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Sudden change. Just seconds. Maybe it was true, maybe virginity really wasn't just taken significantly physically only, but mentally too, Leo thought absent-mindedly, as he felt no more embarrassment or panic, as Raphael was kissing him so eagerly and his finger still probing Leonardo's entrance. Before, he panicked out several times. At first he managed to stress Raphael out too, but in no time Raphael lost his patience with Leo's whining and complaining and the usual ``We need to stop''s, that Raphael really and truly had enough of. Raphael was persistent by not moving away, and so finally he managed to make Leonardo give up with the struggles already.\n\nRaphael sighed contently, having an intimate, peaceful moment, needing to process for a moment, that this was not a fantasy anymore, it's actually happening. Leo's warmth and awkwardly shifting body was enough constant reminder. His faith and affection towards his brother was enough to calm down and trust them. Trust them and not be afraid about anything new. He slowly removed his finger, a smirk formed on his lips, as he managed to muster out a surprised little moan from Leo.\n\n``I will now.....'' Raphael tried to state the obvious, but it sounded so awkward he just rather cleared his throat and grabbed his own erection, positioning himself more between Leo's legs. So far so good. Leonardo's reaction was more curious, than panicked. That was good start at least.\n\n``Yeah...'' Leo just mumbled as a silent approval. He indiscreetly examined Raph's member, making the other even more nervous, especially when Leo admired him for a moment longer. There was some lust and pride in that gaze, but there was also something primal and intimidating. At least so it felt for Raphael, yet he was over Leo. Leonardo's thoughts surfaced again, as sometimes do, being so proud having Raphael to himself, sharing such a big secret with the other and having the other just for himself. The big tough ``macho boy'' yearning so badly for his attention and affection. For this moment only he allowed the luxury for himself being amused by the highly taboo selfish thought that he ``owns'' Raphael. Raphael is his. Such an indulgent thought. Leo bit his lower lip, feeling heat rushing through him, as he lifted his hand and sensually brushing over Raph's plastron. He could swear he noticed Raphael's cheeks getting darker, more than likely from blushing. Little did he know, that while he was so buried in his own little mind world, his enigmatic expressions and acts had an effect on Raphael too. Raph stared back at Leo, feeling his body could explode from heat and clustered, numbing desire to get physical any minute. He gave out an impatient, desperate grunt, as he lowered down with his upper body, smashing his lips against Leo's and without any more hesitation, pressing the tip of his member to Leo's entrance. Leo kissed back with an appreciative muffled grumble, but he tensed up and broke the kiss, leaning away, worriedly glancing down.\n\n``W-wait...''\n\n``Now what.'' Raphael sighed annoyed being disturbed by sudden break of events for the hundredth time.\n\n``You should...I guess you should uhm....use that bottle..on your uh..''\n\n``I did, while ya were busy being sexy...'' Raphael grumbled on an unamused tone, pressing to Leo rougher, demonstrating the reassuring slipperiness.\n\n``Uhm...ok, but ....should we...really do this...?'' Leo tried to slightly move away, somehow his sassiness from before dissolving in the minute as feeling Raphael close to him. The fear of Raphael seeing him vulnerable didn't let his mind rest.\n\nRaphael sighed.\n\n``Do ya wanna switch....?'' Raph offered, although his voice wasn't convincing he really wanted that.\n\nLeo blinked surprised, then frowned wondering.\n\n``No...?''\n\n``Then hold onto me and lemme focus here! All ya need to do is just relax, alright?''\n\n``Easier said, than done...'' Leo grumbled, sulking.\n\n``Look, we gonna have a great time, `kay?'' Raphael tried reassuringly, as he pressed a rough, comforting kiss on Leo's cheek, as he managed to dare doing a rough grind with his erection against Leo's entrance. The sudden friction brought out a small gasp from both. This was enough of a wake up call for Leonardo to reconsider his nervousness. Once again, he wanted this. They wanted this. Then why would his reflexes constantly order him to make it stop. He was too tense. He closed his eyes, inhaled, then exhaled. The decision was made long ago.\n\n``Alright. Nevermind what I said. Excuse my doubts. I uhm....I want this too....'' Leonardo finally mustered up enough courage to say it out loud. His shaky voice still rang pathetic in his mind, but it was more than enough reassurance for Raphael on the other hand. The other kissed him so suddenly, so eagerly and deeply, they were ran out of breath fast. Raphael initiated grinding again, getting rougher or speeding up the pace exploring what sent even more friction through their bodies. Leo tried to shift in a better position so that Raphael could press closer to him, however, after a few moves and he barely could control his body, as legs pressed against Raphael's sides, thighs trembling. Raphael stopped for a moment, kissing Leo passionately, then reached down and eagerly lined up and started pressing in. Well, it was tougher than he thought. Leo happened to be way tighter than he assumed, besides it didn't help that the other was too stressed and needed to loosen up.\n\n``Fuck...'' Raphael grumbled on a low husky tone. He tried forcing more. At least Leo wasn't trying to shift away. ``C'me on.....relax a bit.'' Raph asked silently on an impatient tone.\n\n``Ok...'' Leo grunted back nervously, then slumped in place in defeat. ``How...''\n\n``Like...ya know...lemme in?''\n\n``Oh wow, very helpful tip.'' Leo sighed. Then closed his eyes. At least even in such critical times his mind was working well enough to think about a solution. A kind of meditation. Just enough to loosen up his body, exhaling, inhaling, sending soothing energy through his heated up, tense body, calming his sore muscles. Before he could finish the little moment and give Raphael any reassurance, the other already roughly started pressing in, until the end of his member was fully covered with heat, leaving Leonardo without breath.\n\n``Ohohohooo, fuck yeah!'' Raph grinned, as he pecked Leo, then pressed in as deep as he could.\n\n``R-Raph....wai-nfh!'' Leo tried, pain and an unfamiliar tightness made his heart skip a beat and rather feeling like it was beating in his throat.\n\n``Yer so tight I can't move...'' Raph complained, as he did not have any intentions to just stay in that position and rather being eager to finally thrusting, however the plan wasn't working.\n\n``Just give me a moment....'' Leo mumbled on a shaky, out of breath tone, gasping for air for a moment.\n\nHis heart beating crazy, breath uneven, feeling sweat rolling down on his skin, but nothing was as unbearable as the heat and numbing pain of yearning for more stimulation. Leonardo needed a long moment to get used to the unfamiliar intrusive feeling and get over the crazy heartbeat and uncomfortable tension. He collapsed from his elbows on his shell and rather reached up to get a hold onto Raph's broad shoulders.\n\n``Okay...I guess...OW!'' he couldn't even finish his sentence and Raphael made a daring, too sudden, too rough deep thrust.\n\n``Sorry...'' Raphael grumbled on a low, husky tone.