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  "writing": "Evan's Memories.\n\n© Kaijou Jaguclaw\nFreaky © His player.\nPokemon concept © Nintendo.\n\n\nEvan stirred lightly in his pokemon's arms; freaky the 7 ft tall green raichu \nholding his trainer as he too, slept, covering Evan, somewhat, was a larger then \nyour average Mightyena.  Though two of the three beings there were sleeping \nhappily, one, was not. Evan, unfortunately, was again having nightmares of his \nyouth. All through his mind, playing on repeat, the time of his last encounter \nwith his brother...\n\n\"Evan! Come on bro! Wake up! I wanna show you something!\" came a voice. Evan's \neyes opened slowly, he got out of bed and blinked dopily up at his brother, Aaron, \na rather tall boy, with messy blonde-brown hair. Aaron was apparently ecstatic \nabout something. \"...Mm..what is it bro...?\" Evan asked in his curious young \nvoice. \"I caught a new pokemon! And not just that! But it's special! It's really \nbig!\" Aaron said, holding out a pokeball. Evan grinned. \"ooh! Cool bro! Show me!\" \nhe pleaded. Aaron snickered and ruffled his hair. \"why do you think I woke you \nstupid, hurry up and ill show you!\" he started for the door as evan pulled on a \npair of sheepskin shoes, still in his pajama's. he hurried after Aaron, anxious to \nsee the new pokemon his brother had caught.\n\nHe hurried outside, running out to the backyard, seeing his brother, he hurried \nover to him. \"hehe! Well, lets see it bro!\"  he practically bounced as he said so, \nEvan at that time, was only 7, he wasn't old enough to have his own pokemon, but \nhe'd almost always grown up with them, as his father, and brother were both \ntrainers. \"heh, alright then shrimp, step back!\" Aaron said, pulling a ball from \nhis belt. \"go! Mightyena!\" he said, throwing the ball, Evan's eyes widened with \ncuriosity as the ball landed, and opened, with a burst of light, a huge pokemon \nformed, a Mightyena, and not just that, but it had to stand at, at least 8 or 9 ft \ntall! \"Whoa! It's huge bro!\" evan said as he stared up at it's form, a form that \ngazed at it's trainer with a slightly less then pleased look on it's face. \"yeah, \nI know! I found it last night when I was training, it was fighting with another, \nalmost as big, but this one lost, so when it was down, I took the opportunity, and \ncaught him!\" Evan practically beamed. \"coool...\" he looked up to the pokemon and \nwalked over to pet it, though all he could reach were it's legs. \"hey bro... make \nit sit, I can't reach...\" Evan said, standing on his toes. He heard Aaron's voice. \n\"go on, sit down.\" Evan expected to pokemon to obey and sit instantly, like all \nthe rest did, he was crest fallen when it didn't. \"Bro! It aint sitting!!\" he \nwhined.\n\n\"I know!\" Aaron barked back, getting angry. \"mightyena, sit down, Now!\" Aaron \ncommanded again, pointing down. to his surprise, the large wolf just stood there, \ncompletely ignoring him. \"grr.. you stupid mongrel!\" Aaron growled as he walked \noff some to grab a stick. \"ill teach you..\" Evan knew that his brother often had a \nbad temper, but even still, he had the sense of what could happen. \"bro... don't \ndo that...\" he mumbled worriedly. \"evan, step back...\" Aaron warned, but his \nbrother hurried in front of the pokemon with his arms outstretched, \"bro! Don't!\" \nAaron frowned. \"evan! Get out of the way!!\" evan simply stood, there, a very big \nmistake, for, his small form, to the large pokemon looked very appetizing, and \nright in front of him, it was no deal for him to open his muzzle wide and lower it \nover the boy's head.\n\nEvan screamed in terror, gripping at the muzzle as the wolf slowly pushed down, \nto swallow him whole, Aaron too, standing, terrified. \"No! stop it you stupid \npokemon!\" he yelled as he cracked it in the side with his stick. This only angered \nthe large wolf, which growled around its meal. Aaron gulped and then pulled out \nhis pokeball. \"mightyena! Return!\" he called, though scared that it would take \nEvan too. he sighed in the greatest relief as only mightyena was sucked into it's \npokeball, evan falling to the ground, coughing and crying, his head and shoulders \ncovered in the mightyena's saliva. Aaron hurried forwards. \"bro! Are you ok?\" he \nsaid worriedly as he knelt, to put a hand on Evan's shoulder. The small boy choked \nand knocked his hand aside, stepping back. \"you.. you made him try and do that!!\" \nthe small boy yelled. \"you! I hate you!\" he screamed as he ran past, Aaron \nstaring. \"What!? I? No! evan!\" he stood there sighing as he watched his brother \nrun. He looked to his pokeball. \"thanks a lot...\" he grumbled.\n\nHe walked in a while later, to find his family in an uproar, evan crying at the \ntable with his mother and father looking aghast, they looked at him, though evan \njust sat crying. \"Aaron? Is this true? You made one of your pokemon try and eat \nEvan!?\" his mother asked. \"no! its not I--!\" his father cut him off. \"no! don't, \nwe don't want any excuses, hand over your pokeballs now and get to your room.\" His \nfather growled, a tall and burly man, his father was someone not many people would \nwant to argue with. Aaron gulped and then frowned as he handed him his pokeballs \nwith shaking hands, looking at Evan with the deepest loathing. \"I hate you...\" he \nmuttered under his breath as he trudged off to his room, where he threw himself \nonto the bed, staring at his roof. \"I should have let the stupid pokemon eat him, \nlittle tell tale... I bet they ground me for a year...\" Aaron growled as he rolled \nover and sat with his head on his hands. \"stupid little butt wipe...\" he muttered.\n\nEvan in the meanwhile, had slowly calmed down, watching his parents talking now. \n\"...its too dangerous.. if he made a pokemon do this to his brother, what else do \nyou think he could do?\" his mother asked worriedly. \"he wont do anything of the \nsort if he knows what's good for him...\" he father growled darkly. \"well... why \ndon't we stop him from training? That'll stop the problems..