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"description_bbcode_parsed": "thank you @TaeTheFox so much for this *hugs*", "writing": "“Love… what is that. Just a play on word to describe what people think and feel. As for me, well… I have to find it somewhere else. This is basically a note to anyone reading this on my Furbook page saying I’m about to kill myself and jump off the Manhattan Bridge. Don’t try to find me because I’ll already be gone. \n\nTo whoever still cares for me?\n\nMoonstar.”\n\n(Series 1: Life)\n\nLife can have its ups and downs depending on a person’s situation. While people are out enjoying their-selves and living happily, not everyone has a perfect life. As in the city of New York, there was a fur named Moonstar whose life was nothing but loneliness. He was born on the projects of New York, knowing the values of gangs, violence, and drugs surrounded him.\n\nWhen he was little, his parents would always do drugs in front of him. He will always see his dad hit his mom and abuse him as well. Moon was pretty much an outcast as he didn’t make any friends due to other kids picking on him. They always make fun of him calling him a “crackhead cubby”, or a loser. He would always go to his room and lock the doors and cry himself to sleep.\n\nAs time goes by, he started to grow in between more of his studies. He was living with his grandparents; his mom had passed away from O.D., while his father left him and her alone to survive. Moon was now 13 years old in middle school. Not the popular kid and nobody knew him because he didn’t talk very much.\n\nHe would always sit at the lunch table alone while he looked at people talking to their friends while he stared at his food. Puzzled by the actions of his life and the drama it caused him. When he’s in class, he sits in the back instead of the front and just does his work. Not raising his hand to answer the teacher’s questions or anything like that.\n\nHe would always be sent to the guidance counselor’s office for an evaluation towards his problems. “Moon, you can always talk to me, sweetie. Please we are here to help you, just talk to me.” The nice lady counselor always said to Moon. He didn't respond, but he just stayed there and cried while balling his fists and hitting things. Those made the counselor worry a bit, so she reported it to his guidance counselor. They were always trying to sit him down to talk, but he would never respond. He would just go onto his room, lock the door and stare at the ceiling.\n\nHe somehow passes middle school and eventually made it into high school. His high school was down the street from his grandparents’ home which made it safer for him to walk home and school. Eventually it became a problem when kids pick on him, even cyber-bulling him.\n\n They will always pull his pants down on him or take his lunch money which he is starving all day. Since he is a freshman he will always be the first kid to be picked on freshman Friday.\n\nUsually the senior furs would toss him in the trash cans or take off all his clothes in the bathroom. He had always wanted to report it to the staff or teachers, but he always got scared that if he snitched he would get hurt badly by them, so he always stayed silent. \n\nHe to struggled through the year, and got no peace due to other furs picking on him and using him as a fur to cheat off of for tests. He didn't like it one bit but what could he do. He felt as though no one respected or loved him.\n\nHe would stay in his room and just write in his journal about his life and problems. Telling his thoughts of the world around him in his small journal book. Always thinking \"what if no one wants me alive\"? How would it feel if he tried to do it? Would anybody miss him? \n\nThose thoughts would always roam his head as he sleeps on them. Tossing and turning, dreaming of the pain nd hate he encounters. He cried in his sleep when he dreamt of those things, but managed to sleep through it. Like it had never happened in his life.\n\n(Series 2: Chap 1: Is It Real?)\n\nMoon, being all alone, would just sit and think. Wondering why he doesn’t make any friends or why nobody likes him. He always figured that someone felt some sort of way for him, but no one ever showed it. Probably because he was a no one, and that he looked like he’s from another planet. The only people who seemed to love him were his grandparents, but he wouldn’t listen to them either.\n\nMoon would always get puzzled with things while he was thinking to himself. Not knowing what love means or what liking someone meant. Sometimes, a fox kid would try talking to Moon, but he would reject the offer, due to him being a boy and being gay. Moon always wondered why the boy wanted to talk to him. Was it for guilt, depression, or playing against? In the classroom the fox boy stares at him their as well, as if he was stalking him.\n\nThe wolf didn't really pay attention to him as he was focused on his school work. As the teacher was teaching a lesson, kids would usually throw paper and spitballs at him. Moon usually just ignored the bullying and continued on his work. He would grip his pencil tight, as if he was about to make a fist and punch someone, but he would usually calm down and get back to focusing on his work.\n\nThe bell rang at the end of the day, while Moon was packing his stuff up so he could head out the door he was stopped by a popular cheerleader named Kathy Kitty. She would always avoid the non-popular people and talk gossip about the girls in the school but for some reason she was talking to Moon. \"Hey Moon, I was thinking since you're cute and all, would you want to go out?\" Kathy asked as Moon was delirious.\n\nHe didn't know how to respond, so he finally said in a high pitched voice, \"Why are you choosing me?” She looked around a bit and kissed him on the cheek. He lightly blushed as he was kissed and she just stood their smiling. \"Is that a yes?\" She asked. Moon just nodded as that was his first time being kissed ever. She giggled and grabbed his paw, \"Well do you have money?\" she asked in a bright-full tone. \n\nFeeling in his pockets he pulled out $10, and she snatched it out his paw. \"Here's my number, call me anytime.\" She said as she gave him the number and ran off waving to him as she took off. Moon stood in the hallway for a couple of minutes as he realized that he now had a girlfriend. He smiled a bit as he realized that he might not be lonely what-so-ever anymore. He then walk off, heading home to his solitude of disparity and does his homework.\n\n***\n\nHe finishes his homework as it starts to get dark outside. Not knowing what to do next, he went in his room and just lands his body on the bed. Turning around to view the ceiling, and all around his room. He turns to see the phone and the number of Kathy. His guts say don't call her she might be a bitch who using you but this is his first girlfriend so he called her anyway. The phone was ringing as he waited for her to respond. Finally at the 3rd ring she pick up in a moan-full voice.\n\n\"H-Hello.\" she said as she sounding like she being hurt.\n\n\"Um, hi, it’s me Moon.\" Moon said a bit puzzled by the way she picked up.\n\n\"Ooh hi Moon, listen, I’m a bit bu-sy at the moment. I'll talk to you later.\" She said as she hangs up the phone.\n\nMoon heard the phone disconnect and scratches his head. Not knowing what just happen, but instead of worrying about it, he just went to sleep and dreaming of her. He tossed and turned as he still suffering from the shock of his childhood.\n\n(Chap 2: Lie, Cheat, & Steal)\n\nIt's been a couple of months since the 17 year old have been going together. Now in their senior year of High School, Kathy and Moon has been a couple. Though, Moon still seem depressed in the relationship as he figures she has been taking his money and not doing things in return for him. He basically takes her to the mall and places that he pays for. She would always give him hugs and kisses on the cheek, even not been seen in public with him.\n\nMoon always thought \"Why did I date her? I'm giving her my trust and all but she doesn't accept them.