My name is Tomoya. I am a polar bear. I share a house in the mountains with two tanukis, both aged two. They are twins and are called Tama and Taro. I love them very much and am in charge of educating them, feeding and raising them. That is not a problem to me. I really enjoy doing só… I earn my income by making and selling wood works, but life used to be easier for me, before I lost my job as train conductor. Thankfully, before losing that job, I could amass enough money and patrimony to give myself a comfortable life and take the tanuki brothers under my care. But I would be lying if I said that I care for these two cute toddler tanukis solely out of kindness. We, animals, are not free from depravity and I am a nepiophile, a “baby lover”, só to speak. I have a growing sexual desire for these two little fellas and I know full well that, one day, I will snap and do something regrettable. Nonetheless, they have nobody eles to stay with. If it was not for me, they would be abandoned outside, cold and hungry. Despite my unfulfilled sexual hunger, I am still the fittest animal to this job. There is nobody eles, but me… It was a cold morning of December, with solstice looming on us. Only a few more days, and the winter solstice would happen. That’s a very symbolic date, a very mystical one. I’m not one to be mystified easily by the superstition (even though Tama and Taro are yokai), but I could not help wondering if the solstice would bring something different in my life, for better or for worse… I got up from my bed and went to check on the twins. I had a ferocious morning erection. While checking on the two, who were sleeping on their own shared bed, I took a good look at them, sleeping on warm pajamas, sucking on pacifiers, looking calm, precious, but vulnerable… Their bodies made round by gorgeous baby fat. I wanted to grab them like a predator grabs its prey and never let go, steal kisses from their mouths, playfully bite their meaty thighs… My penis was hardening more, insistently, tenting my briefs. As a fat polar bear, I needed no clothing at night: my fat and my fur kept me warm and termically isolated. I kept looking at them, my breath becoming more labored. I grabbed my penis through the briefs, unsure if I war pleasuring it or trying to tame it. Pre-seminal fluid left it, dampening the briefs. I closed my eyes and sighed dramatically, then opened my eyes again. Little Taro was lying on his side. His pajamas had a flap on the rear, só that he could use the toilet at night or have his diaper easily changed. I had to check his diaper in the morning. I knew I was playing with fire while drenched in alcohol. I could not masturbate in several weeks, because my lust towards the twin little tanukis invaded my fantasies, making me feel miserably guilty… My sexual urges were unfulfilled and never in life I felt as inclined to rape as I was then… I undid the butt flap and checked the diaper. It was dry. They were growing só fast… Soon, they would no longer need diapers… I lowered his diaper a little, exposing his butt crack. I swallowed dry. Just this once… He was asleep… He would not notice… I would just rub it on the tush crack until I ejaculated, and nothing eles… It was finally time to do that regrettable thing, take advantage of those little souls under my care. Every time I bathed them, every time I played with them, every diaper change, every intimate interaction fanned the flames of desire. I was about to be consumed… I was going to die. I could no longer think. Finally, I approached my penis to that butt and rubbed the tip of my bear dick across the tush crack of Taro, up and down. The tanuki stirred in his sleep, smiling somewhat. He was liking it, maybe it was tickling him. That wonderfully cute smile… I was going to cum already… - What are you doing there, Tomo? – asks Tama, who was awake, turned to me, while still lying down. I froze in place and could no longer continue. How could I even explain that? - I’m just playing with Taro a bit… - I said, not realizing how hard I would regret that. - A new game? – asks Tama. – I wanna play it to! I put my softening erection back into my briefs. - One day – I said, hoping Tama would forget. – For now, we must check your diaper and prepare food… Taro woke up son after. - Morning – he says, sitting up. – I gotta pee… - Fine… - I said. – Let us all take a pee… I go with them to the bathroom and take off their pajamas and diapers. Both were dry, but their little penises were very hard due to their bladders being só full. Taro grabbed his penis and squeezed it. - I really have to pee… - he complained. - You two can go together, then – I said. – Or rather, let us pee together, we three. - Tomoya too? – they asked together. - Yes, sure! – I said, smiling down at them. We stood around the squat toilet and began to pee, while standing, só that we all could use the same toilet at once. Tama and