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Deal with it, and if you can't, then you can fuck off. \"Fuck, fuck, fuck~!\"\n\n\"Andy, could you keep the swearing down?\" I look over at the door and see my twin standing there, tapping his red-furred foot. \"You're not the only one trying to do your homework here,\" he states in his high-pitched and slightly feminine voice.\n\n\"Well, it's not my damn fault that this fucking AP History review is hard as hell, Connor!\" Seriously, I swear that our teacher never covered half the stuff in this review.\n\n\"It's probably hard because you didn't do any reading.\" He leans against the doorframe, and his white-tipped tail starts wagging as he smirks. \"And I was responsible and did the reading, so I got the review done in no time.\"\n\n\"Then could you please fucking help me?\"\n\nHe walks over to me and adjusts his glasses over his blue eyes. \"Possibly. On one condition.\"\n\nI sigh. \"And what is that?\"\n\nHe closes his eyes and smiles. \"We get Chinese for dinner.\"\n\n\"But we just had it last week. And it's expensive as hell.\"\n\n\"Do you want help or not?\"\n\nWe really don't have much money right now, but for some reason, I can never refuse him that often… I don't know what it is… and I really need his help on this. \"Okay, but it's your fault if we go broke.\"\n\n\"Don't worry. It's only fair that I pay for it if we get it. I shoveled some walks earlier today and made about thirty bucks.\" He looks proud of himself, and he should be. He's not much of a physical worker; he likes to use his brain. That's why earning thirty dollars from shoveling walks is something he should be proud of.\n\n\"Good job, buddy… but I'd like some help now.\"\n\n\"All right.\" And he starts helping me on this hard-as-hell worksheet. Man, I really wish he and I didn't have to worry about money at our age. I mean, we're only fourteen… And the only reason we even have someplace to stay is out of the goodwill of an elderly couple who is paying for the rent for this apartment… Our parents abandoned us when we were about eleven, though, shortly after they found out I was gay and that Connor supported me. I mean, they weren't very good parents in the first place, but they could have at least not abandoned us…\n\nYeah, I'm gay. Got a problem with it? If you do, then that's just too fucking bad for you, 'cause I honestly don't give a damn about anyone's opinions except Connor's. Period. You can make fun of me all damn day and I won't care. And besides, everyone knows anyway. I'm pretty open about it. I have a weird personality, too. I wear a lot of pink, purple, and rainbow clothes, but I'm very boyish. If anything, Connor's the girly one.\n\nRight now, in fact, I'm wearing a gay pride t-shirt that's colored in completely with rainbows and has \" + \" on it. Hell, I even have the tips of my hair dyed purple. So, yeah, I'd say I'm pretty open about it.\n\nWhat, you wanna know why I bothered to say that Connor's the girly one? Well, it's because he is girly, at least around me, and he admits that he's not very manly. He likes darker colors than I do, and he doesn't dye his hair at all, but he picks out a lot of shirts made for girls and used to like [i]My Little Pony[/i] and [i]Barbie[/i]. I think he still likes [i]My Little Pony[/i]… Not that there's anything wrong with that, but sometimes I wonder if he's gay, too.\n\nAnyway, back to the task at hand. The red fox starts helping me with the assignment, and in about an hour, we're done with the whole thing. I'm actually quite surprised, though. I thought it would take way longer than that. It's weird, though… Whenever he got close to me when he was helping me, I started to feel… awkward… I don't know what it was or why, but… I just felt weird… and it's been happening a lot in the past couple weeks. Ugh, I'm probably just overthinking things. I have a tendency to do that.\n\nAnyway, afterward, I call in some Chinese over the phone before sitting down on the couch with Connor to play some [i]BlazBlue: Continuum Shift Extend[/i] while we wait. As I start up the PS3, my brother asks me, \"So what happened today with Wes today at school? You seemed pretty darn angry at him.