\" He practically thinks all day about that and sleeps about it all night. He figures he should focus on his school work instead of worrying about her. He makes sure to keep his good grades, not letting anyone bring him down or embarrass him. \n\nAs he was in the lunch room, he sat at a table where no one was at and sat alone. Seeing Kathy sitting at a table, laughing and giggling to her cheerleader team and viewing all the other people have friends. He looks down and picks his food until the fox boy that always stared at him sat down at his table. He was a black and yellow domesticated fox, a few months young then Moon but more mature. He seemed a bit more straight then gay but he speak in a pitch-out voice.\n\n\"Hi, I always wanted to get to know you. My name is Tayvon Fox.\" The fox said as he tries to get Moon attention. Moon rise up and look at the fox. His face was cute as a baby smile, eyes where bright as the stars in the sky and his personality seemed friendly. Moon was a bit curious why the fox was talking to him but he asked anyway. \"I'm Moon Wolf, why are you sitting with me?\" He asked.\n\nThe fox seemed a bit shy as Moon questioned him. \"Well... I wanted to get to know you more and hopefully get a chance to be your friend.\" He said as he smiled a bit. Moon seemed a bit provoked in a good way but was still quite. He just begins to eat his lunch while the fox does the same and smiles while doing so. The bell rung as it was his next period, he got up and dumps his trash away, and it’s time for gym class as he begins to go there. He enters the gym and begins to go into the locker room.\n\nAs he enters inside he hears a bit of moaning as the sounds are getting close. He quietly tip toed inside their as the moaning grew more and more. As he spots where it coming from he took a peak to see what it is. It was Kathy getting fucked by a jockey over by the lockers. Moon eyes widen as he gets angry at what she is doing to him and his feelings. He stops peaking and went over to confront the two furry's.\n\n\"HEY!!!\" Moon said as the two looks up and broke out of the doggy position. They hurried and put back on their clothes as they got caught. \"Moon, hi sweetie, um... do you have any money?\" Kathy said with a giggled. Moon looked dumb-founded as she asked him for some money while she just had sex with someone. \"You asking me for money when you just had sex with this dick, you bitch.\" Moon said in an angry tone. The jockey looked mad as he was called a dick and punched the wolf in the face. \n\nMoon was bleeding from the hit as he was hit in the face. Blood was leaking from his nose as he looks up at the two laughing at him, and Kathy kicking him in the balls. \"That's for calling me a bitch, fag.\" She said as the two walked off, leaving him alone in tears and a puddle of his blood. Tayvon came out of nowhere and picks Moon up and tries to take him to the bathroom but Moon pushes him off. He doesn’t know who he can trust anymore or can talk to so he runs off.\n\nHe went to the nurse office as he gets check out. The wrapped he in bandage and stop the swelling on his nose as it was red. He was asked who did this to him, but he simply kept quiet. As the dismissal bell rung and everyone was leaving he was confronted by a big crowd of people who saw what the jock and girl been gossiping about. Even someone was in there recording the whole scene. \"Ha-ha, what a little bitch he is.\" One person in the crowd says as it spread and everyone started to say it. \n\nMoon head was now from calm to suicidal now that he's been hurt badly from all this. Tayvon tried to confront Moon one last time as he wanted him to feel okay but everyone started to make fun of the both of them. Now calling Moon gay and them both fagots. Tayvon ignored the statements and kept trying to cheer Moon up but Moon couldn't take it anymore. He ran away from the crowd and left the building as everyone laughed at his escape. \n\n(Chap 3: Commit)\n\nHe ran in the house to see there are some people in suits sitting on the couch. \"Hi, are you Moon Wolf?\" The male fur asks Moon. Moon simply nodded as he has no idea who is these people. \n\n\"Well we are the lawyers for your grandparents Mr. and Ms. Wolf, and we can here to inform you that... they have passed away today due to old age. Your local neighbor knocked on the door to check on them but no one responded so he called the police and ambulance which they enter the house to see the two dead on the bed. We are sorry for your loss and we will be checking up on you.\" The lawyer said as they pat and hugs Moon before leaving the home.\n\nMoon stood there not moving a bit. His life is fully over, now that he doesn't have anyone, he feel as though it should end now. He went to his laptop and went on furbook.com. As he signed in he sees he made 1 new friend which was Tayvon. He simply didn't pay attention to him sending an IM to him and started writing on his status. As he writes what he saying, he begins to cry hard as he expresses his words throughout his account. As soon as he finish, he got up and grab the car keys and left out the door. He enters the car and begins to pull off in full affect while tears still streaming from his eyes.\n\nHe avoided cars after cars as he drives in full speed. Somehow, he luckily avoided the police and made his way to the Brooklyn Bridge. He Park the car down the street and begins to walk on the bridge walk part of the side. As he does that, he looks down at the deep water flowing back and forth as it hits the rocks and grazed the sun reflection in the sky. Continue crying he made it halfway to the bridge and stopped. He turns around and gets closer to the edge of it. He steps on the metal part and looks down at the water closely, feeling the coolness flowing thru his fur. \n\nHe sighs as he knows this is his last time on Earth and anywhere else. He begins to lift one leg and pushes it out very slowly. He begins to tilt as he about to fall to death in the water. As he is holding onto the bridge he looks back at his memories and knows that he will never miss those again. He let go of the bridge and begin falling, but somehow he was caught by something... or maybe someone.\n\n(Series 3, Chap 1: Feelings)\n\nAs Moon let go of the bridge metal, he was on his way towards the bottom of the sea, but was suddenly hold onto by someone who grabbed his shirt collar. As the mysterious furry pull him up, Moon was shadowing into tears as the pain from it all hurts him inside. He landed on the ground when he looks up to see Tayvon looking down on him and a lot of random furs gathered around him.\n\nMoon was confused on why they save him. He wanted his life to end so the pain will not hurt anymore. Tayvon picked Moon from the ground and kiss him on the muzzle. The crowd gasp and some was confused on what they were seeing. Moon eyes widen as his first kiss is with a fox boy that he barely knows, and is gay. \n\nTayvon finally broke the kiss as he sees the expression upon Moon’s face. Moon was blushing hardly as the random kiss gave him quite a jump. Tayvon smiled at Moon who stopped crying and looked around to see the crowd of people surrounding him and the fox. \n\nThey begin to walk away from the two, knowing that they don’t want to be around them. Tayvon back away from Moon as the wolf was puzzled. “What was that for!?” The wolf asked persistently. The fox blushed a bit as he was shy to tell him the truth.\n\n“Well, ever since middle school, I always sort of had a crush on you. I always liked you but you seem to not like me. I know your straight but I wanted to express how I feel about you. You’re cute, smart, nice and quiet. I always seem to bug you out but it’s just because I lo…”\n\nTayvon sentence was cut short as he was being French kissed by the wolf. Both of their eyes closed passionately as the two tongues rolled together in a sloppy wet form of loneliness and happiness. The kiss lasted five minutes as the two teens came to their senses and realized where they were at.