\n\nEventually after a few awkward attempts and apologizing to Leo, he managed to control his hips instead of thrusting eagerly and unevenly, rather allowing his whole body to move with the motion, rather than just sending his hips into drilling motion as if being a machine. The slow pace was a much more rewarding pleasure source. It felt like sinking in the of flow comforting pleasure and heat, feeling so close and safe, that nothing ever mattered. Raphael lowered his upper body back down, immediately meeting with Leonardo's welcoming embrace, pressing his cheek to Leo's and sneaking his hands under Leo, holding him close, getting a hold onto his shoulder from behind, keeping him in place not to ever manage to break the contact. For Leonardo on the other hand wasn't such a flow of great stimulation. It rather felt like an intrusive sensation that pumped the air out of him every time, making him feel embarrassed as he couldn't control his own vocal cords enough, so every thrust it made him give out small noises. The sensation was rather painful and numbing, making his insides feeling sore and his stomach jump. He was struggling with the unfamiliar feeling, in his fantasies it certainly was pictured differently and Raphael definitely wasn't pictured larger, than his own finger, but he was terribly wrong with that in reality. Raphael was quite the size and being inside like that felt enormous. Maybe there was a tint of disappointment in every stabbing pain that lasted for a moment, then the longer lasting soreness replacing it. Although he felt that way, his body was still burning up, he was still sweating and panting and ``moaning like an idiot''. Eventhough he felt such an unfamiliar sensation and such intrusive simulation, Raphael's closeness and touch and voice was reassuring and comforting. That he cherished the most. Just the plain presence of Raphael was more than enough pleasure for him. His skin, his voice, his smell, just everything that was Raphael. Feeling so emotional even at such a critical moment, he wrapped his arms around Raphael's neck and kissed him affectionately, while his sore muscles were giving in, his body getting tired of fighting the rough stimulation and he just slumped in place, muscles letting up defeated.\n\n``Finally...'' Raphael grumbled on a deep, raspy tone between breaths, lips still brushing Leo's.\n\n``Hm...?'' Leo tried processing Raphael ever said anything.\n\nAnd then.\n\nHow wrong he was just before.\n\nRaphael started thrusting in deeper and harder. Leo's eyes widened and with a gasp, gave out a surprised louder moan. The pleasure and heat came so suddenly, even after it his body was still trembling from the after resonance.\n\n``Shell yeah...'' Raphael smirked contently, as he was proud of himself finally finding that one spot. ``Better, ey?''\n\n``R-Raph......oooh..shell! It's just...!'' Leo tried between clenched teeth, trying his best to hold back the moans he found so embarrassing, then covered his mouth with one hand. No more doubts. No more thoughts, no more embarrassment or anger of feeling so vulnerable and definitely no disappointment that lasted such a little time anyways. Even the pain and soreness was forgotten long ago. It was just there, the stimulation, the heat left him breathless each thrust, anticipating almost impatiently for every pressure to happen inside.\n\n``No....c'me on....noone's home ....anyways....I wanna hear ya scream for me..'' Raphael managed between pants, as he grabbed Leo's wrist and pressed up beside him on the pillow, holding it there, then hunting down the other hand, which tried to cover the other's place on Leo's mouth, just giving Raphael more boost to thrust in harder and deeper, while keeping Leo's hands in place.\n\n``But...RAPH..!'' Leo tried to protest, but in vain, since he had nothing to cover his face with, biting down his lower lip didn't help much either, since his nasal regions weren't enough to take enough oxygen in.\n\n``Yeah, that's right...'' Raphael grumbled between pants.\n\nAs Raphael's pace grew stronger, each thrust felt like echoing the same heightened friction through Leo's body over and over, making his kind of loud moans into more silent whimpers, as his body trembled from the continuous merciless stimulation. No matter how much he was out of breath, no matter how his thighs felt numb and body soaked in sweat or how embarrassing he felt that he couldn't control himself as he wanted to, with the perfectionist demands he had about his own self, no matter how the tickling feeling of stimulation felt like making him cry in any minute-which would be even more embarrassing-, he just didn't want it all to stop. He even managed to muster out a few muffled encouraging words or call Raph's name, until the pounding suddenly stopped, Raph's cheek pressed to Leo's plastron, and Raph's whole body tensing up. Leo grunted out a surprised, but rather disappointed sound, bucking his hips for a moment, demanding it to continue.\n\n`` Raph...please...come on!''\n\n``Jus'....jus' a sec....I gotta come, but I don't wanna.......unfh shell...'' Raphael managed breathlessly, heaving.\n\n``But Raph I want to!''\n\n``Mhfine...''\n\nRaphael pushed himself up in position, exhaled sharply, then resumed. The renewing sensation of the now familiar simulation brought Leo to edge, clawing in Raph's arms, keeping himself as steady as possible.\n\n``Unfh, I...I'm close! Raph..just.....yes!'' Leo exclaimed as his mind went blank for a moment, just shivering in the sweet intensity of his first ever orgasm, that was scattering through every inch of his body. Raph couldn't help but grin for a moment, then in no time he clenched his teeth, speeding up, uncontrollably thrusting, as his gasps and pants intensified, then with a loud growl and tensed up muscles released his last drops of ecstasy in Leo. Then with a few more lazy thrusts and breathless kisses, he collapsed on his equally exhausted brother. After a few moments catching their breaths and waiting for the aftereffects of their first and most intimate time together in months. It took some time for Leo to regain some consciousness and manage to demand his limp body to lazily, but skillfully flip Raphael over on the bed, so that he could squirm and bundle up beside the larger one in a better position, since while Raph was towering on him, he stole all the breaths Leo also needed and also squished the unnecessary air out of him. In the new position he could definitely feel his muscles sore and he really wanted to shower, but there were no words to describe how comfortable and light he felt in his own skin. It felt like as if he was lighter a great few pounds. And he definitely felt sleepy.\n\n``Well wow...'' Raphael broke the comfortable silence.\n\n``Mhm.'' Leo murmured absent-mindedly.\n\n``So...''\n\n``It was amazing. Thank you, Raphael.'' Leo blinked for a moment, his voice got raspy from all the panting and moaning, and it definitely was sounding strange for him. It did carry great fresh memories.\n\n``HAH! I told ya we'll have a great time! And what the Hell are ya thankin' for like...shit. ``Oooh...we caaaaan't'' ``Oooh, Raphael stoop!'' ``\n\nLeo just pressed a lazy kiss on Raph's lips to make him shut up.\n\n``How do you even have energy to be angry at this time...?''\n\n``I'm always angry.'' Raphael grumbled on a sulking tone.''No, wait..'' he grinned widely with a content expression. ''I'm not angry. I'm just in love.'' He nodded, being pleased with the feeling and statement.\n\nLeo's eyes widened, his embrace tightened on Raphael. The statement really caught him off guard. And once again, he knew he supposed to say something, rushed words circling in his head, such as ``me too'' or ``I feel the same'' or anything, but his mind just went blank. Somehow he just always froze and couldn't articulate out properly when he needed to speak up filled with emotions. He just sighed and pressed his face in the curve of Raph's neck.