\"\n\nI sigh. Wes is a gray cat and our high school's resident jackass… and he also happens to be gay as fuck. That being said, he's been infatuated with me ever since we were in elementary school. He didn't say anything till we were in eighth grade, but I could tell long before then that he had a thing for me. I'm like the only one he's nice to, and he's an absolute jerk to Connor.\n\n\"That shithead asked me if I wanted a good fuck tonight. 'Don't worry about that wimpy brother of yours,' he said. 'Just come do it with me.' And so I punched him in the face. End of story. God, I hate that motherfucking son of a bitch. And if I were to ever lose my virginity, it would [i]not[/i] be with him.\"\n\nConnor chuckles. \"All this time and he still hasn't given up on you… I find it kinda funny how he's too dumb to realize that he's never gonna get you. You're tenfold too good for him.\"\n\nI smile. \"Thanks, bro.\"\n\n\"Well, it's true. And one day, you'll find the perfect boyfriend. Who knows, maybe you'll even like him enough to get married to him.\" He chuckles once again.\n\n\"I don't wanna think about marriage yet, Connor.\" I then look over at the screen and notice that my XMB is up. As I navigate to the disc, I continue, \"Besides, for all I know, marriage could be such a drag. I mean, being bound to someone for the rest of your life just seems very… er… limiting. I mean, what's the point of it if you can't do much without them tagging along or knowing about it?\"\n\nHe shrugs. \"I don't think it'd be limiting. I think it'd be sweet and romantic. If I met someone I really loved, I'd wanna sped the rest of my life with them. Wouldn't you?\"\n\nI press X on the disk and reply, \"Maybe,\" and don't say much else after that. Would it really be that good to be married? I mean, honestly? I can see some good things that would come out of it, but for the most part, it just seems very restrictive.\n\nOnce the game is started up and I've navigated to Versus Mode, we each pick our characters. I pick the sexy Jin Kisaragi—well, he's sexy when he's not acting all crazy and shit— who uses ice attacks and a katana, and Connor choses Noel Vermillion, who uses dual pistols but fights at short range. Weird, huh? I make sure to pick Stylish Mode, though, 'cause I'm not very good at the game. The only reason I play it is so that Connor can have some fun… I mean, he wins all the time, so it's not as fun for me, although sometimes it is funny to watch the characters I play as get the crap beaten out of them.\n\nWe end up going through about ten rounds, and I actually won one of them, but that was because he was playing as μ-12 (Mu-12), one of the harder characters to use. Halfway through, the food got here, and we ate our fill after Connor used his money to pay for it. Right now, we're watching the movie Spirited Away. God, I love this movie. It's amazingly awesome as hell! I'm laying my head on my brother's lap right now, crossing my legs at the other end of the couch.\n\nI let loose a large burp, and my twin starts laughing. \"Dang, I can't believe you're still burping.\" He starts waving a hand in front of his face to keep the smell away.\n\nI smirk. \"Well, I did just drink a whole two-liter of Dr. Pepper.\" I let another one make its way out of my throat.\n\nHe shakes his head. \"I just don't get how you can drink that much of it in so little time.\"\n\nI point at myself with my thumbs while grinning. \"'Cause I'm just that awesome!\"\n\nAnd at that point, the boiler man mentions that it is a bad omen, or something like that, and we both start cracking up. \"Apparently you being awesome is a bad omen, Andy.\"\n\n\"Fucking liar!\" I exclaim jokingly to the TV while laughing. \"I'm the best damn thing that's ever happened to this world!\"\n\n\"Don't be overconfident, or you just might end up like Yubaba's baby.\" He starts laughing more… Damn, his laugh is cute… Wait, did I just think that? Did I seriously just think that his laugh is cute? I mean, I guess it could be cute to someone attracted to him, but I'm sure as hell not. I think. I don't know…\n\nUgh… I'm probably once again just overthinking it… Anyway, we finish up the movie, and soon after, we both go to bed. We sleep in different rooms, though. We started to when we were about twelve and a half. \"G'night, Connor,\" I say.