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It was all pointless and mind numbing and crushed any semblance of creativity. and then of course, the homophobia, it was always the same, Homosexuals should be shot or in a hospital, Human beings, Anthros, being relegated to a lower level of existence. Ironically the describing traits are more implicant to those who insult them rather than the ones being insulted. But Otto never voices this out loud. He felt like he was on the edge of a cliff, with no one to help him, no one to care, or even notice. Who gave a fuck at this point. Otto was glad there was a cliff and a gust of wind that was a motivation to push him off.\n\nOtto didn't finish his meal, he stood up, his father stared at him \"Otto, what are you doing?\"\n\n\"I forgot I had an arrangement made prior to this... please excuse me\" Otto nodded and gave the same fake smile.\n\n\"What arrangement? Otto come back here\" he raised his voice slightly, drawing attention to their table.\n\n\"I have no time to wait, father. I apologize, I must insist,\" Otto said, ignoring him, trying to act urgently and walking away. 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Otto didn't finish his meal, he stood up, his father stared at him "Otto, what are you doing?"

"I forgot I had an arrangement made prior to this... please excuse me" Otto nodded and gave the same fake smile.

"What arrangement? Otto come back here" he raised his voice slightly, drawing attention to their table.

"I have no time to wait, father. I apologize, I must insist," Otto said, ignoring him, trying to act urgently and walking away. Wilhelm Stood up.

"Otto get back here now" Wilhelm asked again slightly raising his voice as Marie took his hand "Wilhelm, you are drawing a crowd, I'm sure he will be back, maybe he needs some air" Marie said, sipping her champagne as Wilhelm sat down.

"That boy has been "Needing air" for the past day, something is up, and I want to know"

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Otto was going insane and at a breaking point where he was fairly certain he knew his fate. he took off his suit, jacket and tossed it on his bed. he wanted to be comfortable when he took his plunge, took one look in the mirror, a long look, this is what it had come to, he looked miserable, he couldn't bare it, he couldn't wait for it anymore, it would be an actual solution to the problem, not only that but a permanent one.

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