{"submission_id":"1567690","keywords":[{"keyword_id":"202820","keyword_name":"artwork (traditional)","contributed":"f","submissions_count":"8776"},{"keyword_id":"407696","keyword_name":"civexian","contributed":"f","submissions_count":"10"},{"keyword_id":"398","keyword_name":"demon","contributed":"f","submissions_count":"18302"},{"keyword_id":"4222","keyword_name":"depression","contributed":"f","submissions_count":"688"},{"keyword_id":"15266","keyword_name":"echo","contributed":"f","submissions_count":"202"},{"keyword_id":"407697","keyword_name":"self-respect","contributed":"f","submissions_count":"17"},{"keyword_id":"2331","keyword_name":"support","contributed":"f","submissions_count":"563"},{"keyword_id":"12452","keyword_name":"symbolic","contributed":"f","submissions_count":"16"},{"keyword_id":"8076","keyword_name":"symbolism","contributed":"f","submissions_count":"61"}],"hidden":"f","scraps":"f","favorite":"f","favorites_count":"0","create_datetime":"2018-03-21 02:08:13.459929+01","create_datetime_usertime":"21 Mar 2018 02:08 CET","last_file_update_datetime":"2018-03-20 04:07:45.693685+01","last_file_update_datetime_usertime":"20 Mar 2018 04:07 CET","username":"Sableshade","user_id":"483492","user_icon_file_name":"141524_Sableshade_2018_dreamdrone_tiny_logo.jpg","user_icon_url_large":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/usericons/large/141/141524_Sableshade_2018_dreamdrone_tiny_logo.jpg","user_icon_url_medium":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/usericons/medium/141/141524_Sableshade_2018_dreamdrone_tiny_logo.jpg","user_icon_url_small":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/usericons/small/141/141524_Sableshade_2018_dreamdrone_tiny_logo.jpg","file_name":"2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","file_url_full":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/files/full/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","file_url_screen":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/files/screen/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","file_url_preview":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","thumbnail_url_huge":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/huge/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","thumbnail_url_large":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","thumbnail_url_medium":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","thumb_huge_x":"300","thumb_huge_y":"233","thumb_large_x":"200","thumb_large_y":"155","thumb_medium_x":"120","thumb_medium_y":"93","thumbnail_url_huge_noncustom":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","thumbnail_url_large_noncustom":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574_noncustom.jpg","thumbnail_url_medium_noncustom":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574_noncustom.jpg","thumb_medium_noncustom_x":"120","thumb_medium_noncustom_y":"93","thumb_large_noncustom_x":"200","thumb_large_noncustom_y":"155","thumb_huge_noncustom_x":"300","thumb_huge_noncustom_y":"233","files":[{"file_id":"2226706","file_name":"2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","file_url_full":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/files/full/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","file_url_screen":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/files/screen/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","file_url_preview":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","mimetype":"image/jpeg","submission_id":"1567690","user_id":"483492","submission_file_order":"0","full_size_x":"1280","full_size_y":"993","screen_size_x":"920","screen_size_y":"714","preview_size_x":"300","preview_size_y":"233","initial_file_md5":"248ac1517b432bdb100f04745c83aa55","full_file_md5":"248ac1517b432bdb100f04745c83aa55","large_file_md5":"659f3724ecadb23ea188f503bf56a4b5","small_file_md5":"aa6f237fc981a0f5772ad749ea031e84","thumbnail_md5":"3e9a1c4f2fc66689afc731f7b11bd770","deleted":"f","create_datetime":"2018-03-20 04:07:45.693685+01","create_datetime_usertime":"20 Mar 2018 04:07 CET","thumbnail_url_huge":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/huge/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","thumbnail_url_large":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","thumbnail_url_medium":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","thumb_huge_x":"300","thumb_huge_y":"233","thumb_large_x":"200","thumb_large_y":"155","thumb_medium_x":"120","thumb_medium_y":"93","thumbnail_url_huge_noncustom":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574.jpg","thumbnail_url_large_noncustom":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574_noncustom.jpg","thumbnail_url_medium_noncustom":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2226/2226706_Sableshade_20845574_noncustom.jpg","thumb_medium_noncustom_x":"120","thumb_medium_noncustom_y":"93","thumb_large_noncustom_x":"200","thumb_large_noncustom_y":"155","thumb_huge_noncustom_x":"300","thumb_huge_noncustom_y":"233"}],"pools":[{"pool_id":"51439","name":"Warriors","description":"An on going project from long ago.\n\n One day I'll explain what all of these tribal drawings are. (Although the place where it all began gets first dibs. I'm just sayin...)