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Two guys getting baked and discovering things about themselves and talking it out.","description_bbcode_parsed":"This is something a little different, an idea I had kicking around in my head for a while. Two guys getting baked and discovering things about themselves and talking it out.","writing":"[center]Green Therapy\nBy Nocturne Duskclaw[/center]\n\n A tall otter laughs as he enters his room, his best friend in tow. The otter is named Bhodi, and he is lean and lithe, a swimmer and a surfer with deep brown fur, brown eyes and long, shaggy looking hair that comes to his shoulders. He is dressed in shorts and a t shirt, which he quickly takes off revealing a snark tooth necklace. He says “Trust me, this is going to be awesome. You’ll love it, you never had Kush like this before.” He holds up a baggie with two blunts inside, one regular, and the other half sized.\n\t\n Following him is a male mouse, half the otter’s height and wearing jeans and a t shirt, the both of them in sandals that they quickly take off as they go into the room. The mouse is lean and slender, with gray fur and blond hair, glasses over his slender muzzle and his eyes a deep green. His name is Milo, and he says, “I mean, you’ve said that before and it wasn’t anything special.”\n\t\n “Well, I mean, this stuff my cousin got from Hawaii, special made. And it’s been a while since we hung out and talked to each other.” Bhodi says, looking at the mouse as he sits on his bed and gets out a lighter. “It’s been like, months dude; you’ve been kind of distant.”\n\t\n The mouse tenses up and his ears flatten a little as he says “I know, I… There’s a lot on my mind lately. I’m sorry.”\n\t\n “It’s okay, we’re hanging out now. Do you want to- “\n\t\n “No!” Milo says quickly, and then he sighs and says “No, I really don’t want to talk about it Bhodi. Let’s just listen to music and get burnt like we used to.” He smiles a little as he gets onto the bed, looking the otter over. Bhodi is just in his usual loose shorts, as he lights his up and then the smaller one, giving it to Milo.\n\t\n “Okay little dude, but if you do, I’ll be right here.” The otter says, handing the smaller blunt to the mouse and taking a deep inhale of his, feeling the warm smoke fill his lungs as he holds it for a moment, and then letting it out slowly, sighing. “Mmm… This stuff is so smooth.” He coughs ones and then chuckles softly.\n\t\n Milo nods and takes his, it’s been a while since he smoked so he inhales a little at first, but smiles as indeed, it does go in smooth and he inhales a little more, holding it like the taller otter but then coughing a little, the smoke coming out in large puffs as he then laughs, Bhodi laughing as well. The two of them sigh as Bhodi puts some synth rock on his stereo and takes another long drag, blowing the smoke up towards the ceiling and watching it float up and break apart.\n\t\n “This stuff is strong; I’m starting to relax already.” The otter says as he goes to inhale again.\n\t\n There’s a pause, and Milo suddenly says, “I want to be a girl.”\n\t\n Bhodi coughs mid inhale and almost doubles over from the coughing fit. “Woah… this stuff is hitting me harder than I thought.” He says, chuckling a little, but he looks at Milo, who is looking down and says “Oh wow… you were serious?”\n\t\n The mouse looks at Bhodi and says “I. Yeah…” As he inhales deep and lets it out slow. “I’ve been thinking about it nonstop for a while now. I’ve never been comfortable as a guy. Ever. Remember how for Halloween I’d always dress up as something female, saying that it was a joke? That was the only time I actually felt, normal you know.”\n\t\n The otter looks and says “But you’ve been doing that for years. You’ve really been holding that in for that long? Shit.” He was leaning back but he sits up now and leans over a bit to say, “Have you told anyone else about this?”\n\t\n “No. I was too scared. You’re the only person I’ve told ever. I can’t hold it in anymore, but I’m so scared you’ll hate me, and…” He trails off, his eyes tearing up as he feels Bhodi grab him suddenly. He whimpers as he feels that this is it, Bhodi is going to call him a freak and throw him out, and never want to speak to him again.\n\t\n As the mouse began to start crying, Bhodi did grab Milo, but pulled him into a close, tight hug. He holds his best friend and says “Dude… the only thing that would make me hate you is if you Narc on me or something. Just because you feel like you were the wrong gender isn’t going to make me not like you. You’re my Dude, my Little Bro. We’ve known each other since kindergarten.” He strokes down Milo’s back slowly.\n\t\n Milo was surprised by the sudden warmth around him, his head resting on Bhodi’s chest as he feels the otter’s toned arms around him. After Bhodi stops speaking, Milo is about to say something, but he just breaks down and cries into the otter’s chest, feeling his friend’s hand stroke down his back slowly. Milo silently scolded himself as he cried, angry at himself for thinking his best friend would betray him or insult him after the otter has done nothing but be his best friend though all their years of schooling. \n\t\n “Go ahead dude, let all that shit you’ve been carrying around out, okay? Man, I can’t imagine having those feelings to myself for so long. No wonder you’ve been not wanting to talk or hang out.” The otter says, looking down at the top of Milo’s head and smiling a little. “That’s some heavy stuff to be carting around.”