\" Evan's mother asked \ntentatively. His father looked at her. \"that's impossible! You know you can't stop \na person from being a trainer! It's in his blood!\" his father said in a slightly \nraised voice. \"well, we can try! He almost made a pokemon eat his brother for \ngod's sake Ben! If we don't stop him now, he may well grow to train pokemon that \nonly do that!\" she answered back louder. \"no! I will not have him stopped form \ntraining! It's not going to happen Julie!\" he practically yelled at her. She \nglared. \"well, I'm going to stop him, im not going to have a.. a.. murderer in my \nhouse!\" she said, Ben stood up. \"you wont do anything of the sort!\" she stood up. \n\"I'd like to see you try and stop me!\" she yelled. His hand came up, slapping her, \nthough not hard, it was enough to make her fall sideways, holding her cheek. \nEvan's eyes widened.\n\nHis father stood over her, breathing heavily, whilst she whimpered as she held \nher cheek. \"you...\" she got up, tears sliding down her cheeks and ran off down to \nher room.\" Evan sat in silence, looking at where she left, before his father's \nvoice snapped him to attention. \"you!\" he looked at his father. \"get to your \nroom!\" Evan stood up, hurrying to his room, whilst his father sat down. Evan \nhurried into his room, still shivering, starting to choke again, he grabbed a \ntowel, cleaning himself off, and wiped his eyes with the towel, his whole meddling \nhad started this. He sat on his bed, sniffling silently, he thought about his \nbrother, feeling a twinge of anger. \"no. it's not my fault... it's Aaron's!\" he \ngrowled, he lay back on his bed, listening to the thoughts in his head, the \nmemories of what had happened, he slowly drifted off, tired from his eventful \nmorning.\n\n\"Help!!\" evan snapped awake and sat up, looking around. \"Help!!\" the voice came \nagain, he stood up quickly, the voice had come from Aaron's room. He hurried out \nhis door, and into the living room, seeing Aaron's pokeballs. He blinked, one of \nthem was open, he blinked more, picking it up and hurrying to his brothers room, \nstopping dead at the doorway, terrified at what he saw, Aaron had his back pressed \nagainst the wall, with rogue, out of his pokeball, with his huge muzzle \nsurrounding the boy's belly, Evan's eyes widened as he stepped back, the ball \ndropping from his hand, he watched in terror, yet with a strange feeling in his \nchest as he watched  mightyena slowly pushing it's muzzle up, inch by inch over \nAaron's struggling frame, his brother crying as he yelled for help. His parents \nwere all the way on the other side of the house, and he knew he didn't have time \nto get them. Tears of fear welled in his eyes, as Aaron's chest vanished into the \nwolf's muzzle, only his head and shoulders remaining,  his head flailing. \"stop! \nStoppit!!\" he suddenly saw evan, the smallest glimmers of hope shining on his \nface. \"e..evan! q..quick! recall him!!\" evan looked down at the ball, whimpering \nas he crouched to pick it up, he looked up, Aaron's head vanishing into its \nmuzzle. \"hurry eva--!\" the voice became muffled as mightyena shut it's mouth \naround his brother's head, sealing him from the world, Evan raised the ball. \"uh.. \nuhh... m..mi..mightyena..r..return!\" mightyena suddenly vanished into a beam of \nlight and disappeared into the ball, Evan watching hopefully, his heart pumping as \nhe waited...\n\nnothing came... Aaron didn't appear... Evan stood in silence, his heart still \npumping, he looked at the ball. \"b..bro...?\" he whispered weakly as he stood \nthere, trembling from head to toe, the deepest feeling of regret forming in his \nchest, a lump in his throat preventing him from speaking, he choked, tears sliding \ndown his cheeks, his brother was eaten, the previous day, he would have wished it, \nyet now as he stood there, in the dark empty doorway, he thought of one thing. \n\"...I never said sorry...\" he whimpered as he dropped the ball, running to his \nroom, bursting into tears...\n\nEvan jerked a bit, a tear sliding down his cheek as he slept, yet he dreamt on, \nnot waking from his tortured dreams.\n\nHe awoke again, to a silent house, he got up in silence and walked out of the \nroom, his gaze was to the ground as he passed by the family room, looking in on \nhis brother's room, neat and silent, cleaned after Aaron had mysteriously vanished \nwithout a trace. Thought his parents still believed that he had run away, evan \ndidn't tell them the truth, the fear of what would happen if they did... he \nshivered and slowly made his way back to the kitchen, his father there silently \nreading the paper. It had been 2 months since his brother had vanished, his \nparents had split up, and evan was alone, he'd been attending school as always, \nthough, he no longer played sports, he didn't take part in class, just sat there \nin silence, starting at the desk, always the same thought running through his \nmind. \"why didn't I do anything sooner?\" \"why didn't I say I was sorry?\" \"why did \nthat happen...?\" \"was he still angry with me...?\" Evan had often broken down in \nclass, in the middle of nothing in particular, and he was now outcasted \ncompletely, though, he didn't want it any other way.\n\nHis father didn't so much as greet him as he started to make himself food, evan \nlooking silently at him, before continuing, as he took his bowl, he walked to the \nbench, but a memory of Aaron made him stop dead, shivering, he dropped the bowl, \nwatching it with a nonchalant look but stepped back when it shattered on the cold \nhard floor. His father look up. \"stupid boy! Cant do anything right! Probably turn \nout worse then your stupid mother!\" he said barking as he got to his feet, seeming \nto swell with anger, Evan stepped back, sniffling. \"i..i...did..didn't mean..\" he \nwhimpered. \"SHUT UP AND GET TO YOUR ROOM!