\n\n© by Sableshade. ","count":"17","submission_left_submission_id":"1567835","submission_left_file_name":"2226964_Sableshade_20921925.jpg","submission_left_thumbnail_url_huge":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/huge/2226/2226964_Sableshade_20921925.jpg","submission_left_thumbnail_url_large":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2226/2226964_Sableshade_20921925.jpg","submission_left_thumbnail_url_medium":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2226/2226964_Sableshade_20921925.jpg","submission_left_thumb_huge_x":"300","submission_left_thumb_huge_y":"230","submission_left_thumb_large_x":"200","submission_left_thumb_large_y":"154","submission_left_thumb_medium_x":"120","submission_left_thumb_medium_y":"92","submission_left_thumbnail_url_huge_noncustom":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2226/2226964_Sableshade_20921925.jpg","submission_left_thumbnail_url_large_noncustom":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2226/2226964_Sableshade_20921925_noncustom.jpg","submission_left_thumbnail_url_medium_noncustom":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2226/2226964_Sableshade_20921925_noncustom.jpg","submission_left_thumb_medium_noncustom_x":"120","submission_left_thumb_medium_noncustom_y":"92","submission_left_thumb_large_noncustom_x":"200","submission_left_thumb_large_noncustom_y":"154","submission_left_thumb_huge_noncustom_x":"300","submission_left_thumb_huge_noncustom_y":"230","submission_right_submission_id":"1567689","submission_right_file_name":"2226704_Sableshade_20845489.jpg","submission_right_thumbnail_url_huge":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/huge/2226/2226704_Sableshade_20845489.jpg","submission_right_thumbnail_url_large":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2226/2226704_Sableshade_20845489.jpg","submission_right_thumbnail_url_medium":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2226/2226704_Sableshade_20845489.jpg","submission_right_thumb_huge_x":"237","submission_right_thumb_huge_y":"300","submission_right_thumb_large_x":"158","submission_right_thumb_large_y":"200","submission_right_thumb_medium_x":"95","submission_right_thumb_medium_y":"120","submission_right_thumbnail_url_huge_noncustom":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2226/2226704_Sableshade_20845489.jpg","submission_right_thumbnail_url_large_noncustom":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2226/2226704_Sableshade_20845489_noncustom.jpg","submission_right_thumbnail_url_medium_noncustom":"https://nl.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2226/2226704_Sableshade_20845489_noncustom.jpg","submission_right_thumb_medium_noncustom_x":"95","submission_right_thumb_medium_noncustom_y":"120","submission_right_thumb_large_noncustom_x":"158","submission_right_thumb_large_noncustom_y":"200","submission_right_thumb_huge_noncustom_x":"237","submission_right_thumb_huge_noncustom_y":"300"}],"description":"\"You know, when things come crossing between worlds- facts, stories, avatars, and even stars, wisemen start making these silly stories on how world’s end if events don’t change. I swear, like mirrors bouncing off of my name. Sometimes, you got to change perspective on those things. Otherwise, like fairy tales, words like: “I’ll destroy everything” or “Don’t mess with that guy, one of these days…” suddenly creeps up on you and you start loving it… believing it.\r\n\r\nT-Terrified? Come on! I have a heart, might be a bit reckless. I swear though, I’m not a bad guy. Though to be honest, I can’t be a good guy either. I’ve gone too far, done so much, hurt those that gave me a seat; places that know my name, my stone reflection… \r\nSo, I am it…So I should just…\r\n\r\nNo. \r\n\r\nNo! I know who I am!\r\n\r\nI can’t let the world get me. I can’t let these worlds, these worms, these worries, these words tear me apart. \r\n\r\nNo! \r\n\r\nYou got your mask, I got mine. My mask doesn’t hide my face or feelings, but even if I can’t cry because of it, I’m no monster. The thing behind it is. Not me. \r\n\r\nWe all have something that would take the light from you in a second, from ourselves if we let it. \r\n\r\nI’m respected? That's fair. Because that at least alone means if I fall, someone out there would help me when I can’t use my own senses to save myself. Although, self-respect comes first. Among artists, among warriors, among fellow folk. \r\n\r\n“You have your mask, and I have mine~”\r\n\r\nAs for this demon, the mask stays on for a reason. Screw that thing…\r\n\r\nAs for you… do the same. Believe and love are strong words, right?\"","description_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>&quot;You know, when things come crossing between worlds- facts, stories, avatars, and even stars, wisemen start making these silly stories on how world&rsquo;s end if events don&rsquo;t change. I swear, like mirrors bouncing off of my name. Sometimes, you got to change perspective on those things. Otherwise, like fairy tales, words like: &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll destroy everything&rdquo; or &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t mess with that guy, one of these days&hellip;&rdquo; suddenly creeps up on you and you start loving it&hellip; believing it.<br /><br />T-Terrified? Come on! I have a heart, might be a bit reckless. I swear though, I&rsquo;m not a bad guy. Though to be honest, I can&rsquo;t be a good guy either. I&rsquo;ve gone too far, done so much, hurt those that gave me a seat; places that know my name, my stone reflection&hellip; <br />So, I am it&hellip;So I should just&hellip;<br /><br />No. <br /><br />No! I know who I am!<br /><br />I can&rsquo;t let the world get me. I can&rsquo;t let these worlds, these worms, these worries, these words tear me apart. <br /><br />No! <br /><br />You got your mask, I got mine. My mask doesn&rsquo;t hide my face or feelings, but even if I can&rsquo;t cry because of it, I&rsquo;m no monster. The thing behind it is. Not me. <br /><br />We all have something that would take the light from you in a second, from ourselves if we let it. <br /><br />I&rsquo;m respected? That&#039;s fair. Because that at least alone means if I fall, someone out there would help me when I can&rsquo;t use my own senses to save myself. Although, self-respect comes first. Among artists, among warriors, among fellow folk. <br /><br />&ldquo;You have your mask, and I have mine~&rdquo;<br /><br />As for this demon, the mask stays on for a reason. Screw that thing&hellip;<br /><br />As for you&hellip; do the same. Believe and love are strong words, right?&quot;</span>","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'></span>","pools_count":1,"title":"Demon behind the mask","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"image/jpeg","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"1","type_name":"Picture/Pinup","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"0","views":"2","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}