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So here come the pictures. It's the complete set : Chase outfit, Chase backpack and Chase voice-in. In addition, I pulled a build-a-bear diaper from another plushie to complete the whole outfit. When it arrived, my dog started to chew on it, was he jealous ? \n\nOverall, it's a bigger plushie in size than all my others build-a-bear plushie, and he is really really soft. The outfit looks really good and make the diaper shows quite nicely. The only problem is the hat, it was a bit crushed during transport and keepinf it in place isn't easy. I'll sleep with it tonight, will see how he is in bed, at least he is padded.\n\nFirst picture shows him in front with the Chase and Marshall toys, second picture shows my plushie Swift 2 checking his padding (wearing the Fireman badge from Marshall) and third picture is him from the side.\n\n\n\nI quite needed the plushie to feel better, for this morning was horrible. Mommy and I had an argument about what Toddlergirl thought of me, at which time she told me I was trying to manipulate her emotionnally. Things soured and when I got in the morning she had left me a message that triggered quite a reaction. I had removed my training pants (wet from an accident because of stress at the Doctor's office) when I read it, which created a huge panic attack. I wet myself, I couldn't breath, I was in a whole lot of pain. My mentall illness' main symptoms are fear of abandonment and low self-esteem, and that what hit me there. I was feeling terrible, I tried to call her but I couldn't reach her until I used a direct call to my phone. Expensive thing, but I got to her and she calmed me down. I don't wish anyone to feel how bad I felt, but I guess that the cub part in me really suffers easily in such situation.\n\nLubu linked me this http://www.toddlertime.com/dx/regression/infantilism.htm to help me understand all the emotionnal stuff (mostly trauma-related) that I often get through. This comic page by Kammy, especially the last panel, is something I often ask myself http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18908911/ because I'm afraid if acting like a baby will not make everyone hates me. That led to problem in Fiona's chat repeatedly. I was kinda always torn between sharing my baby side and feeling that every time I would mention it, people would hate me more (after all, sharing it online did that to me a lot). I don't know how to handle people, really... ","description_bbcode_parsed":"So today arrived the Chas eplushie that Welof, his boyfriend and Lubu paid together for. So here come the pictures. It's the complete set : Chase outfit, Chase backpack and Chase voice-in. In addition, I pulled a build-a-bear diaper from another plushie to complete the whole outfit. When it arrived, my dog started to chew on it, was he jealous ?
Overall, it's a bigger plushie in size than all my others build-a-bear plushie, and he is really really soft. The outfit looks really good and make the diaper shows quite nicely. The only problem is the hat, it was a bit crushed during transport and keepinf it in place isn't easy. I'll sleep with it tonight, will see how he is in bed, at least he is padded.
First picture shows him in front with the Chase and Marshall toys, second picture shows my plushie Swift 2 checking his padding (wearing the Fireman badge from Marshall) and third picture is him from the side.
I quite needed the plushie to feel better, for this morning was horrible. Mommy and I had an argument about what Toddlergirl thought of me, at which time she told me I was trying to manipulate her emotionnally. Things soured and when I got in the morning she had left me a message that triggered quite a reaction. I had removed my training pants (wet from an accident because of stress at the Doctor's office) when I read it, which created a huge panic attack. I wet myself, I couldn't breath, I was in a whole lot of pain. My mentall illness' main symptoms are fear of abandonment and low self-esteem, and that what hit me there. I was feeling terrible, I tried to call her but I couldn't reach her until I used a direct call to my phone. Expensive thing, but I got to her and she calmed me down. I don't wish anyone to feel how bad I felt, but I guess that the cub part in me really suffers easily in such situation.
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