\n\n \n\n \n\nOn the next morning Leonardo, as best and refreshed he felt the day before, as sore and lazy and slightly moody he felt the other day. Although he still could recall the sweet times he had with Raphael and his backside was certainly a reminder of Raphael's past erection pounding there, or that he felt sticky all over, he still felt annoyed, as he really wanted to rest more in the sheet bundle and Raphael in it, but he needed to force himself awake and fast get over his morning routines and wake Raphael up to get the other in his room before anyone else wakes up. The plan was perfect. Wake Raphael up, toss him in his room, rush into the bathroom, feeling fresh enough for the day, act like nothing serious happened, make sure family is alright, ask them about last night and totally avoid that anything special happened between him and Raphael. Ever. Everything will be fine. Except the fact, that the minute he shook Raphael up and grabbed the door to open it and push Raph out, Leo froze, as he heard Mikey's big mouth speaking something to Don as he was approaching the kitchen.\n\n``Shit....'' Leo grunted, then waited. He froze in position and just listened, regaining by reflex the ninja instincts that they mastered from their father for years.\n\nHe definitely heard noises from the kitchen. Brother already awake. He glanced at the time on his shelf. They slept in. They father was most likely up, but the rat was so silent it was never predictable where he was.\n\n``Stay here. I'll check and I'll knock twice if you can leave.'' He ordered Raphael, then fast pulled his rugs on himself, making a grimace as it made him feel uncomfortable, dressing up before a good shower.\n\nRaphael yawned and nodded, he really wasn't yet comprehending the severity of the situation. Leonardo arranged his bandana, then inhaled, exhaled, then left his room, body tense from stress and tension. He tried to act all normal, as he fast glanced around. He stretched in front of his door, as he was just standing and observing for a longer moment. His brothers were no threat, he was rather searching for the father. He made a dangerous move, of almost being spotted, as he jumped off to the main area. He swallowed back a grunt, as he felt sluggish and sore, definitely not in the shape to ninja around. He froze, as he leaned aside, seeing their father being busy with a plant in his room. He sighed silently, then walking backwards, eyeing both doors, the kitchen and the father's room, he backed back to his door's room and lightly knocked twice. The minute until Raphael finally opened it up, felt like a tense eternity, but the other was so calm about it, he even pressed a light peck on Leo's lips and headed to his room with a lazy yawn. Leonardo frowned after Raphael for being so dangerously careless, anyone could have seen them in that moment. Then he shook his head and headed for a shower.\n\nWhen he was done, he indeed felt way better. Some of the soreness eased up, he felt refreshed and all clean. Even movements felt better after a great shower. Then he fast headed to the kitchen. He really wanted to see his brothers and their expressions, seeking for the cluelessness.\n\n``Good morning.'' He greeted naturally, his voice still sounded unusually raspy.\n\n``Yoooo! Man, why did you leave last night?! The movie ended so great, but I'm not gonna spoiler it for you! Plus at the end we ate some ice cream too! Duuude, I haven't been so well fed with junk food in mah life!'' Mikey already started, petting his own stomach dreamily, remembering the great food he had at April's.\n\nDonatello just nodded and examined Leo from head to toe, as he loosely moved his cup of half emptied coffee mug in his hand in a circling motion. Leo just listened to Mikey with a half smile, he was very aware of Don's gaze, but he intentionally avoided it.\n\n``Would you guys like to eat some sushi?'' Leonardo eventually changing subject, as he started preparing some tea, but then he froze, when he noticed the tea was done, most likely by the father. It just made him feel even more tense.\n\n``Yeah!! But we're not gonna start a diet, right?'' Mikey asked worriedly.\n\n``Oh, that's a good idea, Mikey! We should definitely plan a diet. What do you say, Don?'' Leo teased the younger one.\n\n``Yes, I'm definitely up for it. I will make a thorough research and we can plan a strict diet. I'm sure Mikey won't mind eating lettuce only for the rest of his life.'' Don also joined the teasing.\n\n``Guys, come oon, this is not funny! I mean you're just joking, right? Dooonnie, come on, you supposed to be on my side!'' Mikey smiled nervously.\n\n``You know how it is, Mikey. We need to follow the leader's orders.'' Don continued the teasing as he shrugged.\n\n``Dooniiieeeee, you betrayed me!'' then he turned at Leo, who was grinning, leaned against the counter, but hid his smile behind the mug, sipping his tea contently. ''Leo? Bro, come on, just the word of diet is killing me!''\n\n``Who the Hell dares mentioning ``diet'' in this kitchen!'' Raphael lazy, deep, raspy voice thundered in the kitchen annoyedly.\n\n``RAPH!! HEEELP, THESE TWO ARE HAVING AN EVIL PLAN!'' Mikey exclaimed dramatically, pointing at Leo's and Don's direction.\n\n``Don't worry, Mikey, we're gonna catch them and take `em as hostages and make `em regret mentioning any ``strict diet'' in This kitchen!'' Raphael said dramatically, playfully punching in his palm, but then they burst out in chuckles, Mikey glanced at his chuckling brothers, then sighed in relief.\n\n``It was a joke, thank god's shiny shell...'' Mikey reassured himself.\n\n``Alright, then. When you're all ready, let's go to the dojo.'' Leo said, as he washed his mug, then as he was leaving the kitchen, he glanced at Raph with a half smile, who returned the gesture, then Leo left, as Mikey bounced after him, trying to negotiate about the lunch. Raphael absent-mindedly glanced after Leo, forgetting there was Don too and stared at Leo's ass satisfied, as he was chugging down some milk, while leaning on the opened fridge door.\n\n``You might want to at least close the door.'' Don said calmly, as he sipped his coffee and grabbed his phone.\n\nRaphael choked on some milk, as he was surprised by the calm voice, which sounded very aware of what was Raphael doing. Raph slammed in the door, grabbed his cereals, threw it on the table with the milk, grabbed a bowl and spoon, then slumped on the chair, then prepared his meal, then started eating.\n\nDonatello glanced up at Raphael, then smirked, as he glanced back on his phone's screen.\n\n``So how are you feeling?'' he asked on a friendly tone.\n\n``Fine.'' Raphael snapped back grumpily.\n\n``Yes, you seem fine, considering you felt incredibly ill last night.''\n\nRaph froze. He glared at Don. He had suspicions Donatello already figured that there is something going on between him and Leonardo, but usually Donatello just ignores things, that don't concern him or just simply accepts it. However, this time not only he really pointed out that he is perfectly aware about the situation, there was a glimpse of warning in his tone. That didn't sound alright.\n\n``Oh yeah...well...I jus' needed to throw up an' wa-...''\n\n``I see.'' Don interrupted still on a calm tone. ''Well Leonardo promised he'll visit back to April and Casey after he made sure you're home.''\n\n``He did? Maybe he didn't feel like it, then.'' Raph shrugged.\n\n``Yes, probably.'' Don got up, washed his mug, then leaned in to Raphael. ``Pretty much transparent, isn't it?'' he smiled, then headed out to the dojo.\n\nRaphael clenched his teeth, crunching roughly on the cereals. Donatello's reaction wasn't right.\n\n \n\n", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "It felt like when I thread is ripped. Sudden change. Just seconds. Maybe it was true, maybe virginity really wasn't just taken significantly physically only, but mentally too, Leo thought absent-mindedly, as he felt no more embarrassment or panic, as Raphael was kissing him so eagerly and his finger still probing Leonardo's entrance. Before, he panicked out several times. At first he managed to stress Raphael out too, but in no time Raphael lost his patience with Leo's whining and complaining and the usual ``We need to stop''s, that Raphael really and truly had enough of. Raphael was persistent by not moving away, and so finally he managed to make Leonardo give up with the struggles already.