\n\n“Why don’t we go to my place?” Tayvon said as he grabbed his bike and carried it to Moon’s grandparent’s car. Moon had a deep feeling in his chest as he knows what that sentence means. He swallowed his pride and enters the car on the driver’s side as he asked what the address is.\n\n“3847 Furry Ave; across the street from Mickey D’s.” Tayvon told the wolf as he starts the car and begins to drive off. As both of them inside the car, Moon had a lot on his mind as he was about to commit suicide but was rescued by the fox teen. Tayvon looks over at the wolf that is driving the pickup car and sees his glistening with tears and his nose still a little bloody.\n\n“So, you save me because you love me? Why you never told me from these past years? Moon said concentrating while he drives.\n\n“I always wanted to but I didn’t know what your response would be. So I just kept it a secret till today. I always wanted to make you feel warm and welcome to the world and not end your life because of others stupidity. You’re special to me and your family. I should have told you sooner but I was scared and young, I’m so sorry.” Tayvon said to Moon as he sniffled.\n\nFor some reason the wolf smiled at the fox who was giving directions to Moon as they wanted to head to his house. Avoiding paths of traffic and all, the two couple made it to the small house. Flowers were planted on the window shelf while you see kids are playing on the side-walk. \"Well, here we are. I guess my parents aren't home also because their car isn't here.\" Tayvon said as he and Moon gets out the car.\n\nLooking around, the neighborhood seems peaceful and quiet. No crime seemed to happen around since there are street watchers. The couple walked up the steps as Tayvon is fishing out his keys in his pants pocket. \"Gosh, it’s all the way down in my pocket. Can you reach in and get it for me?\" Tayvon asked the wolf. Blushing a bit, the wolf nodded in agreement as he put his paw inside the pockets of the fox.\n\nMoving his hand back and forth, he felt something hard and had a pulse to it. The wolf looks up to see Tayvon moaning with his eyes closed. Blushing really hard, he hurried and found the key in his deep pockets and inserts it to the lock. \"I'm so sorry Moon. That never meant to happen, I swear.\" Tayvon said looking down at the step with a blushing look on his face. Moon sighed as he grabbed the fox wrist, turned the key in the lock and open the door to bring him inside.\n\nThe fox was puzzled at what the wolf did, as he was pulled inside his own house. Moon grabbed the key from the lock and shut the door, as he turns both locks locked. He turned around in a hurry and begins to kiss Tayvon in the mouth, rubbing his back while his tongue is touching the tongue of Tayvon's. Tayvon closed his eyes as he begins to kiss the wolf pleasurably.\n\nThey moved to the couch while continue kissing and not breaking it up. The fox was lying on his back while the wolf was on top, kissing him. The two felt each others hard cocks rubbing against each other pants as they still continued. A few moments later, Moon broke the kiss up to see his cock and Tayvon cock throbbing inside their pants. \"I... I don't know what to do next.\" Moon said as he started to worry.\n\nStaring at the wolf eyes, Tayvon knew he was serious when he meant that. \"Wow, then I guess I should teach you.\" The fox said as he smiled and giggled at the wolf. The wolf got off top of him and begins to take his shirt off slowly. Moon watched the smooth body of the fox as he staring at him, viewing the black coat of him. \"Whoa, you have a nice body. I can't stop looking at it.\" Moon said as he blushed a bit.\n\nJust as he pulls the shirt off, he scooted over a bit to the wolf as he smiled at the cute face of his. Tayvon licked his nose as he begins to take Moon's uniform shirt off. The wolf whimpered as he is about to have his first time with a male fox. Tayvon pulled the shirt off of him to see his skinny blue coat chest. The fox giggled as he pulled the wolf closer to him, feeling their warm fur on each other chests.\n\nMoon shivered as he felt the warmness of someone actually hugging him. He closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around Tayvon as he finally felt the pleasure of being touched by someone. He then opened his eyes as he heard a unbutton noise with an unzipped sound. Moon hesitated a bit as he knew what's about to happen but let the fox continued.\n\nTayvon pulled down Moon's pants to show his erect cock throbbing in his boxer briefs. Smelling the scent coming from the wolf, Tayvon pulled his underwear down to show a hard-on knotted cock showing in his face as it is big and colorful. \"Whoa, you have a nice package. I hope you don't mind if I can play with it.\" Tayvon said as he wraps his paws on it and begins to rub it. Moon begins to moan as he is being fondled by the fox.\n\nMoon cock is throbbing hard in the paws of Tayvon as the fox is rubbing it slowly and playfully. Moon started to breath hard as the pleasure is taking his breathe away in a sudden. A few bit of pre leaked from the wolf cock as Tayvon sees the sticky clear substance, he begins to lick the tip of the cock and then put his mouth on it; sucking it very slowly and enjoyably for the both of them. \n\nMoon moaned loudly and closed his eyes and leaned his head back as the pleasure is taking him away. Tayvon begins to suck moons cock a bit faster, feeling the pulse of the heart beating blood to circulate the erect knotted cock. Moon whimpered and moaned even louder as he feels his first orgasm is coming soon. While sucking, Tayvon unbutton his pants and slid them done with his left paw, then slid his briefs down to show his cock and butt. \n\nPleasuring the cock, Tayvon started to fondle his cock a bit as the cock he is pleasing is throbbing roughly in his mouth. Moon squinted his eyes as he moans even louder, knowing he is about to cum soon. Looking up at the wolf, the fox sees he's about to explode with pleasure as he continues to suck on it. \"I'm... I’m going to!\" Moon said as he moves his head wildly and moans loudly.\n\nThe fox continued to suck on the cock as he heard what the wolf said. He sucks it even faster and stops fondling his as he takes the cock out of his mouth and begins to stroke it with his paws. While Tayvon leaves his mouth open and tongue sticking out, Moon began to shot a load of cum onto the face and tongue of the fox as he had his first orgasm.\n\n\"Oh God!\" Moon said as he shot his last load in the face of the fox. Tae licked the tasty cum from his nose and around his mouth area. \"That was excitingly delicious. I see your cock is still hard, time for the next lesson.\" Tayvon said as he kicks his pants and briefs off his leg area. He rose up from the couch and sat on top of Moon with his legs spread apart while the knotted hard dick is poking Tayvon in his tail-hole.\n\n\"Y-you sure you want to do this.\" Moon asked Tayvon. \"Of course silly. I love you and I am the one that's teaching you.\" Tayvon said and giggled as he inserted the saliva up cock in his tail-hole entrance. Tayvon gasped and moaned as he is felt the cock already massaging his prostate. \"Oh God your big!\" Tayvon said as he begins to move his butt up and down.\n\nMoon moaned loudly than ever as he let the fox work his cock. Moon saw Tayvon cock is poking against his fur and begins to rub it, showing the fox moaning loudly while his eyes closed due to the cock in his hole. He begins to ride the penis of Moon as he felt the knot bumping against his butt. The two continued moaning and giving each other orgasm as they felt each nerve of pleasure being sent to their body.\n\nTayvon looked at the wolf with a smile on his face as he felt cock thrusting inside him and felt the knots keep bumping against him. The two realized that both are about to have an orgasmic explosion. \"Tayvon... it’s coming again!\" Moon said as he rubs the fox cock harder. Moon felt his knots go inside the fox tail-hole as Tayvon moans even louder and rides the cock while the knots still inside.