Donnie,” he kissed Don’s neck. “The whole time we were slaves I let you do me. I just want my turn.”

“Your turn?” he kicked back away from Raph. “No. It doesn’t work that way for me very well.”

Raph smiled, “That’s because you were with Leo.”

“Hey,” Leo splashed Raph. “I’m a great lover.”

“One chance,” Raph pleaded. “If I can’t get you off, we’ll never do it that way again.”

Donnie thought about it, “Okay.”

“What?” Leo blurted and Raph laughed.

“It’s only fair,” Donnie shrugged then started to head for the shore.

Raph did the back stroke away from Leo and smiled, “And you thought I’d fail.”

Leo glared at him, “You haven’t succeeded yet.”

Raph followed Donnie to shore and they found a secluded spot in the trees. Raph laid down next to Donnie and started to finger his tail. “If I’m not in control, my mind tends to wonder,” Donnie stated.

“Then I’ll have to work hard to keep you focused,” Raph husked. “Haven’t you wondered what it would feel like to have me inside you?”

“A little,” Donnie admitted. “But I was only able to achieve orgasm when my mind was fogged from the drugs.”

“Maybe I can change that,” Raph purred.

“I doubt it,” Donnie replied flatly.

Raph sighed then got to work prepping Don. He kissed his neck, “You feel so tight, Donnie. I hope you’re ready, I can’t hold back much longer.” He pulled himself up on top of Donnie and they locked eyes, “You’re beautiful.”

Donnie blushed, “You think so?”

“Oh yeah,” Raph breathed and pushed up inside. “And you feel so good.” Raph churred keeping his eyes locked with Donnie’s. “Oh God, Donnie,” Raph grunted. He would do a few slow long strokes then some short thrusts. “Hmm, so good.”

Donnie churred and Raph attacked his neck briefly before coming back up to look in his eyes again.

“I love that sound,” Raph smiled. “Let’s see if I can draw more out of you.” He didn’t let Donnie break eye contact and continued to talk to him, grunting out sweet words. Donnie’s eyes glazed over and Raph could feel his erection emerge. “Oh that’s nice,” Raph breathed, grabbing hold and pumping in time with his thrusts. “One of the nicest I’ve ever seen.”

Donnie’s lips parted and he churred. “Really?” he breathed. “I’ve always thought it looked strange.” His head titled back as another churr escaped him.

Raph panted. “You have no idea the effects that has on me. I want to be the only one to hear that sound.”

Donnie churred again and again, gasping for breath between them. His hands came up and held Raph’s arms and Raph made sure that they were flexed.

“Oh, Donnie,” Raph panted, “you feel so amazing. I love you.”

Donnie churred long and loud as he clenched around Raph. His penis pulsating in Raph hand and his fingers dug into Raph’s arms. “Raph,” he managed to gasp out between churrs.

Raph continued to thrust past the tightness and milked Donnie for all he had. He was soon churring out his own release pushing in as he exploded. Panting, he fell to the ground next to Donnie, “Next time, we’re watching porn.”

Donnie laughed, “That was nice.”

“I was starting to run out of things to say,” Raph admitted. “You take a while.”

“Not when I’m the dominate one,” Donnie curled up on Raph’s chest. “Though, we can still watch porn next time.” He ran his fingers along the scars in Raph’s plastron, “So, Leo was expecting you to fail.”

Raph smiled, “Proved him wrong.”

Donnie sighed, “It was nice, but I don’t think it will work a second time. Not unless you can get new material.” He sat up a little to look down at Raph, “Did you mean it?”

Raph caressed Don’s cheek, “Do you mean any particular part or the whole thing in general?”

Donnie blushed, “Do you love me and think I’m beautiful?”

“Yeah,” Raph smiled. “And it also felt really good to be inside you.” He noticed that Donnie had a distant look in his eyes, “You still here?”

Donnie didn’t respond.

“Donnie,” Raph raised his voice a little.

Donnie blinked, “Sorry. I heard you. I was just thinking.” He sat up, “I thought I responded to you, but I guess I didn’t.”

Raph sighed, “You’re something else. You know that?”

“I’m sorry,” Donnie said sorrowfully. “I know I’m difficult.”

“It’s okay,” Raph caressed his arm. “Come snuggle for a while, then we’ll get back to swimming.”

Donnie laid down on Raph chest. Raph dozed while Donnie occasionally mumbled under his breath about one of the many things he was thinking about.


**


Leo swam with Mikey to the shore and they found a spot in the forest. He kept looking over his shoulder too where Raph and Donnie had gone. “Wanna join them?” Mikey grumbled.

“What?” Leo looked down at him and saw the scowl on his face. Feeling guilty, Leo brought the angered Mikey in for a gentle kiss. “Sorry.” He nuzzled and kissed Mikey’s neck, “I’m not being fair to you.”

Mikey stayed stiff in his anger, “Does it really matter that much to you whether or not Donnie will like Raph… in his butt?”

Leo sighed, “I guess it will make me feel a little inadequate if he can manage something I really couldn’t. I needed Donnie to be drugged in order to please him.”