Raphael sighed contently, having an intimate, peaceful moment, needing to process for a moment, that this was not a fantasy anymore, it's actually happening. Leo's warmth and awkwardly shifting body was enough constant reminder. His faith and affection towards his brother was enough to calm down and trust them. Trust them and not be afraid about anything new. He slowly removed his finger, a smirk formed on his lips, as he managed to muster out a surprised little moan from Leo.

``I will now.....'' Raphael tried to state the obvious, but it sounded so awkward he just rather cleared his throat and grabbed his own erection, positioning himself more between Leo's legs. So far so good. Leonardo's reaction was more curious, than panicked. That was good start at least.

``Yeah...'' Leo just mumbled as a silent approval. He indiscreetly examined Raph's member, making the other even more nervous, especially when Leo admired him for a moment longer. There was some lust and pride in that gaze, but there was also something primal and intimidating. At least so it felt for Raphael, yet he was over Leo. Leonardo's thoughts surfaced again, as sometimes do, being so proud having Raphael to himself, sharing such a big secret with the other and having the other just for himself. The big tough ``macho boy'' yearning so badly for his attention and affection.  For this moment only he allowed the luxury for himself being amused by the highly taboo selfish thought that he ``owns'' Raphael. Raphael is his. Such an indulgent thought. Leo bit his lower lip, feeling heat rushing through him, as he lifted his hand and sensually brushing over Raph's plastron. He could swear he noticed Raphael's cheeks getting darker, more than likely from blushing. Little did he know, that while he was so buried in his own little mind world, his enigmatic expressions and acts had an effect on Raphael too. Raph stared back at Leo, feeling his body could explode from heat and clustered, numbing desire to get physical any minute. He gave out an impatient, desperate grunt, as he lowered down with his upper body, smashing his lips against Leo's and without any more hesitation, pressing the tip of his member to Leo's entrance. Leo kissed back with an appreciative muffled grumble, but he tensed up and broke the kiss, leaning away, worriedly glancing down.