\" his father yelled, pointing aside, Evan \nyelped and ran, hurrying to his room and shutting the door behind him, shaking \nworse then ever as he sat there. His thoughts running faster through his head, one \ncame through though, clear and strong amidst the din of his mixed emotions and \npainful memories. \"run away\" he sat there, staring at the ground, looking up \nslowly with a choke as a tailow flew past silently and gracefully. He blinked some \nand nodded as he stood up, walking to his cupboard to get changed.\n\nHe had waited till the night fell, his stomach roaring in hunger, he rubbed it \nwith a wince. \"shut up and be patient..\" he mumbled as he rubbed his belly. He sat \non his bed, dressed in baggy jeans, a t-shirt and a jacket Aaron used to wear, it \nwas the first one he wore as a trainer, having a pokeball emblazoned on the back \nand a few pockets along the front.  He slowly pulled on his black sneakers, tying \nthem and sitting, silently as he waited, a look to the clock on his wall told him. \n\"11:30\" he nodded as he stood up, carrying his bag, which now held a bunch of \nclothes. He slowly walked to the door and opened it, peering out, no lights were \non, which was good for him. he snuck out quickly, hurrying to the kitchen and \nlooking through the fridge, he pulled out a few things, not really caring as he \nwolfed them down, nearly choking as he tried to work a lump of cheese down, he \nknew that with lights on, his father might wake up, he thought silently, and then \nshook his head, clearing his thoughts as he then walked to the cupboards, picking \nout a few non-perishable foods, he remembered Aaron telling him what he took on \nhis first adventure out, packing them into his bag.\n\nHe looked around before he left and saw them, on the table by the couch. 6 \npokeballs, Aaron's pokeballs. He hesitated at the door, picking them up slowly and \nhooking them onto his belt nervously. \"...its safer anyway...\" he mumbles as he \nhooked the last onto his belt, a light nearby clicked on. Evan spun around and \nstared down the doorway, his father standing there, looking nothing less then \ninsane. \"stupid boy... get to your room... your not going anywhere!\" his father \nsaid in a vicious growl. Evan stepped back slowly. \"im not staying here anymore..\" \nhe whimpered as he looked at his father, who stepped after him. Evan's hand \ndropped and he chose one of his pokeballs, though not knowing whatsoever as to \nwhat it was, he needed some form of protection. \"go!\" he said in a hurried voice, \nthe ball landing, and raising in a burst of light, was none other, then the \npokemon Mightyena. Who hadn't been out of his ball in 2 months, and was looking \nsomewhat skeletal, his skinny frame unfed, Evan shivered as he backed up. watching \nhis father stopping in his tracks as the pokemon loomed over him with a savage \ngrowl. Evan slowly smiled. \"m..mightyena! do to him what you did to Aaron!\" he \nsaid, his voice wavering the slightest bit, his father, would hunt him down, he \nknew he would, and mightyena needed food, these thoughts mixed, so evan had come \nup with a solution for both.  He watched, satisfied as rogue head butted the large \nman, right in the head, the force knocking the man cold, not to mention a good \nthree foot back.\n\nEvan watched, his heart again thumping hard as he watched with a surprising \nfeeling of anxiousness, watching as mightyena walked to the man's head, and opened \nhis muzzle wide, getting his lower jaw under the man's head, he glomped his muzzle \naround it, and swallowed hard, walking forward as the mans shoulders were pulled \ninto his muzzle. Evan watched, fascinated as mightyena continued to ingest his \nfather, grinning widely as the pokemon's hugely stretched maw worked down over the \nman's chest, drool starting to ooze over his form as mightyena gulped and pulled \nBen's stomach into his maw, now with a good deal of his meal inside of him, the \nlarge pokemon sat back and raised it's head, gulping hard, evan staring as the \nbelly and waist vanish into the pokemon's muzzle, the bulge pushing out the \npokemon's neck fur widely, before vanishing behind his ribcage, evan stared, \nsmiling deeply as mightyena made quick work of the man's legs, soon gulping them \ndown, lapping over the feet before they vanished. Evan laughed loudly and jumped. \n\"well done!\" he said as he hurried forwards to hug the pokemon, mightyena looking \ndown at the boy and belched, his stomach rather distended. The pokemon thinking \nsomewhat to himself, that other human who caught him, had hit him, and not allowed \nhim to eat humans, though, this new human who had let him out, had told him to eat \nthe person he'd just ingested, and was now hugging him for it, a smile working \nonto the pokemon's face as it nuzzled Evan's small frame.\n\nEvan giggled and then stepped back, after petting the pokemon's muzzle. \"for \nnow, ill let you digest, I better get moving anyway...\" he said silently as he \nrecalled pokemon, smiling deeply to himself. He hooked the ball back on his belt, \nand this time, opened the door, shivering silently as the cold night air greeted \nhim, but he went on, without so much as looking back, hopping the fence and \nstarting the long road out to anywhere his feet took him.\n\nEvan slowly stirred again, smiling in freaky's arms, mumbling slightly in his \nsleep. Before he settled back in and continued to dream.\n\nIt had been 2 years since he'd run away from home, now ten, he had gone and \nofficially gone to become a trainer, he'd passed of course, and gotten a new \npokemon, a ralts. A small psychic pokemon, which Evan smiled at, though internally \nhe simply thought. \"rogue'll eat happy tonight...\" he shook the man's hand as he \nwalked off, pocketing his 6 free pokeballs and his new pokedex, grinning somewhat \nas he walked to a large forest outside of town. Where evan sat relaxing, on a log, \nhumming somewhat as he sat there, pleased with himself, he'd so far, not lost a \nmatch, and no one had talked about him, so he hadn't been hunted after, he and \nrogue had made a very strong relation ship and he was very pleased, having learnt \na lot in his time away from home, he'd read in a paper a few weeks after his \ndeparture, that police were clueless as to \"his fathers\" and his own whereabouts, \nevan grinned to himself as he stood up and walked deeper into the forest, it was \nfeeding time.