Taro got a fine view of my penis and were giggling the whole time. - It’s big… - commented Tama. - Yours will get this big some day – I said. I was still erect. Deep inside, I had stopped fighting. I had made up my mind and decided that I would have sex with the two tanukis… but I had to do it in a way that would not hurt them. In order to take things slowly, why not start by getting them accustomed to my nudity? - Can I touch it? - asks Taro. - Sure – I said. Taro, with his amateur touching, began to caress and feel my penis. He did it in such an innocent way. He was not a professional, he was not experienced, but that little, tentative little paw felt much better. - Why is it só hard? – asks Tama, also grabbing it and fondling, feeling my sack. - It gets hard when you imagine, remember, see, hear or feel something you really like – I explained. - So you really like this? – asks Taro. I was about to ejaculate… but they stopped. - It’s fun – says Tama. -, but I’m hungry… - Right… - I said, catching my breath. – Let us eat… The rest of the day went normally by. The solstice would be in the following day… The twins showed no interest in sex or in my genitals during the rest of the day and, due to my work around the house, I was exhausted by the end of the day… and só I slept without further advancing my plans of grooming them. Little did I know that the solstice would bring something disturbing, unsettling, but new. I was awaken by the doorbell. Looking at the clock, I saw that it was five in the morning. It was snowing outside, but only lightly. I had a firm erection again, specially because I was twice brought close to orgasm in the previous day. I got dressed in a robe and went to the door, then opened it. I saw a small, blue and white, overweight feline, wearing nothing, but a diaper and a backpack. - Who are you? – I asked. The feline, who appeared to be aged no older than five years old, shivering from the cold, could not answer. Never had I seen that species before. Certainly, he was not from that region. I crouched down and smiled at the feline, holding his paw. - Do you have a name? – I asked. The feline could not answer anything, just looked at me with anxious eyes, shivering. It took him into my house and closed the door, then offered him hot chocolate and a very thick blanket. He drank the hot chocolate while sitting by the fireplace. He sneezed. - Do you speak? – I insisted. - Eu não entendo o que você diz – he answered. – Eu não sou daqui1. I widened my eyes. I never heard words like those, although they sounds kind of like Spanish2, but not quite. If I’m right, he is at least from Europe. Maybe he got lost from his parents… I would need some way to communicate with him. Maybe mimic… Could he understand English3? While thinking about those things, the feline got up and hugged me, to thank me for saving him from the cold outside. I hugged him back. Suddenly, his paw reached for my crotch and gave it a grope. I was startled and could not react to it. I let him do it. He kept groping and feeling my crotch, making me feel rather flustered… My penis, which was soft since I put my robe on, was hardening. I undid the robe and showing him my briefs. He starts to grope it a little more seriously, seeing that I was permissive. I didn’t expect that to happen. Usually, cubs are not upfront about sex. Rather, adults have to corrupt them into liking sexual things. Was this feline already corrupted by an adult? Or is this something he does in the country he comes from? He grabbed the waistband of my briefs and tugged them down, causing my penis to bob free. Without letting it attain full erection, he started to lick it with his rough feline tongue, causing a shower of new sensations. The rough friction tickled me and made my every muscle clench and my penis flex obscenely in front of him. “Am I finally going to cum?”, I thought. But I did not. He suddenly stopped. Was it something that I did? Was he just thanking me? Did I have to do something eles for him? Why did he stop? He just smiled at me, almost mischievously. Did he know what he was doing? Either way, I was now feeling hornier than I was in the day before and I felt like I had to have sex with utmost urgency. I had to at least masturbate. But, before I could masturbate… - Tomoya? – asked Taro. The twins were awake and had come downstairs. - Yes, baby? – I asked back. - I really have to pee… - he said. – Tama too… I looked again at the feline, who still had that enigmatic smile. What did that mean? Did he not realize that now I had to take care for Tama and Taro while being on the verge of ejaculation? - Are we still going? – asked Tama. – The solstice festival… I widened my eyes and looked at the calendar. We had a festival to attend! I was in no condition to go, not after that licking! But I promised them… - We are – I said, with my mind a little foggy. – Let us brush our teeth