``W-wait...''

``Now what.'' Raphael sighed annoyed being disturbed by sudden break of events for the hundredth time.

``You should...I guess you should uhm....use that bottle..on your uh..''

``I did, while ya were busy being sexy...'' Raphael grumbled on an unamused tone, pressing to Leo rougher, demonstrating the reassuring slipperiness.

``Uhm...ok, but ....should we...really do this...?'' Leo tried to slightly move away, somehow his sassiness from before dissolving in the minute as feeling Raphael close to him. The fear of Raphael seeing him vulnerable didn't let his mind rest.

Raphael sighed.

``Do ya wanna switch....?'' Raph offered, although his voice wasn't convincing he really wanted that.

Leo blinked surprised, then frowned wondering.

``No...?''

``Then hold onto me and lemme focus here! All ya need to do is just relax, alright?''

``Easier said, than done...'' Leo grumbled, sulking.

``Look, we gonna have a great time, `kay?'' Raphael tried reassuringly, as he pressed a rough, comforting kiss on Leo's cheek, as he managed to dare doing a rough grind with his erection against Leo's entrance. The sudden friction brought out a small gasp from both. This was enough of a wake up call for Leonardo to reconsider his nervousness. Once again, he wanted this. They wanted this. Then why would his reflexes constantly order him to make it stop. He was too tense. He closed his eyes, inhaled, then exhaled. The decision was made long ago.

``Alright. Nevermind what I said. Excuse my doubts. I uhm....I want this too....'' Leonardo finally mustered up enough courage to say it out loud. His shaky voice still rang pathetic in his mind, but it was more than enough reassurance for Raphael on the other hand. The other kissed him so suddenly, so eagerly and deeply, they were ran out of breath fast. Raphael initiated grinding again, getting rougher or speeding up the pace exploring what sent even more friction through their bodies. Leo tried to shift in a better position so that Raphael could press closer to him, however, after a few moves and he barely could control his body, as legs pressed against Raphael's sides, thighs trembling. Raphael stopped for a moment, kissing Leo passionately, then reached down and eagerly lined up and started pressing in. Well, it was tougher than he thought. Leo happened to be way tighter than he assumed, besides it didn't help that the other was too stressed and needed to loosen up.