\n\nThe fox grabbed the wolf head and pulls him in for a passionate kiss while his cock is still being rubbed by Moon and he is riding the knotted cock. Less than a minute and the two cum together as the wolf’s sticky cum shoots inside Tayvon prostate and anal glands while Tayvon's cum is squirting on Moon's fur. The two naked fur continued kissing as they felt the hot substance touching each others fur and inside the fox hole.\n\nAs the two shot their last load onto each other, they broke the kiss and looked eye to eye as they saw the lust of love in their eye. Moon licked the pure white cum from Tayvon face as the fox giggles and scoops a bit of cum from the wolf chest. \"I love you Moon. And I always will.\" Tayvon said as he felt the cock pulling out on it’s own. \"I... I love you too, Tayvon.\" Moon said as he kissed the fox again. \n\nThey broke the kiss as both notices they need to get clean quick. \"Come on, let’s get in the shower and get dress before my parents come.\" Tayvon said as he gets off top of Moon and pulls him up, picking their clothes up and heads to the bathroom. Turning the shower on as the couple begins to take a shower.\n\n***\n\nAs the 15 minute shower ended, the two teens stepped out fresh and clean in their normal clothes and heads on out the bathroom. Stopping in the kitchen, the two grabbed something to eat as they are hungry after the adventure they had. Grabbing a sandwich and a soda, the two went in the living room to watch some T.V. and get to know each other a bit.\n\n\"Hey Tayvon... Since I told you what happen to my parents and grandparents, do you mind if you can live with me. I don't want to be lonely and by myself again.\" Moon said as he sniffled a bit. Tayvon leaned over and licks the few tears that flow from the wolf face. \"Well, we are 17; I guess I can finally leave this dump.\" Tayvon said as he giggles and agreed with the wolf.\n\nMoon began to smile as he knows had a boyfriend and a room-mate. The two cuddled as they sit watching T.V and eating their snacks. \"So, is this our first date?\" Moon asked. \"I'll consider this is, yes.\" Tayvon said smiling. \"Well then I’ll love this date forever.\" Moon said as he lays his head on the fox shoulder and kisses him on the cheek. \n\nThe fox kisses him back on the forehead as the two cuddles and continued to watch the movie on the T.V.\n\n(Series 4: Changes)\n\nSeeing as though time fly’s by, the two teens seemed to be enjoying life. Now since their 18 years old and now in the senior year in high school, they manage to go the whole school year with each other, side by side. Knowing how they overcome drama, bullies, family issues and so much work; they finally was going to end it all this last year in high school.\n\nMoon &Tayvon had now live together since they first made love to one another. Since last year, Moon was on a path to self destruction as he witness a lot of pain. Being bullied every day, while dealing with flashbacks of his childhood; Moon was becoming the definition of depression as he witnesses it all. \n\nHe was used for his money by a bitch kitten, beaten up by the cheating pussycat’s boyfriend and his grandparents passed away, he almost commited suicide if he wasn't stopped by his new mate, Tayvon.\n\nThe couple was now independent on their own becoming free to do what they want, which they had sex in every place. Sometimes they have quickies, like a blowjob over at the alley or a public bathroom. Moon would suck Tayvon's cock as the fox looks around to not get caught by people. Now, they can go in their own house and have sex anytime they want to.\n\nAs the school year was coming to a close in a couple of weeks, Moon would spot his old girlfriend kissing the jockey who beat him up in junior year in the hallway and fucking in the bathroom or locker room area.\n\n While Moon and Tayvon was walking in the hallway, the jockey stops him and slap Moon's book out of his hand and laugh which cause an inner circle of laughter. \n\nMoon looked at Tayvon who looked back at him, which they both were thinking what they were going to do. Moon balled his fist up and uppercut the jockey as he went flying back on the crowd. \n\nTayvon mouth gasp as he saw what his mate just did to the bully. The jockey went flying to the floor as blood comes pouring from his nose and mouth. Kathy came running over as she saw what happened to her lover. Tayvon got a bit mad and went over to slap her in her face which she had a big red mark with tears flowing down her face.\n\nThe couple ran off as the crowd laugh at the two of them and surrounds the new popufurs. The principal and school police came running towards the crowd as they want to see what’s going on. The officers grabbed Moon and Tayvon and took them to the jail.\n\n***\n\nAfter a night at the jail cell, the couple made it home safely towards being in bigger trouble and not graduating tomorrow due to what they did yesterday. Now morning time, they have a couple of hours to get ready for the graduation opening, the lovers hurried and put on their grad clothes and robe heading out the door to the car.\n\nSpeeding and avoiding cars, they made it to the destination of their graduation; they park the car and enter the building to finally get this nightmare over with. “Please sit down at the bottom of the row.” The usher said as he seats them down. The students and parents were listening to the introduction and speech the principal was giving to the new adults of the world.\n\nMostly every young adult yawned as they felt tired and want to get the day over with. Now the dean of the school is speaking while the principal finally finished her speech. Tayvon turn to see his parents smiling and waving at him as he waves back with a wink. Moon turns to see them as the parents also waves and smiles at him.\n\nNow the dean is finished with his speech, the teachers begin to hand out the diplomas to the students. Moon and Tayvon finally receive theirs and head back to the seats. Now all the graduates stand up as the ceremony is at a close. The principal came back to the podium and gave a final speech which caught everyone’s ears.\n\n“Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.” So, today I remind you all to look into your hearts and be awake before you agree to a dream that is not your own. Now, be free and spread your wings!”\n\nThe principal made a sign as she launch confetti in the air as the graduates threw their gown hats in the air. Everyone hugged and kissed each other as Moon hugs Tayvon and the couple kissed as no one judges the two. Tayvon parents saw the kissing couple and let them be; celebrating their success in the past years they have struggled with.\n\nMoon and Tayvon finally were free and could now live happily without anyone concerning them; “And they lived happily ever after. The End.” Moon said as he closes his journal while Tayvon is cuddling him as they both looked back at the pass.\n\n“That was great how you made our lives into a story.” Tayvon said as he snuggles with his mate.\n\n“Well, writing is what I do Hun; and also giving you a good life.” Moon told the fox as the two snuggle with each other while watching TV.\n\n“I will always love you Moon.” Tayvon said as he kissed the wolf on the lips.\n\n“And I will always love you too Tayvon.” The wolf said as he kissed the fox on the lips and snuggled up falling asleep in each other’s arms.\n\nThe End!\n\nLast thoughts from the commissioner (\n\nA special thanks to TaeTheFox for writing this for me. It in a way relates to my own life. I had a blast reading it. I’m pretty sure Tayvon fox was a subliminal message of you Tae. :p and to all my reading fan I thank you for taking the time to read this and please let me and Tae know how this has affected you. \n\n", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "“Love… what is that. Just a play on word to describe what people think and feel. As for me, well… I have to find it somewhere else. This is basically a note to anyone reading this on my Furbook page saying I’m about to kill myself and jump off the Manhattan Bridge. Don’t try to find me because I’ll already be gone.