\n\nMy brother hugs me and replies, \"Good night, Andy,\" but for some odd reason, I'm getting that awkward feeling again. Yeah, it's been happening when he hugs me, too. God, what is it?\n\nHe soon releases me, and we both walk over to our rooms. I close my door, like I always do, before getting completely undressed. Yes, I sleep nude. Once again, if you have a problem with it, you can fuck off. I lay down in my bed, and once I do, I try to fall asleep, but I can feel blood rushing to that familiar area of mine. I look down and see my member standing completely erect.\n\nAwesome, and I know there’s probably not gonna be a way to just wait this out if I don’t wanna be annoyed all night by it. I wrap my right paw around my penis and start slowly pumping up and down. As I do, I start to see my brother’s face, and I continue to see that until I start going faster, after which his dick starts popping into my head.\n\nAfter about a minute, I reach down to my ass with my left hand as I continue jacking off and stick two fingers right in there, moving them in and out, in and out. I see my brother inserting his penis into a small and tight asshole, and then he starts thrusting in and out and in and out… My pumping on both ends continues to get faster as I get closer to my climax…\n\nSoon enough, I let out a quiet but definitive moan as I squirt white cum onto my slightly whiter belly. As the milky substance continues to coat my stomach, I see my brother reach his climax as well, squirting his white seed into his hand before licking it off. Once I’m finished, I pull my fingers out of my ass and begin to move my right hand across my belly, trying to catch all my white semen to eat. I collect some, but when I bring my hand up to my mouth, it occurs to me just who I was fantasizing about.\n\n\"Oh, fuck…\" I whisper. Did I seriously just think those things about Connor? No, no, no… I couldn't have… For God's sake, I was [i]not[/i] just thinking that shit…! I wish I could say that, goddammit… I really do… And this explains all the weird feelings I've been having around him, too… How I blush every time he gets close… How I think his laugh is cute as hell… How I feel awkward when he hugs me… Those aren't normal… I've only had all of these feelings simultaneously one time, and that was when I was in love with someone last year.\n\nOh, God, no… I'm in love with my brother… Shit…","writing_bbcode_parsed":"Chapter One
"Gah, shit! This is fucking awesome! How the hell am I supposed to ace this fucking test with this much stuff that I have no damn clue about?!" Hey, everyone, meet me. As you can tell, when I get frustrated, I swear. A lot. Yes, I'm a potty mouth. Deal with it, and if you can't, then you can fuck off. "Fuck, fuck, fuck~!"
"Andy, could you keep the swearing down?" I look over at the door and see my twin standing there, tapping his red-furred foot. "You're not the only one trying to do your homework here," he states in his high-pitched and slightly feminine voice.
"Well, it's not my damn fault that this fucking AP History review is hard as hell, Connor!" Seriously, I swear that our teacher never covered half the stuff in this review.
"It's probably hard because you didn't do any reading." He leans against the doorframe, and his white-tipped tail starts wagging as he smirks. "And I was responsible and did the reading, so I got the review done in no time."
"Then could you please fucking help me?"
He walks over to me and adjusts his glasses over his blue eyes. "Possibly. On one condition."
I sigh. "And what is that?"
He closes his eyes and smiles. "We get Chinese for dinner."
"But we just had it last week. And it's expensive as hell."
"Do you want help or not?"
We really don't have much money right now, but for some reason, I can never refuse him that often… I don't know what it is… and I really need his help on this. "Okay, but it's your fault if we go broke."
"Don't worry. It's only fair that I pay for it if we get it. I shoveled some walks earlier today and made about thirty bucks." He looks proud of himself, and he should be. He's not much of a physical worker; he likes to use his brain. That's why earning thirty dollars from shoveling walks is something he should be proud of.
"Good job, buddy… but I'd like some help now."