\n\t\n The mouse started to calm down after a bit, taking deep breaths and letting them out slowly, also taking a few more puffs to help steady his nerves. “Thanks man… I do feel a lot better after getting that out in the open.”\n\t\n “Of course. Besides, I always thought you looked cute dressed as a girl.” \n\t\n Milo looked at Bhodi, and suddenly burst out in a fit of laughter, the otter joining in as they laugh harder than they have in a long time, the mouse having to lay on his side as he giggles and then sighs, laying on his back, panting to catch his breath. Bhodi’s laughing trailing off into soft giggles as he then also sighs, taking another deep pull on his blunt and letting it out slow. Milo then asks “So, what happens now?”\n\t\n There’s another soft giggle, and Bhodi says “Well, I mean we can play video games or something after we finish the weed.”\n\t\n “That’s not what I mean, and you know it.” The mouse says, smiling, and then turning to look up at Bhodi with a more serious look. “This isn’t going to be easy for me, I’m glad I live alone so I don’t have to deal with my parents and that stuff, but when I do transition, what’s going to happen?” \n\t\n “Shit man, I don’t know.” Bhodi says, sighing. “You need to talk to a professional about that kind of thing, not your surfer stoner friend.” He smiles to the mouse. “I can recommend someone for you, I go to them and they’ll work with you for payment if it’s hard for you.” He reaches down and puts a hand on Milo’s shoulder, giving it a little squeeze.\n\t\n Milo puts his hand on Bhodi’s and sighs. “Thanks man. It means a lot to me you’re so willing to help.” He looks up at the otter, and blushes as the otter pulls him into another hug, pressing against the taller male’s toned, but softly furred chest. Milo nuzzles into it, sighing as he relaxes fully, feeling a little tired after getting all of that out. Milo then feels something hard pressing against his legs, and Milo chuckles. “You know how to ruin a moment Bhodi.”\n\t\n “Hey man, I can’t help I get a hard on when I’m stoned… besides, holding you like this feels really nice.” He churrs softly, looking at the mouse and stroking down his back again.\n\t\n “Wha… really?” Milo says, blushing deeply as he says “But I thought… I mean, you’re always with a different girl every few weeks. I didn’t think that you’d be into… me.” He trails off.\n\t\n Bhodi laughs softly and says “Dude, you’re becoming a girl, right? So, what If there’s going to be some extra stuff down there. Besides, going from girl to girl is getting kind of boring. I’d like to get something a little more steady. And we’ve been friends for so long, why not make it more than that. At least friends with benefits.” He then leans down and kisses Milo on the forehead softly, nuzzling him there.\n\t\n Milo blushes softly, but smiles warmly at what Bhodi is saying, and smiles even more at feeling the kiss. He looks up and reaches his hands up, caressing the otter’s cheeks and saying “You’re so laid back and relaxed. You always make me feel relaxed to, even now I feel amazing. Even with all the fear about this, being with you I feel calm.” He then moves up and presses his lips to the otter’s, the otter not pulling back as they kiss softly. Milo purrs in his throat as he kisses with the otter gently.\n\t\n Bhodi sighs as the kiss breaks, and he grins as he lays Milo back and slips his shirt off, looking at the mouse’s slender, cream colored chest and belly as his hands stroke up and down against the mouse, feeling the mouse’s subtle curves that he’s always had. “Man… when you fully become a girl, don’t get tits. Keep yourself just like this, you look fantastic.”\n\t\n Milo laughs and says, “You’re so stupid.” But mmms and arches his back as he feels Bhodi’s hands stroke up and down over his body, groaning softly as he closes his eyes and finishes his blunt, holding the smoke in longer than the other times and letting it out softly. “That feels so good though… don’t stop.” The mouse says, curling his small toes.\n\t\n Bhodi leans down and kisses over Milo’s chest and down his belly, nuzzling him and licking over that smooth torso. He kisses the mouse’s neck and nibbles on it, murring and kissing Milo’s shoulder softly. He then takes down Milo’s shorts, the mouse letting out a soft squeak as his cock emerges, fully hard at four inches and covered in a smooth foreskin that has soft fuzzy fur on it. The otter grins and takes the mouse’s jeans off fully, hands on Milo’s round hips as he leans down and kisses along the underside of that cock, feeling it twitch against his lips. He then takes it into his mouth, mmming softly as he closes his eyes and begins to suck on it slowly.\n\t\n Milo’s eyes go wide as he sees the otter do this, and then he leans his head back and moans loudly. He groans and pants as he has a blush on his cheeks, his hands reaching down and stroking though the otter’s hair as he begins to thrust his hips a little. “Nngh… oh my god. That feels so good.” The otter looks up at Milo, smiling around the mouse’s cock and giving him a little wink as he goes back to the slow, deep sucking. His tongue slides around the mouse’s shaft, the mouse suddenly squeaking loudly and thrusting his hips as he climaxes, warm seed spurting onto Bhodi’s tongue. The otter swallows it and pulls back, sighing softly.