To whoever still cares for me?

Moonstar.”

(Series 1: Life)

Life can have its ups and downs depending on a person’s situation. While people are out enjoying their-selves and living happily, not everyone has a perfect life. As in the city of New York, there was a fur named Moonstar whose life was nothing but loneliness. He was born on the projects of New York, knowing the values of gangs, violence, and drugs surrounded him.

When he was little, his parents would always do drugs in front of him. He will always see his dad hit his mom and abuse him as well. Moon was pretty much an outcast as he didn’t make any friends due to other kids picking on him. They always make fun of him calling him a “crackhead cubby”, or a loser. He would always go to his room and lock the doors and cry himself to sleep.

As time goes by, he started to grow in between more of his studies. He was living with his grandparents; his mom had passed away from O.D., while his father left him and her alone to survive. Moon was now 13 years old in middle school. Not the popular kid and nobody knew him because he didn’t talk very much.

He would always sit at the lunch table alone while he looked at people talking to their friends while he stared at his food. Puzzled by the actions of his life and the drama it caused him.  When he’s in class, he sits in the back instead of the front and just does his work. Not raising his hand to answer the teacher’s questions or anything like that.

He would always be sent to the guidance counselor’s office for an evaluation towards his problems. “Moon, you can always talk to me, sweetie. Please we are here to help you, just talk to me.” The nice lady counselor always said to Moon. He didn't respond, but he just stayed there and cried while balling his fists and hitting things. Those made the counselor worry a bit, so she reported it to his guidance counselor. They were always trying to sit him down to talk, but he would never respond. He would just go onto his room, lock the door and stare at the ceiling.

He somehow passes middle school and eventually made it into high school. His high school was down the street from his grandparents’ home which made it safer for him to walk home and school. Eventually it became a problem when kids pick on him, even cyber-bulling him.

 They will always pull his pants down on him or take his lunch money which he is starving all day. Since he is a freshman he will always be the first kid to be picked on freshman Friday.

Usually the senior furs would toss him in the trash cans or take off all his clothes in the bathroom. He had always wanted to report it to the staff or teachers, but he always got scared that if he snitched he would get hurt badly by them, so he always stayed silent.

He to struggled through the year, and got no peace due to other furs picking on him and using him as a fur to cheat off of for tests. He didn't like it one bit but what could he do. He felt as though no one respected or loved him.

He would stay in his room and just write in his journal about his life and problems. Telling his thoughts of the world around him in his small journal book. Always thinking "what if no one wants me alive"? How would it feel if he tried to do it? Would anybody miss him?

Those thoughts would always roam his head as he sleeps on them. Tossing and turning, dreaming of the pain nd hate he encounters. He cried in his sleep when he dreamt of those things, but managed to sleep through it. Like it had never happened in his life.

(Series 2: Chap 1: Is It Real?)

Moon, being all alone, would just sit and think. Wondering why he doesn’t make any friends or why nobody likes him. He always figured that someone felt some sort of way for him, but no one ever showed it. Probably because he was a no one, and that he looked like he’s from another planet. The only people who seemed to love him were his grandparents, but he wouldn’t listen to them either.

Moon would always get puzzled with things while he was thinking to himself. Not knowing what love means or what liking someone meant. Sometimes, a fox kid would try talking to Moon, but he would reject the offer, due to him being a boy and being gay. Moon always wondered why the boy wanted to talk to him. Was it for guilt, depression, or playing against? In the classroom the fox boy stares at him their as well, as if he was stalking him.

The wolf didn't really pay attention to him as he was focused on his school work. As the teacher was teaching a lesson, kids would usually throw paper and spitballs at him. Moon usually just ignored the bullying and continued on his work. He would grip his pencil tight, as if he was about to make a fist and punch someone, but he would usually calm down and get back to focusing on his work.

The bell rang at the end of the day, while Moon was packing his stuff up so he could head out the door he was stopped by a popular cheerleader named Kathy Kitty. She would always avoid the non-popular people and talk gossip about the girls in the school but for some reason she was talking to Moon. "Hey Moon, I was thinking since you're cute and all, would you want to go out?" Kathy asked as Moon was delirious.

He didn't know how to respond, so he finally said in a high pitched voice, "Why are you choosing me?” She looked around a bit and kissed him on the cheek. He lightly blushed as he was kissed and she just stood their smiling. "Is that a yes?" She asked. Moon just nodded as that was his first time being kissed ever. She giggled and grabbed his paw, "Well do you have money?" she asked in a bright-full tone.

Feeling in his pockets he pulled out $10, and she snatched it out his paw. "Here's my number, call me anytime."  She said as she gave him the number and ran off waving to him as she took off. Moon stood in the hallway for a couple of minutes as he realized that he now had a girlfriend. He smiled a bit as he realized that he might not be lonely what-so-ever anymore. He then walk off, heading home to his solitude of disparity and does his homework.

***

He finishes his homework as it starts to get dark outside. Not knowing what to do next, he went in his room and just lands his body on the bed. Turning around to view the ceiling, and all around his room. He turns to see the phone and the number of Kathy. His guts say don't call her she might be a bitch who using you but this is his first girlfriend so he called her anyway. The phone was ringing as he waited for her to respond. Finally at the 3rd ring she pick up in a moan-full voice.

"H-Hello." she said as she sounding like she being hurt.

"Um, hi, it’s me Moon." Moon said a bit puzzled by the way she picked up.

"Ooh hi Moon, listen, I’m a bit bu-sy at the moment. I'll talk to you later." She said as she hangs up the phone.

Moon heard the phone disconnect and scratches his head. Not knowing what just happen, but instead of worrying about it, he just went to sleep and dreaming of her. He tossed and turned as he still suffering from the shock of his childhood.

(Chap 2: Lie, Cheat, & Steal)

It's been a couple of months since the 17 year old have been going together. Now in their senior year of High School, Kathy and Moon has been a couple. Though, Moon still seem depressed in the relationship as he figures she has been taking his money and not doing things in return for him. He basically takes her to the mall and places that he pays for. She would always give him hugs and kisses on the cheek, even not been seen in public with him.