``Fuck...'' Raphael grumbled on a low husky tone. He tried forcing more. At least Leo wasn't trying to shift away. ``C'me on.....relax a bit.'' Raph asked silently on an impatient tone.

``Ok...'' Leo grunted back nervously, then slumped in place in defeat. ``How...''

``Like...ya know...lemme in?''

``Oh wow, very helpful tip.'' Leo sighed. Then closed his eyes. At least even in such critical times his mind was working well enough to think about a solution. A kind of meditation. Just enough to loosen up  his body, exhaling, inhaling, sending soothing energy through his heated up, tense body, calming his sore muscles. Before he could finish the little moment and give Raphael any reassurance, the other already roughly started pressing in, until the end of his member was fully covered with heat, leaving Leonardo without breath.

``Ohohohooo, fuck yeah!'' Raph grinned, as he pecked Leo, then pressed in as deep as he could.

``R-Raph....wai-nfh!'' Leo tried, pain and an unfamiliar tightness made his heart skip a beat and rather feeling like it was beating in his throat.

``Yer so tight I can't move...'' Raph complained, as he did not have any intentions to just stay in that position and rather being eager to finally thrusting, however the plan wasn't working.

``Just give me a moment....'' Leo mumbled on a shaky, out of breath tone, gasping for air for a moment.

His heart beating crazy, breath uneven, feeling sweat rolling down on his skin, but nothing was as unbearable as the heat and numbing pain of yearning for more stimulation. Leonardo needed a long moment to get used to the unfamiliar intrusive feeling and get over the crazy heartbeat and uncomfortable tension. He collapsed from his elbows on his shell and rather reached up to get a hold onto Raph's broad shoulders.

``Okay...I guess...OW!'' he couldn't even finish his sentence and Raphael made a daring, too sudden, too rough deep thrust.

``Sorry...'' Raphael grumbled on a low, husky tone.

Eventually after a few awkward attempts and apologizing to Leo, he managed to control his hips instead of thrusting eagerly and unevenly, rather allowing his whole body to move with the motion, rather than just sending his hips into drilling motion as if being a machine. The slow pace was a much more rewarding pleasure source.  It felt like sinking in the of flow comforting pleasure and heat, feeling so close and safe, that nothing ever mattered. Raphael lowered his upper body back down, immediately meeting with Leonardo's welcoming embrace, pressing his cheek to Leo's and sneaking his hands under Leo, holding him close, getting a hold onto his shoulder from behind, keeping him in place not to ever manage to break the contact. For Leonardo on the other hand wasn't such a flow of great stimulation. It rather felt like an intrusive sensation that pumped the air out of him every time, making him feel embarrassed as he couldn't control his own vocal cords enough, so every thrust it made him give out small noises. The sensation was rather painful and numbing, making his insides feeling sore and his stomach jump. He was struggling with the unfamiliar feeling, in his fantasies it certainly was pictured differently and Raphael definitely wasn't pictured larger, than his own finger, but he was terribly wrong with that in reality. Raphael was quite the size and being inside like that felt enormous. Maybe there was a tint of disappointment in every stabbing pain that lasted for a moment, then the longer lasting soreness replacing it.  Although he felt that way, his body was still burning up, he was still sweating and panting and ``moaning like an idiot''. Eventhough he felt such an unfamiliar sensation and such intrusive simulation, Raphael's closeness and touch and voice was reassuring and comforting. That he cherished the most. Just the plain presence of Raphael was more than enough pleasure for him. His skin, his voice, his smell, just everything that was Raphael. Feeling so emotional even at such a critical moment, he wrapped his arms around Raphael's neck and kissed him affectionately, while his sore muscles were giving in, his body getting tired of fighting the rough stimulation and he just slumped in place, muscles letting up defeated.

``Finally...'' Raphael grumbled on a deep, raspy tone between breaths, lips still brushing Leo's.

``Hm...?'' Leo tried processing Raphael ever said anything.

And then.

How wrong he was just before.

Raphael started thrusting in deeper and harder. Leo's eyes widened and with a gasp, gave out a surprised louder moan. The pleasure and heat came so suddenly, even after it his body was still trembling from the after resonance.

``Shell yeah...'' Raphael smirked contently, as he was proud of himself finally finding that one spot. ``Better, ey?''

``R-Raph......oooh..shell! It's just...!'' Leo tried between clenched teeth, trying his best to hold back the moans he found so embarrassing, then covered his mouth with one hand. No more doubts. No more thoughts, no more embarrassment or anger of feeling so vulnerable and definitely no disappointment that lasted such a little time anyways. Even the pain and soreness was forgotten long ago. It was just there, the stimulation, the heat left him breathless each thrust, anticipating almost impatiently for every pressure to happen inside.

``No....c'me on....noone's home ....anyways....I wanna hear ya scream for me..'' Raphael managed between pants, as he grabbed Leo's wrist and pressed up beside him on the pillow, holding it there, then hunting down the other hand, which tried to cover the other's place on Leo's mouth, just giving Raphael more boost to thrust in harder and deeper, while keeping Leo's hands in place.

``But...RAPH..!'' Leo tried to protest, but in vain, since he had nothing to cover his face with, biting down his lower lip didn't help much either, since his nasal regions weren't enough to take enough oxygen in.

``Yeah, that's right...'' Raphael grumbled between pants.