and get dressed. The twins squealed in joy. The blue feline clapped his paws and smiled wider, more innocently now. I brushed the twins teeth and got them dressed. I also got the blue feline dressed and decided to name him “Aoi” for the time being. Aoi insisted in taking his backpack with him. We then left home, locked it and went to the festival… but I had a strange feeling that we were all forgetting something. At the festival, we were all having a good time… even though my penis, now soft, was still tingling. And seeing other toddler animals was making me feel more and more lustful, even if the social situation was keeping me from getting hard. There were food and drink stands, game stands in which one could wield toy guns to shoot at targets, much like amusement parks. There were fishing games and costume parades. The twins were having fun at one of the games while Aoi watched, uninterested in participating. It was a shooting game, at which Tama was very good at. However, after the game, the twins went to one of the food and drink stands and, as soon as some soda was poured in glasses for them, Tama pinched his penis through his festival attire. - We forgot to pee in the morning! – he said. Just as he said that, Taro was reminded of his own bladder and both his hand-paws flew to his crotch, squeezing his little genital organ, which was engorged due to the bladder pressure. Aoi looked worried at me and I looked back at him. That was what I had forgotten! The bathrooms were far from there and they were probably at the limit of their patience, having contained their urine through the whole night and half of the morning, while being aged just two. Their small bladders are probably at capacity. I grabbed both of them and began to walk, as fast as I could, to the bathrooms. But there was a line in front of the male bathroom. - I can’t hold it in much longer, Tomoya! – cried Tama. They were doing só well in toilet training… They didn’t have accidents in several days… but accidents happen, unfortunately. Taro was the first to lose it. He could no longer hold it. He felt his urethra filling with urine. It was painful and he had to release his penis, letting the urine flow freely, soaking his attire. Tama, seeing that, could no longer contain himself either and had a wetting accident. Both of them were crying… Now, I had to change their clothes… First, I calmed them down by crouching down and giving them a group hug. Then, Aoi pulled two fundoshis from his backpack. He had snuck them in the backpack before leaving house. Tama and Taro could wear them during the festival… but they still needed to change clothes… Aoi then pointed to the side of the bathrooms. I could change Tama and Taro there. We walked there and, when I was about to change Tama and Taro, Aoi pointed a second time, this time suggesting me to go behind the bathrooms. I didn’t find that necessary, but Aoi had that smile again. That mischievous smile. I was reminded of the licking and my penis, which was still tingling from that event before sunrise, began to thicken again. I also recalled my resolve to have sex with the twins, but… in public? I could not do it! Aoi stepped closer to me and looked at my crotch. The twins looked at Aoi and noticed where he was looking at and looked too. Now, all three cubs were looking at my crotch, as if they wanted to rape me! Or rather, as if Aoi wanted to. He reached with a paw and groped my crotch again, just like he did earlier. I now knew what that smile meant. He wanted to be sexual with me, but in his own little way. He held one of my paws and walked towards the back of the bathrooms. I absent-mindedly followed, not believing I was being lured into sex by someone at least twenty years younger. Once at the back of the bathrooms, I recalled the task at hand. I removed the twins’ garments and their fundoshis. Aoi gave me the replacements. Tama and Taro were fully naked in front of me. I wanted them só badly… but I could not! We were in public! What if someone came around and saw it… However, I felt Aoi’s paw sensually grope me again, as if coaxing me and tempting me to do it. - This is like last time – said Tama. - When we played with your pee-pee, Tomoya – completed Taro, recalling the episode in the bathroom. I could make it look like play to them… They would not be hurt… I would never hurt them, would I? - Would you like to play again? – I asked. - I’m a little shy… - said Tama. I felt really bad upon hearing that. Was I really going to force them…? Suddenly, Aoi’s paw began to undo my attire. He was taking the lead in that torrid scene. I wanted to stop him, but I felt like Aoi knew what he was doing. I was só lustful and curious that I acted against my best judgment and let him open my robe, só that my chest, belly and crotch were now on display. He tugged my briefs down again and began to fondle me. The twins looked at each