\n\t\n “Mmm, that was weird, but it felt really good. Now, your turn.” He says, grinning and pulling his shorts down, his seven-inch cock flopping out, fully hard and having emerged from a sheath, the otter cock bright pink and tapered at the end. Milo looks at it and gasps softly, reaching a hand out to it and stroking it up and down slowly, feeling it in his hands.\n\t\n “It’s huge.” Milo says as he moves closer to it, stroking the shaft up and down, and then licking the tip and putting it into his mouth. He closes his eyes and mmms deeply as he slides the first inch into his mouth, sucking it slowly and deeply, licking around it as he kneels and sits back on his small feet. Milo smiles around it as he takes in another inch, bobbing up and down as he is enjoying this, the otter petting his head and ears slowly.\n\t\n “Oh wow, you do that so good. Way better than any of the girls I was ever with.” The otter says, leaning back and panting softly. “I’m gonna nut already if you keep that up.” He closes his eyes and sighs, finally finishing his blunt and tossing the butt away as he moves Milo’s hands down to his heavy balls and says, “You can play with those dude, don’t be shy about it.”\n\t\n Milo looks to the otter and nods, reaching down and hefting those large balls up and caressing them as he pushes himself down, getting another inch into his mouth, that cock touching the back of his throat and he gags, pulling back and coughing a little. He looks to the otter and says “Sorry…”\n\t\n “Ha, it’s okay Dude, relax. It’s not going anywhere, and neither am I. But I think I’m ready for the main event.” He says, grinning and moving over Milo, flipping him onto his belly and groping over the mouse’s smooth, taught ass. He caresses over it and leans down, licking into the pucker and mmming loudly. The mouse gasps, and then moans as he turns red, feeling that smooth tongue push into him easily and lick his insides. Bhodi kisses Milo’s ass cheeks and opens a drawer, getting out a bottle of lube and saying, “This is going to feel cold at first, but I need to slick that little mouse butt up.”\n\t\n Milo giggles and says, “You have lube?”\n\t\n “Dude, you’d be surprised how many girls are into anal.”\n\t\n Milo laughs and lays on his stomach, spreading his legs a little as he shivers when he feels Bhodi’s finger rub the lube against his tailhole, and then pushes in. Milo grunts as his tailhole spreads open, the weed having helped him relax his muscles as that finger pushes in deep. The mouse pants softly, squirming a little as he feels full, that finger feeling huge as he says “Mmm, just go slow, you’d be the first thing ever going in there.”\n\t\n “Come on, of course. I’m not going to just shove it in balls deep.” He says, as he pours the lube on his cock and strokes it a few times. “Okay, I’m going in. Just relax and if it feels weird or hurts, tell me and I’ll stop.” He holds the base of his cock and moves the head towards that pink pucker.\n\t\n “I will, thank you Bhodi.” Milo says as he feels the tip of the otter’s cock press to his pucker and gently slip in. Milo gasps as he feels that cock slowly pushing in, the thickening length very slowly spreading him open. The mouse groans as he feels that cock enter him, his cheeks flushed red as it feels strange, but he is enjoying it as he hears Bhodi moan above him and feels the otter’s hands grip his shoulders. His own cock springs back to full hardness as the mouse cries out a little when Bhodi pushes forward a little more, Milo’s insides clenching down on that cock and he says “Ooo, stop, give me a minute.”\n\t\n “Sure thing little dude. I’m about halfway in, not bad for your first time. You’re really squeezing me, let me know when you’re good to go.” The otter pants, leaning down and kissing the back of Milo’s head and nuzzling it slowly. “You feel amazing by the way, this feels way better than any girl I’ve been with.” He sighs, his hands stroking down the mouse’s sides and up them as he feels Milo loosen up a little.\n\t\n “Thanks, this feels amazing Bhodi. You can keep going now.” He says, feeling his body relax more and amazed that he was able to take half of that cock without much discomfort. He bit his bottom lip as he felt Bhodi push forward again, moving very slow as he shudders, his own cock twitching and throbbing as he gets more and more full. He moans as another inch slides in, feeling like that cock is entering his belly as he hears Bhodi whimper a little.\n\t\n “Almost there dude…”\n\t\n And Milo felt one last little push, and he felt Bhodi’s warm balls press to his own as those larger hips press to his slender body. In that moment, Milo felt a warm pulse of pleasure as the otter laid down on him, covering the smaller mouse with his warm body. Milo climaxed onto the bed hard, the mouse crying out a loud squeak as his ass clenched down tightly on the cock deep inside of him. He panted and trembled as he felt Bhodi’s arms go around him and Milo felt so safe, warm, and protected as he closed his eyes and sighed. Something was said, but Milo barely heard it, a big warm smile on his face.