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Well, everything was as close as it could come to perfect, with both Donnie and Mikey having to work jobs now to support their family, with one member of their family being in a completely different continent and their other brother barely being seen due to sleeping all day and then going out at night to play vigilante, suffice to say they were trying very hard to cling on to the word ‘family’ with all members, except Donnie and Mikey, barely interacting with each other. \n\nThe only thing that would actually make their current lives perfect would be if their oldest brother and leader would return home. And he did. Suddenly after two years of him having been gone and almost a year of no contact, he came back home. 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They still got to spend time together, although it was mainly with the rest of the family surrounding them or if one snuck into the other’s room at night, but even that didn’t happen often, their relationship, especially the physical side was going downhill. \n\nThey both didn’t mind not having sex all the time, it was not what they had first wanted when they came to be in a relationship, they just wanted to spend time alone together and do couple things like they were able to do before, now they barely had time to do that. But they would cope, they had too. \n\n“Donnie?” A voice called out from the other side of Donnie’s lab, by the door and Donnie spun around, hoping to see his orange banded lover there but instead saw Leonardo and tried to hide the disappointment that he felt. \n\n“Hey Leo, is there something that I can do for you?”\n\n“I was wondering if I could talk to you about something.” \n\n“Of course, anything, what is it?” Donnie asked smiling and ushering his brother in, which he did, closing the door behind him, but leaving it unlocked. \n\n“While I was in South America...I did a lot of thinking.”\n\n“Is that what kept you away for so long?” Donnie chuckled and Leo smiled at him, something that was very rare to see since Leo had come back home. \n\n“I guess so.”\n\n“So what did you think about that you want to talk to me about?” There was a short pause after Donnie asked his question, as Leo glanced at the floor. “Leo?” \n\n“Sorry, I...I don’t know how to phrase what I want to say…” \n\n“Just say it Leo, you know I won't judge you.” \n\n“Okay.”\n\n“So what-”\n\n“I love you Donnie.” Donnie froze up, his mouth fell open slightly and his brown eyes widened at what Leonardo had just confessed to him. His brother, his oldest brother, Leonardo, their leader, was in love with him. Donnie had no idea what to do, and what to do without hurting Leo's feelings, he'd have to tell him about him and Mikey. \n\n“Leo...” Donnie said, frowning. \n\n“I’m sorry.” Leo said backing away slightly. “I shouldn’t have said anything, I can’t even begin to think of how disgusting you must think I am..” Leo said and went to turn around to leave, but Donnie jumped up and grabbed his wrist and pull him back around so that the two were facing each other. \n\n“Leo there is nothing wrong with what you are feeling, it’s natural, especially with the four of us being the only four of our kind, it’s just that...well, I can’t return your feelings.” Donnie said as he slowly realised the wrist in his grasp. \n\n“What do you mean?”\n\n“I should have told you sooner, Leo, I’m sorry about that, it’s just with everything that happened and with us trying to get the family back to how it was before you left, all that and I was afraid of you finding me disgusting as you just worried.” \n\n“Donnie...what are you talking about?”\n\n“Mikey and I are in a relationship.” Donnie announced to his older brother, whose eyes widened at the information he had been given. “And we have been in one for a long time now…” \n\n“You and Mikey...are together?” Leo worked out slowly and Donnie nodded, trying to look anywhere but Leo’s eyes. \n\n“Yes, and I know that I should have told you sooner, we just didn’t want to do it, and we never saw the right time and we haven’t really had much time to discuss it with each other…” Donnie began rambling but caught himself and stopped. “You don’t have to worry about your feelings getting in the way or complicating things, like I am sure that you are already thinking about it, so stop it.”