For a while I would allow people within an online space to take advantage of me.
I hadn't been the best in relationships however I tried I just didn't understand what to do.
Most of these people are not bad people, some of them however I should have asked for their actual age first; I am fucking 22 years old now, I been filled with aloofness.
I'm not a perfect person I never stated that I was, when you're honest with people some of them are jackasses and presume that you're sex offender.
Obviously I am a furry fan; though as I've been meditating on thoughts I find that adult characters don't interest me whatsoever, I'm just a natural roleplayer.
Many of my exes, however I'm noticing that I never thought what I was doing would become devastating to some people; however I've been completely honest and escaped the closet television shows keep talking about.
Realizing in retrospect would be something I need to exercise a little bit more often, yes I'm autistic for sure but that does not excuse anything. My art skills are excellent and I should practice more often.
Most of my life I've been homeschooled, I was never let out of the house really because of my mother; I likely would have had more opportunities if I where let out to places.
As a child I would socialize with the neighbor kids, however being an undiagnosed autistic back then nobody would have known of my social and communication disabilities back then.
And it ain't no myth that I stripped my little brother naked when I was aged 11, this was before I even seen what internet porn was; factually I was 11 years old at the time.
The internet exposed me with young characters and from that I understood how extremely satisfying it is, from that I was further exercising with the idea of age in my head; exercising what aspects I loved the most, I would assume in pretty much every single aspect, I don't know.
I've been in the closet since I was age 14, I stayed in this this figurative closet for about 4, 5 years; I were getting really pissed off watching YouTubers exploiting young children, from age 7 to 10 from what it seems.
This is all just YouTuber drama so nobody needs to worry, and I'm going to name names; Logan Paul pissed me the fuck off.
The man was exploiting young children as I said of their parents money, it was sort of a borderline and different about the suicide forest situation however when I heard about that and watching videos about that then I felt a sense of hatred developing towards him.
I neither enjoy that Onision guy, making jokes about anorexic people like that I do not like that, my mother is anorexic for example.
Was becoming even more pissed off learning about how that man what is child roaming free in the house and as she approached the window, she fell to the ground and suffered a strong head injury.
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