XVIII
Creating Talo-Vy’s Army
(Day 125 on Tashoo)
Another nightmare, why do I have these nightmares and what do they have to do with
me? They are all different, yet, I know they are all related, but I don’t know how they are related
to me.
As is the norm for my dreams, I am with Tyarza. In this dream, we are at a cabin, sitting on a
porch in a swing. Tyarza is wearing what used to be known as a summer dress, a dress made
from relatively thin material that allows the breeze to keep her cool in the summer heat. The
dress is lemon yellow with small white flowers all over it. She is also barefoot as would be
befitting such a warm summer setting. She is holding my hand in her soft, strong one. She is
smiling at me showing her perfectly straight white teeth through her brown lips as she softly
caresses my upper arm with her free hand. I am wearing a navy-blue T-shirt that has ITN in gray
lettering outlined in white on the front. I am also wearing navy blue mid-thigh cargo-style shorts.
Like Tyarza, I am also barefoot. Tyarza presses her thigh against mine and laughs at the
whiteness of my legs, but I am not offended. I laugh along with her. I start caressing the soft lion
yellow skin of her cheek. As I caress her cheek, she lays her head on my shoulder and sighs
softly. I can't remember ever feeling this way about another woman.
A soft breeze is blowing and tousling Tyarza's long blue-blond hair, blowing it into her face
causing her to brush it back repeatedly. Despite the aggravation of the breeze, she continues to
smile at me, even laughing as she tries to pin her hair behind her ears. She reaches up with her
hand and caresses my cheek. Slowly, she stretches up and softly kisses me. As she kisses me, I
can feel the breeze against my face. The breeze is cool, too cool in fact.
I feel the air cooling perceptively as it suddenly becomes darker. Gradually, it becomes darker
and darker as a fog rolls in. The fog forms at the periphery of my vision and slowly clouds what I
am seeing. Finally, Tyarza is enveloped in the fog and starts to fade away. I see her start to speak.
I see her saying, “Mvilu, I am your destiny and you are mine. Overlook my seeming anger at
times. I am testing your love for me. Come for me. I am waiting for you.”