\n\n“Donnie-”\n\n“It won’t, you are still my brother and I will not make you feel awkward or uncomfortable because of your feelings and you will not have to worry about me telling Mikey about them.” \n\n“Of course, I can see how telling him would not be the best of things to do…” \n\n“Yeah.” Donnie chuckled, trying to lighten the mood. “So, no awkwardness between the two of us, right?” He asked and received a nod from Leo. The blue banded turtle went to speak but Donnie cut him off, knowing what he was going to say already. “And don’t apologize again!” \n\n“...Okay.” Leo said, just catching himself before he apologized again. “I’m sure I will get over feeling eventually.” Leo said and gave Donnie a small sad smile. \n\n“I’m sorry Leo.”\n\n“If I am not allowed to apologise, then neither are you.” Leo laughed as did Donnie.\n\n“Fine.” \n\n“Does anybody else know about the two of you then, since you haven’t announced it…”\n\n“Raph knows, he found out without us telling him, and, well, he think’s that it is disgusting.” Donnie said, pained. \n\n“Oh.”\n\n“Apart from him and you, nobody else knows about Mikey and I.” Donnie said and there was a short pause before Leo spoke up. \n\n“Donnie?”\n\n“Yes Leo?”\n\n“Can I, ask something of you, a favour?” \n\n“Yes of course, what is it?”\n\n“Since it is obvious that nothing will ever happen between the two of us, can I just once…?”\n\n“Leo! I’m with Mikey, I can’t sleep with you, I thought we just went over this?” Donnie said, raising his voice slightly, but not enough to alert any of the others of their conversation. \n\n“I wasn’t suggesting that!” Leo said, red faced and his voice squeaking slightly at the end. \n\n“The what were you suggesting?” \n\n“A kiss, a simple kiss, that’s all I was suggesting.” Leo said making himself clear. \n\n“Oh.” Donnie said and sighed. “I don’t know, I guess maybe.” Donnie said, unsure of what to say or do, he knew that it was only a kiss and nothing would come out of it, but if Mikey were to find out it could lead to many problems. “If we were to do this, to kiss, we couldn’t tell Mikey.” Donnie said, the end part more to himself. \n\nThey both moved closer to each other, hearts racing for what was about to happen next. Donnie was about to pull away due to how wrong this would be for him to do, but Leo cupped Donnie’s cheek and his mind went blank. Leo honestly had no idea what he was doing, he’d never kissed anyone before, all his information about kissing came from the various programmes and films that he, his brothers and father watched. \n\nDonnie, having more experience, led the kiss, not even thinking about it anymore, just going with the flow. Their lips met in the shy kiss before they opened their mouths and the shy kiss turned more passionate. Donnie couldn’t help but gasp when Leo did, as much as he hated what he was going, he couldn’t deny that it felt good. \n\nDonnie knew that this was the only kiss that Leo would ever get from him and there was a great possibility that this was the only kiss Leo was going to get in his life, so he might as well make it good for him and just thinking about that made him lose himself in the moment. 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Without another word, Leo turned and left, closing the lab door behind him and using it as support as he leaned against it, still out of breath from the kiss. \n\n“Hey Leo!” A bubbly voice rang out and Leo's eyes snapped open to see his youngest brother walking towards him. “Is Donnie in his lab?”\n\n“Yes, Mikey, Donnie is in his lab.” Leo said slowly and slightly louder than normal and was rewarded with a raised brow from Mikey. \n\n“You okay bro?”\n\n“Fine.” Leo smiled. “I should be heading to bed, it's getting late, good night Mikey.”\n\n“Night Leo.” Mikey said and walked around him to open to the door to the lab and closed it behind him and Leo could hear the door being locked. Leo could feel a pang of jealousy in his heart but ignored it and made his way to his room, needing some release after that kiss and he was very glad that Mikey had not seen how aroused he was. He'd never hated himself so much.","writing_bbcode_parsed":"Everything was perfect. Well, everything was as close as it could come to perfect, with both Donnie and Mikey having to work jobs now to support their family, with one member of their family being in a completely different continent and their other brother barely being seen due to sleeping all day and then going out at night to play vigilante, suffice to say they were trying very hard to cling on to the word ‘family’ with all members, except Donnie and Mikey, barely interacting with each other.