\n\t\n “Wow, you were really pent up.” Bhodi said, pressing to the mouse and holding him close. He then leaned in further and whispered into the mouse’s ear “I’m going to start moving now.” As he slowly drew his hips back until an inch or so was still in the mouse, and then smoothly and slowly thrusting forward. Bhodi panted heavily as he says “I’m not going to last long… I’ve never felt this good before.” He shudders, his hips trembling as he is doing his best to hold back, a part of him wanting to really pound Milo’s ass, but he would never hurt his friend.\n\t\n Milo felt like he was floating on a cloud, breathing in deeply and smiling as he heard Bhodi talking, but not really hearing him as he was focusing on the pleasure he was getting from the larger otter. As Bhodi moved, Milo squeaked softly as he felt that cock sliding in and out of him, his hands weakly holding onto the otter’s as he felt Bhodi push in deep and heard him cry out loudly. The mouse then felt a gush of warmth pulse into him, filling his insides with a heavy and warm sensation. Milo squeaked weakly, this feeling making him have another, smaller climax as his cock twitched and shuddered. As Bhodi laid on top of him fully, the mouse felt so tired, warm, and happy. He closed his eyes just to rest them but slipped into a deep sleep.\n\t\n When Milo opened his eyes, he was laying in Bhodi’s bed, the covers on him as the otter had tucked him in. He yawns and sits up, looking out the window and seeing it’s dark outside. He chuckles softly and pulls the covers back, sitting up and groaning as he felt a little uncomfortable sitting on his ass. He says to himself “I’m going to be walking funny for a while, but it was worth it.” He saw his clothing sitting on the floor, but instead reached for Bhodi’s shirt and put it on, the shirt coming to the mouse’s knees and the top hanging off one of his shoulders. He looked in the mirror and laughs. “I look like one of his girls.” And he blushes at the thought. His stomach growled and he smelt food cooking. He got out of the bed and made his way towards the kitchen.\n\t\n Bhodi was at the stove in just an apron, making some stir fry. He looked over at Milo and says “Dude, you look fucking adorable like that. I need a picture of it. Dinner’s almost ready, sit down on the seat with the big pillow on it, you might need it. And I left the card for my therapist on the table so you can call him.”\n\t\n “Thanks, for everything Bhodi. I was scared earlier, but I feel so much better now. I guess you screwed the fear out of me.” The mouse says, chuckling as he sits down gently on the pillow and looks at the card. “Bhodi, what do you go to therapy for?”\n\t\n “Depression dude. I was in a bad place for a while a few years ago but I’m handling it now. He helped me talk about it and I take medicine for it.” He says, adding the ramen into the pan and tossing it with the chicken and vegetables.\n\t\n “Depression? But…” Milo is about to say, but then he stops and says “I’m sorry… I was just about to ask a really stupid question.”\n\t\n “Nah, it’s fine man. “What do I have to be depressed about?” Is what you were going to say, right?” He looks over his shoulder and smiles at the mouse. When Milo nods, the otter says “Nothing at all. It just happens. Somedays I’ll just feel like shit all day for no reason. Like there’s a little dude in my head telling me I’m a shitty person and I’m worthless. I mean, it still happens but I can ignore it better.” He turns the stove off and covers the pan, setting it aside as he sets the table.\n\t\n “Well, you really hid it. I had no idea you felt that way. You’re always so calm and upbeat. Cheering me and other people up all the time.”\n\t\n “Well, of course. I wouldn’t want anyone to feel as shitty as I do on my bad days.” The otter says, walking past Milo and leaning down, kissing the top of his head. “But let’s eat and chill dude. I’m starving.”\n\t\n Milo turns up and gives Bhodi a kiss on the lips. “Yeah, I’m hungry too. We can talk about that other stuff later.” The mouse says, sighing as he sits back in the chair. “Bhodi, I do want to ask you one thing.”\n\t\n “Sure dude, what is it?”\n\t\n “If we do start dating, I mean seriously dating, I’d really like it if you just were with me.” He says, and then adds “I hope I’m not being selfish.”\n\t\n “No way man, I understand. I do want to start dating you, like, right now. And I’m no cheater. That cute little ass of yours is the only one I’m putting this otter cock in from this point forward.” He says, grinning as he serves food to Milo, and then to himself. “Eat up Dude.” He says, as he begins to eat.\n\t\n Milo nods and smiles warmly, sighing happily. “That means a lot to me Bhodi.” He says as he begins to eat. He was so sacred before, and he knew that it wasn’t going to suddenly be easy. But knowing he had someone who loved him and would support him, and who he could support in return, made him confident that he would be able to get over whatever came his way.\n\n[center]The End[/center]\n","writing_bbcode_parsed":"Green Therapy
By Nocturne Duskclaw
A tall otter laughs as he enters his room, his best friend in tow. The otter is named Bhodi, and he is lean and lithe, a swimmer and a surfer with deep brown fur, brown eyes and long, shaggy looking hair that comes to his shoulders. He is dressed in shorts and a t shirt, which he quickly takes off revealing a snark tooth necklace. He says “Trust me, this is going to be awesome. You’ll love it, you never had Kush like this before.” He holds up a baggie with two blunts inside, one regular, and the other half sized.