“I like it when you’re with me,” Mikey replied. “I think it feels good.” He looked away, “But, I’m less of a challenge.”

Leo pulled Mikey close, “I love you, Mikey. And I really like being with you too.”

“Can I be in you this time then?” Mikey blushed. “We haven’t done it that way yet.”

“Sure,” Leo smiled. “As Donnie said, it’s only fair.” Leo got down on his knees, “Let me get you ready for me.” He licked Mikey’s tip eliciting a gentle churr from the smaller Turtle. With one hand between his own legs, prepping his opening, Leo’s other hand was working Mikey to a full erection while his mouth coated it with a mixture of pre-cum and saliva.

When Leo was satisfied with his work, he laid on the ground and spread his legs, “Come on Mikey.”

Mikey churred at the sight and got down on top of Leo. His hands trembled as he lined himself up with Leo’s entrance. Even after all his time with Raph and his experience with Mozar, Mikey was still very shy when it came to matters of sex and Leo found that to be oddly arousing.

Pushing in, Mikey churred, “Mm, Leo.”

Leo lifted his hips to take more of Mikey in, “You don’t have to be too gentle with me Mikey.”

“Okay,” Mikey pushed in deeper. “But to be honest, I’m going slow more for me than you.” Leo laughed causing Mikey to gasp, “Don’t do that!”

Leo wrapped his legs behind Mikey and pulled him in further, “You are so cute, Mikey.” He pulled his hips back and forth, sliding himself along Mikey’s erection. Mikey froze and let Leo do all the work as his breathing quickened.

“I’m… s… suppo~osed t…o~~ ah… be… t…the one…,” Mikey churred.

“It’s okay, Mikey,” Leo moaned. “Let me do the work. You just enjoy.”

Mikey nodded and closed his eyes in ecstasy.

Leo quickened the pace and Mikey bit his bottom lip. Leo felt Mikey harden further. “If you finish before me, then you’ll have to make it up to me,” Leo teased.

Mikey just nodded.

Leo clenched down on Mikey, sending him over the top. He churred loudly, finishing way before Leo was ready. Leo smiled, “We need to work on your stamina.”

Mikey blushed, “I’m not very good with sex. I get nervous.”

Leo grinned, “I didn’t finish.”

Leo liked the chance to be the dominate one and after some quick prep work Leo pushed inside causing Mikey to gasp. Churring, Leo set a steady pace and Mikey wrapped himself around him. “You okay?” Leo breathed.

“Mm hmm,” Mikey hummed. “It feels good.”

Leo pressed in for a deep kiss and Mikey opened his mouth to accept it. Their tongues slid together as they churred. Mikey tensed up and gasped out his second orgasm. Leo pushed through the sudden tightening, churring out his own release. “Oh, Mikey,” Leo grunted. “I love you.” Breathing heavy, Leo touched his forehead to Mikey’s.

“I love you too,” Mikey hummed then he looked up into Leo’s eyes. “Do you really think we can keep this from mother and father?”

“We can keep this from them,” Leo nodded.

“Father will figure it out,” Mikey whispered. “He knew about you and Don before. And I think mother suspects.”

Leo sifted a little but stayed on Mikey, “Do you want us to stop?”

“No,” Mikey shook his head. “I like being with you and I don’t want to give up Raph. But, I know we’re going to be discovered.”

They both jumped when Raph flopped down on the ground next to them, “Mikey’s right.”

Leo swatted him, “Don’t do that.”

Donnie laid down next to them on the other side, “What if mother suspects? Master Nagi won’t be able to talk her into accepting this.”

“I don’t know,” Leo shook his head.

“Donnie was mumbling something about turtles not being monogamous while we were snuggling after sex,” Raph reached up and pinched Leo’s tail. “Wanna really open this up?”

Leo looked up at Raph in shock, “You serious?”

Raph laughed a little forcefully, “No.” He removed his hand and sat up and the smile faded. “I have a feeling this will blow up in our faces. I’m so confused over everything.”

Leo got up off of Mikey and sat back on his feet, “Yeah, I’m afraid too. But I don’t know if that’s enough to make me want to stop.”

Raph blushed, “Donnie also mumbled something about him… ah… being interested in Mikey.”

“Oh. I said that out loud?” Donnie flopped down. “What is wrong with me?”

“You spent a great deal of time alone,” Raph pointed out. “That, and you’re a super genius. Aren’t all super geniuses a little loopy?”

“Yeah,” Donnie sighed.

“Might as well,” Mikey sighed as he rolled over and kissed Donnie.

Raph’s mouth dropped open, “Well. Great.”

“Mikey right,” Leo sighed and his heart pounded. “We might as well.” He moved in quickly and pressed his beak against Raph’s. He hesitated for a moment then started to kiss Leo back.

Raph broke the kiss, “Fuck.” Tears were filling his eyes, “This is so wrong.”

“Do you want to stop?” Leo breathed.

“No,” Raph sobbed and pulled Leo into another kiss.
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