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Note: While some of this is reminiscent of current events, I actually wrote this years ago in response to the Ferguson Unrest of 2014 - 2015. Since I typically write my revolutionary stories set in the far future or from the eyes of the oppressed, I wanted to look at revolution from the perspective of a wealthy kid. This entire story was the result and it almost entirely redefined, and named, my furry universe.

This chapter is pretty light on the sexual side of things, but the next chapter will be quite heavy with it. ", "writing": "In the basement, Orphelia slowly assembled herself, pulling piece after piece from the old service shaft. Her ‘secret hideout’ remained much the same as she remembered it. Old boy band posters, strings of fairy lights, the tent and blankets, and an outdated tablet. She hadn't needed to ‘run away’ like that since meeting Toniea almost three and a half years ago.\n\nShe curled up in her little nest and held her stuffed Humpty Dumpty doll. His egg-shaped body could be torn apart and put back together, just like her. She remembered how the other modulars laughed at her when she brought him to the convention. She was seven when they jeered her for liking a character whose story said he ‘couldn't be put back together again.’ When they got home she told her parents to throw him away, that she ‘rejected the negative icon.’ Later that night, unable to sleep, she secretly snuck out to the servant's exit and took him back before the trash robots came. She couldn't keep him in her room, so she hid him in the basement, the very first item of her hideaway.\n\nTurning on the tablet it took her a couple tries to remember her old password. She looked over her picture album and laughed at her old sense of gothic style. She cried remembering how kids treated her when she colored her fur all black and white. The image journal she started just before the revolution haunted her, seeing how bad things had gotten for less fortunate families all across the Union. The persecution of prey species and demon worshipers. The district police raids by officers in power armor with swarms of armed drones. Only a few places had any demon worshipers, like John Clovishire, strong enough to raise protective wards against these miniature armies while the States debated what action they should take as a nation.\n\nAfter his death, his murder, the Clovic revolt swept the nation and Orphelia was scared for her family's safety. While she'd never been ultra-rich her family had been well into the ranks of the upper class. She was wealthy and sheltered enough that for her sixth birthday she was placed in charge of two retail and two residential properties so she could ‘learn the business’ under her parents’ tutelage. She could hear the echo of the radicals, ‘Eat the Rich!’ in her mind and it brought shivers of fear. Did demon worshipers really eat people? At the time, she didn’t know.\n\nWhen the Union fell and Clovis took power, her properties were taken, her father's company absorbed. If he had only been the owner her family would have lost much more, but as Head Researcher, his skills were worth extra compensation, so the family was able to keep ‘stewardship’ of the manor and its land.\n\nWith private education abolished Orphia had to start attending the new and improved public schools, where she met Toniea. As the baseline standard of living for everyone rose year by year things felt more like they had before.\n\nToniea had been raised constantly on the edge of poverty before the revolt. Her parents both worked factory jobs, their employers cheating them at every turn. They couldn't afford to sue for their back wages or the unsafe working conditions. But under Clovis their lives improved dramatically. Toniea even has ‘eir own’ riding raptor shared with a few others at the public stables, and with the driverless gev system she can call a ride to visit him every day.\n\nAll these pictures from the revolution helped Orphelia feel better by remembering what she'd gained.\n\nOrphelia put on one of her old nightgowns. It was a little small but still felt comforting and ‘sexy’ in a childish way. She always thought her mom looked sexier in nightgowns than she did naked. When she was younger she and her mother often spent their time at the manor naked together, except during meals in the kitchen. Then Tilly took a year to tour the Asian Empire with some friends and when she came back she was more distant from her daughter.\n\nThe memories came unbidden in a flood of tears and laughter until they finally gave way to throbbing arousal. But it wasn’t entirely her own. She could feel the palpable energy trying to console her like so many nights when she fell asleep crying and masturbating. Orphy reached out to the power, knowing it was for her. The spiraling void opened in her mind as it always did in her magic lessons and she could feel the raw power of lust and pleasure and peace. \n\nHesitantly, Oprhelia spoke to the power. “You’ve always been trying to help me, haven’t you La Mau Reav? But I’m still not ready to move on. When she came back, mom wasn’t the same. She said the Empress had shared some wisdom for us to be better as a family, and that meant she had to wear clothes at home. But you know that was another lie, just like she lied about you and your altar, like she lied about me!”\n\nOrphy didn’t really expect the Demon Queen to answer, such an audience would only be awarded at the highest levels of worship for other demons, and the Queen of Lust wasn’t even covered in the Clovic Pact of Divine Economics. She was free to form all manner of random contracts and enforce them as she interpreted. Looking into the void once more, Orphy saw that she was part of such a contract. A demonic contract outside the Pact and she didn’t even know its provisions, a dangerous place to be, and yet, this was the one part of today’s chaos that she feared the least.\n\n“Reav, why can’t I face her? My own, my own fucking mother! What did she do?”\n\nThe void pushed peace and calm toward her like a hand stroking down the back of her head and neck as she wiped away more tears. Levitating her egg back together she slowly secured his velcro and held him up to the small tent roof. “I guess, Humpty, it's time for me to be whole again. Should I pretend I don't know? They would probably feel better that way. But will I? So many lies, I don't know. Why would they lie about me? It’s ok if you don’t have any answers, it seems La Mau Reav doesn’t have any for me either.”\n\nClosing the void, she brought Humpty with her as she ascended to face her family.\n", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "In the basement, Orphelia slowly assembled herself, pulling piece after piece from the old service shaft. Her ‘secret hideout’ remained much the same as she remembered it. Old boy band posters, strings of fairy lights, the tent and blankets, and an outdated tablet. She hadn't needed to ‘run away’ like that since meeting Toniea almost three and a half years ago.