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Following him is a male mouse, half the otter’s height and wearing jeans and a t shirt, the both of them in sandals that they quickly take off as they go into the room. The mouse is lean and slender, with gray fur and blond hair, glasses over his slender muzzle and his eyes a deep green. His name is Milo, and he says, “I mean, you’ve said that before and it wasn’t anything special.”
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“Well, I mean, this stuff my cousin got from Hawaii, special made. And it’s been a while since we hung out and talked to each other.” Bhodi says, looking at the mouse as he sits on his bed and gets out a lighter. “It’s been like, months dude; you’ve been kind of distant.”
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The mouse tenses up and his ears flatten a little as he says “I know, I… There’s a lot on my mind lately. I’m sorry.”
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“It’s okay, we’re hanging out now. Do you want to- “
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“No!” Milo says quickly, and then he sighs and says “No, I really don’t want to talk about it Bhodi. Let’s just listen to music and get burnt like we used to.” He smiles a little as he gets onto the bed, looking the otter over. Bhodi is just in his usual loose shorts, as he lights his up and then the smaller one, giving it to Milo.
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“Okay little dude, but if you do, I’ll be right here.” The otter says, handing the smaller blunt to the mouse and taking a deep inhale of his, feeling the warm smoke fill his lungs as he holds it for a moment, and then letting it out slowly, sighing. “Mmm… This stuff is so smooth.” He coughs ones and then chuckles softly.
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Milo nods and takes his, it’s been a while since he smoked so he inhales a little at first, but smiles as indeed, it does go in smooth and he inhales a little more, holding it like the taller otter but then coughing a little, the smoke coming out in large puffs as he then laughs, Bhodi laughing as well. The two of them sigh as Bhodi puts some synth rock on his stereo and takes another long drag, blowing the smoke up towards the ceiling and watching it float up and break apart.
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“This stuff is strong; I’m starting to relax already.” The otter says as he goes to inhale again.
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There’s a pause, and Milo suddenly says, “I want to be a girl.”
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Bhodi coughs mid inhale and almost doubles over from the coughing fit. “Woah… this stuff is hitting me harder than I thought.” He says, chuckling a little, but he looks at Milo, who is looking down and says “Oh wow… you were serious?”
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The mouse looks at Bhodi and says “I. Yeah…” As he inhales deep and lets it out slow. “I’ve been thinking about it nonstop for a while now. I’ve never been comfortable as a guy. Ever. Remember how for Halloween I’d always dress up as something female, saying that it was a joke? That was the only time I actually felt, normal you know.”
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The otter looks and says “But you’ve been doing that for years. You’ve really been holding that in for that long? Shit.” He was leaning back but he sits up now and leans over a bit to say, “Have you told anyone else about this?”
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“No. I was too scared. You’re the only person I’ve told ever. I can’t hold it in anymore, but I’m so scared you’ll hate me, and…” He trails off, his eyes tearing up as he feels Bhodi grab him suddenly. He whimpers as he feels that this is it, Bhodi is going to call him a freak and throw him out, and never want to speak to him again.
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As the mouse began to start crying, Bhodi did grab Milo, but pulled him into a close, tight hug. He holds his best friend and says “Dude… the only thing that would make me hate you is if you Narc on me or something. Just because you feel like you were the wrong gender isn’t going to make me not like you. You’re my Dude, my Little Bro. We’ve known each other since kindergarten.” He strokes down Milo’s back slowly.
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Milo was surprised by the sudden warmth around him, his head resting on Bhodi’s chest as he feels the otter’s toned arms around him. After Bhodi stops speaking, Milo is about to say something, but he just breaks down and cries into the otter’s chest, feeling his friend’s hand stroke down his back slowly. Milo silently scolded himself as he cried, angry at himself for thinking his best friend would betray him or insult him after the otter has done nothing but be his best friend though all their years of schooling.