other. - See? – I asked. – Aoi is doing it. There should be no problem… I could not believe the words coming out of my mouth. I felt só dirty, só filthy for saying such things. I was grooming the ones under my care. I’m a complete monster. Yet, Tama and Taro approached and began to fondle me and make me feel good. Aoi gave me some of those heavenly (or rather hellish) licks again. Tama and Taro began to do the same. Aoi and Taro licked the penis, one at each side, while Tama was licking and kissing my sack. I was not there anymore. I was somewhere eles. My soul had left my body behind with those sensations. I could no longer believe I was even alive. I had lost my sense of self. Suddenly, I was awaken from my daze with Tama’s butt pressing on my penis. - I saw you do this with Taro that time – he said. – You said you would do it with me someday. I nearly fainted. I wanted só badly to refuse and to cry. But instead, the beast in me took the opportunity. Their smiles, their giggles and the way they seemed to like it… It was all encouraging me. - Alright, here I go – I said. I looked at Aoi one last time before making a whole beast of myself. He was still smiling approvingly. Surely, the solstice brought me new things. I inserted carefully, my penis now lubricated by their saliva. I began to move my hips back and forth, the lubrication working really well. Tama grunted. It was painful, but not too painful. As yokai, they are more resistent. The act remains immoral, though. As I picked up the speed, só the pain grew. However, Tama’s prostate was being pressed by my penis, causing volley of emotions to course through his rectum, penis, testicles, nipples and even mouth. He was moaning and groaning. And, as I sped up more and more, he started to be louder. Afraid that someone would hear us, I pressed my paw on his mouth, keeping him from making noise. Taro was worried. He stepped back and covered his eyes. Seeing Taro’s reaction almost made me reconsider what I was doing and stop. But self-control is a consumable resource that I was running low on. I began to ejaculate, filling Tama with what seemed to be one and a half liter of pent-up seed. Tama yelled against my paw, widening his eyes. His penis was really hard and throbbing. Aoi notices that and crouched in front of Tama, licking Tama’s penis. At first, Tama’s pressed his thighs together to protect himself, but Aoi’s insistence and the pleasant licking made Tama stop resisting and have his first orgasm while being filled to the brim with my shameful feelings. When it was over, Tama, now with a distend belly, collapsed on the snow-covered floor, panting. - Tama! – said Taro, going to help Tama. – What happened? Tama! Tama rolled and said: - This was weird… but felt só good… Taro’s eyes widened and he looked at me. - What? – he asked. – Was it good, Tomoya? But he seemed to be suffering… I could not answer to that. - I wanna try too! – said Taro, wanting to experiment and also show that he had no fear. My penis was still hard and I could go for a second round. Taro, reluctantly, approached his butt to my penis. Automatically, I inserted. I had no reason anymore, and no critical thinking. I was reduced to my lowest state of misery. I held Taro’s mouth to keep him from yelling and fucked him, at a constant speed. He squirmed, in pain, struggling. I held him by his waist, using my whole arm, to keep him in place, só he would not flee. Meanwhile, Aoi, using his tongue, licked Taro’s penis, while I rammed his prostate time after time. Tama had fallen asleep, passed out, naked on the snow. Would he remember this upon waking up? Did I ruin the festival day? I didn’t ask myself those questions until much later. Taro had his orgasm, but I didn’t have mine. So I kept going on. Taro wanted me to stop, but I kept going. Suddenly, Taro was getting hard again. Meanwhile, Aoi was still licking Taro. Before I could have my orgasm and fill Taro almost as much as I filled Tama, Taro had four orgasms. Satisfied, I let him go. Both twins passed out peacefully in front of me. Strangely, Taro, which I humped for the longest time, seemed to be the one most peaceful. They… appeared to be happy. But I was not. I had gotten what I wanted and it tasted like adder poison. Sensing my guilt, Aoi hugged me. - Yure! – someone said. I looked at the source of the voice. A lion, dressed as a police officer was walking towards me. I began to cry loudly. I could get dressed and run, but I could not leave the twins behind. I could grab the twins and flee naked, but I would be caught and lynched by doing that. Unsure about what to do, I put my paws on my face. The officer approached and held Aoi’s hand. Aoi seemed happy and hugged the lion. I looked at them. The officer looked at me and at the twins. - Não precisa fazer nada – says Aoi. – Ele é como você4. I don’t know what Aoi said, but the lion nodded and left without arresting me.