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I don't suggest to read it it's really sad.","description_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>A really sad series of poems I wrote years ago before my first suicide attempt, edited and translated (it may have lost some meaning through it). I don&#039;t suggest to read it it&#039;s really sad.</span>","writing":"The puppy\nThe puppy in the box is alone.\nHe wasn’t always alone there,\nBut all the others are long gone.\nNobody wanted to adopt him.\nMaybe because he was limping,\nOr maybe because he was scruffy.\nSo he takes a towel and put it around him\nPretending it’s a diaper.\nAnd that someone else did the diapering.\nHe goes to sleep so he feels less hungry.\nHe plays the universe a joke.\nFrom this sleep he never awoke.\n\nThe ocean\nThe ocean is wide and immense.\nThere is in it so much strength.\nOne can look at it and never see\nThat is as an end.\nOne can look at it and never see.\nThe puppy that drown in.\n\nLove\nLove brings you happiness.\nLove shines through the darkness.\nLove make you heart beat so much.\nOne can never forget a moment as such\nAs the one he found love.\nCupid’s arrow found home.\nIn a puppy’s heart forever in.\nNo-one can stop the bleeding.","writing_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>The puppy<br />The puppy in the box is alone.<br />He wasn&rsquo;t always alone there,<br />But all the others are long gone.<br />Nobody wanted to adopt him.<br />Maybe because he was limping,<br />Or maybe because he was scruffy.<br />So he takes a towel and put it around him<br />Pretending it&rsquo;s a diaper.<br />And that someone else did the diapering.<br />He goes to sleep so he feels less hungry.<br />He plays the universe a joke.<br />From this sleep he never awoke.<br /><br />The ocean<br />The ocean is wide and immense.<br />There is in it so much strength.<br />One can look at it and never see<br />That is as an end.<br />One can look at it and never see.<br />The puppy that drown in.<br /><br />Love<br />Love brings you happiness.<br />Love shines through the darkness.<br />Love make you heart beat so much.<br />One can never forget a moment as such<br />As the one he found love.<br />Cupid&rsquo;s arrow found home.<br />In a puppy&rsquo;s heart forever in.<br />No-one can stop the bleeding.</span>","pools_count":0,"title":"Poetry","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"application/msword","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"12","type_name":"Writing - Document","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"15","views":"269","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}