\n\nHe walked to an open grove, pulling out two pokeballs, he pressed the buttons \nonce and went to throw them, before a loud gulp distracted him, he blinked some \nand looked aside to where he'd heard it, a grin crossed his face and he slowly \nwalked to a thick patch of bushes, poking his head through, he stared. Before him, \nstood a 7 ft tall green raichu, rather chubby compared to normal raichu's, but \nmore alarming, (or to even, intriguing.)was the fact that the pokemon had two \ndenim-covered calves, and a pair of sneaker covered feet in its mouth, squirming \nand kicking. Evan watched with a deep smile as the pokemon gulped again and pulled \nthe shoes out of sight, then slowly gulped them down happily, until his gut \ndistended, evan put the balls back on his belt and slowly, unknowingly, walked \nfrom the bushes, the sight having intrigued him, his feet carried him before the \npokemon, he snapped out of his stupor as the pokemon eyed him, with a greedy look \non it's face. Evan gulped. \"uhmm.. hey there... I just saw you...e..eat that \nperson...\" the pokemon grinned and patted it's belly, before leaning down to the \nboy's eye level and grinned. \"and your next!\" Evan staggered back. \"whoa! Hey! No! \nwait! I.. I wanted to ask if you'd be my pokemon!\" the pokemon blinked and laughed \nloudly. \"me? be trained? And be a midget like you!?\" Evan blinked and glared. \"my \nother pokemon do what you do!\" the raichu blinked some, seeming somewhat \nintrigued. \"they do huh? What? Just meat ill bet?\" Evan frowned. \"heck no! other \npokemon! And... one of them ate some people...\" he said a bit shiftily.\" The \nraichu grinned. \"oh? This I'd like to see!\" evan grinned. \"ok, well, I was just \nabout to feed one anyway.\" He stepped away from the pokemon and pulled out the two \nballs again. \"come on out rogue! Dinner time!\" he threw the two, and out came a \nsmall ralts, and again, the huge form of rogue, who, since having been with evan, \nwas once again very well fed, and toned.\n\nThe ralts looked around, seeing evan, then freaky, then the towering mightyena, \nit squeaked and evan grinned. \"rogue, dinner!\" he said, pointing at the ralts, the \nlarge wolf looked at evan, then the ralts and leaned down swiftly to grab it in \nit's maw, the entire pokemon fitting easily, evan watched with a grin, the raichu \ntoo, watching with admiration as the huge wolf gulped the small pokemon down \nslowly, ralts' small form able to be seen squirming all the way down, rogue let \nout a contended belch and looked at the raichu, sniffing him some. Evan laughed. \n\"no rogue! He's not food too! return!\" he recalled rogue and walked to the \npokemon. \"so, what do you say?\" the raichu looked at him with a grin. \"Well... if \nI get fed as well as he does, and a few other little bonuses... I might be \nenticed...\" evan giggled and nodded. \"deal, hehe!\" the raichu held out a paw, \nwhich evan took. \"deal then kid!\" he said. Evan shook the hand and pulled out a \npokeball, the raichu recoiled some, but soon relaxed, he looked at evan, who still \nhadn't let go of his paw, and blinked, he grinned some and pulled him over into a \nhug, evan screamed in fright. \"woah! Easy kid! Easy!\" the raichu hushed him. \"im \nnot gunna eat you.\" He said with a grin. \"just wanted to say my name's freaky \naight, do not call me raichu, or I will eat you, capiche?\" evan nodded slowly and \nsquirmed in the hug. The raichu nodded and then let him go. \"aight kid, lets go.\" \nEvan snickered and nodded as he threw the ball. Watching as it hit the raichu and \npulled him in, shaking a few times, before an odd noise told him he did it, he \ngrinned as he picked it up and put it on his belt. \"alright...\" he mumbled.\n\nEvan smiled slowly in his sleep, squirming a bit in freaky's arms, the pokemon \nslowly awakening and looking down to his trainer with a small smile, nuzzling the \nboy's hair.\nEvan slept on, smiling softly. But sadly, the dreams were replaying...\n\n\"Evan! Come on bro! Wake up! I wanna show you something!\"\n\nEvan suddenly awoke with a yell, cold sweat starting to drip from him, tears \nmingling with the sweat as he looked down to rogue with a choke, freaky slowly \nhugging him, Evan had of course told him about the dreams, and the raichu had \ncomforted him, much like he was now. Evan shivering as he settled into freaky's \narms. \"again with the dreams hun?\" freaky asked softly. \"y...yup...\" evan \nwhispered silently. \"shh... go to sleep evan... they're just dreams...\" freaky \nsaid softly. \"...t..they're memories... not dreams...\" evan muttered softly, \nchoking again as he tried to close his eyes and let sleep take him...\n\n\nThe End.",
  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>Evan&#039;s Memories.<br /><br />&copy; Kaijou Jaguclaw<br />Freaky &copy; His player.<br />Pokemon concept &copy; Nintendo.<br /><br /><br />Evan stirred lightly in his pokemon&#039;s arms; freaky the 7 ft tall green raichu <br />holding his trainer as he too, slept, covering Evan, somewhat, was a larger then <br />your average Mightyena.&nbsp;&nbsp;Though two of the three beings there were sleeping <br />happily, one, was not. Evan, unfortunately, was again having nightmares of his <br />youth. All through his mind, playing on repeat, the time of his last encounter <br />with his brother...<br /><br />&quot;Evan! Come on bro! Wake up! I wanna show you something!&quot; came a voice. Evan&#039;s <br />eyes opened slowly, he got out of bed and blinked dopily up at his brother, Aaron, <br />a rather tall boy, with messy blonde-brown hair. Aaron was apparently ecstatic <br />about something. &quot;...Mm..what is it bro...?&quot; Evan asked in his curious young <br />voice. &quot;I caught a new pokemon! And not just that! But it&#039;s special! It&#039;s really <br />big!&quot; Aaron said, holding out a pokeball. Evan grinned. &quot;ooh! Cool bro! Show me!&quot; <br />he pleaded. Aaron snickered and ruffled his hair. &quot;why do you think I woke you <br />stupid, hurry up and ill show you!