"All right." And he starts helping me on this hard-as-hell worksheet. Man, I really wish he and I didn't have to worry about money at our age. I mean, we're only fourteen… And the only reason we even have someplace to stay is out of the goodwill of an elderly couple who is paying for the rent for this apartment… Our parents abandoned us when we were about eleven, though, shortly after they found out I was gay and that Connor supported me. I mean, they weren't very good parents in the first place, but they could have at least not abandoned us…
Yeah, I'm gay. Got a problem with it? If you do, then that's just too fucking bad for you, 'cause I honestly don't give a damn about anyone's opinions except Connor's. Period. You can make fun of me all damn day and I won't care. And besides, everyone knows anyway. I'm pretty open about it. I have a weird personality, too. I wear a lot of pink, purple, and rainbow clothes, but I'm very boyish. If anything, Connor's the girly one.
Right now, in fact, I'm wearing a gay pride t-shirt that's colored in completely with rainbows and has " + " on it. Hell, I even have the tips of my hair dyed purple. So, yeah, I'd say I'm pretty open about it.
What, you wanna know why I bothered to say that Connor's the girly one? Well, it's because he is girly, at least around me, and he admits that he's not very manly. He likes darker colors than I do, and he doesn't dye his hair at all, but he picks out a lot of shirts made for girls and used to like My Little Pony and Barbie. I think he still likes My Little Pony… Not that there's anything wrong with that, but sometimes I wonder if he's gay, too.
Anyway, back to the task at hand. The red fox starts helping me with the assignment, and in about an hour, we're done with the whole thing. I'm actually quite surprised, though. I thought it would take way longer than that. It's weird, though… Whenever he got close to me when he was helping me, I started to feel… awkward… I don't know what it was or why, but… I just felt weird… and it's been happening a lot in the past couple weeks. Ugh, I'm probably just overthinking things. I have a tendency to do that.
Anyway, afterward, I call in some Chinese over the phone before sitting down on the couch with Connor to play some BlazBlue: Continuum Shift Extend while we wait. As I start up the PS3, my brother asks me, "So what happened today with Wes today at school? You seemed pretty darn angry at him."
I sigh. Wes is a gray cat and our high school's resident jackass… and he also happens to be gay as fuck. That being said, he's been infatuated with me ever since we were in elementary school. He didn't say anything till we were in eighth grade, but I could tell long before then that he had a thing for me. I'm like the only one he's nice to, and he's an absolute jerk to Connor.
"That shithead asked me if I wanted a good fuck tonight. 'Don't worry about that wimpy brother of yours,' he said. 'Just come do it with me.' And so I punched him in the face. End of story. God, I hate that motherfucking son of a bitch. And if I were to ever lose my virginity, it would not be with him."
Connor chuckles. "All this time and he still hasn't given up on you… I find it kinda funny how he's too dumb to realize that he's never gonna get you. You're tenfold too good for him."
I smile. "Thanks, bro."
"Well, it's true. And one day, you'll find the perfect boyfriend. Who knows, maybe you'll even like him enough to get married to him." He chuckles once again.
"I don't wanna think about marriage yet, Connor." I then look over at the screen and notice that my XMB is up. As I navigate to the disc, I continue, "Besides, for all I know, marriage could be such a drag. I mean, being bound to someone for the rest of your life just seems very… er… limiting. I mean, what's the point of it if you can't do much without them tagging along or knowing about it?"
He shrugs. "I don't think it'd be limiting. I think it'd be sweet and romantic. If I met someone I really loved, I'd wanna sped the rest of my life with them. Wouldn't you?"
I press X on the disk and reply, "Maybe," and don't say much else after that. Would it really be that good to be married? I mean, honestly? I can see some good things that would come out of it, but for the most part, it just seems very restrictive.
Once the game is started up and I've navigated to Versus Mode, we each pick our characters. I pick the sexy Jin Kisaragi—well, he's sexy when he's not acting all crazy and shit— who uses ice attacks and a katana, and Connor choses Noel Vermillion, who uses dual pistols but fights at short range. Weird, huh? I make sure to pick Stylish Mode, though, 'cause I'm not very good at the game. The only reason I play it is so that Connor can have some fun… I mean, he wins all the time, so it's not as fun for me, although sometimes it is funny to watch the characters I play as get the crap beaten out of them.
