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Lloyd had those nightmares again—that same harrowing memory of neverending pain over and over again. His longing desire to finally put them to rest was a tough challenge, and the endless loop of the dream was something they hadn't been prepared to face. With each memory, each word uttered, and each figure that appeared, they couldn't stop themselves from crying in their sleep. Melanie just couldn't stop appearing in his dreams and tainting them with nightmares...


Thought I'd expand on some Lloyd lore a bit by drawing this little doozie. I know, a bit too far, but this is what happens when your fursona has an extremely fucked up backstory, I guess.


It is highly recommended to blacklist tags if any of them trigger you. Thanks!^^
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