&quot; he started for the door as evan pulled on a <br />pair of sheepskin shoes, still in his pajama&#039;s. he hurried after Aaron, anxious to <br />see the new pokemon his brother had caught.<br /><br />He hurried outside, running out to the backyard, seeing his brother, he hurried <br />over to him. &quot;hehe! Well, lets see it bro!&quot;&nbsp;&nbsp;he practically bounced as he said so, <br />Evan at that time, was only 7, he wasn&#039;t old enough to have his own pokemon, but <br />he&#039;d almost always grown up with them, as his father, and brother were both <br />trainers. &quot;heh, alright then shrimp, step back!&quot; Aaron said, pulling a ball from <br />his belt. &quot;go! Mightyena!&quot; he said, throwing the ball, Evan&#039;s eyes widened with <br />curiosity as the ball landed, and opened, with a burst of light, a huge pokemon <br />formed, a Mightyena, and not just that, but it had to stand at, at least 8 or 9 ft <br />tall! &quot;Whoa! It&#039;s huge bro!&quot; evan said as he stared up at it&#039;s form, a form that <br />gazed at it&#039;s trainer with a slightly less then pleased look on it&#039;s face. &quot;yeah, <br />I know! I found it last night when I was training, it was fighting with another, <br />almost as big, but this one lost, so when it was down, I took the opportunity, and <br />caught him!&quot; Evan practically beamed. &quot;coool...&quot; he looked up to the pokemon and <br />walked over to pet it, though all he could reach were it&#039;s legs. &quot;hey bro... make <br />it sit, I can&#039;t reach...&quot; Evan said, standing on his toes. He heard Aaron&#039;s voice. <br />&quot;go on, sit down.&quot; Evan expected to pokemon to obey and sit instantly, like all <br />the rest did, he was crest fallen when it didn&#039;t. &quot;Bro! It aint sitting!!&quot; he <br />whined.<br /><br />&quot;I know!&quot; Aaron barked back, getting angry. &quot;mightyena, sit down, Now!&quot; Aaron <br />commanded again, pointing down. to his surprise, the large wolf just stood there, <br />completely ignoring him. &quot;grr.. you stupid mongrel!&quot; Aaron growled as he walked <br />off some to grab a stick. &quot;ill teach you..&quot; Evan knew that his brother often had a <br />bad temper, but even still, he had the sense of what could happen. &quot;bro... don&#039;t <br />do that...&quot; he mumbled worriedly. &quot;evan, step back...&quot; Aaron warned, but his <br />brother hurried in front of the pokemon with his arms outstretched, &quot;bro! Don&#039;t!&quot; <br />Aaron frowned. &quot;evan! Get out of the way!!&quot; evan simply stood, there, a very big <br />mistake, for, his small form, to the large pokemon looked very appetizing, and <br />right in front of him, it was no deal for him to open his muzzle wide and lower it <br />over the boy&#039;s head.<br /><br />Evan screamed in terror, gripping at the muzzle as the wolf slowly pushed down, <br />to swallow him whole, Aaron too, standing, terrified. &quot;No! stop it you stupid <br />pokemon!&quot; he yelled as he cracked it in the side with his stick. This only angered <br />the large wolf, which growled around its meal. Aaron gulped and then pulled out <br />his pokeball. &quot;mightyena! Return!&quot; he called, though scared that it would take <br />Evan too. he sighed in the greatest relief as only mightyena was sucked into it&#039;s <br />pokeball, evan falling to the ground, coughing and crying, his head and shoulders <br />covered in the mightyena&#039;s saliva. Aaron hurried forwards. &quot;bro! Are you ok?&quot; he <br />said worriedly as he knelt, to put a hand on Evan&#039;s shoulder. The small boy choked <br />and knocked his hand aside, stepping back. &quot;you.. you made him try and do that!!&quot; <br />the small boy yelled. &quot;you! I hate you!&quot; he screamed as he ran past, Aaron <br />staring. &quot;What!? I? No! evan!&quot; he stood there sighing as he watched his brother <br />run. He looked to his pokeball. &quot;thanks a lot...&quot; he grumbled.<br /><br />He walked in a while later, to find his family in an uproar, evan crying at the <br />table with his mother and father looking aghast, they looked at him, though evan <br />just sat crying. &quot;Aaron? Is this true? You made one of your pokemon try and eat <br />Evan!?&quot; his mother asked. &quot;no! its not I--!&quot; his father cut him off. &quot;no! don&#039;t, <br />we don&#039;t want any excuses, hand over your pokeballs now and get to your room.&quot; His <br />father growled, a tall and burly man, his father was someone not many people would <br />want to argue with. Aaron gulped and then frowned as he handed him his pokeballs <br />with shaking hands, looking at Evan with the deepest loathing. &quot;I hate you...&quot; he <br />muttered under his breath as he trudged off to his room, where he threw himself <br />onto the bed, staring at his roof. &quot;I should have let the stupid pokemon eat him, <br />little tell tale... I bet they ground me for a year...&quot; Aaron growled as he rolled <br />over and sat with his head on his hands. &quot;stupid little butt wipe...&quot; he muttered.<br /><br />Evan in the meanwhile, had slowly calmed down, watching his parents talking now. <br />&quot;...its too dangerous.. if he made a pokemon do this to his brother, what else do <br />you think he could do?&quot; his mother asked worriedly. &quot;he wont do anything of the <br />sort if he knows what&#039;s good for him...&quot; he father growled darkly. &quot;well... why <br />don&#039;t we stop him from training? That&#039;ll stop the problems..&quot; Evan&#039;s mother asked <br />tentatively. His father looked at her. &quot;that&#039;s impossible! You know you can&#039;t stop <br />a person from being a trainer! It&#039;s in his blood!&quot; his father said in a slightly <br />raised voice. &quot;well, we can try! He almost made a pokemon eat his brother for <br />god&#039;s sake Ben! If we don&#039;t stop him now, he may well grow to train pokemon that <br />only do that!&quot; she answered back louder. &quot;no! I will not have him stopped form <br />training! It&#039;s not going to happen Julie!