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“Go ahead dude, let all that shit you’ve been carrying around out, okay? Man, I can’t imagine having those feelings to myself for so long. No wonder you’ve been not wanting to talk or hang out.” The otter says, looking down at the top of Milo’s head and smiling a little. “That’s some heavy stuff to be carting around.”
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The mouse started to calm down after a bit, taking deep breaths and letting them out slowly, also taking a few more puffs to help steady his nerves. “Thanks man… I do feel a lot better after getting that out in the open.”
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“Of course. Besides, I always thought you looked cute dressed as a girl.”
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Milo looked at Bhodi, and suddenly burst out in a fit of laughter, the otter joining in as they laugh harder than they have in a long time, the mouse having to lay on his side as he giggles and then sighs, laying on his back, panting to catch his breath. Bhodi’s laughing trailing off into soft giggles as he then also sighs, taking another deep pull on his blunt and letting it out slow. Milo then asks “So, what happens now?”
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There’s another soft giggle, and Bhodi says “Well, I mean we can play video games or something after we finish the weed.”
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“That’s not what I mean, and you know it.” The mouse says, smiling, and then turning to look up at Bhodi with a more serious look. “This isn’t going to be easy for me, I’m glad I live alone so I don’t have to deal with my parents and that stuff, but when I do transition, what’s going to happen?”
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“Shit man, I don’t know.” Bhodi says, sighing. “You need to talk to a professional about that kind of thing, not your surfer stoner friend.” He smiles to the mouse. “I can recommend someone for you, I go to them and they’ll work with you for payment if it’s hard for you.” He reaches down and puts a hand on Milo’s shoulder, giving it a little squeeze.
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Milo puts his hand on Bhodi’s and sighs. “Thanks man. It means a lot to me you’re so willing to help.” He looks up at the otter, and blushes as the otter pulls him into another hug, pressing against the taller male’s toned, but softly furred chest. Milo nuzzles into it, sighing as he relaxes fully, feeling a little tired after getting all of that out. Milo then feels something hard pressing against his legs, and Milo chuckles. “You know how to ruin a moment Bhodi.”
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“Hey man, I can’t help I get a hard on when I’m stoned… besides, holding you like this feels really nice.” He churrs softly, looking at the mouse and stroking down his back again.
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“Wha… really?” Milo says, blushing deeply as he says “But I thought… I mean, you’re always with a different girl every few weeks. I didn’t think that you’d be into… me.” He trails off.
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Bhodi laughs softly and says “Dude, you’re becoming a girl, right? So, what If there’s going to be some extra stuff down there. Besides, going from girl to girl is getting kind of boring. I’d like to get something a little more steady. And we’ve been friends for so long, why not make it more than that. At least friends with benefits.” He then leans down and kisses Milo on the forehead softly, nuzzling him there.
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Milo blushes softly, but smiles warmly at what Bhodi is saying, and smiles even more at feeling the kiss. He looks up and reaches his hands up, caressing the otter’s cheeks and saying “You’re so laid back and relaxed. You always make me feel relaxed to, even now I feel amazing. Even with all the fear about this, being with you I feel calm.” He then moves up and presses his lips to the otter’s, the otter not pulling back as they kiss softly. Milo purrs in his throat as he kisses with the otter gently.
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Bhodi sighs as the kiss breaks, and he grins as he lays Milo back and slips his shirt off, looking at the mouse’s slender, cream colored chest and belly as his hands stroke up and down against the mouse, feeling the mouse’s subtle curves that he’s always had. “Man… when you fully become a girl, don’t get tits. Keep yourself just like this, you look fantastic.”
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Milo laughs and says, “You’re so stupid.” But mmms and arches his back as he feels Bhodi’s hands stroke up and down over his body, groaning softly as he closes his eyes and finishes his blunt, holding the smoke in longer than the other times and letting it out softly. “That feels so good though… don’t stop.” The mouse says, curling his small toes.
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Bhodi leans down and kisses over Milo’s chest and down his belly, nuzzling him and licking over that smooth torso. He kisses the mouse’s neck and nibbles on it, murring and kissing Milo’s shoulder softly. He then takes down Milo’s shorts, the mouse letting out a soft squeak as his cock emerges, fully hard at four inches and covered in a smooth foreskin that has soft fuzzy fur on it. The otter grins and takes the mouse’s jeans off fully, hands on Milo’s round hips as he leans down and kisses along the underside of that cock, feeling it twitch against his lips. He then takes it into his mouth, mmming softly as he closes his eyes and begins to suck on it slowly.