Moon always thought "Why did I date her? I'm giving her my trust and all but she doesn't accept them." He practically thinks all day about that and sleeps about it all night. He figures he should focus on his school work instead of worrying about her. He makes sure to keep his good grades, not letting anyone bring him down or embarrass him.

As he was in the lunch room, he sat at a table where no one was at and sat alone. Seeing Kathy sitting at a table, laughing and giggling to her cheerleader team and viewing all the other people have friends. He looks down and picks his food until the fox boy that always stared at him sat down at his table. He was a black and yellow domesticated fox, a few months young then Moon but more mature. He seemed a bit more straight then gay but he speak in a pitch-out voice.

"Hi, I always wanted to get to know you. My name is Tayvon Fox." The fox said as he tries to get Moon attention. Moon rise up and look at the fox. His face was cute as a baby smile, eyes where bright as the stars in the sky and his personality seemed friendly. Moon was a bit curious why the fox was talking to him but he asked anyway. "I'm Moon Wolf, why are you sitting with me?" He asked.

The fox seemed a bit shy as Moon questioned him. "Well... I wanted to get to know you more and hopefully get a chance to be your friend." He said as he smiled a bit. Moon seemed a bit provoked in a good way but was still quite. He just begins to eat his lunch while the fox does the same and smiles while doing so. The bell rung as it was his next period, he got up and dumps his trash away, and it’s time for gym class as he begins to go there. He enters the gym and begins to go into the locker room.

As he enters inside he hears a bit of moaning as the sounds are getting close. He quietly tip toed inside their as the moaning grew more and more. As he spots where it coming from he took a peak to see what it is. It was Kathy getting fucked by a jockey over by the lockers. Moon eyes widen as he gets angry at what she is doing to him and his feelings. He stops peaking and went over to confront the two furry's.

"HEY!!!" Moon said as the two looks up and broke out of the doggy position. They hurried and put back on their clothes as they got caught. "Moon, hi sweetie, um... do you have any money?" Kathy said with a giggled. Moon looked dumb-founded as she asked him for some money while she just had sex with someone. "You asking me for money when you just had sex with this dick, you bitch." Moon said in an angry tone. The jockey looked mad as he was called a dick and punched the wolf in the face.

Moon was bleeding from the hit as he was hit in the face. Blood was leaking from his nose as he looks up at the two laughing at him, and Kathy kicking him in the balls. "That's for calling me a bitch, fag." She said as the two walked off, leaving him alone in tears and a puddle of his blood. Tayvon came out of nowhere and picks Moon up and tries to take him to the bathroom but Moon pushes him off. He doesn’t know who he can trust anymore or can talk to so he runs off.

He went to the nurse office as he gets check out. The wrapped he in bandage and stop the swelling on his nose as it was red. He was asked who did this to him, but he simply kept quiet. As the dismissal bell rung and everyone was leaving he was confronted by a big crowd of people who saw what the jock and girl been gossiping about. Even someone was in there recording the whole scene. "Ha-ha, what a little bitch he is." One person in the crowd says as it spread and everyone started to say it.

Moon head was now from calm to suicidal now that he's been hurt badly from all this. Tayvon tried to confront Moon one last time as he wanted him to feel okay but everyone started to make fun of the both of them. Now calling Moon gay and them both fagots. Tayvon ignored the statements and kept trying to cheer Moon up but Moon couldn't take it anymore. He ran away from the crowd and left the building as everyone laughed at his escape.

(Chap 3: Commit)

He ran in the house to see there are some people in suits sitting on the couch. "Hi, are you Moon Wolf?" The male fur asks Moon. Moon simply nodded as he has no idea who is these people.

"Well we are the lawyers for your grandparents Mr. and Ms. Wolf, and we can here to inform you that... they have passed away today due to old age. Your local neighbor knocked on the door to check on them but no one responded so he called the police and ambulance which they enter the house to see the two dead on the bed. We are sorry for your loss and we will be checking up on you." The lawyer said as they pat and hugs Moon before leaving the home.

Moon stood there not moving a bit. His life is fully over, now that he doesn't have anyone, he feel as though it should end now. He went to his laptop and went on furbook.com. As he signed in he sees he made 1 new friend which was Tayvon. He simply didn't pay attention to him sending an IM to him and started writing on his status. As he writes what he saying, he begins to cry hard as he expresses his words throughout his account. As soon as he finish, he got up and grab the car keys and left out the door. He enters the car and begins to pull off in full affect while tears still streaming from his eyes.

He avoided cars after cars as he drives in full speed. Somehow, he luckily avoided the police and made his way to the Brooklyn Bridge. He Park the car down the street and begins to walk on the bridge walk part of the side. As he does that, he looks down at the deep water flowing back and forth as it hits the rocks and grazed the sun reflection in the sky. Continue crying he made it halfway to the bridge and stopped. He turns around and gets closer to the edge of it. He steps on the metal part and looks down at the water closely, feeling the coolness flowing thru his fur.

He sighs as he knows this is his last time on Earth and anywhere else. He begins to lift one leg and pushes it out very slowly. He begins to tilt as he about to fall to death in the water. As he is holding onto the bridge he looks back at his memories and knows that he will never miss those again. He let go of the bridge and begin falling, but somehow he was caught by something... or maybe someone.

(Series 3, Chap 1: Feelings)

As Moon let go of the bridge metal, he was on his way towards the bottom of the sea, but was suddenly hold onto by someone who grabbed his shirt collar. As the mysterious furry pull him up, Moon was shadowing into tears as the pain from it all hurts him inside. He landed on the ground when he looks up to see Tayvon looking down on him and a lot of random furs gathered around him.

Moon was confused on why they save him. He wanted his life to end so the pain will not hurt anymore. Tayvon picked Moon from the ground and kiss him on the muzzle. The crowd gasp and some was confused on what they were seeing. Moon eyes widen as his first kiss is with a fox boy that he barely knows, and is gay.

Tayvon finally broke the kiss as he sees the expression upon Moon’s face. Moon was blushing hardly as the random kiss gave him quite a jump. Tayvon smiled at Moon who stopped crying and looked around to see the crowd of people surrounding him and the fox.

They begin to walk away from the two, knowing that they don’t want to be around them. Tayvon back away from Moon as the wolf was puzzled. “What was that for!?” The wolf asked persistently. The fox blushed a bit as he was shy to tell him the truth.

“Well, ever since middle school, I always sort of had a crush on you. I always liked you but you seem to not like me. I know your straight but I wanted to express how I feel about you. You’re cute, smart, nice and quiet. I always seem to bug you out but it’s just because I lo…”

Tayvon sentence was cut short as he was being French kissed by the wolf. Both of their eyes closed passionately as the two tongues rolled together in a sloppy wet form of loneliness and happiness. The kiss lasted five minutes as the two teens came to their senses and realized where they were at.