The only thing that would actually make their current lives perfect would be if their oldest brother and leader would return home. And he did. Suddenly after two years of him having been gone and almost a year of no contact, he came back home. It took very little time for Raph and Leo to fall back into their normal arguing routine and training started sometime after everything that had happened with the stone generals and with Karai saying what she said Leo was determined to have his team back in fighting shape as soon as possible.
The tension between Raph and Leo was growing higher and higher, one of them just aching the start a fight that they knew would rival their one on the rooftop. Although this really wasn’t what they wanted, so they avoided spending time with each other, Raph choosing to spend his time with Mikey and Leo with Donnie, which meant that the two couldn’t spend as much time with each other as they might have liked.
But this was for the best, to keep their family happy, they put on their happy faces although they were aching for their other half. They were just starting to be a family again and they were not just about to ruin that. They still got to spend time together, although it was mainly with the rest of the family surrounding them or if one snuck into the other’s room at night, but even that didn’t happen often, their relationship, especially the physical side was going downhill.
They both didn’t mind not having sex all the time, it was not what they had first wanted when they came to be in a relationship, they just wanted to spend time alone together and do couple things like they were able to do before, now they barely had time to do that. But they would cope, they had too.
“Donnie?” A voice called out from the other side of Donnie’s lab, by the door and Donnie spun around, hoping to see his orange banded lover there but instead saw Leonardo and tried to hide the disappointment that he felt.
“Hey Leo, is there something that I can do for you?”
“I was wondering if I could talk to you about something.”
“Of course, anything, what is it?” Donnie asked smiling and ushering his brother in, which he did, closing the door behind him, but leaving it unlocked.
“While I was in South America...I did a lot of thinking.”
“Is that what kept you away for so long?” Donnie chuckled and Leo smiled at him, something that was very rare to see since Leo had come back home.
“I guess so.”
“So what did you think about that you want to talk to me about?” There was a short pause after Donnie asked his question, as Leo glanced at the floor. “Leo?”
“Sorry, I...I don’t know how to phrase what I want to say…”
“Just say it Leo, you know I won't judge you.”
“Okay.”
“So what-”
“I love you Donnie.” Donnie froze up, his mouth fell open slightly and his brown eyes widened at what Leonardo had just confessed to him. His brother, his oldest brother, Leonardo, their leader, was in love with him. Donnie had no idea what to do, and what to do without hurting Leo's feelings, he'd have to tell him about him and Mikey.
“Leo...” Donnie said, frowning.
“I’m sorry.” Leo said backing away slightly. “I shouldn’t have said anything, I can’t even begin to think of how disgusting you must think I am..” Leo said and went to turn around to leave, but Donnie jumped up and grabbed his wrist and pull him back around so that the two were facing each other.
“Leo there is nothing wrong with what you are feeling, it’s natural, especially with the four of us being the only four of our kind, it’s just that...well, I can’t return your feelings.” Donnie said as he slowly realised the wrist in his grasp.
“What do you mean?”
“I should have told you sooner, Leo, I’m sorry about that, it’s just with everything that happened and with us trying to get the family back to how it was before you left, all that and I was afraid of you finding me disgusting as you just worried.”
“Donnie...what are you talking about?”
“Mikey and I are in a relationship.” Donnie announced to his older brother, whose eyes widened at the information he had been given. “And we have been in one for a long time now…”
“You and Mikey...are together?” Leo worked out slowly and Donnie nodded, trying to look anywhere but Leo’s eyes.
“Yes, and I know that I should have told you sooner, we just didn’t want to do it, and we never saw the right time and we haven’t really had much time to discuss it with each other…” Donnie began rambling but caught himself and stopped. “You don’t have to worry about your feelings getting in the way or complicating things, like I am sure that you are already thinking about it, so stop it.”
“Donnie-”
“It won’t, you are still my brother and I will not make you feel awkward or uncomfortable because of your feelings and you will not have to worry about me telling Mikey about them.”
“Of course, I can see how telling him would not be the best of things to do…”
“Yeah.” Donnie chuckled, trying to lighten the mood. “So, no awkwardness between the two of us, right?” He asked and received a nod from Leo. The blue banded turtle went to speak but Donnie cut him off, knowing what he was going to say already. “And don’t apologize again!”