She curled up in her little nest and held her stuffed Humpty Dumpty doll. His egg-shaped body could be torn apart and put back together, just like her. She remembered how the other modulars laughed at her when she brought him to the convention. She was seven when they jeered her for liking a character whose story said he ‘couldn't be put back together again.’ When they got home she told her parents to throw him away, that she ‘rejected the negative icon.’ Later that night, unable to sleep, she secretly snuck out to the servant's exit and took him back before the trash robots came. She couldn't keep him in her room, so she hid him in the basement, the very first item of her hideaway.

Turning on the tablet it took her a couple tries to remember her old password. She looked over her picture album and laughed at her old sense of gothic style. She cried remembering how kids treated her when she colored her fur all black and white. The image journal she started just before the revolution haunted her, seeing how bad things had gotten for less fortunate families all across the Union. The persecution of prey species and demon worshipers. The district police raids by officers in power armor with swarms of armed drones. Only a few places had any demon worshipers, like John Clovishire, strong enough to raise protective wards against these miniature armies while the States debated what action they should take as a nation.

After his death, his murder, the Clovic revolt swept the nation and Orphelia was scared for her family's safety. While she'd never been ultra-rich her family had been well into the ranks of the upper class. She was wealthy and sheltered enough that for her sixth birthday she was placed in charge of two retail and two residential properties so she could ‘learn the business’ under her parents’ tutelage. She could hear the echo of the radicals, ‘Eat the Rich!’ in her mind and it brought shivers of fear. Did demon worshipers really eat people? At the time, she didn’t know.

When the Union fell and Clovis took power, her properties were taken, her father's company absorbed. If he had only been the owner her family would have lost much more, but as Head Researcher, his skills were worth extra compensation, so the family was able to keep ‘stewardship’ of the manor and its land.

With private education abolished Orphia had to start attending the new and improved public schools, where she met Toniea. As the baseline standard of living for everyone rose year by year things felt more like they had before.

Toniea had been raised constantly on the edge of poverty before the revolt. Her parents both worked factory jobs, their employers cheating them at every turn. They couldn't afford to sue for their back wages or the unsafe working conditions. But under Clovis their lives improved dramatically. Toniea even has ‘eir own’ riding raptor shared with a few others at the public stables, and with the driverless gev system she can call a ride to visit him every day.

All these pictures from the revolution helped Orphelia feel better by remembering what she'd gained.

Orphelia put on one of her old nightgowns. It was a little small but still felt comforting and ‘sexy’ in a childish way. She always thought her mom looked sexier in nightgowns than she did naked. When she was younger she and her mother often spent their time at the manor naked together, except during meals in the kitchen. Then Tilly took a year to tour the Asian Empire with some friends and when she came back she was more distant from her daughter.

The memories came unbidden in a flood of tears and laughter until they finally gave way to throbbing arousal. But it wasn’t entirely her own. She could feel the palpable energy trying to console her like so many nights when she fell asleep crying and masturbating. Orphy reached out to the power, knowing it was for her. The spiraling void opened in her mind as it always did in her magic lessons and she could feel the raw power of lust and pleasure and peace.

Hesitantly, Oprhelia spoke to the power. “You’ve always been trying to help me, haven’t you La Mau Reav? But I’m still not ready to move on. When she came back, mom wasn’t the same. She said the Empress had shared some wisdom for us to be better as a family, and that meant she had to wear clothes at home. But you know that was another lie, just like she lied about you and your altar, like she lied about me!”

Orphy didn’t really expect the Demon Queen to answer, such an audience would only be awarded at the highest levels of worship for other demons, and the Queen of Lust wasn’t even covered in the Clovic Pact of Divine Economics. She was free to form all manner of random contracts and enforce them as she interpreted. Looking into the void once more, Orphy saw that she was part of such a contract. A demonic contract outside the Pact and she didn’t even know its provisions, a dangerous place to be, and yet, this was the one part of today’s chaos that she feared the least.

“Reav, why can’t I face her? My own, my own fucking mother! What did she do?”

The void pushed peace and calm toward her like a hand stroking down the back of her head and neck as she wiped away more tears. Levitating her egg back together she slowly secured his velcro and held him up to the small tent roof. “I guess, Humpty, it's time for me to be whole again. Should I pretend I don't know? They would probably feel better that way. But will I? So many lies, I don't know. Why would they lie about me? It’s ok if you don’t have any answers, it seems La Mau Reav doesn’t have any for me either.”

Closing the void, she brought Humpty with her as she ascended to face her family.
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