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Fall asleep to dreams of home
Where the waves are crashing
The only place I've ever known
Now the future has me
I see the fire in the sky
See it all around me
I said the past is dead
The life I had is gone
Said I won't give up
Until I see the sun
Hold me now
'Til the fear is leaving
I am barely breathing
Waking up and letting go
To the sound of angels
Am I alive or just a ghost?
Haunted by my sorrows
Hope is slipping through my hands
Gravity is taking hold
I said I'm not afraid
That I am brave enough
I will not give up
Until I see the sun
Hold me now
'Til the fear is leaving
I am barely breathing
Crying out
These tired wings are falling
I need you to catch me
As I burn
As I break
I can't take it anymore
I return to the place
Where the water covers over everything
Rescue me somehow
Hold me now
'Til the fear is leaving
I am barely breathing
Crying out
These tired wings are falling
I need you to catch me
Hold me now
'Til the fear is leaving
I am barely breathing
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