“...Okay.” Leo said, just catching himself before he apologized again. “I’m sure I will get over feeling eventually.” Leo said and gave Donnie a small sad smile.
“I’m sorry Leo.”
“If I am not allowed to apologise, then neither are you.” Leo laughed as did Donnie.
“Fine.”
“Does anybody else know about the two of you then, since you haven’t announced it…”
“Raph knows, he found out without us telling him, and, well, he think’s that it is disgusting.” Donnie said, pained.
“Oh.”
“Apart from him and you, nobody else knows about Mikey and I.” Donnie said and there was a short pause before Leo spoke up.
“Donnie?”
“Yes Leo?”
“Can I, ask something of you, a favour?”
“Yes of course, what is it?”
“Since it is obvious that nothing will ever happen between the two of us, can I just once…?”
“Leo! I’m with Mikey, I can’t sleep with you, I thought we just went over this?” Donnie said, raising his voice slightly, but not enough to alert any of the others of their conversation.
“I wasn’t suggesting that!” Leo said, red faced and his voice squeaking slightly at the end.
“The what were you suggesting?”
“A kiss, a simple kiss, that’s all I was suggesting.” Leo said making himself clear.
“Oh.” Donnie said and sighed. “I don’t know, I guess maybe.” Donnie said, unsure of what to say or do, he knew that it was only a kiss and nothing would come out of it, but if Mikey were to find out it could lead to many problems. “If we were to do this, to kiss, we couldn’t tell Mikey.” Donnie said, the end part more to himself.
They both moved closer to each other, hearts racing for what was about to happen next. Donnie was about to pull away due to how wrong this would be for him to do, but Leo cupped Donnie’s cheek and his mind went blank. Leo honestly had no idea what he was doing, he’d never kissed anyone before, all his information about kissing came from the various programmes and films that he, his brothers and father watched.
Donnie, having more experience, led the kiss, not even thinking about it anymore, just going with the flow. Their lips met in the shy kiss before they opened their mouths and the shy kiss turned more passionate. Donnie couldn’t help but gasp when Leo did, as much as he hated what he was going, he couldn’t deny that it felt good.
Donnie knew that this was the only kiss that Leo would ever get from him and there was a great possibility that this was the only kiss Leo was going to get in his life, so he might as well make it good for him and just thinking about that made him lose himself in the moment. Tongues and teeth clashed and fought for dominance, hands clutched at each other's faces, shoulders and necks before Donatello pushed on Leo's chest and they parted, both red in the face and panting from loss of air in their kiss.
It took them a long while to calm their breathing and themselves down from the kiss and once they did they glance up at each other and Donnie tried to ignore the lust in his brothers eyes.
“Thank you Donnie.” Leo rasped and Donnie nodded in response, not trusting his voice at the moment. Without another word, Leo turned and left, closing the lab door behind him and using it as support as he leaned against it, still out of breath from the kiss.
“Hey Leo!” A bubbly voice rang out and Leo's eyes snapped open to see his youngest brother walking towards him. “Is Donnie in his lab?”
“Yes, Mikey, Donnie is in his lab.” Leo said slowly and slightly louder than normal and was rewarded with a raised brow from Mikey.
“You okay bro?”
“Fine.” Leo smiled. “I should be heading to bed, it's getting late, good night Mikey.”
“Night Leo.” Mikey said and walked around him to open to the door to the lab and closed it behind him and Leo could hear the door being locked. Leo could feel a pang of jealousy in his heart but ignored it and made his way to his room, needing some release after that kiss and he was very glad that Mikey had not seen how aroused he was. He'd never hated himself so much.","pools_count":1,"title":"Tcest: Seeking Comfort P5","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"image/png","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"1","rating_name":"Mature","ratings":[{"content_tag_id":"2","name":"Nudity","description":"Nonsexual nudity exposing breasts or genitals (must not show arousal)","rating_id":"1"}],"submission_type_id":"12","type_name":"Writing - Document","guest_block":"t","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"0","views":"50","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}