“Why don’t we go to my place?” Tayvon said as he grabbed his bike and carried it to Moon’s grandparent’s car. Moon had a deep feeling in his chest as he knows what that sentence means. He swallowed his pride and enters the car on the driver’s side as he asked what the address is.

“3847 Furry Ave; across the street from Mickey D’s.” Tayvon told the wolf as he starts the car and begins to drive off. As both of them inside the car, Moon had a lot on his mind as he was about to commit suicide but was rescued by the fox teen. Tayvon looks over at the wolf that is driving the pickup car and sees his glistening with tears and his nose still a little bloody.

“So, you save me because you love me? Why you never told me from these past years? Moon said concentrating while he drives.

“I always wanted to but I didn’t know what your response would be. So I just kept it a secret till today. I always wanted to make you feel warm and welcome to the world and not end your life because of others stupidity. You’re special to me and your family. I should have told you sooner but I was scared and young, I’m so sorry.” Tayvon said to Moon as he sniffled.

For some reason the wolf smiled at the fox who was giving directions to Moon as they wanted to head to his house. Avoiding paths of traffic and all, the two couple made it to the small house. Flowers were planted on the window shelf while you see kids are playing on the side-walk. "Well, here we are. I guess my parents aren't home also because their car isn't here." Tayvon said as he and Moon gets out the car.

Looking around, the neighborhood seems peaceful and quiet. No crime seemed to happen around since there are street watchers. The couple walked up the steps as Tayvon is fishing out his keys in his pants pocket. "Gosh, it’s all the way down in my pocket. Can you reach in and get it for me?" Tayvon asked the wolf. Blushing a bit, the wolf nodded in agreement as he put his paw inside the pockets of the fox.

Moving his hand back and forth, he felt something hard and had a pulse to it. The wolf looks up to see Tayvon moaning with his eyes closed. Blushing really hard, he hurried and found the key in his deep pockets and inserts it to the lock. "I'm so sorry Moon. That never meant to happen, I swear." Tayvon said looking down at the step with a blushing look on his face. Moon sighed as he grabbed the fox wrist, turned the key in the lock and open the door to bring him inside.

The fox was puzzled at what the wolf did, as he was pulled inside his own house. Moon grabbed the key from the lock and shut the door, as he turns both locks locked. He turned around in a hurry and begins to kiss Tayvon in the mouth, rubbing his back while his tongue is touching the tongue of Tayvon's. Tayvon closed his eyes as he begins to kiss the wolf pleasurably.

They moved to the couch while continue kissing and not breaking it up. The fox was lying on his back while the wolf was on top, kissing him. The two felt each others hard cocks rubbing against each other pants as they still continued. A few moments later, Moon broke the kiss up to see his cock and Tayvon cock throbbing inside their pants. "I... I don't know what to do next." Moon said as he started to worry.

Staring at the wolf eyes, Tayvon knew he was serious when he meant that. "Wow, then I guess I should teach you." The fox said as he smiled and giggled at the wolf. The wolf got off top of him and begins to take his shirt off slowly. Moon watched the smooth body of the fox as he staring at him, viewing the black coat of him. "Whoa, you have a nice body. I can't stop looking at it." Moon said as he blushed a bit.

Just as he pulls the shirt off, he scooted over a bit to the wolf as he smiled at the cute face of his. Tayvon licked his nose as he begins to take Moon's uniform shirt off. The wolf whimpered as he is about to have his first time with a male fox. Tayvon pulled the shirt off of him to see his skinny blue coat chest. The fox giggled as he pulled the wolf closer to him, feeling their warm fur on each other chests.

Moon shivered as he felt the warmness of someone actually hugging him. He closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around Tayvon as he finally felt the pleasure of being touched by someone. He then opened his eyes as he heard a unbutton noise with an unzipped sound. Moon hesitated a bit as he knew what's about to happen but let the fox continued.

Tayvon pulled down Moon's pants to show his erect cock throbbing in his boxer briefs. Smelling the scent coming from the wolf, Tayvon pulled his underwear down to show a hard-on knotted cock showing in his face as it is big and colorful. "Whoa, you have a nice package. I hope you don't mind if I can play with it." Tayvon said as he wraps his paws on it and begins to rub it. Moon begins to moan as he is being fondled by the fox.

Moon cock is throbbing hard in the paws of Tayvon as the fox is rubbing it slowly and playfully. Moon started to breath hard as the pleasure is taking his breathe away in a sudden. A few bit of pre leaked from the wolf cock as Tayvon sees the sticky clear substance, he begins to lick the tip of the cock and then put his mouth on it; sucking it very slowly and enjoyably for the both of them.

Moon moaned loudly and closed his eyes and leaned his head back as the pleasure is taking him away. Tayvon begins to suck moons cock a bit faster, feeling the pulse of the heart beating blood to circulate the erect knotted cock. Moon whimpered and moaned even louder as he feels his first orgasm is coming soon. While sucking, Tayvon unbutton his pants and slid them done with his left paw, then slid his briefs down to show his cock and butt.

Pleasuring the cock, Tayvon started to fondle his cock a bit as the cock he is pleasing is throbbing roughly in his mouth. Moon squinted his eyes as he moans even louder, knowing he is about to cum soon. Looking up at the wolf, the fox sees he's about to explode with pleasure as he continues to suck on it. "I'm... I’m going to!" Moon said as he moves his head wildly and moans loudly.

The fox continued to suck on the cock as he heard what the wolf said. He sucks it even faster and stops fondling his as he takes the cock out of his mouth and begins to stroke it with his paws. While Tayvon leaves his mouth open and tongue sticking out, Moon began to shot a load of cum onto the face and tongue of the fox as he had his first orgasm.

"Oh God!" Moon said as he shot his last load in the face of the fox. Tae licked the tasty cum from his nose and around his mouth area. "That was excitingly delicious. I see your cock is still hard, time for the next lesson." Tayvon said as he kicks his pants and briefs off his leg area. He rose up from the couch and sat on top of Moon with his legs spread apart while the knotted hard dick is poking Tayvon in his tail-hole.

"Y-you sure you want to do this." Moon asked Tayvon. "Of course silly. I love you and I am the one that's teaching you." Tayvon said and giggled as he inserted the saliva up cock in his tail-hole entrance. Tayvon gasped and moaned as he is felt the cock already massaging his prostate. "Oh God your big!" Tayvon said as he begins to move his butt up and down.

Moon moaned loudly than ever as he let the fox work his cock. Moon saw Tayvon cock is poking against his fur and begins to rub it, showing the fox moaning loudly while his eyes closed due to the cock in his hole. He begins to ride the penis of Moon as he felt the knot bumping against his butt. The two continued moaning and giving each other orgasm as they felt each nerve of pleasure being sent to their body.