&quot; he practically yelled at her. She <br />glared. &quot;well, I&#039;m going to stop him, im not going to have a.. a.. murderer in my <br />house!&quot; she said, Ben stood up. &quot;you wont do anything of the sort!&quot; she stood up. <br />&quot;I&#039;d like to see you try and stop me!&quot; she yelled. His hand came up, slapping her, <br />though not hard, it was enough to make her fall sideways, holding her cheek. <br />Evan&#039;s eyes widened.<br /><br />His father stood over her, breathing heavily, whilst she whimpered as she held <br />her cheek. &quot;you...&quot; she got up, tears sliding down her cheeks and ran off down to <br />her room.&quot; Evan sat in silence, looking at where she left, before his father&#039;s <br />voice snapped him to attention. &quot;you!&quot; he looked at his father. &quot;get to your <br />room!&quot; Evan stood up, hurrying to his room, whilst his father sat down. Evan <br />hurried into his room, still shivering, starting to choke again, he grabbed a <br />towel, cleaning himself off, and wiped his eyes with the towel, his whole meddling <br />had started this. He sat on his bed, sniffling silently, he thought about his <br />brother, feeling a twinge of anger. &quot;no. it&#039;s not my fault... it&#039;s Aaron&#039;s!&quot; he <br />growled, he lay back on his bed, listening to the thoughts in his head, the <br />memories of what had happened, he slowly drifted off, tired from his eventful <br />morning.<br /><br />&quot;Help!!&quot; evan snapped awake and sat up, looking around. &quot;Help!!&quot; the voice came <br />again, he stood up quickly, the voice had come from Aaron&#039;s room. He hurried out <br />his door, and into the living room, seeing Aaron&#039;s pokeballs. He blinked, one of <br />them was open, he blinked more, picking it up and hurrying to his brothers room, <br />stopping dead at the doorway, terrified at what he saw, Aaron had his back pressed <br />against the wall, with rogue, out of his pokeball, with his huge muzzle <br />surrounding the boy&#039;s belly, Evan&#039;s eyes widened as he stepped back, the ball <br />dropping from his hand, he watched in terror, yet with a strange feeling in his <br />chest as he watched&nbsp;&nbsp;mightyena slowly pushing it&#039;s muzzle up, inch by inch over <br />Aaron&#039;s struggling frame, his brother crying as he yelled for help. His parents <br />were all the way on the other side of the house, and he knew he didn&#039;t have time <br />to get them. Tears of fear welled in his eyes, as Aaron&#039;s chest vanished into the <br />wolf&#039;s muzzle, only his head and shoulders remaining,&nbsp;&nbsp;his head flailing. &quot;stop! <br />Stoppit!!&quot; he suddenly saw evan, the smallest glimmers of hope shining on his <br />face. &quot;e..evan! q..quick! recall him!!&quot; evan looked down at the ball, whimpering <br />as he crouched to pick it up, he looked up, Aaron&#039;s head vanishing into its <br />muzzle. &quot;hurry eva--!&quot; the voice became muffled as mightyena shut it&#039;s mouth <br />around his brother&#039;s head, sealing him from the world, Evan raised the ball. &quot;uh.. <br />uhh... m..mi..mightyena..r..return!&quot; mightyena suddenly vanished into a beam of <br />light and disappeared into the ball, Evan watching hopefully, his heart pumping as <br />he waited...<br /><br />nothing came... Aaron didn&#039;t appear... Evan stood in silence, his heart still <br />pumping, he looked at the ball. &quot;b..bro...?&quot; he whispered weakly as he stood <br />there, trembling from head to toe, the deepest feeling of regret forming in his <br />chest, a lump in his throat preventing him from speaking, he choked, tears sliding <br />down his cheeks, his brother was eaten, the previous day, he would have wished it, <br />yet now as he stood there, in the dark empty doorway, he thought of one thing. <br />&quot;...I never said sorry...&quot; he whimpered as he dropped the ball, running to his <br />room, bursting into tears...<br /><br />Evan jerked a bit, a tear sliding down his cheek as he slept, yet he dreamt on, <br />not waking from his tortured dreams.<br /><br />He awoke again, to a silent house, he got up in silence and walked out of the <br />room, his gaze was to the ground as he passed by the family room, looking in on <br />his brother&#039;s room, neat and silent, cleaned after Aaron had mysteriously vanished <br />without a trace. Thought his parents still believed that he had run away, evan <br />didn&#039;t tell them the truth, the fear of what would happen if they did... he <br />shivered and slowly made his way back to the kitchen, his father there silently <br />reading the paper. It had been 2 months since his brother had vanished, his <br />parents had split up, and evan was alone, he&#039;d been attending school as always, <br />though, he no longer played sports, he didn&#039;t take part in class, just sat there <br />in silence, starting at the desk, always the same thought running through his <br />mind. &quot;why didn&#039;t I do anything sooner?&quot; &quot;why didn&#039;t I say I was sorry?&quot; &quot;why did <br />that happen...?&quot; &quot;was he still angry with me...?&quot; Evan had often broken down in <br />class, in the middle of nothing in particular, and he was now outcasted <br />completely, though, he didn&#039;t want it any other way.<br /><br />His father didn&#039;t so much as greet him as he started to make himself food, evan <br />looking silently at him, before continuing, as he took his bowl, he walked to the <br />bench, but a memory of Aaron made him stop dead, shivering, he dropped the bowl, <br />watching it with a nonchalant look but stepped back when it shattered on the cold <br />hard floor. His father look up. &quot;stupid boy! Cant do anything right! Probably turn <br />out worse then your stupid mother!&quot; he said barking as he got to his feet, seeming <br />to swell with anger, Evan stepped back, sniffling. &quot;i..i...did..didn&#039;t mean..&quot; he <br />whimpered. &quot;SHUT UP AND GET TO YOUR ROOM!