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I`m not unhealthy, I`m not powerless\nSure, no laced legacy, but chasing bonds like that can feel mal to even my skin; no shifts though\n\n\nI can`t stop the actions of others, but I`ll be bent to hell if your words drive me backwards\nI can be my own hyperbole, my own hypocrite, my own humor, my own house\nI don`t research the relics of the wane to define weakness in one`s temperament\nNo end though, not until this gonzo, these words are no longer my own\n","writing_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>Sallowed<br /><br /><br /><br />Now I have some time on my hands, yet I feel paced<br />Plans on the table, on the walls, on my mind, even at heart<br />Wear and tear with days without rest must have chased the time<br />No fear though, just going to pick up where the sickness crept<br /><br /><br />When one feels like the means of expression means nothing, even nothingness has a use<br />One must reach out for a cure if such a strain strains coherency<br />Being able to spite, being able to despite, being able to despair; don`t toxify those things on lives<br />No regrets though, just got to search beyond the cracks of strange senses<br /><br /><br />Like said in reception, like told in reflex, or repetitions, smile between the lines<br />Time and space don`t measure me, reflecting echoes and the crescendo won`t raisin this from me either<br />Why force myself to take cough syrup instead of lemonade? 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