As Raphael's pace grew stronger, each thrust felt like echoing the same heightened friction through Leo's body over and over, making his kind of loud moans into more silent whimpers, as his body trembled from the continuous merciless stimulation. No matter how much he was out of breath, no matter how his thighs felt numb and body soaked in sweat or how embarrassing he felt that he couldn't control himself as he wanted to, with the perfectionist demands he had about his own self, no matter how the tickling feeling of stimulation felt like making him cry in any minute-which would be even more embarrassing-, he just didn't want it all to stop. He even managed to muster out a few muffled encouraging words or call Raph's name, until the pounding suddenly stopped, Raph's cheek pressed to Leo's plastron, and Raph's whole body tensing up. Leo grunted out a surprised, but rather disappointed sound, bucking his hips for a moment, demanding it to continue.

`` Raph...please...come on!''

``Jus'....jus' a sec....I gotta come, but I don't wanna.......unfh shell...'' Raphael managed breathlessly, heaving.

``But Raph I want to!''

``Mhfine...''

Raphael pushed himself up in position, exhaled sharply, then resumed. The renewing sensation of the now familiar simulation brought Leo to edge, clawing in Raph's arms, keeping himself as steady as possible.

``Unfh, I...I'm close! Raph..just.....yes!'' Leo exclaimed as his mind went blank for a moment, just shivering in the sweet intensity of his first ever orgasm, that was scattering through every inch of his body. Raph couldn't help but grin for a moment, then in no time he clenched his teeth, speeding up, uncontrollably thrusting, as his gasps and pants intensified, then with a loud growl and tensed up muscles released his last drops of ecstasy in Leo. Then with a few more lazy thrusts and breathless kisses, he collapsed on his equally exhausted brother. After a few moments catching their breaths and waiting for the aftereffects of their first and most intimate time together in months. It took some time for Leo to regain some consciousness and manage to demand his limp body to lazily, but skillfully flip Raphael over on the bed, so that he could squirm and bundle up beside the larger one in a better position, since while Raph was towering on him, he stole all the breaths Leo also needed and also squished the unnecessary air out of him. In the new position he could definitely feel his muscles sore and he really wanted to shower, but there were no words to describe how comfortable and light he felt in his own skin. It felt like as if he was lighter a great few pounds. And he definitely felt sleepy.

``Well wow...'' Raphael broke the comfortable silence.

``Mhm.'' Leo murmured absent-mindedly.

``So...''

``It was amazing. Thank you, Raphael.'' Leo blinked for a moment, his voice got raspy from all the panting and moaning, and it definitely was sounding strange for him. It did carry great fresh memories.

``HAH! I told ya we'll have a great time! And what the Hell are ya thankin' for like...shit. ``Oooh...we caaaaan't'' ``Oooh, Raphael stoop!'' ``

Leo just pressed a lazy kiss on Raph's lips to make him shut up.

``How do you even have energy to be angry at this time...?''

``I'm always angry.'' Raphael grumbled on a sulking tone.''No, wait..'' he grinned widely with a content expression. ''I'm not angry. I'm just in love.'' He nodded, being pleased with the feeling and statement.

Leo's eyes widened, his embrace tightened on Raphael. The statement really caught him off guard. And once again, he knew he supposed to say something, rushed words circling in his head, such as ``me too'' or ``I feel the same'' or anything, but his mind just went blank. Somehow he just always froze and couldn't articulate out properly when he needed to speak up filled with emotions. He just sighed and pressed his face in the curve of Raph's neck.

 

 

On the next morning Leonardo, as best and refreshed he felt the day before, as sore and lazy and slightly moody he felt the other day. Although he still could recall the sweet times he had with Raphael and his backside was certainly a reminder of Raphael's past erection pounding there, or that he felt sticky all over, he still felt annoyed, as he really wanted to rest more in the sheet bundle and Raphael in it, but he needed to force himself awake and fast get over his morning routines and wake Raphael up to get the other in his room before anyone else wakes up. The plan was perfect. Wake Raphael up, toss him in his room, rush into the bathroom, feeling fresh enough for the day, act like nothing serious happened, make sure family is alright, ask them about last night and totally avoid that anything special happened between him and Raphael. Ever. Everything will be fine. Except the fact, that the minute he shook Raphael up and grabbed the door to open it and push Raph out, Leo froze, as he heard Mikey's big mouth speaking something to Don as he was approaching the kitchen.

``Shit....'' Leo grunted, then waited. He froze in position and just listened, regaining by reflex the ninja instincts that they mastered from their father for years.

He definitely heard noises from the kitchen. Brother already awake. He glanced at the time on his shelf. They slept in. They father was most likely up, but the rat was so silent it was never predictable where he was.

``Stay here. I'll check and I'll knock twice if you can leave.'' He ordered Raphael, then fast pulled his rugs on himself, making a grimace as it made him feel uncomfortable, dressing up before a good shower.