Tayvon looked at the wolf with a smile on his face as he felt cock thrusting inside him and felt the knots keep bumping against him. The two realized that both are about to have an orgasmic explosion. "Tayvon... it’s coming again!" Moon said as he rubs the fox cock harder. Moon felt his knots go inside the fox tail-hole as Tayvon moans even louder and rides the cock while the knots still inside.

The fox grabbed the wolf head and pulls him in for a passionate kiss while his cock is still being rubbed by Moon and he is riding the knotted cock. Less than a minute and the two cum together as the wolf’s sticky cum shoots inside Tayvon prostate and anal glands while Tayvon's cum is squirting on Moon's fur. The two naked fur continued kissing as they felt the hot substance touching each others fur and inside the fox hole.

As the two shot their last load onto each other, they broke the kiss and looked eye to eye as they saw the lust of love in their eye. Moon licked the pure white cum from Tayvon face as the fox giggles and scoops a bit of cum from the wolf chest. "I love you Moon. And I always will." Tayvon said as he felt the cock pulling out on it’s own. "I... I love you too, Tayvon." Moon said as he kissed the fox again.

They broke the kiss as both notices they need to get clean quick. "Come on, let’s get in the shower and get dress before my parents come." Tayvon said as he gets off top of Moon and pulls him up, picking their clothes up and heads to the bathroom. Turning the shower on as the couple begins to take a shower.

***

As the 15 minute shower ended, the two teens stepped out fresh and clean in their normal clothes and heads on out the bathroom. Stopping in the kitchen, the two grabbed something to eat as they are hungry after the adventure they had. Grabbing a sandwich and a soda, the two went in the living room to watch some T.V. and get to know each other a bit.

"Hey Tayvon... Since I told you what happen to my parents and grandparents, do you mind if you can live with me. I don't want to be lonely and by myself again." Moon said as he sniffled a bit. Tayvon leaned over and licks the few tears that flow from the wolf face. "Well, we are 17; I guess I can finally leave this dump." Tayvon said as he giggles and agreed with the wolf.

Moon began to smile as he knows had a boyfriend and a room-mate. The two cuddled as they sit watching T.V and eating their snacks. "So, is this our first date?" Moon asked. "I'll consider this is, yes." Tayvon said smiling. "Well then I’ll love this date forever." Moon said as he lays his head on the fox shoulder and kisses him on the cheek.

The fox kisses him back on the forehead as the two cuddles and continued to watch the movie on the T.V.

(Series 4: Changes)

Seeing as though time fly’s by, the two teens seemed to be enjoying life. Now since their 18 years old and now in the senior year in high school, they manage to go the whole school year with each other, side by side. Knowing how they overcome drama, bullies, family issues and so much work; they finally was going to end it all this last year in high school.

Moon &Tayvon had now live together since they first made love to one another. Since last year, Moon was on a path to self destruction as he witness a lot of pain. Being bullied every day, while dealing with flashbacks of his childhood; Moon was becoming the definition of depression as he witnesses it all.

He was used for his money by a bitch kitten, beaten up by the cheating pussycat’s boyfriend and his grandparents passed away, he almost commited suicide if he wasn't stopped by his new mate, Tayvon.

The couple was now independent on their own becoming free to do what they want, which they had sex in every place. Sometimes they have quickies, like a blowjob over at the alley or a public bathroom. Moon would suck Tayvon's cock as the fox looks around to not get caught by people. Now, they can go in their own house and have sex anytime they want to.

As the school year was coming to a close in a couple of weeks, Moon would spot his old girlfriend kissing the jockey who beat him up in junior year in the hallway and fucking in the bathroom or locker room area.

 While Moon and Tayvon was walking in the hallway, the jockey stops him and slap Moon's book out of his hand and laugh which cause an inner circle of laughter.

Moon looked at Tayvon who looked back at him, which they both were thinking what they were going to do. Moon balled his fist up and uppercut the jockey as he went flying back on the crowd.

Tayvon mouth gasp as he saw what his mate just did to the bully. The jockey went flying to the floor as blood comes pouring from his nose and mouth. Kathy came running over as she saw what happened to her lover. Tayvon got a bit mad and went over to slap her in her face which she had a big red mark with tears flowing down her face.

The couple ran off as the crowd laugh at the two of them and surrounds the new popufurs. The principal and school police came running towards the crowd as they want to see what’s going on. The officers grabbed Moon and Tayvon and took them to the jail.

***

After a night at the jail cell, the couple made it home safely towards being in bigger trouble and not graduating tomorrow due to what they did yesterday. Now morning time, they have a couple of hours to get ready for the graduation opening, the lovers hurried and put on their grad clothes and robe heading out the door to the car.

Speeding and avoiding cars, they made it to the destination of their graduation; they park the car and enter the building to finally get this nightmare over with. “Please sit down at the bottom of the row.” The usher said as he seats them down. The students and parents were listening to the introduction and speech the principal was giving to the new adults of the world.

Mostly every young adult yawned as they felt tired and want to get the day over with. Now the dean of the school is speaking while the principal finally finished her speech. Tayvon turn to see his parents smiling and waving at him as he waves back with a wink. Moon turns to see them as the parents also waves and smiles at him.

Now the dean is finished with his speech, the teachers begin to hand out the diplomas to the students. Moon and Tayvon finally receive theirs and head back to the seats. Now all the graduates stand up as the ceremony is at a close. The principal came back to the podium and gave a final speech which caught everyone’s ears.

“Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.” So, today I remind you all to look into your hearts and be awake before you agree to a dream that is not your own. Now, be free and spread your wings!”

The principal made a sign as she launch confetti in the air as the graduates threw their gown hats in the air. Everyone hugged and kissed each other as Moon hugs Tayvon and the couple kissed as no one judges the two. Tayvon parents saw the kissing couple and let them be; celebrating their success in the past years they have struggled with.

Moon and Tayvon finally were free and could now live happily without anyone concerning them; “And they lived happily ever after. The End.” Moon said as he closes his journal while Tayvon is cuddling him as they both looked back at the pass.

“That was great how you made our lives into a story.” Tayvon said as he snuggles with his mate.

“Well, writing is what I do Hun; and also giving you a good life.” Moon told the fox as the two snuggle with each other while watching TV.

“I will always love you Moon.” Tayvon said as he kissed the wolf on the lips.

“And I will always love you too Tayvon.” The wolf said as he kissed the fox on the lips and snuggled up falling asleep in each other’s arms.

The End!

Last thoughts from the commissioner (

A special thanks to TaeTheFox for writing this for me. It in a way relates to my own life. I had a blast reading it. I’m pretty sure Tayvon fox was a subliminal message of you Tae. :p and to all my reading fan I thank you for taking the time to read this and please let me and Tae know how this has affected you.  

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