&quot; his father yelled, pointing aside, Evan <br />yelped and ran, hurrying to his room and shutting the door behind him, shaking <br />worse then ever as he sat there. His thoughts running faster through his head, one <br />came through though, clear and strong amidst the din of his mixed emotions and <br />painful memories. &quot;run away&quot; he sat there, staring at the ground, looking up <br />slowly with a choke as a tailow flew past silently and gracefully. He blinked some <br />and nodded as he stood up, walking to his cupboard to get changed.<br /><br />He had waited till the night fell, his stomach roaring in hunger, he rubbed it <br />with a wince. &quot;shut up and be patient..&quot; he mumbled as he rubbed his belly. He sat <br />on his bed, dressed in baggy jeans, a t-shirt and a jacket Aaron used to wear, it <br />was the first one he wore as a trainer, having a pokeball emblazoned on the back <br />and a few pockets along the front.&nbsp;&nbsp;He slowly pulled on his black sneakers, tying <br />them and sitting, silently as he waited, a look to the clock on his wall told him. <br />&quot;11:30&quot; he nodded as he stood up, carrying his bag, which now held a bunch of <br />clothes. He slowly walked to the door and opened it, peering out, no lights were <br />on, which was good for him. he snuck out quickly, hurrying to the kitchen and <br />looking through the fridge, he pulled out a few things, not really caring as he <br />wolfed them down, nearly choking as he tried to work a lump of cheese down, he <br />knew that with lights on, his father might wake up, he thought silently, and then <br />shook his head, clearing his thoughts as he then walked to the cupboards, picking <br />out a few non-perishable foods, he remembered Aaron telling him what he took on <br />his first adventure out, packing them into his bag.<br /><br />He looked around before he left and saw them, on the table by the couch. 6 <br />pokeballs, Aaron&#039;s pokeballs. He hesitated at the door, picking them up slowly and <br />hooking them onto his belt nervously. &quot;...its safer anyway...&quot; he mumbles as he <br />hooked the last onto his belt, a light nearby clicked on. Evan spun around and <br />stared down the doorway, his father standing there, looking nothing less then <br />insane. &quot;stupid boy... get to your room... your not going anywhere!&quot; his father <br />said in a vicious growl. Evan stepped back slowly. &quot;im not staying here anymore..&quot; <br />he whimpered as he looked at his father, who stepped after him. Evan&#039;s hand <br />dropped and he chose one of his pokeballs, though not knowing whatsoever as to <br />what it was, he needed some form of protection. &quot;go!&quot; he said in a hurried voice, <br />the ball landing, and raising in a burst of light, was none other, then the <br />pokemon Mightyena. Who hadn&#039;t been out of his ball in 2 months, and was looking <br />somewhat skeletal, his skinny frame unfed, Evan shivered as he backed up. watching <br />his father stopping in his tracks as the pokemon loomed over him with a savage <br />growl. Evan slowly smiled. &quot;m..mightyena! do to him what you did to Aaron!&quot; he <br />said, his voice wavering the slightest bit, his father, would hunt him down, he <br />knew he would, and mightyena needed food, these thoughts mixed, so evan had come <br />up with a solution for both.&nbsp;&nbsp;He watched, satisfied as rogue head butted the large <br />man, right in the head, the force knocking the man cold, not to mention a good <br />three foot back.<br /><br />Evan watched, his heart again thumping hard as he watched with a surprising <br />feeling of anxiousness, watching as mightyena walked to the man&#039;s head, and opened <br />his muzzle wide, getting his lower jaw under the man&#039;s head, he glomped his muzzle <br />around it, and swallowed hard, walking forward as the mans shoulders were pulled <br />into his muzzle. Evan watched, fascinated as mightyena continued to ingest his <br />father, grinning widely as the pokemon&#039;s hugely stretched maw worked down over the <br />man&#039;s chest, drool starting to ooze over his form as mightyena gulped and pulled <br />Ben&#039;s stomach into his maw, now with a good deal of his meal inside of him, the <br />large pokemon sat back and raised it&#039;s head, gulping hard, evan staring as the <br />belly and waist vanish into the pokemon&#039;s muzzle, the bulge pushing out the <br />pokemon&#039;s neck fur widely, before vanishing behind his ribcage, evan stared, <br />smiling deeply as mightyena made quick work of the man&#039;s legs, soon gulping them <br />down, lapping over the feet before they vanished. Evan laughed loudly and jumped. <br />&quot;well done!&quot; he said as he hurried forwards to hug the pokemon, mightyena looking <br />down at the boy and belched, his stomach rather distended. The pokemon thinking <br />somewhat to himself, that other human who caught him, had hit him, and not allowed <br />him to eat humans, though, this new human who had let him out, had told him to eat <br />the person he&#039;d just ingested, and was now hugging him for it, a smile working <br />onto the pokemon&#039;s face as it nuzzled Evan&#039;s small frame.<br /><br />Evan giggled and then stepped back, after petting the pokemon&#039;s muzzle. &quot;for <br />now, ill let you digest, I better get moving anyway...&quot; he said silently as he <br />recalled pokemon, smiling deeply to himself. He hooked the ball back on his belt, <br />and this time, opened the door, shivering silently as the cold night air greeted <br />him, but he went on, without so much as looking back, hopping the fence and <br />starting the long road out to anywhere his feet took him.<br /><br />Evan slowly stirred again, smiling in freaky&#039;s arms, mumbling slightly in his <br />sleep. Before he settled back in and continued to dream.<br /><br />It had been 2 years since he&#039;d run away from home, now ten, he had gone and <br />officially gone to become a trainer, he&#039;d passed of course, and gotten a new <br />pokemon, a ralts. A small psychic pokemon, which Evan smiled at, though internally <br />he simply thought. &quot;rogue&#039;ll eat happy tonight...