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Milo’s eyes go wide as he sees the otter do this, and then he leans his head back and moans loudly. He groans and pants as he has a blush on his cheeks, his hands reaching down and stroking though the otter’s hair as he begins to thrust his hips a little. “Nngh… oh my god. That feels so good.” The otter looks up at Milo, smiling around the mouse’s cock and giving him a little wink as he goes back to the slow, deep sucking. His tongue slides around the mouse’s shaft, the mouse suddenly squeaking loudly and thrusting his hips as he climaxes, warm seed spurting onto Bhodi’s tongue. The otter swallows it and pulls back, sighing softly.
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“Mmm, that was weird, but it felt really good. Now, your turn.” He says, grinning and pulling his shorts down, his seven-inch cock flopping out, fully hard and having emerged from a sheath, the otter cock bright pink and tapered at the end. Milo looks at it and gasps softly, reaching a hand out to it and stroking it up and down slowly, feeling it in his hands.
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“It’s huge.” Milo says as he moves closer to it, stroking the shaft up and down, and then licking the tip and putting it into his mouth. He closes his eyes and mmms deeply as he slides the first inch into his mouth, sucking it slowly and deeply, licking around it as he kneels and sits back on his small feet. Milo smiles around it as he takes in another inch, bobbing up and down as he is enjoying this, the otter petting his head and ears slowly.
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“Oh wow, you do that so good. Way better than any of the girls I was ever with.” The otter says, leaning back and panting softly. “I’m gonna nut already if you keep that up.” He closes his eyes and sighs, finally finishing his blunt and tossing the butt away as he moves Milo’s hands down to his heavy balls and says, “You can play with those dude, don’t be shy about it.”
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Milo looks to the otter and nods, reaching down and hefting those large balls up and caressing them as he pushes himself down, getting another inch into his mouth, that cock touching the back of his throat and he gags, pulling back and coughing a little. He looks to the otter and says “Sorry…”
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“Ha, it’s okay Dude, relax. It’s not going anywhere, and neither am I. But I think I’m ready for the main event.” He says, grinning and moving over Milo, flipping him onto his belly and groping over the mouse’s smooth, taught ass. He caresses over it and leans down, licking into the pucker and mmming loudly. The mouse gasps, and then moans as he turns red, feeling that smooth tongue push into him easily and lick his insides. Bhodi kisses Milo’s ass cheeks and opens a drawer, getting out a bottle of lube and saying, “This is going to feel cold at first, but I need to slick that little mouse butt up.”
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Milo giggles and says, “You have lube?”
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“Dude, you’d be surprised how many girls are into anal.”
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Milo laughs and lays on his stomach, spreading his legs a little as he shivers when he feels Bhodi’s finger rub the lube against his tailhole, and then pushes in. Milo grunts as his tailhole spreads open, the weed having helped him relax his muscles as that finger pushes in deep. The mouse pants softly, squirming a little as he feels full, that finger feeling huge as he says “Mmm, just go slow, you’d be the first thing ever going in there.”
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“Come on, of course. I’m not going to just shove it in balls deep.” He says, as he pours the lube on his cock and strokes it a few times. “Okay, I’m going in. Just relax and if it feels weird or hurts, tell me and I’ll stop.” He holds the base of his cock and moves the head towards that pink pucker.
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“I will, thank you Bhodi.” Milo says as he feels the tip of the otter’s cock press to his pucker and gently slip in. Milo gasps as he feels that cock slowly pushing in, the thickening length very slowly spreading him open. The mouse groans as he feels that cock enter him, his cheeks flushed red as it feels strange, but he is enjoying it as he hears Bhodi moan above him and feels the otter’s hands grip his shoulders. His own cock springs back to full hardness as the mouse cries out a little when Bhodi pushes forward a little more, Milo’s insides clenching down on that cock and he says “Ooo, stop, give me a minute.”
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“Sure thing little dude. I’m about halfway in, not bad for your first time. You’re really squeezing me, let me know when you’re good to go.” The otter pants, leaning down and kissing the back of Milo’s head and nuzzling it slowly. “You feel amazing by the way, this feels way better than any girl I’ve been with.” He sighs, his hands stroking down the mouse’s sides and up them as he feels Milo loosen up a little.
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“Thanks, this feels amazing Bhodi. You can keep going now.” He says, feeling his body relax more and amazed that he was able to take half of that cock without much discomfort. He bit his bottom lip as he felt Bhodi push forward again, moving very slow as he shudders, his own cock twitching and throbbing as he gets more and more full. He moans as another inch slides in, feeling like that cock is entering his belly as he hears Bhodi whimper a little.
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“Almost there dude…”
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And Milo felt one last little push, and he felt Bhodi’s warm balls press to his own as those larger hips press to his slender body. In that moment, Milo felt a warm pulse of pleasure as the otter laid down on him, covering the smaller mouse with his warm body. Milo climaxed onto the bed hard, the mouse crying out a loud squeak as his ass clenched down tightly on the cock deep inside of him. He panted and trembled as he felt Bhodi’s arms go around him and Milo felt so safe, warm, and protected as he closed his eyes and sighed. Something was said, but Milo barely heard it, a big warm smile on his face.
