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I was around my sister, got to further have myself shown to him, at the time I hid my autism symptoms from everyone and I also got to further meet his brother.\n\nI met his brother 3 years prior, during that time I first was experiencing what homelessness felt like. Had to sleep in the house his brother was in, I at least had some bit of internet access so I got to see cubs from sites like E6, I played kingdom hearts on the PS2 I brought with during that homeless state.\n\nBefore kingdom hearts 3 released I hoped for the worlds of Meet the Robertson's and for the world of Zootopia back when I still was in the place I grew up in, I wasn't processing my emotions at the time I watched that Zootopia animation but my urges and desires where what I tried to supress and deny, I had seen the explicit adult drawings of little NIck but was still confused then.\n\nI had a love for him somewhat, felt sorry about seeing how bad the other cubs treated him but I didn't know my emotions for cubs would come back.\n\nI thought that part died inside of me! Physically his adult self is not of sexual interest if you want to get technical but I enjoy him no less, still cute in his own regard, I started growing attached to him because of how visiualized his childhood was played out. His cub self I much prefer, I always questioned myself why I loved the look of a young body once it ticks in my head that is someone who is physically young or the young looks of a species if you want to talk about the idea of a Star Trek race. Or a race within stuff like D&D, Elder Scrolls or whatever sort of medieval fantasy setting.\n\nI played games like the Elder Scrolls series, even gave Morrowind and the retro MS-DoS Daggerfall a try to know that even the adult figures of these games tend to never be of interest for me, even if I tried, they are just mere tools to gather infomation off of for the next quest. The Khajiit I have a favor for, the Argonians I also have a taste for but with the Khajiit they I know most of but I also know about the Dunmer quite well.\n\nI imagine what a Khajiit kitten might be like, you only ever get to see children in Skyrim though Skyrim really, really watered down the role playing mechanics so that title isn't fun to play in my tastes; Only liked it because of how interesting the world map is designed, the graphics during it's time and all of that but it also hold's a certain nostalgia of my early teenhood. In my early teenhood I never really used Tumblr but only used it for porn, never got to see lolita or shota on this site but I got to look at an excess of furry porn, teleiophilic type stuff if technicality is needed.\n\nSome art styles are nice but they never held the same candle to cubs, but they still where something I found a little bit cute, I loved the idea of a teleiophilic gay man getting along with another teleiophilic gay man, something about it was wonderful but in a sense of a gay looking at another species having a relation or a hetrosexual man looking at a gay relationship. I am myself a bisexual, my main taste are of the tanner stage 1 and somewhat tanner stage 2 of sexual development, I heavily favor tanner stage 1 myself, something about the looks of a young characters body is just beautiful, both in a sexual and non-sexual sense of the word!\n\nSome artists know very well how to draw the concept of child's body and I just loved that to death! I found this cub stuff at age 12, got confused, then just felt different from the rest more so than ever, I had undiagnosed autism then but that is a completely different thing than first discovering one's urges towards someone younger then yourself. I never knew this would presist on towards adulthood but now I have figured that out, it can be a little tough with these attractions I figured out. Sure actual humans aren't like the characters in fiction but I am the 'love the person for who they are' type.","description_bbcode_parsed":"This I drawn about a year or more so ago. I was around my sister, got to further have myself shown to him, at the time I hid my autism symptoms from everyone and I also got to further meet his brother.
I met his brother 3 years prior, during that time I first was experiencing what homelessness felt like. Had to sleep in the house his brother was in, I at least had some bit of internet access so I got to see cubs from sites like E6, I played kingdom hearts on the PS2 I brought with during that homeless state.
Before kingdom hearts 3 released I hoped for the worlds of Meet the Robertson's and for the world of Zootopia back when I still was in the place I grew up in, I wasn't processing my emotions at the time I watched that Zootopia animation but my urges and desires where what I tried to supress and deny, I had seen the explicit adult drawings of little NIck but was still confused then.
I had a love for him somewhat, felt sorry about seeing how bad the other cubs treated him but I didn't know my emotions for cubs would come back.
I thought that part died inside of me! Physically his adult self is not of sexual interest if you want to get technical but I enjoy him no less, still cute in his own regard, I started growing attached to him because of how visiualized his childhood was played out. His cub self I much prefer, I always questioned myself why I loved the look of a young body once it ticks in my head that is someone who is physically young or the young looks of a species if you want to talk about the idea of a Star Trek race. Or a race within stuff like D&D, Elder Scrolls or whatever sort of medieval fantasy setting.
I played games like the Elder Scrolls series, even gave Morrowind and the retro MS-DoS Daggerfall a try to know that even the adult figures of these games tend to never be of interest for me, even if I tried, they are just mere tools to gather infomation off of for the next quest. The Khajiit I have a favor for, the Argonians I also have a taste for but with the Khajiit they I know most of but I also know about the Dunmer quite well.
I imagine what a Khajiit kitten might be like, you only ever get to see children in Skyrim though Skyrim really, really watered down the role playing mechanics so that title isn't fun to play in my tastes; Only liked it because of how interesting the world map is designed, the graphics during it's time and all of that but it also hold's a certain nostalgia of my early teenhood. In my early teenhood I never really used Tumblr but only used it for porn, never got to see lolita or shota on this site but I got to look at an excess of furry porn, teleiophilic type stuff if technicality is needed.
Some art styles are nice but they never held the same candle to cubs, but they still where something I found a little bit cute, I loved the idea of a teleiophilic gay man getting along with another teleiophilic gay man, something about it was wonderful but in a sense of a gay looking at another species having a relation or a hetrosexual man looking at a gay relationship. I am myself a bisexual, my main taste are of the tanner stage 1 and somewhat tanner stage 2 of sexual development, I heavily favor tanner stage 1 myself, something about the looks of a young characters body is just beautiful, both in a sexual and non-sexual sense of the word!
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