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Be careful about being influenced to split up though. Some people even with an enlighten point of view may only wish for things to go their way. Think for yourself before the ones closest to you make you second guess your own way. And don’t break down just because you can’t stick to your way today. Grow, progress, learn from things. Consolidate your options.\n\nSometimes, you need space…","description_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>Sometimes you need space. <br /><br />For some people in the world, you&rsquo;ll end up with more space than you asked for, but splitting up from things doesn&rsquo;t have to be a bad thing. Be careful about being influenced to split up though. Some people even with an enlighten point of view may only wish for things to go their way. Think for yourself before the ones closest to you make you second guess your own way. And don&rsquo;t break down just because you can&rsquo;t stick to your way today. Grow, progress, learn from things. 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Greedy\n\nThe sound is no longer a tap....\nA strange way to make my eyes gleam\nA strange way to make my lens glare\nThe sound takes a deep breath, for it believes something that I never would have doubted first\n\nIf being was meant to be insensitive, how wide should innocence appear?\nDoes the door have to be a sign of fear, as tough as steel?\nWould it really need to be a windy gate that swings back at all?\nThe neighbors seem to think about this; some are across, tapping at the thought\n~That tapping is fading\n\nAs I wake up to the eerie noise again, all I see is black\nThe door, it is open\nNo visitor, no noise, no sign of the sheltered swindle trying to scare me back into another contract\nBlack isn`t some end of day, some doomsday; the tapping--- it lied\n\nIt was never about this door that keeps me safe from the horrors in my mind\nIt was never about that fear that I can`t move on alone, without being braver than the door itself\nAlthough, the crescendo was right about one thing, I get to choose how I get robbed\nAs I question this mess of piled strings, I must look foolish for being weak\nBeing weak however, may be in fact being afraid of being right  \n[/right]","writing_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'><div class='align_right'><br /><strong>Sheltered Swindle</strong><br /><br /><br /><br />This sound is not a sound I know<br />This sound is a claim that I didn`t know?<br />This sound... A broken bond or a warning from family?<br />I hope that I can shield my heart from a subtle thieving spree<br /><br />It knocks on and on, looking for a way back in my words<br />Twisting the knob, it makes the hands that swing the shadows my way swing back<br />Punching the doorway, the sounds state that I am a gummy candy<br />Easy to mold, break, chew, soft<br />..The tapping is, annoying<br /><br />This sound, tap again it does<br />This sound, tapping louder than before<br />Tipping the scale hasn`t been easy, but this tapping thinks that I`m hiding<br />This sound acts..as if I am a gem<br /><br />The frame gets weaker all the time, I`m not afraid, just annoyed<br />The cracks on the door cannot be more clear, but firm this rapping roars<br />Not just the door or the clawing of the booing goring in my doorway, but my soul as I hold back<br />The pain unknown to the visitor, they claim to help me, but I see their intent<br />....The tapping feels... Greedy<br /><br />The sound is no longer a tap....<br />A strange way to make my eyes gleam<br />A strange way to make my lens glare<br />The sound takes a deep breath, for it believes something that I never would have doubted first<br /><br />If being was meant to be insensitive, how wide should innocence appear?<br />Does the door have to be a sign of fear, as tough as steel?<br />Would it really need to be a windy gate that swings back at all?<br />The neighbors seem to think about this; some are across, tapping at the thought<br />~That tapping is fading<br /><br />As I wake up to the eerie noise again, all I see is black<br />The door, it is open<br />No visitor, no noise, no sign of the sheltered swindle trying to scare me back into another contract<br />Black isn`t some end of day, some doomsday; the tapping--- it lied<br /><br />It was never about this door that keeps me safe from the horrors in my mind<br />It was never about that fear that I can`t move on alone, without being braver than the door itself<br />Although, the crescendo was right about one thing, I get to choose how I get robbed<br />As I question this mess of piled strings, I must look foolish for being weak<br />Being weak however, may be in fact being afraid of being right&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /></div></span>","pools_count":1,"title":"Sheltered Swindle","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"text/plain","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"12","type_name":"Writing - Document","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"0","views":"1","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}