I'm running my self around again, I'm running my self dead I cannot shake this feeling, That's coursing through my head Nor can I break this sadness. As it runs rampant through my heart Blood dripping from these fingers, I let this bloodshed start Only one person matters, One that's ever cared And slowly she is dying, But I'm running myself there. I should have just stayed by you, Instead these men I've slain. And that damned old man is grinning, While your life force slowly drains I feel so purely useless, As your words begin to slur And the final words you've spoken, I truly don't deserve "Dear brother, I do love you. I always knew you cared Even though it seemed like, You were never really there And all those people you hurt You did it all for me And finally I feel as though, It's you I really see... Dear brother I do love you So please don't ever change. Be the kind man you are, Instead the murderer you became..." I'm running my self around again, I'm running my self dead I cannot shake this feeling, That's coursing through my head