&quot; he shook the man&#039;s hand as he <br />walked off, pocketing his 6 free pokeballs and his new pokedex, grinning somewhat <br />as he walked to a large forest outside of town. Where evan sat relaxing, on a log, <br />humming somewhat as he sat there, pleased with himself, he&#039;d so far, not lost a <br />match, and no one had talked about him, so he hadn&#039;t been hunted after, he and <br />rogue had made a very strong relation ship and he was very pleased, having learnt <br />a lot in his time away from home, he&#039;d read in a paper a few weeks after his <br />departure, that police were clueless as to &quot;his fathers&quot; and his own whereabouts, <br />evan grinned to himself as he stood up and walked deeper into the forest, it was <br />feeding time.<br /><br />He walked to an open grove, pulling out two pokeballs, he pressed the buttons <br />once and went to throw them, before a loud gulp distracted him, he blinked some <br />and looked aside to where he&#039;d heard it, a grin crossed his face and he slowly <br />walked to a thick patch of bushes, poking his head through, he stared. Before him, <br />stood a 7 ft tall green raichu, rather chubby compared to normal raichu&#039;s, but <br />more alarming, (or to even, intriguing.)was the fact that the pokemon had two <br />denim-covered calves, and a pair of sneaker covered feet in its mouth, squirming <br />and kicking. Evan watched with a deep smile as the pokemon gulped again and pulled <br />the shoes out of sight, then slowly gulped them down happily, until his gut <br />distended, evan put the balls back on his belt and slowly, unknowingly, walked <br />from the bushes, the sight having intrigued him, his feet carried him before the <br />pokemon, he snapped out of his stupor as the pokemon eyed him, with a greedy look <br />on it&#039;s face. Evan gulped. &quot;uhmm.. hey there... I just saw you...e..eat that <br />person...&quot; the pokemon grinned and patted it&#039;s belly, before leaning down to the <br />boy&#039;s eye level and grinned. &quot;and your next!&quot; Evan staggered back. &quot;whoa! Hey! No! <br />wait! I.. I wanted to ask if you&#039;d be my pokemon!&quot; the pokemon blinked and laughed <br />loudly. &quot;me? be trained? And be a midget like you!?&quot; Evan blinked and glared. &quot;my <br />other pokemon do what you do!&quot; the raichu blinked some, seeming somewhat <br />intrigued. &quot;they do huh? What? Just meat ill bet?&quot; Evan frowned. &quot;heck no! other <br />pokemon! And... one of them ate some people...&quot; he said a bit shiftily.&quot; The <br />raichu grinned. &quot;oh? This I&#039;d like to see!&quot; evan grinned. &quot;ok, well, I was just <br />about to feed one anyway.&quot; He stepped away from the pokemon and pulled out the two <br />balls again. &quot;come on out rogue! Dinner time!&quot; he threw the two, and out came a <br />small ralts, and again, the huge form of rogue, who, since having been with evan, <br />was once again very well fed, and toned.<br /><br />The ralts looked around, seeing evan, then freaky, then the towering mightyena, <br />it squeaked and evan grinned. &quot;rogue, dinner!&quot; he said, pointing at the ralts, the <br />large wolf looked at evan, then the ralts and leaned down swiftly to grab it in <br />it&#039;s maw, the entire pokemon fitting easily, evan watched with a grin, the raichu <br />too, watching with admiration as the huge wolf gulped the small pokemon down <br />slowly, ralts&#039; small form able to be seen squirming all the way down, rogue let <br />out a contended belch and looked at the raichu, sniffing him some. Evan laughed. <br />&quot;no rogue! He&#039;s not food too! return!&quot; he recalled rogue and walked to the <br />pokemon. &quot;so, what do you say?&quot; the raichu looked at him with a grin. &quot;Well... if <br />I get fed as well as he does, and a few other little bonuses... I might be <br />enticed...&quot; evan giggled and nodded. &quot;deal, hehe!&quot; the raichu held out a paw, <br />which evan took. &quot;deal then kid!&quot; he said. Evan shook the hand and pulled out a <br />pokeball, the raichu recoiled some, but soon relaxed, he looked at evan, who still <br />hadn&#039;t let go of his paw, and blinked, he grinned some and pulled him over into a <br />hug, evan screamed in fright. &quot;woah! Easy kid! Easy!&quot; the raichu hushed him. &quot;im <br />not gunna eat you.&quot; He said with a grin. &quot;just wanted to say my name&#039;s freaky <br />aight, do not call me raichu, or I will eat you, capiche?&quot; evan nodded slowly and <br />squirmed in the hug. The raichu nodded and then let him go. &quot;aight kid, lets go.&quot; <br />Evan snickered and nodded as he threw the ball. Watching as it hit the raichu and <br />pulled him in, shaking a few times, before an odd noise told him he did it, he <br />grinned as he picked it up and put it on his belt. &quot;alright...&quot; he mumbled.<br /><br />Evan smiled slowly in his sleep, squirming a bit in freaky&#039;s arms, the pokemon <br />slowly awakening and looking down to his trainer with a small smile, nuzzling the <br />boy&#039;s hair.<br />Evan slept on, smiling softly. But sadly, the dreams were replaying...<br /><br />&quot;Evan! Come on bro! Wake up! I wanna show you something!&quot;<br /><br />Evan suddenly awoke with a yell, cold sweat starting to drip from him, tears <br />mingling with the sweat as he looked down to rogue with a choke, freaky slowly <br />hugging him, Evan had of course told him about the dreams, and the raichu had <br />comforted him, much like he was now. Evan shivering as he settled into freaky&#039;s <br />arms. &quot;again with the dreams hun?&quot; freaky asked softly. &quot;y...yup...&quot; evan <br />whispered silently. &quot;shh... go to sleep evan... they&#039;re just dreams...&quot; freaky <br />said softly. &quot;...t..they&#039;re memories... not dreams...&quot; evan muttered softly, <br />choking again as he tried to close his eyes and let sleep take him...<br /><br /><br />The End.</span>",
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