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I really didn't want to write this out, but I am a strong proponent of expressing what's real and now, instead of trying to force something to come to life that isn't ready to be born yet. I hope you enjoy it.","description_bbcode_parsed":"Hello my faithful followers |3;; I fear tonight I was feeling a bit sulky, so here we have a bit of a ranty poem. I really didn't want to write this out, but I am a strong proponent of expressing what's real and now, instead of trying to force something to come to life that isn't ready to be born yet. 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By: Neo
Legs spread, knees bent in
the chair's back never close enough
sitting with no support, no room
to stretch my stiffening muscles.
I've sprained my brain
trying to fixate on what I believe
is a clever and higher concept
worthy of being immortalized
on digital paper and ink.
The coffee I drank hours ago,
or the American diet I'm on,
something is rotting my core tonight.
The venom of fear
spreads through the veins
of the people around me who haven't
figured out life.
2012 the world ends
according to a graveyard.
Money is happiness
according to more graves.
How are their 401ks now?
The blood pulsing through my skull
would better be used in my cock
if there was flesh warm and willing enough
to take me away.
Someday I may spill seed in the chalice
that produces life.
In the future I will spill blood
back into the earth that we call home.
Right now I spill more digital ink.","pools_count":1,"title":"[03] NaPoeWriMo'12 - In Need of Fresh Air","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"application/msword","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"1","rating_name":"Mature","ratings":[{"content_tag_id":"2","name":"Nudity","description":"Nonsexual nudity exposing breasts or genitals (must not show arousal)","rating_id":"1"}],"submission_type_id":"12","type_name":"Writing - Document","guest_block":"t","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"0","views":"35","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}