We end up going through about ten rounds, and I actually won one of them, but that was because he was playing as μ-12 (Mu-12), one of the harder characters to use. Halfway through, the food got here, and we ate our fill after Connor used his money to pay for it. Right now, we're watching the movie Spirited Away. God, I love this movie. It's amazingly awesome as hell! I'm laying my head on my brother's lap right now, crossing my legs at the other end of the couch.
I let loose a large burp, and my twin starts laughing. "Dang, I can't believe you're still burping." He starts waving a hand in front of his face to keep the smell away.
I smirk. "Well, I did just drink a whole two-liter of Dr. Pepper." I let another one make its way out of my throat.
He shakes his head. "I just don't get how you can drink that much of it in so little time."
I point at myself with my thumbs while grinning. "'Cause I'm just that awesome!"
And at that point, the boiler man mentions that it is a bad omen, or something like that, and we both start cracking up. "Apparently you being awesome is a bad omen, Andy."
"Fucking liar!" I exclaim jokingly to the TV while laughing. "I'm the best damn thing that's ever happened to this world!"
"Don't be overconfident, or you just might end up like Yubaba's baby." He starts laughing more… Damn, his laugh is cute… Wait, did I just think that? Did I seriously just think that his laugh is cute? I mean, I guess it could be cute to someone attracted to him, but I'm sure as hell not. I think. I don't know…
Ugh… I'm probably once again just overthinking it… Anyway, we finish up the movie, and soon after, we both go to bed. We sleep in different rooms, though. We started to when we were about twelve and a half. "G'night, Connor," I say.
My brother hugs me and replies, "Good night, Andy," but for some odd reason, I'm getting that awkward feeling again. Yeah, it's been happening when he hugs me, too. God, what is it?
He soon releases me, and we both walk over to our rooms. I close my door, like I always do, before getting completely undressed. Yes, I sleep nude. Once again, if you have a problem with it, you can fuck off. I lay down in my bed, and once I do, I try to fall asleep, but I can feel blood rushing to that familiar area of mine. I look down and see my member standing completely erect.
Awesome, and I know there’s probably not gonna be a way to just wait this out if I don’t wanna be annoyed all night by it. I wrap my right paw around my penis and start slowly pumping up and down. As I do, I start to see my brother’s face, and I continue to see that until I start going faster, after which his dick starts popping into my head.
After about a minute, I reach down to my ass with my left hand as I continue jacking off and stick two fingers right in there, moving them in and out, in and out. I see my brother inserting his penis into a small and tight asshole, and then he starts thrusting in and out and in and out… My pumping on both ends continues to get faster as I get closer to my climax…
Soon enough, I let out a quiet but definitive moan as I squirt white cum onto my slightly whiter belly. As the milky substance continues to coat my stomach, I see my brother reach his climax as well, squirting his white seed into his hand before licking it off. Once I’m finished, I pull my fingers out of my ass and begin to move my right hand across my belly, trying to catch all my white semen to eat. I collect some, but when I bring my hand up to my mouth, it occurs to me just who I was fantasizing about.
"Oh, fuck…" I whisper. Did I seriously just think those things about Connor? No, no, no… I couldn't have… For God's sake, I was not just thinking that shit…! I wish I could say that, goddammit… I really do… And this explains all the weird feelings I've been having around him, too… How I blush every time he gets close… How I think his laugh is cute as hell… How I feel awkward when he hugs me… Those aren't normal… I've only had all of these feelings simultaneously one time, and that was when I was in love with someone last year.
Oh, God, no… I'm in love with my brother… Shit…","pools_count":1,"title":"Dilemma - Chapter One","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"application/msword","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"2","rating_name":"Adult","ratings":[{"content_tag_id":"4","name":"Sexual Themes","description":"Erotic imagery, sexual activity or arousal","rating_id":"2"}],"submission_type_id":"12","type_name":"Writing - Document","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"3","views":"215","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}