Raphael yawned and nodded, he really wasn't yet comprehending the severity of the situation. Leonardo arranged his bandana, then inhaled, exhaled, then left his room, body tense from stress and tension. He tried to act all normal, as he fast glanced around. He stretched in front of his door, as he was just standing and observing for a longer moment. His brothers were no threat, he was rather searching for the father. He made a dangerous move, of almost being spotted, as he jumped off to the main area. He swallowed back a grunt, as he felt sluggish and sore, definitely not in the shape to ninja around. He froze, as he leaned aside, seeing their father being busy with a plant in his room. He sighed silently, then walking backwards, eyeing both doors, the kitchen and the father's room, he backed back to his door's room and lightly knocked twice. The minute until Raphael finally opened it up, felt like a tense eternity, but the other was so calm about it, he even pressed a light peck on Leo's lips and headed to his room with a lazy yawn. Leonardo frowned after Raphael for being so dangerously careless, anyone could have seen them in that moment. Then he shook his head and headed for a shower.

When he was done, he indeed felt way better. Some of the soreness eased up, he felt refreshed and all clean. Even movements felt better after a great shower. Then he fast headed to the kitchen. He really wanted to see his brothers and their expressions, seeking for the cluelessness.

``Good morning.'' He greeted naturally, his voice still sounded unusually raspy.

``Yoooo! Man, why did you leave last night?! The movie ended so great, but I'm not gonna spoiler it for you! Plus at the end we ate some ice cream too! Duuude, I haven't been so well fed with junk food in mah life!'' Mikey already started, petting his own stomach dreamily, remembering the great food he had at April's.

Donatello just nodded and examined Leo from head to toe, as he loosely moved his cup of half emptied coffee mug in his hand in a circling motion. Leo just listened to Mikey with a half smile, he was very aware of Don's gaze, but he intentionally avoided it.

``Would you guys like to eat some sushi?'' Leonardo eventually changing subject, as he started preparing some tea, but then he froze, when he noticed the tea was done, most likely by the father. It just made him feel even more tense.

``Yeah!! But we're not gonna start a diet, right?'' Mikey asked worriedly.

``Oh, that's a good idea, Mikey! We should definitely plan a diet. What do you say, Don?'' Leo teased the younger one.

``Yes, I'm definitely up for it. I will make a thorough research and we can plan a strict diet. I'm sure Mikey won't mind eating lettuce only for the rest of his life.'' Don also joined the teasing.

``Guys, come oon, this is not funny! I mean you're just joking, right? Dooonnie, come on, you supposed to be on my side!'' Mikey smiled nervously.

``You know how it is, Mikey. We need to follow the leader's orders.'' Don continued the teasing as he shrugged.

``Dooniiieeeee, you betrayed me!'' then he turned at Leo, who was grinning,  leaned against the counter, but hid his smile behind the mug, sipping his tea contently. ''Leo? Bro, come on, just the word of diet is killing me!''

``Who the Hell dares mentioning ``diet'' in this kitchen!'' Raphael lazy, deep, raspy voice thundered in the kitchen annoyedly.

``RAPH!! HEEELP, THESE TWO ARE HAVING AN EVIL PLAN!'' Mikey exclaimed dramatically, pointing at Leo's and Don's direction.

``Don't worry, Mikey, we're gonna catch them and take `em as hostages and make `em regret mentioning any ``strict diet'' in This kitchen!'' Raphael said dramatically, playfully punching in his palm, but then they burst out in chuckles, Mikey glanced at his chuckling brothers, then sighed in relief.

``It was a joke, thank god's shiny shell...'' Mikey reassured himself.

``Alright, then. When you're all ready, let's go to the dojo.'' Leo said, as he washed his mug, then as he was leaving the kitchen, he glanced at Raph with a half smile, who returned the gesture, then Leo left, as Mikey bounced after him, trying to negotiate about the lunch. Raphael absent-mindedly glanced after Leo, forgetting there was Don too and stared at Leo's ass satisfied, as he was chugging down some milk, while leaning on the opened fridge door.

``You might want to at least close the door.'' Don said calmly, as he sipped his coffee and grabbed his phone.

Raphael choked on some milk, as he was surprised by the calm voice, which sounded very aware of what was Raphael doing. Raph slammed in the door, grabbed his cereals, threw it on the table with the milk, grabbed a bowl and spoon, then slumped on the chair, then prepared his meal, then started eating.

Donatello glanced up at Raphael, then smirked, as he glanced back on his phone's screen.

``So how are you feeling?'' he asked on a friendly tone.

``Fine.'' Raphael snapped back grumpily.

``Yes, you seem fine, considering you felt incredibly ill last night.''

Raph froze. He glared at Don. He had suspicions Donatello already figured that there is something going on between him and Leonardo, but usually Donatello just ignores things, that don't concern him or just simply accepts it. However, this time not only he really pointed out that he is perfectly aware about the situation, there was a glimpse of warning in his tone. That didn't sound alright.

``Oh yeah...well...I jus' needed to throw up an' wa-...''

``I see.'' Don interrupted still on a calm tone. ''Well Leonardo promised he'll visit back to April and Casey after he made sure you're home.''

``He did? Maybe he didn't feel like it, then.'' Raph shrugged.

``Yes, probably.'' Don got up, washed his mug, then leaned in to Raphael. ``Pretty much transparent, isn't it?'' he smiled, then headed out to the dojo.

Raphael clenched his teeth, crunching roughly on the cereals. Donatello's reaction wasn't right.

 

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