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“Wow, you were really pent up.” Bhodi said, pressing to the mouse and holding him close. He then leaned in further and whispered into the mouse’s ear “I’m going to start moving now.” As he slowly drew his hips back until an inch or so was still in the mouse, and then smoothly and slowly thrusting forward. Bhodi panted heavily as he says “I’m not going to last long… I’ve never felt this good before.” He shudders, his hips trembling as he is doing his best to hold back, a part of him wanting to really pound Milo’s ass, but he would never hurt his friend.
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Milo felt like he was floating on a cloud, breathing in deeply and smiling as he heard Bhodi talking, but not really hearing him as he was focusing on the pleasure he was getting from the larger otter. As Bhodi moved, Milo squeaked softly as he felt that cock sliding in and out of him, his hands weakly holding onto the otter’s as he felt Bhodi push in deep and heard him cry out loudly. The mouse then felt a gush of warmth pulse into him, filling his insides with a heavy and warm sensation. Milo squeaked weakly, this feeling making him have another, smaller climax as his cock twitched and shuddered. As Bhodi laid on top of him fully, the mouse felt so tired, warm, and happy. He closed his eyes just to rest them but slipped into a deep sleep.
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When Milo opened his eyes, he was laying in Bhodi’s bed, the covers on him as the otter had tucked him in. He yawns and sits up, looking out the window and seeing it’s dark outside. He chuckles softly and pulls the covers back, sitting up and groaning as he felt a little uncomfortable sitting on his ass. He says to himself “I’m going to be walking funny for a while, but it was worth it.” He saw his clothing sitting on the floor, but instead reached for Bhodi’s shirt and put it on, the shirt coming to the mouse’s knees and the top hanging off one of his shoulders. He looked in the mirror and laughs. “I look like one of his girls.” And he blushes at the thought. His stomach growled and he smelt food cooking. He got out of the bed and made his way towards the kitchen.
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Bhodi was at the stove in just an apron, making some stir fry. He looked over at Milo and says “Dude, you look fucking adorable like that. I need a picture of it. Dinner’s almost ready, sit down on the seat with the big pillow on it, you might need it. And I left the card for my therapist on the table so you can call him.”
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“Thanks, for everything Bhodi. I was scared earlier, but I feel so much better now. I guess you screwed the fear out of me.” The mouse says, chuckling as he sits down gently on the pillow and looks at the card. “Bhodi, what do you go to therapy for?”
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“Depression dude. I was in a bad place for a while a few years ago but I’m handling it now. He helped me talk about it and I take medicine for it.” He says, adding the ramen into the pan and tossing it with the chicken and vegetables.
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“Depression? But…” Milo is about to say, but then he stops and says “I’m sorry… I was just about to ask a really stupid question.”
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“Nah, it’s fine man. “What do I have to be depressed about?” Is what you were going to say, right?” He looks over his shoulder and smiles at the mouse. When Milo nods, the otter says “Nothing at all. It just happens. Somedays I’ll just feel like shit all day for no reason. Like there’s a little dude in my head telling me I’m a shitty person and I’m worthless. I mean, it still happens but I can ignore it better.” He turns the stove off and covers the pan, setting it aside as he sets the table.
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“Well, you really hid it. I had no idea you felt that way. You’re always so calm and upbeat. Cheering me and other people up all the time.”
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“Well, of course. I wouldn’t want anyone to feel as shitty as I do on my bad days.” The otter says, walking past Milo and leaning down, kissing the top of his head. “But let’s eat and chill dude. I’m starving.”
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Milo turns up and gives Bhodi a kiss on the lips. “Yeah, I’m hungry too. We can talk about that other stuff later.” The mouse says, sighing as he sits back in the chair. “Bhodi, I do want to ask you one thing.”
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“Sure dude, what is it?”
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“If we do start dating, I mean seriously dating, I’d really like it if you just were with me.” He says, and then adds “I hope I’m not being selfish.”
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“No way man, I understand. I do want to start dating you, like, right now. And I’m no cheater. That cute little ass of yours is the only one I’m putting this otter cock in from this point forward.” He says, grinning as he serves food to Milo, and then to himself. “Eat up Dude.” He says, as he begins to eat.
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Milo nods and smiles warmly, sighing happily. “That means a lot to me Bhodi.” He says as he begins to eat. He was so sacred before, and he knew that it wasn’t going to suddenly be easy. But knowing he had someone who loved him and would support him, and who he could support in return, made him confident that he would be able to get over whatever came his way.
The End
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